Thirty years of looking for you
In the early summer of 1990, in a small city in Jilin Province, a baby boy with a hazy memory of his past life fell to the ground. As time passed, the little boy grew up little by little, because of the welcome of life at that time, the little boy heard that he made a wish to the meteor, and the meteor would take your wish across the sky to draw a beautiful red glow to help you achieve it, and since then he will look up at the starry sky every day, learn the constellations, and hope to see the appearance of the meteor. Perhaps God understood what kind of wish the boy had to come to life, and in 2000, when he was ignorant, God gave him a beautiful Leonid meteor shower. That meteor shower was beautiful and long, with many meteors streaked across with long tails. The little boy climbed on the roof, looked at the charming starry sky, folded his hands, and silently made a wish, "God, please take me to find my her, although I don't know where she is, I hope she is all right, wait for me to find her, take care of her, take care of her, cherish her, stay for a lifetime, and never separate." Every meteor carries this wish, and it disappears in a flash.
As time goes by, the little boy grows up little by little, goes through all kinds of things, and makes himself mature, but the obsession in his heart, the obsession to find her, has never given up since birth, although he doesn't know how to recognize each other, but until, as long as he meets it, it must feel right!
With this thought, the little boy left his hometown and came to a strange city in 2009 - Hangzhou
left a lot of stories here, and even many times he thought he had found her, but unfortunately, no, because it didn't feel right, there was no kind of heartbeat, that kind of sustenance, that kind of dependence, and even his heart was not open.
Time has passed, and this year has been a year of many disasters, and many displacements have also erupted in 2020. It's been thirty years, it's been thirty years, I've been looking for you for thirty years, looking at the heavy snow outside the window, I sighed helplessly, where are you, do you know how hard I looked for you? Where have you been hiding all these years, do you know what I've been through? I'm going to tell you, but you're still waiting for me?
When I was at home during the epidemic, I could only go to kill time with games I hadn't played for many years. The game is still so boring.,The average speed of changing a game every day.,On the sixth day, I played the mobile game.,Maybe it's because of the novel.,There's still some good feeling about this game.,I didn't change it for a few days after trying.。 It's because of this game that I finally met you, and I've been looking for you for thirty years, baby, is this the trajectory of our destiny?
I still remember that just when I was about to abandon the pit, I met a person and entered the family, and the story of you and me began at this time.
You and I didn't know each other when I was in the family, and I just played this as a game.
Just because one day you make a voice, it's too late and I'll go to bed first, you guys play! At that time, my heart trembled slightly, this is the feeling, it is really this feeling, is it you?
At that time, I wasn't sure if you were my her, a few days of contact, I know, I am convinced, it's really you, you who have been looking for me for 30 years finally appeared, do you know how hard I am looking for you? Baby, you know what? I've missed you so much, I've been thinking about you for thirty years. Baby, you know what? I'm tired, and I'm bruised all over my body to find you. Baby, you know what? I'm scared, I'm afraid I'm passing by you. Baby, you know what? How careful I am with you, your every move will tug at my nerves.
I don't know how to contact you, add your contact information, add a few times, and even I don't know what to say to you, just add, maybe you won't understand the apprehension in my heart at that time, I'm afraid of being rejected, after several attempts, you finally agreed, I was inexplicably excited in my heart, but I didn't know what to say.
I don't know what I can do, what I can do for you, how can I let you know, it's me!
So at that time, I decided that even if I can't let you know, I will leave something for you, leave some of our stories, although my writing is very bad, but Yelan Tingxue was also born, the story born because of you, the story you started with me, and even sometimes you will say how the novel became a narrative, how it became a romance, how to remember every sentence so clearly, because I want to remember your bits and pieces.
Originally, I wanted to be silently guarding you like this, and in the game I wanted to take you as an apprentice, find all kinds of reasons to talk to you, change roles, etc., in fact, I was like accompanying you, by your side, and doing something for you.
Because of an opportunity, I can't suppress myself, let me confess to you, at that time, I may think it's just a game, just a game friend told you, but you know? Actually, what I said at that time was what was in my heart.
I have experienced all kinds of things in the middle, there is jealousy, there is happiness, there is companionship, there is acquaintance, no matter what, the result is good, I let you know, it's me!
It turns out that you have been by my side for so many years, it turns out that you and I have passed by so many times, it turns out that I have met so many times, but I am late.
It turns out that I crossed 2,000 kilometers to find you, it turns out that I have been looking for thirty years and you have been in the same place, it turns out that I am still late.
Although I can't participate in the previous days, I can't change it, but please let me tell you, please let me love you in the future, please let me protect you, please let me live in your heart, please let me spend the rest of my life with you, please don't let me lose you, please let me accompany you!
There's no way to meet it late, and there's no way to change what happened before, so don't do meaningless things, and now that you've encountered it, don't miss it in the future.
Baby, I love you