Time flies, and we've known each other for more than a year in the blink of an eye. That autumn, that evening, she came up to me, leaned on my side, and said with tears in her eyes:

"Let's break up."

"Actually, I already have a boyfriend at home and I'm engaged."

"Besides, the two of us are so far apart, even if you and I agree, our parents won't agree."

"My parents have already received the bride price money, and the money is also used to build a house, there is no way, I will go back tomorrow." With that, she turned around and ran towards the dormitory.

I don't know what to say better, it feels weird, and my mood won't be particularly low. The breakup seems to be unexpected, and it seems to be expected, don't think about the past. Something that doesn't make sense at all. No matter how much I think about it, I still can't change the fact that I broke up, so why think about it. It was she who lied to me, but think about it from another angle, if I don't know that she is lying to me now, then no matter what she does to me in the future, I don't know, and you think it's true, then I'm not deceived even worse. I smiled wryly with tears in my eyes. I said to myself out loud, "Live well." Your life is just as wonderful as it is without her. ”

Never thought that one day we would break up.

Once naïve and stubborn thought .

We will be together forever.

But the reality is so cruel.

Hook hook finger tip. Say okay and don't break up.

Where did your promise go?

I used to think that as long as there was love.

As long as I pay.

There will be a reward,

But---

We didn't come together after all,

As soon as I think of those promises you made to me.

Heart.. It hurts,

Understand in tears,

Promises are all deceitful.

.

I don't blame you at all,

It's true

I really don't blame you,

No one harms,

It's that I'm not good enough,

After all, you gave me the sweetest time of my life,

Really, thank you so much

/I know

You don't like the new and hate the old,

It's just that when you're lonely,

I can't be with you,

......

I'm not by your side anymore, you must be happy, so that you can be right to the pain when I let go of your hand, my last love for you is to let go of your hand, I don't want you to be embarrassed by me, let you find your future life.

If I'm no longer by your side, you must take good care of yourself, don't let yourself always be like a child, learn to grow up, learn to be strong, learn to take care of yourself, and learn to be considerate of other people's feelings.

I'm no longer by your side, you must be strong, don't give up when you encounter setbacks, and think of telling me when you are sad and sad, because the world and I will always love you and worry about you.

I'm not by your side anymore, no matter how much your family and friends urge, don't treat marriage casually, marriage is not playing cards, and reshuffling the cards will pay a huge price. Anything can be perfunctory, love people, but it will only appear once in a lifetime. It doesn't matter if you are the right person or not, the most important thing should be to be fun, otherwise there is no common language, even if you are together, you will still feel lonely. So don't give your feelings to a person casually, don't trust a person easily, and don't give yourself to a man easily before you are sure that he wants to marry you, because if you give yourself to him easily, that man will easily hurt you, abandon you, and think that you will easily give yourself to others and not worthy of his cherishment, and these injuries can never be repaired.

I will always remember what was said in the letter you left the next day: The beginning of the beginning, I am attached to you, because I love you; Finally, I weep for you, for I have left you; Leaving only the middle of the middle, we have been happy together, happy together, and would rather laugh and cry than cry and regret; Not crying because of leaving, just crying because of being moved......

Turning around lightly, you're gone. I walked in the park we walked together, stepping on the fallen leaves scattered all over the ground. At this time, the only thing that can comfort me is the maple leaf that is sick with me. Without looking back, I didn't dare to go any more until I felt as if you were still waiting for me in front of me. I crouched down and picked up a maple leaf. The falling leaves, the love at the end, like a broken string, no matter how you pick it up, you can't have the original feeling. It's dark, the leaves have fallen, and love has dispersed. Let the bleak autumn wind blow my cold heart. Stand in place, head blank. For more than a year, I don't know if you will remember the original memory, whether you will still remember that the beauty that once stayed at hand has passed, and there is no reason to force it again. I really don't know what I have to do and what can I do other than miss you and the past? If you are still with me, I will definitely beg you to come back to me. Once, I was afraid that one day, we would sit in the same place, but there was only silence, once, I was afraid that one day, we would walk on the same road, but there was no waiting; Once, I was afraid that one day we would stand at the same intersection and go in our own directions. Now, all my fears are cashed in, I'm fine, I just miss you so much. I practice every day, practicing and don't want you. Practice not thinking about you anymore. But my heart is always lazy. I try to learn, learn to forget you as much as I fell in love with you. But I still can't learn. Blame me for having no talent, and you have to leave without the talent of love. The feeling of liking someone who doesn't like you is like trying your best, but you can't do anything about it. I have learned to be alone, in a quiet afternoon, or a quiet night, listening to sad music repeatedly, reading sad words repeatedly, quietly, giving my heart to this indifferent ethereal, intoxicating in it, thinking in it, and experiencing another different kind of real beauty in it.