Jiang Xun raised his head and looked at the ceiling.

He began to talk to himself.

"My uncle... I've always been a great person in my heart, with ambitions, dreams, abilities, even if I face failure every time, but I still smile and say, oh... It's okay, come back next time. Jiang Xun sighed, "It's just a pity... Until the day he died, he did not realize his dream. ”

"When I was a child, all the good memories I remember were created by me and my uncle, who should be half my father, from arcade to online games, to guiding me to make games, all of them are inseparable from him." Jiang Xun said slowly.

Su Jinqing listened quietly.

"Speaking of which, my resignation has something to do with it." Jiang Xun is obviously in a deep memory, maybe he has not been with others for a long time, this time he has the opportunity, and in the interval between speaking, he didn't give Su Jinqing the slightest chance to speak.

"I'm actually doing quite well in that company, and the monthly salary is also thirty or forty thousand, and the total income of the game is classified according to the stand-alone game every month, and the bonus is calculated according to the sales commission of the new stand-alone game, and it is not difficult to earn 500,000 yuan a year, but during the physical examination, the doctor said that I have a slight fatty liver, and I want to pay attention to it."

"Fatty liver disease, said to be serious or not, is a disease of wealth, long-term inactivity sitting in the office will have this disease, a slight fatty liver want to be cured as long as regular exercise is good, but I work, look at the scenery, make a lot of money, but the pressure is still quite high, I have to work overtime regularly every week, generally overtime home, I don't like to sleep very much, but I have to play games for an hour or two before sleeping."

"I thought about it, in this state, wouldn't I become a short-lived ghost, plus I had a big difference of opinion with the company's philosophy, so I asked for leave and asked for me to resign directly."

"And my uncle... It was because of liver disease that he died, he and I can almost be called in the same vein, and then I asked about the situation, this liver problem may have a certain family inheritance, my grandfather had viral hepatitis problems when he was young, so I resigned, and has been correcting the problem on my biological clock. ”

Jiang Xun let out a long breath, "I changed from a frizzy child who thought he was very mature, and it was also from the moment my uncle died. ”

"At that time, my uncle's studio fell apart because of his personal death, and my uncle really wanted me to take over his studio and continue to do it, but I didn't expect that someone in the studio had already been in private contact with other companies when my uncle was seriously ill."

"As soon as I took over the studio, except for a few people who remained, the others were poached and poached, and those who went home to work alone, leaving only an empty shell, I thought about it and disbanded, but in the end, I still wanted to try to develop games, so I merged into a large company, and by the way, the game IP in the studio was transferred together."

"I have developed several stand-alone games with the help of IP in a row, and the reputation is good, the sales are not good, and people have become greasy middle-aged uncles who have no desires from a young age." Jiang Xun said with a little humor: "If only life could be smooth sailing... Several stand-alone games have been developed, and the word-of-mouth sales have been bumper, and they have increasingly dominated the Asian region, slowly moving towards the world, and dominating the global stand-alone market within three years..."

"If you want to come up with a new game, you can come out with a new game, and if you don't want to come out with a new game, you can draw a pie and tell you, I want to come out with such a new game, and then sneak around to fish, how cool it is, but unfortunately I don't have the strength and luck."

Jiang Xun stretched.

"It's not early, you should rest early."

"It's rare for a person to say so many things today, and the previous words are all held in my heart, which is strange and uncomfortable." Jiang Xun got up and prepared to wash his feet and sleep.

"Wait a minute." Su Jinqing stopped Jiang Xun, she knew for the first time that so many stories had happened to this old classmate who had not seen her for many years.

"Is there anything wrong with you?" Jiang Xun asked.

"If you could do it all over again, would your choices be the same as before?" Su Jinqing asked.

"You ask this, it doesn't make sense anymore, does it?" Jiang Xun smiled, "My previous choice was to go all the way to the end and rush forward bravely, if I choose again, there is another way, and that is to escape." ”

"For me, in reality... Escape is the most useless choice, because if you escape, it is equivalent to giving up the possibility of giving it a try, even if the probability of your courage is only 0.001%, there is a chance to succeed, and if you escape, it will go straight to zero, and there will be no longer the possibility of success. ”

"I've tried, I've tried, no matter whether I succeed or fail, I've succeeded in my heart."

"As for what happens after the struggle..."

"Then enjoy life, being a man, or being happy is the most important thing." After Jiang Xun finished speaking, he had already gone to the toilet to pick up the footbasin and prepare to give his feet a foot bath.

It went offline half an hour early today.

Jiang Xun can rest more comfortably in the extra time.

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11:16 a.m.

Jiang Xun lay down on the bed.

At this point, Dad should be back in town.

"Are you home?" Jiang Xun sent a message on his mobile phone to ask.

"Here we are." Jiang Chengfeng replied simply, and then asked, "Is the girl in your family really your girlfriend?" You don't look like lovers. ”

"yes." Jiang Xun said.

"I don't think so." Although Jiang Chengfeng thinks about it day and night, looking forward to his son getting married as soon as possible, he still sees this, this girl lives in Jiang Xun's house, but he can't smell the atmosphere of love.

"What doesn't look like it?" Jiang Xun asked rhetorically.

"I can't tell." Jiang Chengfeng said: "I feel that there is a sense of distance between you, not as close as normal lovers, but the relationship is quite familiar." ”

"Don't talk about it, you rest early, and your dad will watch a movie for a while." After Jiang Chengfeng finished speaking, he turned into a gray avatar.

Jiang Xun was preparing to rest.

Another chat box came out.

It's Huang Yi.

"Brother Jiang, at Christmas, do you have anyone at home?" Huang Yi asked.

"What's wrong?" Jiang Xun said: "No one." ”

"Oh, it's good if there's no one, at Christmas, I'll bring a helmet to your house, rub the car and do Christmas game activity tasks, don't you mind?" Huang Yi came with a clear meaning.

"Okay." Jiang Xun suddenly realized something, and refused: "No, there are people in my family." ”

"Anyone at home?" Huang Yi said in surprise: "If I come to your house to play games, will it affect me?" ”

"It should affect you, when the time comes, you can play at your house, and we can go online." Jiang Xun gave another plan.

"Okay." Huang Yi said: "On the Christmas line, don't forget to bring me this Rolls-Royce chariot." ”

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