Looking at the demons who were wandering or standing guard outside the barracks, the fangs outside the lips, the terrifying eyes, the hideous and distorted faces, and the strange bodies of festering and disgusting black-purple, black-red, and green-skinned, did not stir my angry nerves at all, because ...... I've been toyed with by these monsters myself.

Although there are many demons, some like a house, some like giants and elves, and some like bugs, ...... It all makes me sick!

Despair filled my eyes, anger flooded my nerves, my heart was filled with complete emptiness, and tears burst with it.

I trembled, my anger at the world had reached a critical level. I gripped my shoulders with both hands, trying to cover up the negative emotions in my heart with physical pain. The negative emotions that arise from the simultaneous opening and tearing of the wounds of the soul and the holes of the soul.

Instantly, I felt the black, tentacle-like negative emotions welling up in my heart again. Just like ...... Then...... I want to kill Qiaolu the same way...... (The snow-white eyes are once again filled with black)

"Hehehe, demon!" I trembled and wept as I stuck out my tongue, held the blood crystal in front of my mouth, and without hesitation, activated it a second time.

I knew that this launch would mean that I would lose my memory completely! However, I can't suppress the hatred of these demons in my heart!

The shame of being toyed with to frustration, I ......

It's impossible to forget! (At the same time)

Want to forget! (At the same time)

"Death is hard to blame!" In an instant, I smiled wildly, and my desperate eyes were completely clouded at this moment.

"Even with all my 18 years of memory, I'm going to destroy the demons!"

[The black background, silver-red scorching pupils, and murderous silver pupils flashed together with the activation of the blood crystal, and the murderous waves and cruel flames flickered together. 】

I raised my hand, and in an instant, a circle so large that I couldn't believe it appeared at my feet, covering the entire valley (700 meters).

The purple-gold magic circle, floating with divine golden light, dyed the entire dark blue starry sky golden-purple. This is the magic of the Black Feather Clan that I once made, a complete light elemental attack magic, and a magic created by modifying it according to the idea of a laser sci-fi weapon.

[The demons on the ground were all panicked, completely unaware of what would happen, many demons were attacking frantically on the ground, but their magic attacks were completely unable to stop this magic array. There were also some demons who came out of the barracks in a panic, intending to fly up and stop me, but they were directly pierced by the thunder shot by the self-warning magic of the magic array, and they were killed in an instant. 】

The huge magic circle continued to absorb the magic power from my ghost claws, and along the ice blue arm of the ghost claws, the magic power poured into the magic circle like a flame.

As the blood crystals continued to activate, I could feel the memories in my mind disappearing, no, crazy vanishing. The pain in the brain was like fire, and the tears could not be suppressed. But I smiled with great excitement, as if I was enjoying the pain.

"Finally...... It can be over, this farce is over......"

But as the blood crystals continued to consume my memory, I also found that my memories were actually disappearing and recovering at the same time. I can still recall the memories that should have disappeared, the happy days with my parents and friends, the memories of being bullied by demons, Red Devils, QJ, and others, all of which are constantly repeating themselves and disappearing and recovering, like a nightmare that will never wake up.

Two diametrically opposed memories kept colliding, and the pain in my heart continued to stack......

"Don't I even have the right to forget!"

"I want to ...... Forget everything...... "I thought wildly, and the feeling of despair stimulated every nerve in me like a stimulant. I felt like I was going to be taken over by madness.

"Again! Initiate! "Following my thoughts, I activated the blood crystal again, and an even more powerful magic rushed into my body, and my brain became even more painful.

However, even when I used this blood crystal for the third time, the memory was still repairing.

"......"

As if I was obsessed, I kept activating the blood crystal repeatedly, and frantically injected a large amount of magic power into this huge magic array.

However, it didn't work at all, and as the memories faded faster and faster, so did the recovery speed.

"It hurts!" My head hurt like an explosion, but I just couldn't drain my memory.

At this time, the magic circle that covered the valley became brighter and brighter, and suddenly, the powerful magic power forcibly split the original magic array into three, and then in the middle of the three layers of identical magic arrays, several pure magic pattern arrays with red aurora swirls appeared. This is a diversion magic array caused by too much mana, and the appearance of this means that the mana has been overloaded.

"Hehe......" I laughed maniacally, tears streaming back, but the smile didn't stop at all. At this moment, I don't want to destroy the demon as I want to destroy myself.

Looking at the demons that rushed up from below and were burned to death and slashed to death in mid-air before they even touched the magic array, I couldn't help but feel a sense of satisfaction, and even more envy for them.

"Hehe, let's disappear together...... I said in despair, activating the magic.

In an instant, a stream of red golden light smashed down the valley, like a heavenly river surging down. And the moment they landed, layers of snow-colored ripples instantly appeared, and those demons in the air and the demons defending on the ground were instantly destroyed by the holy light.

The impact of the falling pillar of light blew up the snow on the surrounding ridge as well, like a retrograde avalanche.

I smiled softly, closed my eyes, and fell from the sky, hoping that I too would die in the light.

I felt the sound of the falling wind blowing past my ears, tears falling from my eyes and forming a string of ice crystals in the air.

"Let all this farce end. I'm so tired......"

I fell into the magic circle, and the purple-gold light swept across my vision, followed by a feeling of warmth that enveloped me, very comfortable, like sunbathing.

In less than 10 seconds, with the sound of kong falling to the ground, I reached the ground. The body is absolutely flattened, however...... I'm still not dead...... (Consciousness, still ...... ）

The laser magic I designed also stopped less than 6 seconds after I landed.

"Hey—" The body turned into a Blood Servant on its own, and it recovered in a very short time.

I stood on the scorched earth, staring blankly at the sight around me as if it were being burned by fire.

Black dust was constantly floating around, and on the black lava-like ground, only a few tall demons could be seen scorched mutilation, and the pale bones stood there, but they were all completely carbonized, and they looked like they were about to collapse when the wind blew them.