Chapter 470: Love Yourself More Than You

Zuo Jiarong saw that Lu Wei was so frightened, sighed softly, walked to his side, slowly squatted down, and stared into Lu Wei's eyes.

"Wei Wei, you don't have to be afraid, you should know that I won't hurt you. ”

Zuo Jiarong's voice was gentle and sad, like a snowflake falling from the sky.

"Don't you hate me?" Lu Wei stumbled for a long time, and finally spit out a sentence.

He was very surprised by Zuo Jiarong's attitude, he didn't abide by Hannuo, he didn't jump off the building with her, he thought she must hate him very much, that's why he was so scared just now.

Zuo Jiarong was silent for a long time, choked with tears in his eyes: "I want to hate, but I can't bear to hate." ”

Lu Wei looked at Zuo Jiarong with pear blossoms and rain, and his eyes turned red.

A couple who were once wholeheartedly speechless and choked, and the reunion after the yin and yang separation, both of them had extremely complicated feelings.

Qin Sisi looked at it coldly from the side, although she was also a little embarrassed, but she didn't feel too good about the so-called love between them.

But now the two of them just silently faced each other and didn't say a word for a long time, Qin Sisi felt that he needed to remind him.

So she took two steps forward, looked at Zuo Jiarong and said, "Didn't you say you had something to ask him?"

Zuo Jiarong emphasized before that her wish was to meet Lu Wei and ask him that question, but now the two seem to meet easily, but Zuo Jiarong has never asked.

Qin Sisi's sudden appearance made Lu Wei startled again, he looked at Qin Sisi nervously and frightened, and asked incoherently, "Who are you, why are you in my house?"

Zuo Jiarong replied for Qin Sisi: "She is a mage, she brought me to you." ”

"Master, I'm really not dreaming?" Lu Wei muttered, unbelievable at what was happening in front of him, but the truth was right in front of him, and he couldn't help but believe it.

Zuo Jiarong squeezed out a smile and said gently: "It's not a dream, it's true, I didn't know until after I died, it turns out that people really have souls." ”

Lu Wei didn't know what to say, he just looked at Zuo Jiarong in surprise, even if Zuo Jiarong said that he wouldn't hurt him, his mood couldn't relax.

In other words, in the past six months or so, he has never relaxed.

Zuo Jiarong restrained his smile, looked at Lu Wei seriously and said, "Wei Wei, I haven't waited for you for so long, and now I want to ask you well, why do you want to break our promise? Can you give me a definite answer?"

Lu Wei's face became more and more ugly, and he knew that that incident must be Zuo Jiarong's heart knot, and he could never break the heart knot that he couldn't escape.

Lu Wei didn't answer for a long time, Zuo Jiarong's expression became more and more sad, and his voice trembled and asked, "Have you ever loved me?"

"Yes. This time, Lu Wei gave the answer without hesitation, and his somewhat determined expression seemed to indicate that he was not lying.

Zuo Jiarong's expression softened a little, and he continued to ask, "Then you, why didn't you jump down with me?"

Lu Wei was silent again.

This time, Zuo Jiarong didn't ask in a hurry, just looked at Lu Wei quietly, a pair of beautiful big eyes were ethereal and clear, as if he could see through Lu Wei's entire mind.

Under her gaze, Lu Wei felt that his cowardice and cowardice had nothing to hide.

He gritted his teeth, finally trampled his self-esteem under his feet, and replied in a hoarse voice: "Because I am afraid of death." ”

"Afraid of death?" Zuo Jiarong showed a confused expression, as if he couldn't hear this answer, "However, when I proposed to jump off the building together and never separate, you agreed!"

Qin Sisi on the side couldn't help but roll his eyes, you were afraid of death, you would have said it earlier!

You said that you were afraid of death and didn't agree to jump off the building, Zuo Jiarong naturally wouldn't jump, and when someone jumped and died, you said that you were afraid of death and didn't dare to jump, isn't this a pit person?

Lu Wei was also stumped by Zuo Jiarong's innocent questioning, his face was flushed, and he didn't say anything for a long time.

Zuo Jiarong looked at Lu Wei's nervous and embarrassed expression, as if he understood something, sighed faintly, and asked again: "Then do you have someone else's girlfriend now?"

Lu Wei immediately replied: "No, I have always been alone, and I often think of you." ”

This sentence is not lying, Zuo Jiarong's death is indeed a great stimulus to Lu Wei.

In the first days, he would dream of Zuo Jiarong every night, dream of the happy time they had together, and dream of her jumping off the top of a high building, and then the fragrance disappeared, dripping with blood.

However, it has been more than half a year since Zuo Jiarong's death, and he dreams of her a lot less, basically once a week!

Just when he thought that he would one day step out of Zuo Jiarong's shadow, everything in front of him at this time shattered his illusions heavily.

He vaguely felt that he might not be able to escape in his life.

Zuo Jiarong had a good look at every room after entering this house, and he didn't see any traces left by the woman, and he had already guessed that Lu Wei should not have a girlfriend.

Now Lu Wei also said that he has always remembered her and has never found another girlfriend.

This answer somewhat comforted Zuo Jiarong's heart, she shook her head with a wry smile and said, "I really don't understand, do you love me or not?" Sometimes I feel that you love me very much, and sometimes I feel that you don't love me. ”

In all the years of being a lonely ghost on the rooftop, she has been struggling with this problem.

Love?

Still not loved?

Lu Wei moved his lips and couldn't say anything.

Love is real, just

Qin Sisi was a bystander, and couldn't help but interject on the side: "Let me tell you!"

Zuo Jiarong turned her head to look at Qin Sisi in confusion, she had been entangled in the question for so long, how could Qin Sisi, an outsider who had just known each other for a few days, understand?

Lu Wei also looked at Qin Sisi in surprise, in fact, sometimes he couldn't figure out what he was thinking.

Qin Sisi looked at the hero and heroine of the tragic love, and finally looked at Zuo Jiarong and said in a deep voice: "I don't think he lied to you, he really loves you, it's just that he has someone he loves more." ”

"Someone you love more?" Zuo Jiarong suddenly became nervous, "Who?"

Lu Wei also doesn't know why, in the past 20 years, he has indeed only had Zuo Jiarong's girlfriend.

Qin Sisi stared at Lu Wei and said clearly and in a low voice, "Himself." ”

It was as if a bolt of lightning sliced through Zuo Jiarong's heart, tearing open a crack that had been confusing for a long time.

That's the way it should be!

His love is real, but compared with his own life and safety, the weight of love is light after all.