Chapter 369: Suppressed and Distorted Love
My name is Arbitration Trial.
It's a funny name, I know.
Our family's upbringing was very strict, even to the point of rigidity.
Especially my grandfather, who gave me this name, was almost cold-blooded and ruthless!
I grew so big, he never allowed me to have a hairstyle other than the board inch, in his opinion, the board inch is the most spiritual and formal hairstyle, and the hairstyle of a family heir can represent the face of a family!
It is also because of his iron-faced and selfless character that he gave me the speechless name of 'Judgment'.
Coupled with my last name, arbitration, we have the infinite name of arbitration trial.
Today, I don't bother to complain about the gloom that the name brings to my life, and I'm used to being ridiculed anyway.
Of course, the most important thing is that I can't surrender my identity and behave like a dog-eat-dog.
I am the only son of the chairman of the arbitration group, and I have been responsible for inheriting the family business since I was a child.
Therefore, my family attached great importance to my education, and when I was a child, I was instilled with countless etiquette on various occasions, and-
What is the face and glory of a world-class group!
Therefore, I would never do anything that might make my family dark.
This kind of mentality has always existed in my heart since I was sensible.
My life is dull and harsh, orderly but boring, family, glory, literacy...... I once thought that such a life would accompany me until the moment before entering the coffin.
Until that day—
The annual Daba Star Festival in the school city was successfully launched.。
The next day, bored, I went to watch the 'two-three-legged' competition.
It was a very ordinary competition, but for some reason, I was attracted to the girl with long black hair who was wearing the same sportswear as my Sagawa Junior High School.
Oh, now I understand that it's not the same sportswear as my Sagawa Middle School, but that she's a student at the same school as me.
But I didn't think much of it at the time, and my attention was all focused on the girl who was smiling freely and happy like a bird flying freely.
Yes...... That's right!
I fell in love with that girl at first sight.
Maybe cliché, right?
The seniors said that love at first sight was very old-fashioned, but I was just a 13-year-old teenager, and I don't know if it was old-fashioned or not.
All I know is that
I want to see that smile, anytime;
I want to feel that girl, wherever I am;
I want to know everything about her, everything about her.
And the possessiveness that arose from this mood made me feel ashamed, for I was the heir to the arbiter.
The education I received since I was a child made me know that as an inheritor who wants to inherit the great family business in the future, I should not have such selfish desires.
I hid in the villa my family had arranged for me, trying to get rid of it.
However, it can't be done.
Even though love and possessiveness make me ashamed, I just can't get rid of it, even to the point where I can't stop it.
I lived like a year, and all I could think of was the girl with long flowing hair and a cheerful smile.
I began to miss her, I wanted to see her, I desperately wanted to see that smile again, to possess that smile, to hope that smile would bloom just for me.
So, I racked my brains and tried all kinds of ways to finally get the right to use the escort sent by my family to protect me.
Yes, the right to use.
Because of the fear that I would use the power in my hands and do whatever I wanted, and most importantly, because I was afraid that this would distort the qualities I had cultivated so hard, the family's order to protect and monitor me was only to protect and monitor me, but they did not obey my order.
Eventually, I was able to find out the girl's name and background.
Her name is Satian Tears.,I'm at the same level as the same school.,Class 3 student.,It's the wind force of lv3.。
Later, I also learned that although she is lv3, she has the combat power of lv5, and she defeated the NO.4 atomic collapse.
I'm so happy, even proud of her.
I thought to myself, in this case, the family should not object to me being with her, right?
After the Daba Star Festival, on the first day of school, I asked the driver to park the car at the school gate and waited excitedly for her arrival.
But what do I see?
During the 'two-person three-legged' competition, the boy who was not taken seriously by me at all actually came to school with a close smile with the girl I admired?
There was a huge fluctuation in my heart, and unknown emotions haunted me, but the good qualities I had cultivated all the time suppressed the urge to rush out and drive the boy away.
