Chapter 050: The Beginning of Love
Shengli also reflected on what happened today in the dormitory, Hadron is not hopeless, and there is something wrong with her. Let go of the mustard and give each other a chance to prove that she is not invincible in the world, and she doesn't want to make enemies at all. Ting Liang said so ruthlessly in order to protect her, it turned out that goodness had always been behind her, and he wrote a letter to Ting Liang with a pen:
Brother Liangwa:
This letter comes from her world, which is inhabited by mountains and rivers, birds and goshawks, and native ravines; lives in a narrow sense of the rivers and lakes, good and ugly, love and hate; There are family members, second brothers, you and me. Her world was originally pure and simple, so clean that she only wished she was just a passing passerby, naked and empty-handed. Today, I am here to ask for your forgiveness!
At this time, I put my hands together and thank the unknown saint for allowing me to know such a friend as you. I know the original end of the breakup letter, to be honest, I was very disappointed at the time, since I was a child, I had almost no true friends, so the loss was really sad for me.
No wind and no waves, what you hear is true, I am not ashamed to mention it, they are so great, they have worked hard to raise me, so that I have no worries about food and clothing since I was a child, I will only love them and respect them. The reason why I am so willful is that they have always doted on me like a princess, my mother can't speak, my father barely speaks, their love is silent, but it is the most worthy of showing off. Maybe this is the real love silent, they don't know where I come from, but they are willing to let me have a place for the rest of my life.
I never thought that being born in the countryside was humble, and that land gave me simple relatives, a healthy body, and a tough soul. The leaves that have been kissed, the friends who have done the shelf, and the melon vines eavesdropping happily...... They are the most beautiful beings in my heart. Staying away is not an escape, but a return for a better one. Barrenness and not poverty, poverty without lack is the solid truth.
Because there is no shortage, so proud; Because of pride, so forgetful; Because I got carried away, I almost lost you. I probably really can't live without you! You are the only person other than my second brother who lives deep in my heart! I'm sorry to make you live wronged!
Remember when I told you that snakes are afraid of sticks, that's actually the reality of me. I have an unacceptable personality, no one approaches me, but I never think of injuring against others, and I respect everyone. However, my family is my "seven inches", and if anyone comes to insult my family, I will surrender and beg for mercy.
At this time, the surroundings are so quiet, everyone is going home for the holiday, and I wish you a happy New Year's Day in my heart. I used to read the words about the stars and the moon that caused me to sigh, and I felt that it was too pretentious. How can our human emotions be pinned on the stars, leaves, wind, etc., and they will not answer, and they will not understand.
I tried to be honest with the joys and sorrows, and the joys and sorrows did not fail me, making me feel the loneliness and desolation it brought me again. Well, it's all my fault that I'm too naïve, don't understand romance, and don't respect my own heart. It's running non-stop, always looking for your direction. I seem to be hopeless, no, the antidote is with you, please give it to me!
Looking out the window, I realized that I had offended the stars, and there was no one in the sky that represented me, so I couldn't see where you were; and offended the breeze, it will not be my messenger and tell me what you are doing now; Even more offended by the Sense Elf, I can't hear your footsteps at all. I'm fantasizing, I'm calling, I'm praying, I'm sleepwalking......
She is rarely sentimental, and she quietly cried when she wrote the word "sad" just now, because her family is her pain, and Tingliang is his pain. Holding the letter into the quilt, she was the only one in the dormitory, and it was really cold and desolate. She and Ting Liang are just friends, there are so many girls who like him, she is so shameless will only be disgusted more, but missing has entered the internal organs.
I keep fantasizing about the love depicted in the book, such as a girl riding on a boy's neck, laughing and laughing, and full of affection. But such a romantic plot in her consciousness, according to the tradition of male superiority and inferiority, a man's head and a woman's waist cannot be touched. is also destined to be boring and boring. Tomorrow I have to go to the bookstore and buy a book of love poems to learn from it. If this is genetic, then her biological parents must be big landlords, fierce gods and bullies.
seemed to be about to fall asleep, and suddenly heard someone knocking on the door, she went to open the door, and saw Ting Liang wearing a wig and covering his face with a scarf, almost fainting from laughing. Ting Liang quickly entered the room, afraid of being discovered by others, Sheng Li really didn't expect him to get in, and it would be miserable to be found by the administrator's uncle. Ting Liang said that the uncle was cooking a fire in the house, and he pretended to be very cold and ran in, as if he didn't suspect it at all. Sheng Li said that this dormitory is on the top floor of the uncle, and if you speak loudly, you will be heard, so you must be careful.
