Reason for stopping tonight
At 7 o'clock in the evening, I was actually here to update.
Suddenly, my cousin came to my house and said he was going to stay for the night.
My cousin is special, so I had to free up my hands to settle him down first.
It took nearly three hours to reconcile.
My cousin ran away from home, and then he had no money and no place to live, so he borrowed money from me and simply took a taxi to my house for one night.
When I was a child, my cousin and I were in a primary school, a junior high school, and then I moved away, I vaguely remember that my cousin's mother was a very strict person in my eyes at that time, but whenever there was anything that did not go with his parents' wishes, he would use a stick to smoke, so I didn't like to go to his house to play when I was young.
Growing up in this environment, he is also quite withdrawn and introverted, does not communicate with other strangers much, has serious social difficulties, and likes to make friends online.
And last year there was a big event.
My cousin was sent to a psychiatric hospital by his parents because he played computer games at home, and finally my cousin was diagnosed with schizophrenia, which I later learned, and I was shocked at the time. Where can people send it? That kind of place is not sick, but it can also tell you that it is sick!
So I thought it was too unreasonable, and I didn't believe it at the time, but then my cousin talked to me about it, and confirmed that it did happen, and took out a packet of drugs for the treatment of mental illness - amisulpride tablets, I checked on the Internet, and this medicine is really a drug that specializes in treating mental symptoms.
At this time, I remembered my cousin's parents in my memory, they were the kind of parents who were old-fashioned and traditional, and they were very controlling, plus my cousin was the kind of person who had very good grades from childhood to adulthood, and after entering college, he became more and more mediocre, and sending him to a psychiatric hospital has never been a possible option.
That's what it is now.
My cousin lived in a mental hospital for a while, and after he came out, he was often emotionally unstable, and often did some grotesque behavior, such as getting angry or self-harming for no reason.
The key is that his parents also found me, although they didn't say it directly, but the subtext is that when I was in junior high school, blame me for not taking my cousin to play games, and not letting him touch the computer.
I'm so stupid, it was all ten years ago, and what age is it now, sooner or later, I have to touch the computer, I didn't touch it in junior high school, and I won't touch the computer in the future? And I've always thought that playing with the computer for two or three hours a day is purely for leisure, which is a hammer addiction?
I rely on computers to make money, and I use computers for more than ten hours a day, but no one says that I am addicted!
After a long time, I finally asked my cousin to stay at my house for a while, and then go back when my emotions calmed down.
After finishing the whole thing, I went out to eat something with my cousin.
He hadn't eaten for a day.
It was 11 o'clock when I got home.
As I expected, I didn't have time to update at all!
I cried!