At dinner time, Ting Liang drove Shengli to the restaurant, he remembered that when he asked Shengli, he didn't tell this story. It was as if a snake had been touched by a saw, and thought it was a provocation by the saw, so it wrapped itself around the saw with all its might, and as a result, he died of blood.

"Hey, how can you have amnesia, I remember it so clearly, did I ever say that when I hit someone with a cedar tree, others bleed, and my hands were full of blood." Seung-ri had long forgotten, and it seemed that she was having amnesia. was able to endure not contacting him for a few years, and seemed to be used to carrying everything by himself.

"I did forget a lot of things before I saw you, but now I can still remember some of them carefully, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have forgotten." When Ting Liang was alone, he always felt that he was old and no longer had a passion for life. Seeing Shengli, the past scenes are so beautiful, and they are grateful for the preciousness of life for them. However, her exclusive "Brother Liangwa" has become "Hey", and his status in her heart is probably less than one-ten-thousandth of that of a strong son.

"Being alive is the greatest gift, the story you just told about the snake, I think it's very like Qingxue's life, it's clear that the second brother saved her, treated us as enemies, and finally sent himself to a place of no return. I didn't even ask you, why did you save her back then? She didn't want Qingxue to have an accident, and she didn't want anything to happen to him, and her hatred for Qingxue was also hatred for herself.

"At that time, she was dangling her legs there for two hundred and five, and I shouted as I ran, and when I saw that she didn't react, I had to pounce on her, and I remember that she scolded me for being insane. Now that I think about it, if I don't save it, I won't be able to do it, and I can recover my memory because she pushed me down in Guangzhou. Shengli is silent, if you just say that she is uneducated, Qinglin is still a mute, sincere, affectionate and righteous. She is purely inflated without a bottom line and has no shame.

"I often use her as a mirror, according to my rebellious and ignorant personality when I was a child, if it weren't for my second brother, Teacher Hu and you, I would almost become her. So many people sympathized with her plight, and even sacrificed their lives to save her, how could they not exchange a word of gratitude. "She's such a bastard when she's young, and she's grateful to the people who tolerate her, and to the people who hate her. In fact, gratitude does not necessarily mean that you have to reciprocate, but live yourself calmly and seriously.

"You want to do the opposite, her biggest benefactor is also the second brother, and she almost became you. Able and police. After so many years, she is not simple. I guess she didn't take the drug on her own initiative, because she is a person who likes to show off and spare her life. Drug trafficking is not a simple few in and a few out, in addition to the viciousness in her mouth, in fact, it is not a great crime. Ting Liang thinks that Shengyang's sympathy is not unreasonable, aside from the previous emotions, a young girl was ruined, and she did not have a good tutor, and went astray, caused by a variety of factors.

"I found that you have changed a lot, and you are as sympathetic as the second brother, which is not right." In her eyes, the concept of right and wrong is not that it cannot be softened, but some people cannot forgive.

"Do you usually play the 'Happy Landlord Game'?" He asked her suddenly, and Shengli said that she didn't have time to play. "Some of these 'landlords' happy beans are only 2,000, and they took four bombs, and it is said that two bombs can win 2,000 points, and they also chose 'super double, wasting a super double opportunity in vain.'" In the decadent half a year, I have played all the games, my memory has declined, and I can't find myself. Even Huang Cheng was in danger, he didn't bother.

"Are you saying that Qingxue is like this 'landlord', the bottom score is only 2,000, and no matter how much you double, you can only win 2,000. You can comprehend life by playing games, which is very eye-catching. "It's not that they look down on Qingxue, how to be exalted by others who have lived a crooked life.

"I think she is righteous and loves to be in the limelight, but she is not on ideas, and she wastes her life in vain. Under the value of money, how many people do not live ambiguously. Ting Liang understands Shengli's clear life values, but the world will change, otherwise Qingxue will not sink into her outlook on life and cannot extricate herself.

"She was never told how to live well. My classmate Tuo Chunye would have had a good future, but she was dragged down by fate, and now she is rated as a moral model, and in a few years, she will be a mother-in-law, so a life, although it is hard, she says it is worth it. If Qingxue was more than ten years ago, like the Ziyang family washed. Foot stores are developing like this, and I'm afraid chain stores will also spread all over the country. Shengli rarely despises others, but Qingxue subverts her perception of human nature, in fact, she hopes to live well.

"You're right, that's washing. In just a few years, there are more than 1,000 chain scales, and the wages of employees are not low. Government commendation. This proves that you have also changed, if in the past, you would definitely sue the person who stole the money to the police station. ”

"It's because I don't have this ability, I'm older, and I think about problems differently, and I often work against my eldest mother when I was a child, until she died without illness and pain. I am recalling that the most glorious time of her life should be the years with her uncle on the third-line railway, and the entire railway was carved out of flesh and blood; Qiao Sheng's generation has experienced battlefield battles and is infinitely glorious; And in our generation, too many people are confused about what faith is. ”

"Isn't it good to have an open, advanced, and pluralistic society, because every social form is different. We are really the police of the Pacific, and the more we control, the wider we get. "Sheng Li likes this kind of atmosphere, many years ago they were arguing about the flies in the restaurant, how could they be so energetic at that time, the two kept talking and talking, without getting tired.

"It is said that the more the truth is argued, the clearer it becomes, and the more we speak, the more confused we become. Is it really degraded and our golden age is over? ”

"What's the matter, it's just that I have lost a lot, and I am a little afraid of life, and I just want to shrink myself into a safe shell." He thinks back to himself, the loss of his favorite mother, girlfriend, wife in his life; There have been several ups and downs in business; Physically, he was suffering from illness. Only by compromise, avoidance, and emptying oneself can one cry at the moon and smile bitterly at the mirror.

Shengli bit her lip and was silent, when people reach middle age, everyone will experience setbacks and failures, life and death. She knew that the family relationship between him and his father's remarriage had not been harmonious. Over the years, she understood the bitterness in his heart, but she missed listening. It's just that who of them is willing to throw their troubles to each other with their hearts and lungs, they are all licking their wounds to heal themselves. So the topic diverted again.

"I think what can really be compared with Qingxue is her niece Xu Qianqian, who is excellent in all aspects, she could have found a job in a big city, but in order to take care of Qinglin's eldest brother, she stayed in the town and became a kindergarten teacher. There is also Cao Langzhong's son, who has been ridiculed because of Cao Langzhong's influence. One year, he was selected to serve as a soldier, but he was sued, saying that his father was in prison and was not qualified to be a soldier at all. But he still grew up strong, although he didn't have any big achievements, but he was able to support himself by working with his hands. Society can be tolerant, but our bottom line is still there. ”