Zhang Ke is a physical education student, and it is normal for the score to be a little lower, or I analyzed the questions on Cheng Yi's test paper before the exam, and asked him to specialize in many points that I think must be examined, otherwise it may be lower.

"No. 59 Wu Lili, Chinese 116, Mathematics 72, Physics 70, Chemistry 82, English 80, History 101, Politics 100, Geography 105, Biology 103, total score 829, 58." Hey, Wu Lili's grades are not bad, but she actually surpassed one who was admitted by cultural scores, and almost all of those memorized subjects were 100, so she should have worked hard.

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"No. 8, Zheng Xianghou, Chinese 120, Mathematics 113, Physics 114, Chemistry 132, English 125, History 116, Politics 118, Geography 112, Biology 121, total score 1071, 2nd place." The monkey did well. It's just that I found a strange thing, although our class is an ordinary class, but it's really unlikely that this score ranks second, and the scores in mathematics and physics are generally very low, basically hovering around 100 points, and the monkey's mathematics and physics are relatively high, is it that this time the question is more difficult? But I didn't feel it at all. I averaged about 140 points, and if that were the case, wouldn't I be nearly 200 points more than the second-place monkey? ”

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"No. 1, Chen Lin," the head teacher seemed to be a little excited when he said my name, and his face turned red.

"Chen Lin, Chinese 136, Mathematics 144,......" When it came to mathematics, the class began to make a loud noise, this was the first score of 140 in all subjects in the class, and the head teacher coughed a few times in a row: "Students, be quiet, be quiet." ”

Then he continued, "Physics 146, Chemistry 147, English 149, History 146, Politics 143, Geography 143, Biology 150," and with each subject he read, the noise below became a little louder, and at last the classroom seemed to be boiling. The head teacher didn't stop it this time, he just read it in one breath, and after reading it, he gasped violently, as if he had taken a lot of effort, he should have seen the ranking list before, but when he read it out in the class, he obviously still couldn't believe it.

I'm secretly funny, even if I did well in the exam, I don't need to be so exaggerated, right? I finally understood why he was so enthusiastic when I first reported for duty, and these ordinary teachers were really eager for talent.

The head teacher obviously felt that he was a little out of shape, and took a deep breath before reading.

"Overall score of 1304,"

"1st in class,"

"Year, the first in the grade, and at the same time, it is also the first person in the grade to take the first ordinary class exam since the establishment of the school!" The head teacher's voice finally couldn't help but tremble.

The originally boiling classroom cooled down in an instant, and the pin drop could be heard.

Everyone froze.

I was also stunned, I still underestimated myself......

Until the end of class, I was still in a dream, which had always been an unattainable peak in my mind, and I didn't expect to be conquered by myself inadvertently. I couldn't believe it, I bit my tongue hard, it hurt, it hurts, it hurts! It's all true. The sharp pain in my tongue and the congratulatory words of my classmates told me that this was true.

I smiled and thanked everyone around me for their congratulations, and then walked out of the classroom silently.

Wu Lili asked Zhang Ke strangely: "Do you think Chen Lin is a little wrong?" ”

Zhang Ke nodded and said, "Yes, he will call me outside at this time on weekdays." ”

Wu Lili said with some concern: "Do you want to go and see him?" Nothing will happen, right? ”

Zhang Ke shook his head: "It's okay, let him be alone." He was so happy. Suddenly remembered something, and his face became heavy: "Chen Lin, he used to be a very bitter person......

I leaned against the corridor fence and looked up at the bright moon in the sky. At this moment, it was as if I was the only one left between heaven and earth. The moon was round and bright, but in the white and flawless full moon, what I saw was the shadow of a man - a thin and delicate little boy with an addition problem on the blackboard in front of him, 35+48=? But he seemed to be very helpless about this simplest math problem, his face was pale, he bit his lower lip tightly, and the teacher's sigh came from his ears: "Chen Lin, this kid is really too stupid, and he can't even count the addition within a hundred in the second grade." ”

At that time, I was only seven years old, and after listening to my math teacher, I wanted to cry, but I tried my best to hold back, and the tears never flowed. After that, I went crazy and learned, and when I finally got free to add, I found that others had already learned subtraction, when I learned subtraction, others had already learned multiplication, when I learned multiplication, others had already learned division, and when I learned division, others had learned four mixed operations......

After I went to junior high school, I was not willing to accept my fate, and I still attacked it again and again, and my grades improved, but when I reached the middle and lower reaches, I found that I was limited by my physical conditions and could no longer make progress. When I'm trying too hard, I'm always dizzy and even faint. I didn't want my family to worry about me, they had already done too much for me. I know that I am stupid, and the only thing that can catch up with others is diligence, putting in more effort and sweating more than them, but the only feasible way is that God ruthlessly sealed it.

I had to succumb to the arrangement of fate, and I got by, but fortunately I still have English, which has always kept me in the middle and lower reaches of the class, but not at the bottom, and I may be able to use it to get a garbage point university in the future. I don't know why I speak English so well, but I know that it's my best friend and my most trusted partner. Sometimes, I often even silently caress the English book, thanking it for the little happiness it brought me at school, the last ray of light in the darkness, and the last glimmer of hope left to me, although it is only a very slim glimmer of hope.

Those days were bitter, helpless, painful, and almost insane. How I wish God could give me a smart brain, if that is too demanding, then even a healthy body is fine, no matter how much sweat I am willing to pay. But I seem to be a person who has been cursed by the most vicious curse from heaven and can never be free to pursue the ideals in my heart. After the dream was shattered again and again, all I could do was grit my teeth in the middle of the night, and hold back the tears, I didn't shed tears, even if it was a tear, but in the bottom of my heart, I always kept dripping blood!

The scenes from childhood to adulthood flashed by lightning in front of my eyes, I suddenly had a sour nose, like when I was a child, I clenched my teeth tightly, and kept saying to myself: "Chen Lin, you can't cry, you must not cry, crying is a sign of cowardice!" ”