Xiujuan listened to these stories, forgot about the pain, and sighed in her heart, such days may really not be numbered. After the injection, her stomach was much better, and Shengyang accompanied her back to the dormitory and helped to sort everything out before leaving/room.

Xiujuan watched Shengyang leave, got up from the bed/on, picked up a pen and paper, she must write a letter to Shengyang. Before, because she was afraid of typos, but then she thought that there would be many ways to express a thing, and she could choose to say it simply. So, it took the whole night to finally write the letter:

Hello Shengyang:

It is a pleasure to write to you in the words you taught me, it is as if it were my rebirth. After thinking about it, I will say goodbye to you in this way. We are both breadwinners of the family, so I have to follow my parents' arrangements, otherwise they will have a hard time.

From the moment you came to the construction site, I found you to be a pragmatic and kind person.

Later, I took the initiative to be friends with you, and when I was harassed by others, you said that you couldn't get used to it, but in fact, I was glad that you said that, and I felt protected. Gradually, my carefulness and insight fascinated me, and I changed from liking to admiration.

You usually have low self-esteem, but you know a lot of things, on the contrary, I don't know anything, and I stupidly encourage you to be motivated. It's really a joy to have you, and I find that I have pinned all my dreams on you. I want you to become a big boss, so that you will be more confident, of course, then, maybe my family will agree to me marrying you like this.

However, the reality is that the other day, my parents had already helped me find a partner, and I was hesitant at first. But the family said that they could help my family build three two-story buildings, and the main house, the kitchen and toilet in the backyard add up to hundreds of square meters, so that my brother and daughter-in-law will not have to worry about the house in the future.

At the beginning, I said to find someone rich, and now my dream has come true. You'll laugh at me for being snobbish, but at the same time you'll understand my difficulties, and I don't want to make money by selling jokes, which proves that I'm still a little awake.

You must wonder why the family is willing to pay so much. Yes, the man is a lame man, he was sick when he was a child and did not recover, and slowly became a limp. I don't think you should laugh at me, but maybe he's as kind as you are.

And I, except for having a sound body, but without knowledge to fill my brain, I am not qualified to pick and choose. Thinking about my future life, I will be a husband and a child, and my husband is estimated to be able to do it, but it is an empty word. However, the story of you, your grandfather, and Mr. Liu is enough to tell them about their school age.

Speaking of which, I am sentimental and full of you, and I can only put you in my heart for the rest of my life. I am looking at you from a distance thousands of miles away, and I only ask God to bless you with smooth sailing and good health. A tear actually ran into my mouth, and I tasted it, and the more I tasted it, the more sad it became.

I'm sorry, but I chose to leave before you could make it. You said you were going to bring me stomach medicine from my hometown, I don't think I could eat it, thank you, I'll take care of myself. Since you want to marry someone else, you don't have to contact each other, and you and I will never see each other. Love me, miss me, hate me, I can't feel it. Therefore, you still choose to forget, start anew, and walk out of your wonderful life.

It seems that there are still a lot of things to say to you, and I don't dare to be verbose, I'm afraid I am reluctant to leave you. You are a good person, a person who deserves to be cherished, a person who makes people willing to give, and the person I want to marry the most. But I know it's just a fantasy, and it's already a miracle to be able to express so much. May your future woman understand you, love you, and take care of you. Gotta be happy, please!

Xiujuan called Shengyang to her dormitory the next night, and the others basically went home, she was in the car at 4 o'clock in the morning, and Shengyang was in the car at 9 o'clock the next morning. She closed the doors and windows, and only the two of them were left in the house, and Shengyang said to go to the train station with her, and just sleep in the waiting room after seeing her off. Xiujuan thought about leaving him forever, tears flowed, and Shengyang didn't know the reason, thinking that he had done something wrong. Xiujuan said that there was no need to send it, and Shengyang said that in the middle of the night, he was not at ease.

Xiujuan looked at the stupid Shengyang, his appearance was very good-looking except for his eyes, and it was not up to him to decide whether he was short. Usually clean, with a gentle smile, an impulse that I couldn't control, and ran forward to hug him sitting opposite. Leave, this is regarded as a memorial to each other, but Shengyang was startled by the sudden action, and the rattle in his heart was about to break his heart.

"Stand up and feel your sister's heartbeat." She wore a pink sweater, and her charming lines stood out. She helped him to his feet and hugged him tightly. "Do you feel it?" Shengyang was stupidly at a loss, soft and really comfortable, she helped him take off his coat, he was so nervous that his whole body trembled, and he didn't understand whether it was reality or a dream.

