He said...... Live well for me. ”

Mikoto Misaka's eyes flashed with sadness, and she thought of what the young man had said when he persuaded the underworld to chase souls, and added:

"He hopes that you can give his heart a new soul."

……

Inoue Yinghua didn't know what to say at this time, and fell into silence with a frown.

The heart that had just been put into the chest was filled with pain.

Inoue Yinghua couldn't help but clutch the sheets under him tightly with his palms.

Call......!

After a long silence, Inoue Hideka exhaled the oppressed turbidity in his lungs and uttered sentences that seemed unclear to Mikoto Misaka.

"Giving new souls...... Is it? ”

After that, Inoue fell silent again.

No one knows what he's thinking.

Mikoto Misaka didn't disturb Inoue Hideka and waited quietly.

It's been a long time.

Maybe he figured it out, or maybe he understood that grief didn't mean anything, Inoue Hideka raised his head and said to Mikoto Misaka:

"Mai Trin, can you help me get my phone?"

"Yes."

Mikoto Misaka answered softly, and took out Hideka Inoue's mobile phone stored there from under the drawer of the bedside table.

Taking the phone, Inoue Eika began to rummage through Akiyama's mobile phone number.

He is now going to ask Akiyama Yan to investigate Xiling's interpersonal relationships and see if he has anyone close to him.

If you use someone's heart and hurt someone else's life, if you don't show it at all, it's too much to say.

Although Inoue Hideka also understands that no matter what kind of expression, it is not as precious as human life.

But, now that the matter has come to this, what can he do?

If Xiling's family wants to blame themselves, Inoue Yinghua will not have any complaints.

In any case, he is at least going to do what he can for his family.

……

The prompt sound coming from the mobile phone made Inoue Yinghua frown slightly.

Puzzled, I tried to dial it again, but it still prompted to shut down.

"If you're looking for that girl named Akiyama Yan......"

At this time, listening to the sound of the mobile phone leaking, Mikoto Misaka, who seemed to be aware of it, hesitated and spoke.

Pulling open the drawer under the bedside table again, Mikoto Misaka took out a notebook from it and handed it to Inoue Hideka.

"This is what your man, who calls himself Yuuki Rikawa, asked me to give it to you. He said that this may be a record of what Akiyama Yan wants to say to you. ”

"Huh?"

Inoue Yinghua put down his phone suspiciously, took the notebook and opened it, flipping through the pages one by one.

As his eyes received more and more information, Inoue's face became more and more ugly, and he had a bad premonition.

What is recorded in the notebook is Akiyama Yan's diary.

Although it is a diary, it is not written every day.

From May 17 to September 22, there have been only a handful of records.

But the protagonists of these diaries are all one person, and that person is not the owner of the diaries, but Inoue Hideka.

Inoue Hideka doesn't remember what it says about saving Akiyama Yan, the first day he became the head of the 'group', and the subsequent investigation of the 'new moon' information.

Those were all things that happened before he lost his memory, and he didn't remember it at all.

But this could not affect him to read between the lines that the girl had feelings for him.

Maybe there is more gratitude than goodwill, but it doesn't matter if you like it or not, Inoue Yinghua only cares about one thing now.

His voice trembled, and he asked the doubts in his heart.

"Beauty, Mikoto...... You show me this...... What is the meaning? Akiyama, Akiyama she...... Isn't it、What's going on? ”

"Yes. The girl...... The bullet pierced the center of the eyebrow and died. ”

Mikoto Misaka's voice was full of sadness.

When the phone was hung up, she had a bad premonition.

And her hunch was later confirmed.

Although she still doesn't know the specific process, there is no doubt that the girl who was talking to her at that time did encounter a bad situation.

Presumably, it was not very smooth to send himself Inoue Yinghua's geographical location after that.

Probably, it's also a struggle to the death, right?

Mikoto Misaka thought secretly, and couldn't help but have infinite respect for the girl who only had one side.

"Huh!"

Inoue Yinghua heard Mikoto Misaka's words, a wry smile crossed the corner of his mouth, and his eyes were full of boundless loneliness.