He handed her a New Year's gift, a pair of porcelain dolls with no guesses, funny and cute. Shengli couldn't put it down and looked at the gifts, and suddenly found that she didn't buy the gifts, which was really embarrassing. Today, I only cared about dealing with the strong son, and I didn't expect him to appear.
Ting Liang is very happy as long as the gift is delivered, and seeing her smile is the best gift. He looked at his desk and saw that there was a letter in the diary, and his name was on it. He wanted to go and see it, but Shengli didn't let him, saying that the writing was too bad and he was going to revise it. Ting Liang was even more curious, and snatched it over, she could only sit opposite obediently and wait for review.
He saw that "Brother Liangwa" sneered at the beginning, what a good name, but his eyes gradually moistened when he looked at it. Looking at her quietly with her left hand on her cheeks, Shengli was a little embarrassed, under the light, this look may be affectionate. The two of them were alone in the room, feeling that the air was getting thicker, the oxygen was insufficient, and they could hear their breathing clearly. Ting Liang felt that she had become cute, and her love writing was so different, and she was a little excited and nervous. Quiet is not synonymous with Shengli, the air is really quiet at the moment, and even makes her shiver a little.
"I'm sorry, no, I think thank you. You bear silently, you give silently, and I don't know anything. Ting Liang didn't care about these at all, his mind was full of the tender and sweet words in Sheng Lixin, her world attracted him, so that he couldn't extricate himself from staying, such a pure world has him, I don't know how honored.
"I think it's amazing that I happen to be thinking about you when you miss me." Sheng Li was even more at a loss, did she mean this in her letter, it seemed to be, her brain was in a mess. Ting Liang added another sentence on the back of the letter, "Her world, I'm here, you just happen to be there!" "Shengli hurriedly hid in the book, it's really embarrassing.
"It's so late, I'll send you down first." She made an excuse that she was afraid of being found out and was punished by the school, Ting Liang's wish was fulfilled, and she also saw the affectionate letter, and if she didn't leave, something would really happen.
When he went downstairs, Shengli walked to his right and found that the uncle was roasting on the fire and napping, and he didn't pay attention to them at all, the dormitory closed at ten o'clock in the evening, and it was now half past nine. Sheng Li followed him and continued to walk, the weather was cold, Ting Liang didn't want her to send too far, Sheng Li said to walk a few more steps.
The two people who stopped and went didn't seem to want to be separated, and Ting Liang tried to pull her hand, but they didn't touch it a few times. I don't know if she deliberately avoided it or didn't notice it at all, he tried his best to control it and couldn't affect each other's learning.
The two walked to the gate, and the janitor said that he would not be allowed to go out again after closing the door immediately, and Shengli said that he would return immediately after a while. Ting Liang thought about it, he was wearing a wig, and there was no one around, so it should be okay to sneak attack. So he pulled Shengli to the flower bush on the right outside the school gate, held her face, and kissed her on the forehead. "Thank you for letting me live in your world, in the future, I will be your exclusive Brother Liangwa, good night!"
Sheng Li became demented in an instant, her face was swollen and hot, and she stood there stupidly, and after Ting Liang kissed her, she asked her to hurry back to the dormitory. She walked into the campus in a daze, and he danced with excitement when he saw her out of sight. He kissed the girl he liked, "Brother Liangwa", this feeling was so amazing, it was so exciting. It's just that she broke her promise, and it is estimated that she will blame him, and she can't go too far in the future. After walking for a while, I took off my wig and went home on my bike humming "Sweet Honey".
Seung-ri returns to her bedroom and lies under the covers like a zombie. The nature of things has changed like this, from friends to "Brother Liangwa", I originally wanted to write "Brother Liang", but I felt that it was too intimate, so I deliberately added a word to make it funny, and he was accepted as a nickname. From an ethereal fantasy to a warm and intimate flower before the moon, she did not refuse, but was full of joy, sweet, beautiful, and ashamed. She thinks right, beauty does not choose location, choose origin, but choose people's hearts!
The next day, Sheng Li went to Xinhua Bookstore and flipped through a few poetry collections, what catkins lingered in the arms of the spring breeze, the dust and the bottom of the cup, and the spring wind mixed with the autumn wind and rain...... The writing is pleasing to the eye, beautiful and emotional, you can feel the sea dry and rotten, and all the beauty of love is vividly expressed. In contrast, she is a piece of wood, zombie-like and seems to be in love.
