Chapter 145: Complex
Chapter 145 Complex
In Dallas's beautiful park, a summer rain swept away all the heat and irritability, leaving the earthy scent and fresh air.
XP's captain Gu Xianyong walked quietly in the park alone, and the flight back to China was at 19 o'clock in the evening, and he had the rest of his free time, and after he comforted his teammates a little, he came here to stay.
It doesn't matter if he wins the championship or not, whether he can enter the top 32 or not, but XP was eliminated by Little Japan, this cruel fact he can't accept, and all XP players can't accept it.
Because behind them, with the eyes of 20 million Taiwan compatriots and the attention of the 1.3 billion compatriots of the motherland, it is not the first time that they have lost and left the United States in disgrace.
A hand patted him on the shoulder from behind, Gu Xianyong turned around, and he finally saw Lu Fei.
However, at this time, he was not as excited as he imagined, and Lu Fei's face also seemed to have an expression that was difficult for others to guess.
"You know, the next CPL, the winter CPL, I may not be able to come to the United States again." Gu Xianyong was very disappointed.
Of course, Lu Fei understands that Gu Xianyong is already 24 years old, and after this competition, he will face the choice of retirement, and there is no other way.
"When I came, I said that I would compete with you, and swore in front of the club manager that I would definitely enter the top 8, but ......" Gu Xianyong's voice suddenly choked.
Who said that men don't shed tears, but it's not time to be sad.
Lu Fei didn't speak, just held his shoulders tightly, he knew that his mood was very fluctuating, and he needed someone to talk to.
He was not sad, but helpless, regretful, and angry because XP lost to JCCT.
"Taiwan's team is not allowed to participate in the competition on the mainland of the motherland, but it ...... But I am also a Chinese, and I have disgraced us Chinese. After saying this, Gu Xianyong's tears flowed out, and no one could stop him.
Lu Fei's eyes were slightly red, and that hand was held even harder.
Yes, he and Gu Xianyong don't know each other, but the reason why they can say their hearts so face-to-face is because of this sentence - "I am also a Chinese!" ”
At that moment, powerlessness, deep powerlessness.
It doesn't matter what champions, what ideals, or what honors, because these can never cover the deep Chinese complex, and the Chinese blood flowing in the heart will always be boiling until the life is burned clean.
Even if Lu Fei can play again, even if MDK dominates the world, it will always be a club in the United States, and it will never be the greatest pride of Chinese.
"It's never your home." Wang Hua's words sounded in Lu Fei's mind more than once.
Gu Xianyong didn't say anything more, turned around and left slowly, and his last back disappeared in Lu Fei's eyes.
Lu Fei just stayed under the tree, one by one, quietly, like a sculpture of eternal silence.
As soon as the heavy rain had passed, puddles of water were accumulating on the ground, and from time to time they were disturbed by the droplets of water falling from the trees, hitting their faces, and tears flowed down unconsciously......
Looking at the dark clouds rolling in the distance, Lu Fei's gaze pierced through the sky.
After so many glories and setbacks, he gradually saw his direction, that direction, on the other side of the Atlantic.
A voice in his heart was calling to him, and it was time for him to make a big choice......
The night was deep.
Huo Xixian pushed open the door of the room: "Lu Fei, are you looking for me?" ”
Lu Fei sat at the head of the bed, his face calm, unusually calm.
"Sister Huo, come here, I have something to say to you." Lu Fei beckoned.
Huo Xixian felt his heart start to beat so late, lonely man and widow, sitting on the same bed again, did he want to ......
Although Huo Xixian thought so in her heart, her body couldn't resist Lu Fei's words, and forced her heartbeat to sit down.
Lu Fei suddenly grabbed a pair of her jade hands and held them tightly, Huo Xixian's face turned red: "Lu Fei, you ......"
Lu Fei looked serious and said, "Sister Huo, I hope you can do me a favor?" ”
"What's the busy?"
