A few days later, by chance, I ran into her.

"I'm getting married next week."

"Yes, I heard that you are married well, married to the city, not bad, not bad, congratulations ....." Before I finished speaking, my tears had already flowed out. The same goes for her. Who said that men don't flick when they have tears, but they haven't reached the sad place. But who knew that men had a strong taste of tears in their dreams? "It's impossible for us to be together, I'm sorry, but I hope you find a better one in the future." I silently watched her back in the distance.

The back of your turn has faded away

Remnants of my heavy attachment

Those promises loom in the background

In the end, it was all in smoke

Your weeping tears are all over your face

It's like you're talking to me forever

Those beautiful images are fleeting moments

It's all a lie

I have paid my heart to you, but I have been scarred

You can't bear to be so cruel to me

I love you so much, and I hurt me so much

Why did you become the one you hurt?

If the ending needs to be done with cruelty

Why don't you take it so seriously in the first place

It hurts even if it's badly hurt, and it hurts when it's hurt

Wake up from a dream and become the one you have hurt

Your weeping tears are all over your face

It's like you're talking to me forever

Those beautiful images are fleeting moments

It's all a lie

I have paid my heart to you, but I have been scarred

You can't bear to be so cruel to me

I love you so much, and I hurt me so much

Why did you become the one you hurt?

If the ending needs to be done with cruelty

Why don't you take it so seriously in the first place

It hurts even if it's badly hurt, and it hurts when it's hurt

Wake up from a dream and become the one you have hurt

I have paid my heart to you, but I have been scarred

You can't bear to be so cruel to me

I love you so much, and I hurt me so much

Why did you become the one you hurt?

If the ending needs to be done with cruelty

Why don't you take it so seriously in the first place

It hurts even if it's badly hurt, and it hurts when it's hurt

Wake up from a dream and become the one you have hurt

...... After that, I often walked alone on the road, and every time I passed, I still looked at the window, the window was still there, but the light was not on, and the person I had been waiting for for a long time had become someone else's bride.

I still remember that Mid-Autumn Festival night, our family ate mooncakes, and I said to my parents that I was going to Shenzhen. Parents were silent for a long, long time. They also knew that since I brought it up, they would definitely go out. That night, my parents told me one sentence after another. I don't remember it now, but there is one sentence that I remember vividly: no matter what difficulties you encounter outside, you must not break the law. I really can't stay, so I go back to my hometown, at least there is food and shelter at home. I had been away from home for a long time, and the next morning I packed my bags and stepped on the southbound train. The moment the train left our city, I couldn't control my tears anymore and kept flowing down. There is no way, there is no way for me to go back, and I am not allowed to go back. The next night, I went to this beautiful city of Shenzhen, a very quiet city, the night was extraordinarily quiet, sometimes I longed for that kind of quiet, but when I faced that situation, I felt that I was so lonely at the moment, yes, alone in a foreign land as a stranger, growing up in loneliness, growing up in loneliness, constantly maturing Maybe I have changed a lot, no one found, because I have no circle of friends in this place, and I am constantly reflecting on how luxurious, depraved, and cowardly I will become. With my diploma in hand, I thought I would find my dream job quickly, but because I had no work experience, I couldn't get high or low. I've been in Shenzhen for a month, and I don't have much money left. There is no choice but to lower the standard of career choice. Soon found a job as a porter at a company.

This is the beginning of my part-time job. It was a company of nearly 8,000 people, divided into several factories, each of which was made up of different departments, and each department was divided into different types of work. After entering the factory, I found that there were a lot of fellows inside. And there is a fellow who is in the same department as me. It's a labor-intensive company, and most of it is made up of girls. I was assigned to the finished product warehouse to be responsible for the handling and shipping of the boxes. Although this job is a bit tiring, the time is much more free than those workers on the assembly line. Although the salary is not as high as others, I have more free time, maybe this is a kind of Ah Q spirit of mine. Think about it, yes, anyway, I am also a college student, although there are many people with high diplomas and high education in a prosperous city like Shenzhen, but there are very few people in this shoe factory after all, I am comforting myself, I think, I will definitely mix up in it in the future. In fact, I later learned that there was too much helplessness in the wonderful city in the south. Some people say that if you walk on the road, if the billboard falls down and hits 6 people, 3 are college students, 2 undergraduates, and 1 college student.

Soon the three-month work as a porter was over, and I was assigned to the finished product warehouse to do the packing. The so-called packaging is to put the finished shoes that have been produced into the outer box. It is then pulled to the designated area where the finished product is stored. Although this job has a better name than a porter and pays more, it has a long working time. However, what can give me some psychological comfort is that the girl who put the finished shoes in the inner box looks okay. Her cheeks are plump, her nose is straight, her big black eyes are charming and moving, and her ears are pierced with small holes, probably ready to wear earrings. She floated in front of my eyes like a gentle cloud, and her beautiful smile was rippling with spring. In her big and bright eyes, the orange suit is naturally open, showing a red and white velvet coat, and lake blue tight trousers, which set off her slender legs, which are both chic and beautiful. I'm thinking, I have to find a million reasons to talk to her, it's not terrible not to have a chance, the key is to create opportunities, and at the same time to seize opportunities. Opportunity always belongs to those who are prepared, and hard work pays off, and after a few months of hard work, she finally agreed to walk with me in the evening the following summer. On summer evenings, we take a walk together in the company's garden. We talked and laughed as we walked. The evening breeze blows, and the calm surface of the lake resembles a large mirror, which reflects the pavilions and weeping willows on the shore. A round of garden moon, lying quietly on the surface of the lake. The critters here are putting on a concert: frogs beat their drums; The marriage is playing the piano in a low voice; From time to time, there was a sound song in the grass by the roadside, which was the "Summer Nocturne" played by the weaver girl.

Suddenly, a commotion broke the silence. I looked back at it. It turned out that groups of children were playing, under the street lamp lighting they were happily playing games, playing eagles and chickens for a while, playing hide and seek for a while, they laughed happily, and some children were lying on the lawn counting the stars, playing and playing they were tired of playing and went home to rest. It was as if she had deliberately left this place and its beauty to her and me. Her gentle, virtuous, quiet face showed a rosette flush, and her quiet, soft eyes seemed to tell a stable and peaceful life forever. She is one of the most feminine. The hot summer gives me a desire for coolness, and the summer type gives me a cool away from the boredom. I looked at her earnestly and carefully. She is covered in red, under the slender jade neck, a piece of crisp breasts like clotted white jade, half-covered and half-hidden, a bundle of plain waist, even a pair of long and watery and well-proportioned legs are exposed, and even the beautiful lotus feet are silently enchanting, sending out a seductive invitation. Her outfit is undoubtedly extremely glamorous, but this glamorous Ye seems to be much inferior to her demeanor. Her big eyes are smiling and charming, the water covers the mist, the charm is rippling, the corners of her small mouth are slightly upturned, her red lips are slightly open, she wants to attract people's eyes, a kiss Fengze, this is a woman who exudes charm from her bones, she seems to be seducing me all the time, pulling every nerve of mine.