Chapter 67: First Love (II)

On the day she went to the aquarium, Lin Xue forgot all the unpleasantness for a while, watching those beautiful fish swimming around in the blue water, she was amazed for a while, happy for a while, and showed a simple smile like a child for a while, with innocent eyes......

Seeing that she had a happy smile, Lei Ming also smiled with relief.

Lin Xue's mood is getting better day by day, and Lei Ming often accompanies her.

Parks, river embankments, Mingxiu Lake, KFC ...... They were left everywhere.

In this way, they maintain a pure classmate relationship.

Lei Ming didn't dare to speak, he was afraid.

He was afraid that one day if he took the initiative to confess, he would not even have the opportunity to be with her in the future.

He didn't dare to have any special extravagant hopes, he was satisfied to stay with her, and as long as she was happy, he was happy.

He rejoiced for her joy, grieved for her sorrow, and suffered for her pain.

Every time Lei Ming looked at her, there was a pain in his heart, an indescribable soreness, he was afraid that Lin Xue would be hurt, even if it was a slight injury, God should have mercy on her, she should not have been hurt in the first place.

The Peng Jun who hurt her is a pig, a dog, a trash, a mongrel, a slut, and a ......

After scolding for a while, Lei Ming was uncomfortable for a while, he secretly made up his mind, and swore a poisonous oath that he would never let Lin Xue be hurt in the slightest, he wanted to bring her happiness, even if it was to exchange his life for her happiness, then he did not hesitate, let alone this life, even if it was a few lifetimes, even if it was exchanged for eternity, he Lei Ming was willing, he was willing.

How far is forever?

If you can exchange, then exchange all the pain for yourself, leave the joy to her forever, God let herself come to this world to protect her, she should be happy, she must cherish it, she must keep a piece of pure land in the world, he must love her more than anyone, including himself.

Although she is indifferent, she is cold, but her heart is kind, gentle, and worthy of his eternal dedication.

On the way to tutor once, it rained heavily, and a middle-aged woman with a child at the gate of the community looked at the heavy rain in a daze, because she didn't bring an umbrella.

But at this time, Lin Xue walked up and said a few words, then gave the umbrella to the woman, and then ran into the heavy rain herself.

Lei Ming chased after him with an umbrella.

chased her under the bus stop sign, and he couldn't help but blame: "You don't know that person, what are you doing with the umbrella for her, it's raining by yourself, and it's not like you to help you with kindness." ”

Lin Xue brushed the rain on her face and smiled happily: "It's okay, I've seen her, she is on the sixth floor of Building A, she is an unmarried mother, and it is not easy to raise children." ”

Lei Ming looked at her who was wet, and her eyes were so clear that there was no impurity, a feeling of love and pity came to his heart, he really wanted to hold her in his arms at this moment, and warm her with his own body temperature, he didn't want her to be wronged a little, even if it was in the sun and rain.

He dared to think like this, in fact, he didn't have the guts, Lin Xue was pure, he didn't allow himself to have such dirty thoughts.

The bus started, and the night rain blurred the windows.

The neon haze of Xijing City on a rainy night is extraordinarily beautiful.

Lin Xue was drenched in a lot of rain, her clothes were soaked, and a wisp of wet ear hair on her cheeks was also on her face, her skin was really good, she was the kind of natural beauty that didn't need any cosmetics, and as soon as the rain on her body evaporated with her body temperature, a faint virgin body fragrance drilled into Lei Ming's nose.

Lei Ming was drunk, but quickly sober.

He Lei Ming is not a eunuch, he is a normal man, he also has seven emotions and six desires, and he also has the possessiveness of love.

But soon, he forced himself not to think about it again, because Lin Xue was innocent, supreme, and absolutely not allowed to blaspheme, not even the slightest thought.

Lei Ming suddenly stood up and sat down in the back row, he couldn't be so close to her and think about it, he had to go farther.

"What's wrong with you? What are you doing running back? Lin Xue was puzzled.

Lei Ming deliberately lied: "Oh, I just seemed to see Duan Jiu in Xidan Shopping Mall, hehe, it turns out that I was wrong." ”

Lin Xue smiled.

In the autumn of 2001, it seemed to be unusually rainy in Xijing.