Lu Fei looked at her and said word for word: "I, I decided to return to China." ”
With a "boom", Huo Xixian was like five thunderbolts, and his brain was buzzing with this sentence all of a sudden, and he couldn't come back to his senses at all.
This time, it wasn't Huo Xixian who was nervous, she held Lu Fei's tightly in her hands: "Tell me, why are you leaving?" ”
Lu Fei said firmly: "No why, just because, I am a Chinese, maybe my motherland needs me more." ”
Huo Xixian's first reaction was that Lu Fei had indeed been stimulated one after another during this period of time, and made decisions haphazardly.
But before she could speak, Lu Fei opened her mouth again: "I know, you must think that I think too much, but let me tell you, I didn't make up my mind, this time, I really decided to return to China, no matter what the price I pay, I will go back." ”
When this sentence came out, Huo Xixian knew that Lu Fei was playing for real, and he was not dizzy.
"But do you know what the consequences of doing this will be? The Chinese system will stop you from growing, once you go back, you will no longer be Lu Fei on the platform, you have to start over, and your contract, if you forcibly leave the team and terminate the contract, you will bear financial compensation, and even become nothing......"
"It's okay, money doesn't matter to me, I've calculated that the compensation is exactly all my income, I don't care about that." Lu Fei said quietly, without the slightest hesitation on his face, obviously after careful consideration.
Huo Xixian panicked, and suddenly didn't know what to say.
Of course, she also knew in her heart that these words could not keep Lu Fei, because she knew very well what kind of person Lu Fei was, and he could give up anything for his goals.
The most terrible point is that once Lu Fei leaves the United States, it means that the two of them are likely to never see each other again, and the little fantasy in her heart will be wiped out.
But how could Lu Fei not understand these.
"You can transfer, do you have to go back to China?"
Lu Fei didn't answer, just looked at her quietly.
"Lu Fei, you ......" Huo Xixian was anxious, she slowly raised her head, held Lu Fei's hand tightly, and looked into Lu Fei's eyes.
Lu Fei's gaze no longer has the confidence and persistence that he had when he first came to the United States, those eyes have changed, and now they are replaced by a deep and firm, as firm as a blade.
Looking at these eyes, Huo Xixian's heart melted and compromised.
Her feelings for Lu Fei will never be able to speak, and she can only stand silently behind him and take care of everything for him.
"You go, I promise to let you go through all the formalities and return to China as soon as possible, and I will help you deal with the rest of the contract issues." This sentence was said by Huo Xixian through gritted teeth.
She also has a determination, a determination to love.
Lu Fei slowly stood up and said nothing, because no matter what words could replace his gratitude to this woman, grateful for her trust and support.
Lu Fei lowered his head and gently kissed Huo Xixian's towering nose.
"Thank you, Sister Huo!" After saying this, Lu Fei turned around and strode towards the door.
In the room, Huo Xixian closed his eyes and didn't open them for a long time, only two lines of tears slowly oozed out of his closed eyes, dripping to the ground drop by drop......
The CPL battle is still raging.
When Huo Xixian informed Green of Lu Fei's decision on the phone, Green didn't say anything on the phone for at least a full minute.
He was obviously shocked too.
Lu Fei was discovered and brought out by him, and it became his greatest honor.
But he never imagined that Lu Fei would make this decision, and for a while, Green had mixed feelings, but he didn't know where to start.
"Mr. Green, what do you think of his decision?" Huo Xixian asked.
Green let out a long sigh: "Alva, maybe he made the right decision, because this kind of choice can only be made by someone like him, and I think we should respect his choice." ”
Huo Xixian was silent, and Green's words cut off her last illusion about Lu Fei.
If even Green can't convince Lu Fei, then there really is no one in this world who can keep Lu Fei in Aberdeen.
"Alva, let Lu come back to Aberdeen, I want to talk to him alone, you hurry back to Seattle and tell Mr. Blatter and your father about this, the sooner the better, while the CPL is not over yet."
"Okay, I'll go right away." Huo Xixian hung up the phone.
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