"You can help my sister take off her sweater again." Xiujuan looked at Shengyang's eyes were red, and she was about to burst into blood, how dare he touch her body. Xiujuan saw that his expression was tense, so she helped him take off another sweater, and then took off/off the sweater herself, and there was a thin autumn coat left inside. He could see clearly that her chest was rising and falling, causing her to breathe rapidly.

Xiujuan just wanted to give him all of herself, and she began to kiss his face, "Sister is not your woman, but I want to teach you to know women and understand what women really need." Xiujuan kissed him on the lips, he looked stiff, she asked him to hold herself, and he put his arms around her. He was faint but didn't drink, so he understood that she didn't like him at all.

"Sister, are you okay, I, I can't do this." Shengyang hopes that he won't hurt Xiujuan, she doesn't want Boss Fang to be so rich, there must be a reason for this today.

"Do you like sister?" Xiujuan didn't stop making out.

"I like it!"

"Then do you love your sister?"

“…… Love! He shuddered and felt that his teeth were no longer his own.

"Then why are you still like wood?" Shengyang let go of his hands and looked at Xiujuan, her face flushed. He was sweating profusely, and his trembling hands were close to her face, whether he should do this to her, whether he could afford to take such a responsibility. Xiujuan saw his hand approaching her, grabbed him, and fell directly on the bottom bunk, letting Shengyang lie on top of her.

"Be obedient and do what I say." Shengyang then realized that she was not wearing a smock under her autumn coat, and she asked him to hug her. Seungyang trembled with fear and tried to do what she said, but in the bed, he felt as if he was not listening to the call for a volcano to erupt.

"Sister, I, I, I'm afraid!" He tried to restrain himself from kissing her, he couldn't bear it just by holding her, and he didn't dare to do whatever he wanted.

"Then turn off the lights." Shengyang obediently got up and turned off the light, and then tremblingly groped his way to the bed. She had always treated him as a younger brother, how could she be allowed to do such a thing. Besides, a woman's name is very important, and will it be said that being close to her like this will be said to be forced and incorrect.

Seeing him hesitate, Xiujuan got up and pulled him into the bed, "Sister is really voluntary, Sister likes you and wants to give you this only precious thing." As he spoke, he pulled his face to his ear and let him start with the earlobe, and Shengyang's lips had already touched her earlobe, and his whole body trembled.

Shengyang's face was hot, his body was sweating, and his head was blank. This kind of scene only appeared once in the dream, and after that, I didn't dare to think about it anymore. In the dark, Shengyang became a little bolder, Xiujuan was not mistaken, he was really a boy worthy of dedication. Every movement is gentle and careful, making her feel that she is cherishing, respecting her, and loving her.

Xiujuan thought that she would never be able to enjoy such love again, and tears began to fall from the corners of her eyes. When Seungyang went to kiss his cheek, he found tears and immediately stopped moving. Xiujuan hugged him tightly and seemed to beg him to continue, but Seungyang sobered up, put on his clothes, and put on his coat for her. Xiujuan hugged him from behind, "Shengyang, why are you so stupid." ”

"Sister, do you sympathize with me, afraid that I won't find a woman in the future, so sacrifice yourself to fulfill me."

"No, it's my sister who loves you and wants to give you everything I have."

"Then why do you have tears on your face?"

"I'm excited, because Shengyang understands love, not wood!"

"Don't lie to me, grandpa said don't do things that are difficult for strong people." Shengyang stood up and sat across the bed, regretting his excited behavior just now, he almost made a big mistake, Xiujuan is such a pure girl, she can't be destroyed in his hands.

Xiujuan tidied up her clothes, turned on the light, looked at Shengyang who was full of guilt, and comforted him not to have a psychological burden, "Sister really feels sorry for you, I'm afraid that the girls in the future won't be able to treat you wholeheartedly." ”

"Sister, but that's your most precious thing, and I want to leave it to your husband!" Shengyang's thinking is relatively conservative, and in his concept, a girl should be completely married.

"In life, there is really only one opportunity, why do you always have to lose." Xiujuan continued to shed tears, and she couldn't figure out whether she loved him or pitied him, but the heart she gave him was true.

"I'm sorry, sister, please don't say it, I think it's a heinous crime now. Mr. Liu said that I have been lonely all my life, and I don't know if I will be punished by God for this, so I beg my sister to forgive me! Shengyang remembered that his behavior just now was very dirty.

"Shengyang, it was my sister who took the initiative, you didn't make a mistake. Sister is wrong, I'm sorry, forget about my sister in the future. Xiujuan is difficult for this kind person, she really hopes that Shengyang can find someone who loves him enough in the future. If he doesn't repay her today, he will never repay it.

