Chapter 39: Matters of the Heart
An Ziye's words also made Xue Mo's forehead break out in a cold sweat instantly, Xue Mo never thought that the big boy in front of him with a well-proportioned figure and extremely handsome and sunny appearance, at the moment was most worried about his game rank, and he didn't care about why he suddenly came to this strange world and how to return to his original world, which also made Xue Mo couldn't help but want to complain about An Ziye in front of him, but after thinking about it, he and An Ziye were just new acquaintances, and the two were friends at most. If you directly turn on the spit mode to him, it will inevitably be too much.
Thinking of this, Xue Mo also suppressed the impulse in her heart, and then asked An Ziye with a smile: "I said handsome guy, don't you want to go back?"
"Haha, go back? What are you going to do! Go back and face the endless daily classes and assignments? Go back and face the various cram schools arranged by the parents? Go back and face those hypocritical friends? Don't be funny, I'm fed up with that painful feeling, your name is Su Xuemo, right, I see your age, you should be about the same age as my sister Zixi, I'll call you Xuemo in the future! Xuemo, maybe you, like everyone else, think that a boy like me who looks so good, with a large group of girls around him all day long, must be very happy, and he must be a complete scumbag, right! But I want to say that I've been in a relationship since I was sensible, and I was dumped, hehe, don't you think it's unbelievable? Also, you must feel the same as my parents that I, a sophomore, have nothing to do except for class and homework every day, but also play games and sleep! Hehe, but who understands the sourness in my heart, and who understands the helplessness and anxiety in my heart, I also have my dreams, I also have my own vision, I also have my own things I want to do, I also have the person I want to be, why do I have to think about arranging my destiny, I have to be the An Ziye they want me to be, I have no pressure? I'm more stressed than anyone else and I'm happy? My grief is more crowded and longer than anyone else's, and those pig friends and dog friends, one day except to call me to play games is to ask me to introduce them to girls, as if I am in their hearts, except for these two things are useless, I know many girls, but I know what the boundaries are? What's the bottom line? Xuemo, you don't know! Sometimes, even my best sister Zixi thinks that this brother of hers is a complete scumbag, all my thoughts, all the grievances in my heart, in my own world, I can't find an object to talk to, what a sad thing! I don't understand, I'm also a person, a person with flesh and blood who knows pain, why everyone thinks that I can be so strong that I can be cured without medicine, why everyone likes to buckle me up with some sunny and warm men! Peerless handsome guys, scumbags, swingers, these meaningless labels, why, why no one is willing to listen to my An Zhongye's heart, why no one is willing to look and touch it, to see if it is as hard and cold as a piece of iron. ”
Maybe it is because I understand that in this king world, in addition to a few heroes at this moment, the rest is Xuemo, a friend I met for the first time, An Ziye's emotions also collapsed instantly under Xuemo's words, at this moment, Xuemo's heart really understood that this handsome guy in the eyes of outsiders, this sunny boy in the eyes of outsiders, he gave all his sunshine to others, and gave all the sadness, darkness and pain to himself, and then licked all the wounds on his body alone at night, There was no hug, no care, no smile, just the endless silence, darkness and loneliness.
Although it is the first acquaintance, Xue Mo knows in his heart that An Ziye, a sunny boy, can unsuspectingly confide in himself the deepest hidden heart in his heart, which is enough to prove that An Ziye at this moment has already regarded himself as his friend, although it is the first time they have met, although the two have only known each other for half a sound, but Xue Mo's heart is clear that the so-called friends are not determined by the length of time they have known each other, after all, the world is not as dangerous as people's hearts, and real friends are determined by heart, only each other is willing to communicate with each other. That's what makes a real friend.
Looking at An Ziye, who was emotionally broken in front of her, Xuemo's heart also twisted unconsciously, because everything was just as An Ziye said, in her original world, her situation was the same as An Ziye, in addition to bearing the endless labor of the work every day, she also had to bear the incomprehension of relatives, friends and outsiders, the pressure and incomprehension from relatives and friends, the deception between colleagues, and the confusion about the future, like mountains pressing on her thin shoulders. Let yourself feel breathless even dreaming, as if only in the world of games, you are a completely free person, only in the world of games, you can do everything according to your own ideas, whether you win or lose, not about success or failure, only about freedom.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said you're a scumbag, I apologize to you for my misunderstanding of you, in fact, there's nothing wrong with liking games, after all, anything, as long as you do it to the extreme, it's success, just like the tears of dreams in the game, he's not a person who is famous all over the world by playing games, Han Xin who destroyed the world by playing, I believe you can too, why care about other people's opinions? You live for yourself, you don't live for others, you see, it's not good for such a sunny and handsome big boy, look at me, the pressure is much more than yours, but I don't shed much tears as a girl, you have to be brave as a big boy, you are like this now, it will make me, a girl who just met you, look down on you, let others drop as much as they like, besides, what we are in now is the world of kings, not the original world, so to speak, We're completely free now, and to hell with all the damn coursework and incomprehension! Hehe, don't you think this king world is fun? In the past, the heroes who could only be controlled by mobile phones have become friends with us at this moment, and we, and we really feel their joys, sorrows, and sorrows, in the past, in the game, they are just a marionette controlled by us, they use our ideas to fight with only a few skills, we use our hands to control them through the mobile phone screen, let them use their shells to fight, to throw away all the unhappiness and troubles in life for us, and also let us find ourselves in the game, looking for the confidence and courage that they lost in life, but also let us be satisfied in the world of the game, but in this king world they are completely different, they have flesh and blood and thoughts and have their own seven emotions and six desires, they are like friends in our real world, but they are much more transparent and reliable than the people in our original world, because we know everything about them and know it clearly, they will not give up if they are determined, we don't have to be afraid of their betrayal and sudden departure, isn't it great? They will die, but we can protect each other, we need them, and they need us too. ”
"Xuemo, thank you, I..."
"Well, forget all the troubles of the original world! Just like we are in the game world, we will treat this journey to the world of kings as an adventure, as a battle, hehe!! ”