Chapter 164: Fear of Loss
"You're coming back from outside?" Although the tone sounded flat, it could still be heard that there was some dissatisfaction in it, and the breakfast bag Xiao Yao was carrying in his hand also looked extremely funny at this moment.
He pursed his lips slightly and looked at her coldly but stopped talking, in fact, he saw her when he was still at the door of the hotel just now, but the picture he saw was too dazzling and he didn't call her immediately, until Ah Chen entered the elevator and separated from her, he couldn't help but stop her.
I wanted him to get up early in the morning and go outside to buy food for her, but she didn't care about him at all, and found that he wasn't in the room and didn't know where he was to call and ask him where he was, so he left him to go out to eat with Ah Chen, Mr. Wolf only felt that his chest was tight and panicked, but he still took into account that he was still following Yichen and did not show displeasure on the spot.
Xiao Shuyi subconsciously stopped and turned to look back, but what she saw was Mr. Wolf who had just come back from going out, but he was frowning and his mouth was pursed, obviously looking unhappy.
She thought about it, and she didn't seem to mess with him, at least not this morning.
"That's right, I just came back early after eating with Ah Chen, is there a problem?" She didn't know what was wrong with this person, so she came out with such a cold dead face early in the morning, did she want to show her or what? She didn't mess with him anywhere!
The little girl who couldn't guess what was going on didn't have a good attitude towards him, and when she caught a glimpse of Wen Yichen who suddenly appeared next to him, her delicate eyebrows frowned slightly but she didn't say anything, just muttered a few words strangely in her heart.
It's just a game carnival, and Mr. Wolf actually asked his own secretary to come over in advance, which is really a big battle!
Of course, this is because she didn't know that Wen Yichen was also here to participate in the carnival of the Sword Killing Rivers and Lakes, and she might be a little surprised when she found out.
"Ah Chen?" Hearing her call her brother Ah Chen, Xiao Yao was even more unhappy in his heart, as if he had knocked over the vinegar jar, he strode up to her with the breakfast bag in his hand, squinted his eyes slightly, and asked coldly with thin lips: "Have you eaten?" ”
Knowing that she came back from the restaurant where the hotel served breakfast, he still couldn't help but ask knowingly, as if he wanted to find abuse.
"Didn't I just say it all? I've already eaten. Xiao Shuyi couldn't understand what kind of madness he was making, and she was inexplicable before she got to the room, and she glanced at him with a bad face and planned to ignore him and go up the stairs instead.
At this time, she just felt that he was inexplicable, but her indifferent attitude stimulated him, and he was pulled from behind before he took a few steps with his arm.
"I haven't eaten yet, eat with me." Xiao Yao was full of grievances, and just now he was fantasizing about the romance of going back to the room to have breakfast with her for a while, but suddenly he was told that she had already eaten him and there was only one person, and he immediately became like a three-year-old child, and began to make trouble unreasonably.
"Eat with you?" When Xiao Shuyi heard this, she looked at Mr. Wolf who nodded at her with her eyes wide in disbelief, and then showed a particularly disgusted expression, shook off his hand with a sneer, ignored his expectant gaze and walked up the stairs, leaving a sentence: "If you have a brain disease, go to the hospital for a check-up!" Don't drive me crazy early in the morning when there's nothing to do! ”
It's really funny, why does she have to eat with him? Which law does it provide for? Don't say that they don't have a subordinate relationship, but when he was still in school before, he was just a temporary professor at best, and he wasn't even a good teacher, right?
Xiao Shuyi was so angry and funny in her heart, she didn't want to say anything more to him at all, and it was a wrong decision to come with him.
She really thought that what he said to herself last night might be true, and she also recalled everything that had happened since the two met, although it was impossible for her to give him any hope, but she could still consider not being bad with him in the future, but she didn't expect that Mr. Wolf was a self-righteous person in his bones.
I couldn't help but chuckle self-deprecatingly again, I guess he was talking nonsense last night, right? How could someone like him have a real heart?
"Xiao Shuyi!" Mr. Wolf was stabbed by her eyes, and he couldn't care about anything else at the moment, so he chased Wen Yichen, who was still steaming and came to his side earlier, and chased after him as soon as he ran to the second staircase, and when he ran to the second staircase, he saw that she was about to go up to the third floor, and he said what he wanted to say in his heart without thinking: "Xiao Shuyi, you said I was crazy, what about you?" Do you know yourself well? ”
Even though he had a sense of pleasure when he shouted out the words in his heart, he then regretted it again, he said that he would not persecute her, and it only took one night to change, maybe she would not treat him even more in the future, right?
