Listening to the snow in the night - initial 023
Some people are happy and some are sad! No one can predict what will happen every day, especially today, when a lot of bad news comes one after another.
dawn
"Xiao Qi, what's wrong, why is the family atmosphere so weird" The online line saw that Xiao Qi, Manman, and Rushuang were constantly complaining about something, because I wasn't online when they chatted, so I couldn't see the chat history
"It's not Zhan En and Cheng Feng yet," Shinochi said in an air
"What's the matter, which little girl are the two of them harming?" I asked, puzzled
"It would be nice if they had any thoughts, I don't know what Zhan En's guy said to Manman, Manman is very sad now, she is going to play this number and leave us" Xiaoqi said very sadly, I could clearly feel that Xiaoqi's voice was a little choked.
Hearing Shinochi's voice made me even more anxious, "What's wrong, can you tell me, make me so anxious"
"I don't know, don't ask me, the vines are leaving," Shinochi kept repeating sadly.
I had the heart to comfort her, but I also knew that no matter how much I said, I couldn't make her feel more comfortable, and the only thing I could do now was to stand quietly by her side.
I tried to have a private chat with Manman, "Manman, you missed a lot yesterday, you and Manman promised me that you would stand on my side and help me chase Xiaoqi, you broke your promise, you owe me once, but next time?" ”
After sending it over, I waited for it but it was Xiaoqi's roar, "What did you say to Manman, don't go to her, why are you so annoying, I don't want to talk to you"
I...... ay
Today's Xiaoqi is very fragile, I stood with Xiaoqi for a long time, and even rearranged my thinking, and told the original story of the change in my attitude towards her from the beginning to what I did today, and confessed to her again, because I know that today's Xiaoqi is extraordinarily fragile, like a child who has lost a best friend, after all, it is not easy to meet a conversation in the game, and Xiaoqi is so frank.
Zhan En has also changed a lot today, it feels like he has noticed something, and he has become unusually silent, and even goes around causing trouble.
Rushuang didn't know why he was annoyed by Chengfeng, and he was exceptionally silent in the channel.
A lot happened on this day.
I know it's not easy for everyone to meet because of the game, but it's easy to lose.
Open the friend interface,Man's avatar is black.,Even Meng Bao is no longer a friend.,Maybe just like that, you lost a friend who played together.,Think about the vine that grinned all day long.,This time we've lost a person in the real sense.。
I hope you can meet more like-minded people in other places, and I hope you can remember that we used to be each other's partners.
If you thought that today was the end of it, then I tell you, you are wrong, it is not over.
In the evening, Xiaobai also sent me a message inexplicably, saying that he had not come for the past two days and was going out for a walk, and then the patriarch handed it over to me, and he couldn't be contacted directly.
Even Zhan En left, without saying a word
And Chengfeng, Xiaobai, and Zhan En have all changed their names, even if they change their names, for me, you are still you, and you will not change because of the change of name.
What's going on today, there's a lot going on today, and I don't have a clue.
I was dizzy, my head was about to explode, but I just looked at the lovely people around me and calmed myself down a lot.
"Stone, don't you leave, okay, if you leave, I won't play" Shinochi said with red eyes
"Don't worry, I won't, I'll always be there, I'll always be with you, just like going offline every day, I won't leave until I see my Shinochi disappear in front of my eyes" I looked at Shinochi seriously
"I won't leave until you stop playing, or I won't leave until you have some other pursuits" Shinochi said to me, which can be regarded as a confession between Shinochi and me
"Xiao Qi, let's make an agreement, you are my Xiao Qi, it has always been my Xiao Qi, no matter if this Dou Po is still there, as long as you still play the game, no matter what it is, as long as you tell me, I will go to you, pursue you again, and find my Xiao Qi, okay" This is the first time I have made an agreement with Xiao Qi.
"Okay, I promise you," Shinochi agreed without hesitation
I know I'm in a mess right now, it's not that I don't want to say more, but I don't know how to say it, maybe I'm really afraid, afraid of losing, but I'm very uneasy, and I'm panicking.
I don't know what I want to express, and I don't know what kind of answer I hope to get, just like a sentence in Xu Zhimo's encounter, "Maybe you guessed someone else's heart correctly, but you lost your own"
Maybe for many people it's just a game, but for me it's not, it's a pour, it's a kind of sustenance, and the source of all this is Shinochi, who gets it but is afraid of losing, and is not confident in himself.
I got out of the game, lit a cigarette, and watched the dim desk lamp code words against the computer, it was already early in the morning, and the darkness before dawn was coming, which made me even more frightened.
He took a deep breath of his cigarette, exhaled gray smoke, and looked out the window, "Shinochi, can you tell me what the hell is wrong with me, I need you to help me solve my doubts, maybe I'm looking for an answer, or maybe I'm waiting for an agreement from you, a positive answer, I don't understand" I muttered
Sleep and hope that tomorrow everything will be fine.
As long as I stick to my insistence, just like this novel, as long as you can read me, I'll keep changing, until everyone abandons the pit, but as long as you're still my Shinoqi, you change the game, and the novel will come out with a sister chapter
As long as you're still you, or my Shinochi, I'll always be guarding, unless one day you take the initiative to disappear in front of my eyes, otherwise I'll always follow.
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Author's voiceover
When many officials see this, they will feel that it is how the novel has become a self-report, is it in the water! I want to tell you that no, every sentence you see is real. It's just that this is a first-person perspective novel.,A lot of times you can only see what I can see.,It's also my heart.,It's like this chapter.,It's very messy.,But this is my heart at the moment.,I hope you have the patience to continue to pay attention.,It's more about everyone fighting together.,Let's swim together.。