This season is the happiest time for Lei Ming, and most of the late autumn in Xijing is rainy and foggy, drizzling and fluttering, but Lei Ming feels that it is God for Lin Xue.

How good the rain is, how hazy, how poetic, Lei Ming especially likes to watch Lin Xue walk in the rain with a small blue umbrella, that kind of picture is completely a picture that only appears in romantic poetry.

Sometimes he deliberately didn't bring an umbrella, got under Lin Xue's umbrella, walked quietly with her, and shared every happiness on a rainy day; Sometimes he stood at the school gate in the rain, looking at her back from afar, reading her name in his heart; Sometimes he ran in front of Lin Xue again, walked backwards, and said as he walked: "Haha, CS has to see the four roads, listen to the eight directions, look, I usually practice walking like this......"

Before he finished speaking, he stepped on a can, slipped his foot and fell on all fours on the spot.

Lin Xue leaned back with a smile: "Why are you like a puppy, so careless." ”

Lei Ming sat on the ground, looking at her stupidly.

He would rather be a puppy, her pet, so that at least she could pay attention, make her care, and make her pity.

Lin Xue is like a rose on the hillside, although it grows in the wild, it has a tenacious vitality, although it looks cold to the bone, but others only know how to appreciate her appearance, but do not understand her inner happiness and friendliness.

Thundering, iron, a man, actually sentimental.

He suddenly had hope, he felt that the whole world was his, the sun, rain, air, and dust were so close to him, blended together, he was down-to-earth, he felt that the whole world should be like this, simple and happy, any little thing and any corner, as long as he put his heart into it, he would be happy.

Lei Ming is more and more inseparable from Lin Xue, when Lin Xue is there, he grasps every hour, every minute and every second of every day, savoring the days with her, she is his everything.

When Lin Xue was away, everything was her, and as soon as she left, his heart followed, once there was a gap, Lin Xue's shadow surrounded him from all directions, surrounding him tightly, making him feel that he had a dependence, sustenance, and concern.

And when everything became empty and difficult, he would even run downstairs to Lin Xue's bedroom, just quietly looking at the building in the night, although he couldn't see anyone, but when he looked at the dormitory building where she lived, he was also satisfied, and he didn't want to leave for a long time, so that the aunt who watched the building thought he was a thief......

That kind of taste can only be understood by those who are unforgettable for their first love.

Winter is finally here, and the city's hot pot also adds a touch of warmth to the cold winter.

This is the first time they have eaten hot pot together.

"Would you like some beer?" Beer has always been a favorite of Thundering's meals.

"I don't want to drink it."

"So, what about a little red wine?"

"I can't drink alcohol, I have skin allergies!"

"Eating hot pot without drinking alcohol is like eating vegetables without salt, it tasteless." Lei Ming muttered in a low voice, "By the way, Duan Jiu said, last time your captain Erin came back from Sweden, didn't you go to the Graceland bar to drink together?" ”

Lin Xue said: "I couldn't help it that time, Sister Ai and they had to ask me to drink some, I don't know how I got home that night, I just remember that I was helped by Sister Xiaoxiao and walked a lot, and I was dizzy all night." ”

Lei Ming's heart moved: "What if I meet a bad person?" Who will help her? Who will take care of her? Is she lonely? Yes, she doesn't drink alcohol, she should drink pure water, drink distilled water, drink mountain spring water, who told her to be so spotless? ”

"What do you want? I really can't drink it. Lin Xue was a little misunderstood.

"Oh, I was thinking that when the waiter came, I asked him to get you a bottle of fresh oranges?" The thunder reaction is considered fast.

In that hot pot, Lei Ming didn't drink much beer, but he drank a lot afterwards.

He sent Lin Xue to the door of the dormitory, and he was reluctant to leave for a long time.

The night sky was raining cold, and he ran to the commissary to buy a bunch of two pots, and then took a bottle in one sip.

He sat on the steps in the rain, melancholy, gloomy.

The lights of thousands of homes have been lit, which one is Lin Xue's? Is it the brightest one?

What was she thinking about now? What is she doing? Did she sleep? Did she fall asleep? What did she dream about? Did she dream of herself? She's a nice girl, and she must be having a good dream......

Lei Ming was so dazed by alcohol and longing that he didn't go back to his bedroom until midnight.

