Chapter 125: He came by breaking the sun
Here, Bai Aoxue looked at Luo Yan, who was determined to leave, and knew in her heart that her uncle's words had finally hurt this straightforward woman.
Sighing slightly, Bai Aoxue strode after him.
Luo Yan knew that Bai Aoxue was behind her, and she didn't stop her from catching up, but she didn't speak.
"Luo Yan, are you interested in listening to me?" Bai Aoxue was the first to break the silence and turned her head to look at Luo Yan and said.
Luo Yan didn't know what Bai Aoxue was going to say, but she still nodded, even if she and Bai Aoxue couldn't become relatives, they could become friends.
Bai Aoxue took Luo Yan and came to a lotus pond in the courtyard of the General's Mansion, regardless of the dust on the edge of the pool, Bai Aoxue sat lightly on the edge of the lotus pond without a trace of pretentiousness.
Then he looked at Luo Yan and patted the position next to him. motioned for Luo Yan to sit down as well.
Luo Yan was also very calm, and naturally walked to Bai Aoxue and sat down.
Bai Aoxue looked at the lotus pond, her eyes were a little empty, and she said for a long time before she said, "This lotus pond used to be my mother's favorite place. ”
Although Luo Yan didn't understand why Bai Aoxue talked about this, he still listened patiently.
"I'll just say, with Ye Zhaojue's character, how can he have a lotus pond in a mood. Luo Yan pretended to be in a good mood and joked.
Bai Aoxue smiled faintly and said slowly: "You should know that it is not easy for my uncle to bring up his mother since he was a child. is also because he sees this world clearly, and his uncle has been relatively indifferent since he was a child. Except for the change in his mother, he is like a puppet with no expression at other times. Later, my mother got married, thinking that I could be entrusted for life, but I didn't want to be an abyss, and then my mother had me, and my uncle was very good to me, probably he knew that in this world, his only relatives were me and my mother. ”
Later, my uncle fought on the battlefield and became famous all over the world. Admired. became the guardian saint of the inheritance.,But in the end, he still didn't keep his sister.。 ”
"When my mother died, my uncle was far away at the border. At that time, I was young and ignorant at all, but I only knew that the uncle, whom I had admired and feared since childhood, cried like a child in front of my mother's tombstone when he rushed back. That was the only time I've ever seen my uncle cry. ”
Luo Yan was shocked when he heard Bai Aoxue's words. I didn't expect that a man who was like a god in her eyes would cry. She always thought that Ye Zhaojue was a steely man, who never shed tears when he bleeds.
"Original. Ye Zhaojue has a heart. Luo Yan sighed lightly.
It's just that his heart never belonged to me...
At this point, Luo Yan just sighed in his heart. Never able to speak.
Bai Aoxue looked at Luo Yan, and continued: "Later, my uncle touched my head and told me that I would be his only relative in the future, and he would protect me for the rest of my life." But my uncle has his responsibility, and it is his responsibility to protect the family and defend the country, so that the common people can live a life without war. And I, who lived in the prime minister's mansion, almost died in Huangquan, which can be regarded as awakening. But the uncle blamed himself again because of this time. ”
He always felt that the death of his mother was his fault, if he could have stopped his mother at the beginning, maybe his mother would not have died so early, and it was because of these that his uncle had some shadows in his heart. Even if he doesn't say it, I know that he feels that he can't even protect the people around him, how can he talk about children's affection. ”
"Rejecting you again and again, it's not without feelings. It's not that he's hard-hearted. It's just that he's afraid! War is always menacing, if he really marries you, one day he dies on the battlefield, leaving you alone, he will feel distressed and guilty. So I can only push you away again and again. ”
Luo Yan, who was originally very arrogant, had already red eyes after listening to Bai Aoxue's words, but he stubbornly held back the tears in his eyes, looked at Bai Aoxue and said, "Maybe Ye Zhaojue just doesn't like me." ”
Bai Aoxue listened to Luo Yan's words, and said with a smile: "I don't understand my uncle's thoughts, but I know my uncle's personality." He would never be so helpless about a woman. The former uncle was very simple about his children, but he was disconnected from you, and he used to be a person who broke off when he was broken. ”
Luo Yan listened, his body was stunned, but he didn't speak.
Bai Aoxue sat on the edge of the lotus pond, her green fingers rippled, looked up at the blue sky, and said a little leisurely: "To be honest, my uncle is quite lonely." After living for so many years, he is always protecting others, protecting his sister when he was a child, protecting the people, and now he has more responsibilities to resist, I always don't let him worry, looking at his sideburns with gray hair, I am more and more eager to have someone by his side. Ride the horses together, ride the horses together. ”
Luo Yan choked up a little, but said as much: "If I really care about me, he shouldn't think about it so much, how can I Luo Yan be greedy for life and afraid of death, I will follow him from birth to death." Even if I die on the battlefield one day, I will defend this home for him and be married to him again in the next life!"
Bai Aoxue listened to Luo Yan's words, and felt in her heart, a woman like Luo Yan, if her uncle misses it, it will really be his loss!
"Aoxue. Don't hide it from you, I made an agreement with Jun Wuxian yesterday..."After thinking about it, Luo Yan still told Bai Aoxue.
When Bai Aoxue heard Luo Yan's words, she instantly felt a little uneasy in her heart. But he still looked at Luo Yan calmly, and said slowly: "What agreement?"