After that, I investigated the boy's information.
From the information reported to me by my subordinates, I knew that his name was Inoue Hideka, and he was in the same class as the girl I liked.
It's an orphan whose parents died in an accident a year ago, and just like me, I'm just incapacitated.
These are the information I have investigated from the school's database, and when I saw this, I basically determined that this was an ordinary person with no background.
I decided that he was just a normal person who didn't have the right to stand next to that girl.
But when I saw that he actually won the first place many times in this Daba Star Festival, I was a little panicked.
I didn't want to know how good my rival was, so I angrily threw away the information that my subordinates had investigated, and I didn't look at it again.
Yes, that's right, that's an ordinary person, he doesn't deserve the love of Satian.
I had to tell myself that I could overcome the reason in my heart, the rules that had bound me since I was a child, and pursue that girl with peace of mind.
Yes, I must be convinced that I am doing it for her good.
I can give her everything she wants, but the guy who doesn't have nothing can't, so he doesn't deserve to be by her side.
The person standing next to her should be me.
That afternoon, I regrouped and decided to free the girl I liked from that ordinary man.
Surprisingly, I didn't see her in the afternoon, not even the man I hated.
But I was not discouraged, and spent a difficult night in anticipation and apprehension.
Early the next morning, I waited at the school gate as planned.
I didn't see the man who affected my mood this time, and I couldn't help but relax my mood.
I saw her coming and was about to get to the car I was in when I got out of it.
Holding a delicate rose in his hand, he took out all his skills and saluted my beloved girl with the most standard aristocratic greeting gift from childhood to adulthood.
When I gave the rose in my hand, I thought that she must have been fascinated by my demeanor, so she froze in place.
Can......
She laughed out loud.
She smiled so happily and naturally, and it was this smile that fascinated me so far.
She said to me, "It's you!"
I saw you very carefully fiddling with the flowers and plants of the school, and I thought you were a very tasteful person! Now take a look...... Burst! Ha ha! So you're so humorous?
What I didn't expect was that she actually knew me.
I thought to myself, maybe it's fate, right? It turns out that we have been paying attention to each other unknowingly for a long time.
I've always loved flowers, and that's one of the few pleasures I've had in my own house, and of course, I also know about flowers, and I help sort them out when I'm bored.
When I heard what she said, I smiled and said to her:
You're right, I'm a tasteful person! It's just that I've now found a flower that is more worthy of being savored for the rest of my life.
This compliment, which I thought was a good level, was met with an embarrassed smile from her, and after a perfunctory few words to me, she left me very quickly.
During recess, I secretly went to her classroom to see her, she got along well with her classmates, and she was always surrounded by a bunch of friends.
Seeing her very smooth communication with her classmates, I am even more convinced that this is not an ordinary girl.
One morning, I still stopped at the school gate and waited for her.
This time I didn't wait in the car, but leaned against the door, I don't know what the eyes of adults think, but after all, I think this action is very handsome.
Still without that nasty figure, she walked towards the school alone.
She saw me, but she looked like she was going to run.
Probably too much self-awareness, right? I thought she was shy.
So I became a little more confident, and after running over to stop her, I once again made a standard aristocratic salute, and then reported myself to the house in the same tone as I had followed my father to meet the upper echelons:
Zoten, please allow me to introduce myself, I am the heir of Asia's No. 1 consortium and arbitration group, and my name is ...... Forehead! Arbitral adjudication ......
Breaking out this name that made me ashamed again, my confidence suddenly flew into the time and space where I had been ridiculed countless times, and I added in despair:
I know this name is funny~~ If you want to complain, feel free to complain, anyway, I'm used to it......
How could it be! I think it's a nice name!
That's what she said to me.
The first time I heard such words, I was surprised and looked up at her in confusion.