"Sister, how could I forget you. Tonight's event was actually my dream, but I can't just bully you like that. If we can really come together, I will love you and have you without reservation. "Shengyang hopes to be above board, not sneaky, how can he realize that this is a farewell.

Xiujuan saw that the time was almost up, and asked Shengyang to go back to her dormitory, and she had to sort out her suitcase. Shengyang obediently left the dormitory, and the cold wind blew, thinking that his insistence was right. The people in the dormitory were already asleep, and he was the only one who waited for the passage of time in a panic, and he kept regretting it in his heart. Those unreasonable actions just now should never have happened, how to face Xiujuan in the future, this is what only dark villains will do.

At the train station, although it was night, it was still crowded, and everyone was in a hurry to rush back for the New Year. Shengyang followed Xiujuan in line in fear, for fear that she would scold him for being a brute. Xiujuan hesitated all the way whether the letter should be given to him, and when she arrived at the ticket gate, she decided to hand it to him, maybe this was the only thought left for him, and let him go back to Shaanxi to see it again. Shengyang nodded in agreement and told her to take care. With infinite guilt in my heart but hard to speak, this is the first time I have received a letter other than Kai Shengli. He must have hated and disappointed her like that, and hoped that he could make up for it in the coming year, and he wanted to be motivated and be a man worthy of love in her mind.

Xiujuan looked back and again, and the hurried flow of people quickly overwhelmed each other. Tears slid down his cheeks, and he would never see Shengyang again in his life, and he didn't even take a photo of each other. Like a man with only one eye, it's a joke in the eyes of others, but she is extremely warm.

The train starts, goodbye, Hangzhou; Goodbye, Shengyang. Her most beautiful life is when she meets Shengyang and meets Zhenshan. Shengyang should hate her, so that her sins will be reduced by a few points, the family life that cannot be disobeyed, and the reality that cannot be escaped. Lying on the table, reminiscing about the bits and pieces with Shengyang, if she could be rebellious, it would not be the pain she is now.

She doesn't think it's a shame to have happened last night, she just wants to challenge the injustice in this world. Why does the world look down on a person like Shengyang, he is fully qualified to have love and a woman who loves him. However, she is too naïve, and if Shengyang accepts her love, some people say that he is a toad. How can these little people like ants fight with the world, how can they break through the shackles of fate. Shengyang, you must be happy!

Shengyang was uneasy with the letter, he had been in a daze last night, and he had forgotten how it happened. I knew that he should also write a letter to Xiujuan and send sincere New Year's wishes, which is too stupid. It was almost dawn, and he thought that Xiujuan had gone away, so he found a corner position and sat on the nylon pocket with clothes to open the letter.

After reading the letter, he desperately grabbed his head, shrunk in the corner and cried, why is he so stupid, he will never see Xiujuan again in this life, how should he live, what should he do? There is no address, no phone, even if he looks for it, what qualifications does he have. Others can help her build a western-style house, but he can't even solve the problem of food and clothing.

I don't know how long I cried, until Wang Cheng walked in front of him and saw him sad like that, so he asked what was going on. Wang Cheng was also illiterate, so he simply said that Xiujuan was gone and would never come again. Wang Cheng said that it would be because Boss Fang harassed her, she was afraid. Shengyang said no, Wang Cheng asked him to think about it carefully, Xiujuan must be doing this for his good, so that Boss Fang would have no excuse to blackmail. Shengyang said that Xiujuan did not mention this in the letter, and Wang Cheng said that if she said this, he would be under more pressure, and she was a good girl.

Shengyang leaned against the wall, his eyes were swollen from crying, Wang Cheng comforted and said that Xiujuan had a last resort, and the burden on her family was heavy, so she could only face reality. Besides, they are still young, and they have to look forward, the more Shengyang thinks about it, the more he cries, because Xiujuan says that she likes him and admires him, which is the warmest thing she has ever heard when she is so old.

"Brother Cheng, you say, is it true that Xiujuan said that she likes me, if it is true, I will go to her hometown to find her, and I can plug the door upside down." Shengyang suddenly thought like this.

"Okay, you go, what should Shengli do, the two families add up to a few children to study, can you and Xiujuan afford it." If you get married and have children, Xiujuan can't make money, how can you support such a large family. Wang Cheng analyzed these things, Shengyang suddenly felt that he was a failure, beating his chest, he couldn't get rid of the fact that he understood, but this loss was forever, and he hated why he didn't ask her home address at that time, why didn't she ask why she did that last night!