"You know that. My feelings for Ye Zhaojue, that's not a joke, I said a long time ago, I don't marry him, when my father chose a horse for me, I was forced to die. But I've waited too long for Ye Zhaojue, if I can, I really want to keep waiting, but I can't wait!"
"Before I came to inherit it, my mother was seriously ill. I told my father that if Ye Zhaojue still has no feelings for me this time, I will completely let go and go back to Mobei to choose a horse, or the emperor will marry me. The mother concubine just wants to witness my happiness with her own eyes before leaving, you inherit the saying that is good, the son wants to raise but does not wait. I don't want to watch my mother leave with regrets. ”
"So I made a bet with Jun Wuxian yesterday, if Ye Zhaojue still doesn't agree to marry me today. Then I will marry into the palace and be the princess without a trace! In this way, the two countries can still get along amicably, and it can be regarded as a better marriage. Without the war, Ye Zhaojue would not have to be so happy. Anyway, they all want to marry, since that person is not Ye Zhaojue, then it doesn't matter who it is. ”
Bai Aoxue was shocked by Luo Yan's determination, but looking at the desolation on her face, Bai Aoxue still felt sorry for this wanton and arrogant woman.
Making such a decision may be the most unwilling and unwilling for her, but it is the most helpless.
can't let go of the person he loves, but he can only marry someone else. This is something that every woman does not want.
And Luo Yan, even if she gets married, she will think about Ye Zhaojue, Bai Aoxue is very worried in her heart, and asks herself how many women in the world there are, can she do this?
"Alright. It's time for me to go, no matter what, the story has to have an ending, if this is the end of me and Ye Zhaojue, then I hope I'm the one who ends, after all, the beginning is also me. Luo Yan looked at Bai Aoxue and smiled lightly, and said as if relaxed.
Bai Aoxue knew how much sadness and helplessness there was in this smile.
"It's not over yet, isn't it over today?" Bai Aoxue smiled playfully, looked at Luo Yan seriously and said.
Luo Yan listened to Bai Aoxue's words, frowning. I didn't understand why Bai Aoxue said this, but when I turned my head, I saw Bai Aoxue's green finger pointing elsewhere.
Following Bai Aoxue's fingers, Luo Yan slowly turned her head, slowly and firmly, exhausting her lifelong courage.
The man, the man she couldn't love, but put on the tip of her heart, was walking towards her step by step, walking like a fly, but every step was steady.
The warm spring sun poured over his head, shining on him in small pieces, and then spread on the ground, he stepped on the sun, step by step, and walked firmly towards himself.
Luo Yan felt that the sun was too mottled and too dazzling. I can't see this scene clearly. I tried to see the most beautiful scenery in her life, but my eyes were still blurred.
Raise your hand and cover your mouth fiercely, afraid that you will cry. She has never been a pretentious woman, but she has cried again and again because of Ye Zhaojue.
Ye Zhaojue was actually very nervous in his heart, and after Jun Nightmare's enlightenment, he finally dared to face his mind. Seeing Luo Yan crying like this, his heart was like a knife.
Such a strong woman, watching her tears roll down, but covering her lips and not daring to cry. Ye Zhaojue felt distressed, he had made this woman suffer too much.
I didn't want to hurt her, but I still hurt her inadvertently, again and again.
Bai Aoxue watched Ye Zhaojue coming, and knew that it was time for her to leave, and said softly in Luo Yan's ear: "There are many imperfections in life, but there are always some endings that will make you cry, even if you start to have ups and downs, but the end will always give you a big sweet date, which will make you sweet to the heart." Luo Yan, you are qualified to have sweet dates. ”
With that, Bai Aoxue left.
"Aoxue. Thank you. Regardless of whether Bai Aoxue could hear it or not, Luo Yan still said softly.
Ye Zhaojue walked to Luo Yan's side, and the two looked at each other.
"Why are you crying again. Cry less in the future. Not good for the eyes. Ye Zhaojue sighed slightly, raised his hand and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of Luo Yan's eyes.
Luo Yan looked at Ye Zhaojue's movements stupidly, like a dream. She never thought that one day Ye Zhaojue would be so gentle and pity her eyes.
It was her dream, a dream she couldn't even imagine.
"Leaf... Illustrious... Jue..."Luo Yan looked up at the man in front of him and shouted softly. I'm afraid that these are all fantasies, and they will be shattered if they are too loud.
"Luo Yan. It's me. I'm here. In just six words, there is less coldness and alienation in the past. A little more pity.
This time, Luo Yan finally knew that it was true. She didn't dream. It was also the first time that Ye Zhaojue called her without her hateful word "princess".
I don't have scruples, and I want to scruples. Luo Yan's tears burst out of his eyes again and pounced on Ye Zhaojue's chest.
Ye Zhaojue caught Luo Yan, and his powerful arms firmly trapped her in his arms, with a satisfied smile in his eyes.
"Luo Yan, marry me. This time, I want to be greedy, to hold the sword in my hand, and to have you. Ye Zhaojue straightened Luo Yan's messy hair and said calmly.
Luo Yan listened to Ye Zhaojue's words, his body was stunned, but he nodded quickly without a trace of hesitation.
A lotus pond without lotus flowers, sparkling.