The table of contents of a poetry collection, one of which is titled "You Are My Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter" aroused her curiosity, and she couldn't help but look at the number of pages:
You are my spring, summer, autumn and winter,
I am thy bird, and I am the one who hides from thy bow;
You are my love flower,
I am thy flesh and wine through the bowels;
You are my vinegar sea churning waves,
I am the spring of your years;
You are my red bean acacia,
I'm your heartache......
nevertheless
I still look forward to the grave of the branches,
The love is deep and long, and the earth is barren.
Sheng Li saw that the author was anonymous, had a personality, and was domineering, if Xu Zhimo saw it, would he laugh off his big teeth. The editors of the poetry collection are also bold, and such texts dare to be included. According to this line of thinking, she can completely imitate and say that Tingliang is her delicacy: spring is like steamed spring seedlings, summer is like houttuynia cordata, autumn is like eggplant pot, and winter is like stewed yam. Ting Liang asked, why is it just a vegetarian dish without meat. She said that meat hurts, hearts beat, and love is not a knife cut by fish, it is good to be simple.
There are all sorts of thoughts churning in my mind, what is simple, who will not be attracted by the world of flowers, who does not yearn for the sweet love that haunts the soul. If Ting Liang is by her side at this time, she will laugh at her all year round and have no other thoughts except eating. What a holy love, a pure soul, without a spirit, at least love for each other. turned around and decided to buy a copy of "Haizi's Poems", which included a poem "Facing the Sea, Spring Blossoms", which she liked, and giving it to Ting Liang was also to fulfill her previous promise.
Just as I was about to leave, I saw Xi Murong's poetry collection, and the teacher suggested that they come and buy this book, I heard that they couldn't buy it if they were unlucky, and they were really lucky to be met by her today. Walking on the road, look at the "Youth" she wrote:
All endings have been written
All the tears have also set off
But suddenly I forgot what kind of beginning
On that old summer day that never returns
No matter how much I try to pursue it
The young you are only like a cloud shadow
And your smiling face is very shallow, very light
Gradually disappearing into the group of Lan after sunset
Then he turned the yellowed title page
Fate bound it with the utmost clumsiness
With tears in my eyes, I read and read again
But I have to admit it
Youth is a book that is too hasty
is also a woman, and she has to admit that she has too much masculinity. The youth in her eyes is arbitrary, since it is indulgence, why pretend to be pitiful and flattering. How many people are living every minute according to the plan, and her youth is not only in a hurry, but also in the rivers and lakes.
A pair of couples walked by, and the girl's goosebumps fell to the ground, but the boy kissed and hugged happily. She is going crazy, she has not been able to read well these days, and she has come out to read any love poems, if the second brother knows about it, she will definitely be disappointed.
Ting Liang's kiss completely disturbed her mind, if there was a forgetful water, she must have bought a bottle to drink immediately. When he arrived at the school gate, Ting Liang was waiting there again.
"Are you stalking me?" I secretly wonder if this is what the book says, there are beauties, they will never forget what they see, they will not see them for a day, and they will think like crazy.
"No, I called you downstairs in your dormitory just now, but I didn't see you agree, I guess you went out to buy something, and I'm waiting for you here." He was playful, he went back last night and thought about her shy appearance all night, and it was the first time for him, and that feeling was not only panicked but also reluctant.
"This book is for you, I said it was good." Ting Liang took the book and said thank you to her. I didn't see her get angry, and she gave him a gift to prove that the sneak attack was successful.
"You—" both said at the same time, remembering the events of last night. Shengli preemptively said, "In the future, let's still exchange letters, I want to cultivate my spiritual world, otherwise my youth will become a failed book."
"Momada (no problem)". Ting Liang understood what she meant, gossip was a terrible thing. If it goes to the principal's office, it is estimated that her scholarship will be canceled, and it will not be good for him.
Sheng Li was recognized, and talked about the poem she had just seen, "Have you noticed that what we wrote before is not even a limerick poem, and compared to the real poem, it is simply vulnerable." Look at what the limerick poet wrote: 'The river is general, and the well is black. The yellow dog is white, and the white dog is swollen. 'Eclectic and fun, yet inclusive. ”
"That's why you have to be open-minded and studious, low-key, low-key!" Ting Liang said this, Sheng Li couldn't help laughing, when did they take learning seriously, Ting Liang also felt a little fake, not being serious does not mean not studying and not working hard. After all, the sense of superiority that walks in front of others is still very beautiful.