She was really an understanding girl, and saw my confusion, and explained to me with a smile:
You think, arbitration, trial, isn't the name very justice-rich? It is said that a child's name is a long-cherished wish of the elders, and you can imagine what kind of qualities the person who gave you this name wants you to have! You should be proud to have such a family! By the way, you were talking about arbitration groups, right? I've heard of it, and I think it's also true, being able to make your family business so big must have something to do with your family's good conduct, right?
She said my name was nice.
She said my name was righteous.
Growing so big, it's the first time I've heard that my name can be interpreted in this way.
Sure enough, this girl was the person I was destined to be.
Only she recognizes me, only she supports me.
Only her, only she can be my other half.
Thinking of this, I was even happier and excitedly extended an invitation to her.
Then, since Zuo Tian recognizes our group so much, if I say, I want to invite you to be the young grandmother of the arbitration group, I don't know what you think?
Disappointed me.
I confidently sent out an invitation, but I didn't get the answer I wanted.
She screamed, explaining that class was about to start, and as she hurriedly swept past me and rushed towards the school building.
It seems to me, though, more like a loss of shyness.
Only then did I realize that it was indeed too abrupt just now, how could I be so reckless with girls.
Putting away the loss in my heart, I smiled and watched as the figure that tugged at my heart disappeared into the school building.
Looking at her figure aroused the fighting spirit in my heart even more, and I decided to surprise her tomorrow.
Another day.
Early in the morning, I came to the school gate early and asked my subordinates to get ready, just waiting for her to appear, and the sky would be covered with flower petals and intoxicating fragrance.
In my opinion, it is undoubtedly the most romantic confession for girls.
When the time comes, I'll ......
But no, there is no such thing as 'then'.
When she appeared, she was accompanied by the man she hated.
They held hands and appeared in front of me.
For some reason, I suddenly lost the mood to confess, and my subordinates didn't wait for my order for a long time, so they didn't act.
However, I haven't cleaned up yet, and I don't know how to deal with the girl I like when she is being led by another man, she, the one I like......
After seeing me, he actually put the man's arm on his wrist and walked to this side intimately.
And that hateful man, with a helpless wry smile on his face, pointed his finger on her forehead, and the most infuriating thing was that he didn't even look at me as if he didn't know what I was waiting here for, so he walked past me with her.
I knew my face must have been flushed at that point because I could feel the heat coming from my cheeks.
Their actions made me feel ashamed.
The shame of being nakedly ignored and slapped in the face!
I don't know why she became more intimate with the man after seeing me, and I didn't want to wonder if she was a tactful expression of rejection of my affection.
I can only feel the anger, the anger of the girl I love being snatched away by someone else!
The flames were burning and my head was in chaos, and all I could think of was one thing - snatch it back!
I'm going to get her back, and for that, I can do whatever it takes!
I know she's lv3, she's an ability, and she's an ability that can defeat lv5!
So, I had my subordinates find a capacity reduction device and place it in the underground sewer in front of the school building.
Originally, I was going to call her out at the end of class, but I didn't expect that she would come out with a girl.
And then...... It worked!
Although it was a little unpleasant, although she said that I would never be better than that man made me angrier and more determined to possess her, but, it didn't matter, I succeeded.
On the rooftop, I am about to take possession of this girl, this girl I am destined to be, this girl who only I can give her happiness.
Yes, until now, I still don't feel anything wrong.
Yes, I still insist that I do all this for her good!
This mood lasted until the man appeared.
With an invincible and fearless murderous aura, he instantly knocked down the subordinates I thought were powerful, and when he appeared in front of me, I suddenly remembered that this man had won the first place many times in the Daba Star Festival.
He didn't have nothing.
He may have what it takes to stand by that girl's side.
I turned my head to look at the girl I loved, and—
What do I see?
The girl I liked, pressed against the wall by my men, her expression was pained, and she no longer had the smile that once fascinated me.
Her hair was messy, and she no longer had the flowiness she had when she first saw her.
……
So
So
What exactly did I do?
What the hell did I do!!