Duan Jiu didn't know where to play, and he didn't see anyone come back.

Looking at the empty bedroom, remembering the laughter and laughter of Lu Fei when he was here, and thinking of Lin Xue's laughter, bursts of sentimentality and loneliness surged into Lei Ming's heart.

He sat on the bed, he couldn't sleep, and the torn Counter-Strike Operations Guide didn't go through it again.

He had been brewing for a long time, and finally mustered up the courage to gather in this life, picked up his mobile phone, and sent a text message to Lin Xue: "I'm back in the dormitory, I miss you very much, I miss you very much!" ”

As a result, there was no response for a long time after this text message was sent, and Lei Ming panicked and regretted it again.

He didn't mean anything else when he sent this text message, he just missed her, and his heart hurt again and again.

What if she ignores herself in the future because of this text message? How do I explain this to her tomorrow? Maybe you don't even have to be an ordinary friend? That night, he stayed awake all night, and he also beat his chest and stomped his feet and scolded himself for a night: "Thunder, thunder, you SB, you are really an out-and-out big SB." ”

The next day was a Sunday, and Lei Ming got up early, and he was going to be a tutor.

He went out half an hour earlier than usual, and he was ahead of schedule, even with the weather.

The first snow of 2001 fell early today, and the whole city was covered in silver, and the streets were dyed a heartbreakingly white with a layer of silver.

He hadn't woken up from last night's drink, and walked to the No. 213 bus stop at the school gate in the dark.

Far away, from a distance, he saw Lin Xue waving to him, Lin Xue actually came earlier than him, was she waiting for the car here or waiting for herself?

That doesn't matter anymore.

Because at this moment, although there is a lot of snow around, but in the feeling of thunder, spring has come early, and all worries have disappeared in an instant.

Lin Xue is carefully dressed, she has long and soft hair, wears a dark red skirt, a black belt ties her thin waist, the skirt covers her knees, and she wears a layer of light makeup on her face, I don't know if she made it herself or Erin helped her...... Everything came suddenly, everything was just right, Lin Xue was like the most beautiful flower blooming there, everything around her was overshadowed, and she couldn't even be a foil.

Lei Ming didn't praise her for being beautiful, that was too vulgar, and she couldn't describe her in any words at this moment.

That kind of touching beauty, he will always hide in the deepest part of his heart.

"Are you cold?" Lei Ming asked heartbrokenly.

"It's not cold." Lin Xue blinked playfully and sighed, "Wearing a skirt in winter, doesn't it look better than usual?" ”

Lei Ming's head nodded like a chicken pecking rice, but unfortunately he didn't understand what people meant by this?

Fortunately, the No. 213 bus hadn't come yet, looking at Lin Xue's face that was red in the cold wind, the thunder hurt like freezing in his heart, he quickly took off his big cotton coat and handed it to her.

The style of the cotton clothes was old and earthy, and there was even the smell of Erguotou wine on Lei Ming's body, but Lin Xue put it on her body without any hesitation, and looked at Lei Ming with a sweet smile.

Even if Lei Ming is a super idiot, he should understand the meaning of this smile.

After all, every girl has her reserved......

Lei Ming is stupid, really stupid, so stupid that he suddenly wants to cry loudly, if you want him to kneel down at that time and kowtow to God 9,999 rings, he will do it.

The Lege Snow Mountain at the back gate of the West University also snowed, and it was covered with a thick layer.

Lei Ming likes snow, not only that he is from the Northeast, but also more importantly, he feels that Lin Xue and Xue have something in common, that is, they are pure and immaculate, of course, there are different places, Lin Xue is also enthusiastic.

That afternoon, they went to a no-man's land on the mountain of Legeshan, jumping, laughing, shouting, playing snowballs, having snowball fights, building two snowmen, looking at each other as if they were the two of them.

When she was tired of tossing, Lin Xue lay on the snow, her head resting on the thundering thighs, looking at the sky quietly, she seemed to feel that she was very close to the sky, and the thunder might be that sky.

Everything around them was very quiet, time stopped, everything stopped, and the sky seemed to be watching them quietly, unwilling to break this beautiful everything.

It would be nice if time could stand still forever.

There is no passage of time, no earthly distractions, there are only two of them in this world, and this is the world of the two of them.