Chapter 014: Shengyang's dream of love is shattered
That night, everyone went out to drink, eat barbecue, and sing open-air KTV. For Shengyang, the night is a long night, go to bed early and get up early, how can there be any bright lights. Sitting at the very edge of the crowd drinking silently, watching them jump around and roar from the microphone with a scream similar to that of various animals. However, Xiujuan can sing a lot of pop songs, which attracted bursts of applause, which undoubtedly became the focus of the audience, and some workers sang and danced with her, deliberately trying to touch her.
Shengyang found that Xiujuan didn't seem to care so much, she drank boldly, sang and acted boldly, and her indulgent expression matched the rhythm to make every man's brain lack oxygen. They're just builders, and they're not that kind of place. My grandfather said that to be a man, you must be self-disciplined at all times. He couldn't figure out why people were different during the day and at night, or whether sober and drunk were the same.
When returning to the construction site, Shengyang walked silently behind, Xiujuan asked those workers to go first, she stayed behind and followed Shengyang, Shengyang seemed to have a lot of questions in his heart that he didn't dare to ask. Is she innocent or the kind of person who is very casual?
"Shengyang, you don't have to be so restrained when you get together in the future, can you sing?" Xiujuan was drunk and very close to him, although he let go of those whimsical thoughts, but for the first time he was so close to the opposite sex, he was inevitably a little excited.
"I know a few songs, but I don't dare to sing them." He learned it from Shengli's tape recorders, such as "Xiao Fang", "Wandering Song", "Nothing", etc., as if writing his heart, and often crying when he listened. If there is no reform and opening up, they will only listen to flower drums and mountain songs in the mountains, and the world they see is also a big bowl.
"How many beers can you drink?" As she spoke, her hand patted him on the shoulder from time to time, he knew that it was her unintentional action, but he cared about him very much.
"I've never been drunk, so I don't know." My grandfather said that drinking is to be happy, but you can't get drunk, it hurts your stomach and wastes.
"You see, you can drink and sing, you can be brave, you can be kind to people, these are all your strengths, you have to be confident! Coming out to play is to have fun, you are not used to seeing it, and you will get used to it, they are all workers, and they are not in the way. Xiujuan didn't want to get drunk, but she wasn't so sad when she was drunk, and continued to work after dawn.
"What kind of man does that sister like?" He finally mustered up the courage to ask, even if he was sentenced, there must be a good reason.
"I like rich men!" This sentence completely blocked his brain, and he was purely relying on the toad to eat swan meat, whimsical, and humiliating himself.
"The people on our construction site almost don't have much money, so it's no wonder that my sister doesn't fancy anyone. But why is my sister so close to them, I don't think it's good. "This kind of behavior will be laughed at in my hometown for not respecting myself.
"Your simplicity will make people think that you are so stupid, and you have said it all, and it is out of the way. Look at Hangzhou City, every household in the building is mostly rich and decent, and we are the people who are pressed to the bottom by them. Have you ever thought about getting ahead, have you ever thought that one day you will also live in a high-rise building? Watching the boss drive a car, didn't you think about owning one yourself? Xiujuan's words, he never thought about it, shook his head, dumbfounded.
"Since we can't reach it, we can't afford it, we haven't even thought about it, so can't we entertain ourselves? Don't you even dare to think of happy freedom? The people at the bottom are tired when they are alive, so they are tired of laughing! You really ......" she shook her head helplessly, ignoring his face, who said that poor or flawed people should live a humble life.
"Yes, these have nothing to do with us, no money, no amount of fantasy is utopian. Like tonight, drinking a bottle of beer is half as expensive as in the store, and it's not worth it at all. I thought about the big brother in the hands of the contractor, and with that, I can communicate with my family often. "In the past, in the coal mine, Shengyang and his co-workers would also drink, he prepared some snacks, probably lack women, eat and drink enough, sleepy, and not in the mood to talk about high-rise buildings, future life. What does the future look like, how does he know, don't do it if you don't have the ability to realize your dreams, you're tired.
"Big brother wants 20,000 or 30,000 yuan, just our salary, in addition to supporting the family, how long do we have to save, but we can buy a pager." She laughed at him for being simple and ridiculous, and she was not, in the same situation, she really didn't want to carry such a burden.
"Yes, I do want to buy it, but I still can't afford it, so let's stay up first, and when my sister graduates, I can buy whatever I want." He envied the people of the Moonlight Clan, who were open to eating, playing, and consuming, as if there was always someone to hold on to the sky when it fell. He is different, he must save money and let Shengli study without worries.
"You are also pitiful, we people are like frogs at the bottom of the well, even if we climb out of the bottom of the well, the sky we see does not belong to us. You don't even dare to dream, haven't you even touched a girl's hand? Xiujuan knew that he had low self-esteem and deliberately teased him.
"No, no!" He was speechless, how could a girl give him a chance to contact a person like him.
"Do you have no needs, or don't you dare?" Xiujuan's previous drink had some seizures and she was dizzy.
"I, I, oh, sister, don't ask." He was still timid, watching Xiujuan staggering, and he didn't dare to help.
"Sister is drunk, you can carry me back." Xiujuan was standing unsteadily, and Shengyang approached her in fright, trembling all over, this was the first time that she had muscle/skin contact with a woman. Xiujuan saw him approaching, grabbed him, and lay on his back, and he had to carry her.
Shengyang was thinking about how to explain if he was bumped into by a worker when he returned to the dormitory next time, so Xiujuan threw up on him, immediately put her down, and let her vomit in the flowers on the side of the road. I couldn't remember any distracting thoughts, so I wanted to go back and get some honey water for her to drink.
He took off his dirty clothes and helped her to the dormitory. When the workers saw them coming back, they immediately went to help and helped Xiujuan to sleep. Shengyang asked an eldest sister in Sichuan to sleep in her house, so that no one would disturb her at night.
Shengyang washed the dirty clothes, thinking that Xiujuan's skirt was also dirty, so he asked the eldest sister to help take it out and wash it together. The clothes of the two people hung on the clothes pole, and they were blown around by the wind, as if Xiujuan had been singing and dancing on the stage before, and it was just the two of them. He sat there in a reverie, as if he had been drugged.
When she woke up the next day, Xiujuan recalled the events of last night, and then looked at the skirt outside the window, she was the eldest in the family, and she began to shoulder the burden of housework at a very young age, and she was suddenly taken care of, and her eyes couldn't help but moisten with excitement. The breakfast on the table was also called by Shengyang from the cafeteria, and I am afraid that the only one in this world who is sincere to her is him. It's a pity that sincerity can't be exchanged for sincerity, if a woman is a man's school, then she is his primary school, no matter how hard she works, what she learns is enlightenment.