Two people, two lives.

On his own body, there are two living human lives!

For the sake of himself, he actually killed two innocent people and lost his lives in vain?

People are selfish and no one wants to die.

And Inoue Yinghua, as a person who was saved, as a person who survived, can't afford to be happy at the moment.

That's it, two big living people!

They could have had a great future, but because of themselves......

How heavy is the value of life?

No one can tell if you don't experience this kind of thing.

Even Inoue Yinghua, who has experienced life and death, can't say clearly.

Now, he can only feel the endless heaviness, pressing on himself, pressing himself out of breath.

"Hmm!"

A sharp pain suddenly came from his chest, and Inoue Yinghua couldn't help but clench the clothes on his chest with his palms.

"Hey...... What happened to you? ”

Mikoto Misaka noticed Inoue's abnormality, and hurriedly stepped forward to support his shoulders and asked nervously.

"Is it worth it?"

Inoue did not answer Mikoto Misaka's question.

Instead, his eyes were confused, and his eyes were staring ahead without focus, as if asking Mikoto Misaka, and muttering as if he was asking himself.

"You say, is it worth it? For people like me, they lost their lives? ”

It's different from what Saten tears expected.

She originally hoped that Inoue Hideka could enlighten Mikoto Misaka, but now she has reversed.

Saten tears can't understand that the guilt in Inoue's heart is much deeper than Mikoto Misaka.

Mikoto Misaka was careless, but Inoue Hideka watched the situation completely out of control step by step when he was familiar with the plot.

In the end, he even killed two innocent people because of himself!

As a traverser, Inoue Hideka has a reason to blame himself for everything.

If it weren't for his butterfly setting off the storm, how could these impossible things have happened?

He wouldn't have the heart to blame himself for everyone's deaths, but these two people did die because of themselves!

He can't ignore life like someone standing outside the story, he can't see two lives as a simple number, and he can't treat them as NPCs in the game guide!

Sayten tears can't know this.

But Mikoto Misaka, who was standing in front of Inoue Yinghua, could clearly feel that at this moment, in front of him, the helplessness and confusion of life that the once strong boy was exposed, as well as ......

The slightest hint of the loss of faith in the future.

Mikoto Misaka was distressed.

Now she can slightly understand how flustered and overwhelmed Zuotian Tears was when she faced her crying self before.

In the face of Inoue Yinghua in such a state, she is the same.

Thinking of herself before being comforted by Satian's tears, she felt remorse and despair of life in her heart, and she was very scared.

Afraid that the teenager in front of him will be hit and collapsed, and from then on he will become a thoughtless walking corpse.

Mikoto Misaka definitely doesn't want to see such a thing.

Instantly leaving behind the reserve in his heart, Mikoto Misaka panicked and hugged Inoue Yinghua into her arms.

The scholar Zuo Tian looked like tears and stroked gently. Touching the young man's back, he said softly:

"I don't know if it's worth it, it's not something we can judge if we don't do anything. If you want to ask, you can only ask themselves who gave their lives. ”

Mikoto Misaka paused a little when she said this, looked sideways at Inoue Hideka's side face, and made sure that he was listening, before continuing:

"But...... Yinghua, we can't be sure if you were worth it in the past, but isn't it in your own hands to decide in the future? How about living your life in the days to come, and don't let them regret giving their lives for you? ”

A gentle voice, as pleasant as the chirping of a lark.

This is the first time Inoue has heard Mikoto Misaka speak to herself in such a soft whisper.

There is delicacy in lingering, tenderness and concern, and what overflows from worry is deep love.

Carefully comprehending the meaning of Mikoto Misaka's words, Hideka Inoue's eyes gradually regained focus.

Live your life and don't let them regret it?

……

Inoue Hideka raised his head, wiped away the sadness in his eyes, and slowly closed his eyes.

After a while, I opened my eyes again, and the confusion was gone, and all that occupied my eyes was only rock-like firmness!

Oh, yes!

For them, and for themselves.

In the future, my own life is up to me!

Absolute!

Absolute!

Absolute!!

There will never be another way to do this!!

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