Chapter 4 Still Found

Knock, knock...... There was a quick knock at the door.

"What are you two doing, a man and a woman in the room."

"I don't even know what you're doing?"

"If you don't go back, don't come back next time, otherwise don't say that you are from the same village, and you are not welcome......" He immediately glared, his eyebrows rose one by one, and his face burst into blue tendons, and he stared at me angrily.

"Grandpa, don't talk about him anymore, I'll be different next time."

She cried.

I walked away from the back of her house.

I didn't dare to ask her out to play for a few days, and I didn't dare to go to her house again. Once, during the day, I ran into her, and before I could open my mouth, her tears were already flowing. She is a very strong girl and will not shed tears lightly. For the next few months, no one in her family would let her out, and we rarely had the opportunity to see each other. And I heard that many matchmakers came to her house to say goodbye, although she began to refuse again and again. But I couldn't resist the pressure of my family, and slowly and reluctantly agreed.

"I'm sorry, although I like you very much, we can't be together." She began to whimper again, and once again tried to hide the pain in her heart with her hands, and the occasional sobs turned into a constant low cry, her eyes closed, and she clenched her fist with her teeth, trying to stop the sobbing. She looked up at the sky, hoping to pour the tears that were about to gush into the back of her pupils, she was trying, she didn't want the sadness to spread, but she couldn't suppress the impact of distress, the tears in her eyes were accumulating more and more, and they would burst out at any time, she had been completely occupied by sadness, suddenly lowered her head, covered her face with her hands and cried bitterly, her trembling shoulders silently exuded her... While suppressing the cry that I couldn't suppress at the end, a cry that tears people's hearts, crying in the dark room of the night..... Running away as she struggled, her figure slowly grew smaller and faded into the night......

To love and not to love

is the most painful wandering

Superficial not love

But I still look forward to it

I feel helpless when I think of you

Even if you fail, don't hurt again

Existence or non-existence

It's no longer important to wait

Sweep away the gloom

It's time to arrange for yourself

The person who bullies you makes him go to the scoundrel

......

"I'm getting married next week."

"I heard, yes, I heard that you are married well, married to the city, not bad, not bad, congratulations..... What does your boyfriend do? "Before I finished speaking, my tears were already flowing. The same goes for her. Who said that men don't flick when they have tears, but they haven't reached the sad place. But who knew that men had a strong taste of tears in their dreams? "It's impossible for us to be together, I'm sorry, but I hope you find a better one in the future." I silently watched her back in the distance.

The back of your turn has faded away

Remnants of my heavy attachment

Those promises loom in the background

In the end, it was all in smoke

Your weeping tears are all over your face

It's like you're talking to me forever

Those beautiful images are fleeting moments

It's all a lie

I have paid my heart to you, but I have been scarred

You can't bear to be so cruel to me

I love you so much, and I hurt me so much

Why did you become the one you hurt?

If the ending needs to be done with cruelty

Why don't you take it so seriously in the first place

It hurts even if it's badly hurt, and it hurts when it's hurt

Wake up from a dream and become the one you have hurt

Your weeping tears are all over your face

It's like you're talking to me forever

Those beautiful images are fleeting moments

It's all a lie

I have paid my heart to you, but I have been scarred

You can't bear to be so cruel to me

I love you so much, and I hurt me so much

Why did you become the one you hurt?

If the ending needs to be done with cruelty

Why don't you take it so seriously in the first place

It hurts even if it's badly hurt, and it hurts when it's hurt

Wake up from a dream and become the one you have hurt

I have paid my heart to you, but I have been scarred

You can't bear to be so cruel to me

I love you so much, and I hurt me so much

Why did you become the one you hurt?

If the ending needs to be done with cruelty

Why don't you take it so seriously in the first place

It hurts even if it's badly hurt, and it hurts when it's hurt

Wake up from a dream and become the one you have hurt

...... I used to walk alone on the road every time I passed, and every time I passed, I still looked at the window, and the window was still there, but the lights weren't on, and the back door that never opened for me was still there......