Also, he deserves it, knowing that she has her own happiness but insists on stepping in, this is the end of his rejection by her, and the retribution he deserves.
But he is also really in a dilemma, she thinks she knows herself very well and believes that the person she likes is Yue Chengyi, but she never can't see clearly and is unwilling to admit that she is not without feelings for him, he has always been the only one who is struggling for this relationship, and she always chooses to turn a blind eye.
Perhaps, maybe she knew? Knowing that he likes her is serious and not just joking, after all, his liking for her is so obvious that even a fool can see it, right?
Xiao Yao leaned towards the wall at the top of the stairs a little dejectedly, staring at her figure with a pair of eyes that refused to take his eyes off, with a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth, and the whole person looked slightly embarrassed and depressed.
There is usually no morning in the hotel, and most of the people who come to stay here do not get up early to move, so even if it is already bustling outside at this time, the corridor is still very quiet, even a little scary.
His last words came out under such a quiet hallway, filling her ears for a long time, hitting her heart, making her stunned for a moment, and her brain went blank.
She doesn't know herself? Don't know what you do?
It's the first time she's grown up to hear someone say this, she thinks she still knows a lot about herself, and she knows what she needs and what kind of person she is, no one knows better than her, but now he says she doesn't know herself.
Xiao Shuyi didn't continue to go up after a pause, but she didn't turn back immediately because of his words, still with her back to him, and after a long time, she didn't speak until she felt a little cold, and her voice was soft: "I don't know why you said this, but I don't want to know what your purpose is, Xiao Yao, I'm already an adult, and I know very well what I want and don't want, so I don't have to worry about you." ”
She only thought that he was saying that he didn't know what he wanted, and didn't think about the other meaning of his words, in her opinion, he did care about herself, but such care should be stopped.
There is something wrong with her these days, no matter how busy Chengyi is, she should never take the initiative to contact him, no matter how good Xiao Yao is, she should not let him go, giving him hope alive, but she has to extinguish the hope with her own hands.
"You think the person you like is him, but is your heart really true?"
Xiao Yao still looked at her without giving up, he had had enough days like this, he really didn't want to continue like this, it was better to say it than to let her pretend to be confused forever, at least she couldn't deceive herself anymore.
No matter how big and difficult the things in the company are, there has never been a time when he can't solve them, and there will be no dilemma, only her, and only when it involves her affairs, he will be out of proportion and only want to do it for her.
"Xiao Shuyi, I thought I made it clear enough, I like you, it's useless no matter how you try to escape this," he took a deep breath, and continued with the little courage left in his heart: "You have a childhood sweetheart who grew up with you, if you also like him, I won't continue to pester you, but obviously you don't have no feelings for me, why lie to yourself?" ”
As he said this, he shuffled towards her with heavy steps, and when he stood in front of her, his eyes stared at her without even blinking, and he grabbed her shoulders and approached her, closed his eyes, and asked in a low and hoarse voice, "Why?" Xiao Shuyi, I beg you to tell me, and I beg you to tell yourself, running away will never be the best solution. ”
His voice was calm but a little oppressive, like a distinct and ordinary conversation, but it made you feel like you were facing an ancient king, and she almost couldn't breathe.
No one passed by in the corridor, and the soundproofing of the hotel was very good, so no one would hear the conversation between the two at all, and it was precisely because of this that the silence of the atmosphere at the moment was more prominent.
"I, no, I don't like you, Xiao Yao, let me go!" The person she likes has always been only Cheng Yi, and she has never changed, whether it was before, now, or in the future, she will never change.
Xiao Shuyi shook her head a little sluggishly at first, and then suddenly raised her head to look at him, struggling to get rid of his confinement, her eyes were extremely resolute.
There's no way she's going to like Mr. Wolf, absolutely impossible!
He's lying to her, he's lying!
"Xiao Shuyi, you sober me up! Treat it as if I begged you. She still refused to believe his words or what she thought in her heart, and still blindly vetoed that she also had feelings for him, and the moment he heard her denial, the thought of giving up flashed in his heart.
What did it mean to him that she didn't want to admit it?
But he didn't want to give up because of this, she was something he finally met, how could he easily say that he would give up? Throw in the towel easily?
The more he spoke, the weaker it became, as if he was really exhausted, and for no reason it scared her, and the reason for her fear was something she didn't want to admit.
Xiao Shuyi's struggling hands gradually fell, and she slowly squatted on the steps of the stairs with her head in her hands, closed her eyes and didn't want to think about it anymore, even afraid that the voice in her heart would appear again and remind her.
She was afraid of losing him......