Chapter 200: A Dream Comes True
On Shengli's first day off, she wanted to visit the big city of Hangzhou, and from morning to evening, no one knew her city, and all her joys, sorrows and sorrows slipped away with the sound of hurried footsteps. Someone in the corner of the square played and sang Huang Jiaju's "Goodbye Ideal":
"Sitting alone on the corner of the road, waking up by the cold wind, silently accompanying my lonely shadow, I just want to hug the guitar tightly and tell the bitterness. At this moment, I remembered the past, and I had a rush in my heart, leaving aside the reality and having no worries, as if I had everything around me, as if I had everything around me, and seemed to build a barrier with others, and poured a few spirits into the empty cup. Wash away the sorrow through that wine, when will the old bosom friends meet again, but I hope to gather together to tell each other about the past......"
I saw a wandering singer with long curly hair in a shawl, holding a guitar and performing lifelessly, the more he sang, the more desolate it became, and not many people stopped to listen. Compared with the bouncing boy he met in West Lake before, he was more pessimistic. I don't know how many people in this world suffer all kinds of pain and hardship every day. The boy's head was lowered, thus muffling his voice and courage.
Sheng Li stopped for more than ten minutes, but the boy never looked up, and he didn't look at the money given by others, nor did he say thank you. Sheng Li thought that such a big person didn't even know the least amount of politeness, and wondered if he was too deeply involved, after all, these people all claimed to be wandering artists, putting on a shelf to show their dignity. But dignity is not begging, she and Ah Xing have also sung in Xi'an, and they don't feel so humble.
"Boy, do you love music?" Shengli squatted in front of him, tilted his head and asked, his hair covering his face, seeing that he was not a few years older than himself, the boy didn't dare to answer when he saw someone talking, just nodded.
"Are you here to make money, or are you here for the music?" The boy didn't know how to answer, he loved music and wanted to make money.
"Are you a graduate of the Conservatory?" The boy shook his head, he felt that someone was discriminating against him, and he either gave money or left. He hadn't spoken to anyone in a long time, and no one wanted to talk to him.
"I think if you want to make money, you should sing something scrappy. Yang, such as "Sea and Sky", if for music, you should sing some songs that suit your voice, such as "Do you know I'm waiting for you"". The boy glanced at her obliquely, it was a village girl in a pink floral dress, what right did he have to point fingers, although he was not a music major, but he had taught himself music for many years, and continued to ignore her.
Sheng Li saw that he was arrogant, picked up the microphone, and asked him to play a song "Loess High Slope", the boy saw such a domineering girl for the first time, she was a crazy woman, and she was shameless. Unexpectedly, Sheng Li opened her voice and startled him, the voice that came out of the microphone was high-pitched and powerful, which suddenly made many people turn their heads to watch, so they followed her rhythm: "My family lives on the loess high slope, and the wind blows from the slope, whether it is the northwest wind or the southeast wind, it is my song, my song...... My family lives on the loess high slope, and the wind blows from the slope in all seasons, whether it is 800 years or 10,000 years, it is my song, my song ......"
More and more people stopped to watch, and this song is particularly in line with Shengli's temperament, simple, capable, heroic and bright. The boy was infected by Katsu-ri and stood up and played the guitar vigorously. Seeing that passers-by liked to listen, Shengli simply pulled them to sing and dance together, and suddenly they were surrounded by a circle, because they were young, they quickly carnivaled together. The boy no longer has low self-esteem, looking up at the smiling faces jumping, they are not discriminatory, but really happy.
Sheng Li sang another song "Xintianyou", and the audience applauded again and again, the boy sang like a fly buzzing before, plus it was Cantonese, and he couldn't understand what he was singing at all. Suddenly, it rained, everyone dispersed, Shengli helped him clean up the equipment, the boy whispered thank you, Shengli heard clearly, in fact, he spoke in a good voice. With so many people reveling, who would understand that her heart was dripping blood, this boy was melancholy with longing, at least stronger than her.
"You said before that I should sing love songs, but I haven't really been in love, and I can't feel the feeling." He was a little timid, just now he said that she was a village girl, and if he looked closely, she was quite beautiful, and he was ashamed of his prejudice.
"Then haven't you watched a romance movie, don't have a favorite female star?" This head is too ineffective. Live, haven't you ever eaten pork and never seen a pig run?
"When I was studying, I had a crush on a girl who was beautiful, but someone else's girlfriend." The boy said with low self-esteem that Shengli felt that anyone should have a future that should belong to him, and kept looking down, and he definitely couldn't see the scenery in front of him.
"Then, I'll give you a love." Sheng Li had a whim, and the boy looked at her in surprise, how could there be such a self-respecting person in the world. "Why, I didn't lack a nose or eyes, and your first love. How far apart are people? It's like acting, a drama, you fantasize about me as her, and I fantasize about you as the lover in my heart, giving you and me a dream come true. ”
"That, that, how, how to act?" The boy was at a loss and didn't dare to try, he had never been so friendly after coming to Hangzhou for so long.
"You don't even have this little bit of artistic energy, what kind of music do you play!" Sheng Li also felt that she was crazy, Ting Liang had been gone for so long, and the first time she opened her mouth to sing, she tried to numb herself, find a stand-in, and complete their previous agreement.
"But, it's raining, let's go back, I don't know you, I won't play with you!" Ke Shengli has already entered the role, pulling him to run in the rain, jumping and dancing as he runs, singing in his mouth: "I like you inexplicably, I fall in love with you deeply, there is no reason, no reason." Inexplicably I like you, I fall in love with you deeply, from the day I met you, do you know that I am waiting for you? If you really care about me......"
Kicking the water under his feet, under the reflection of colorful lights, Shengli looks like an angel. The boy was stunned by this scene, how many times, in his dreams, he danced, laughed, and sang like this with the girl he liked. This girl is here to save him, the family let him go to medical school, but he only loves music, and when the time comes, no one listens to the songs he writes, and passers-by only love to listen to the popular songs of the moment. Down-and-out like this, he didn't dare to go home, so he had to sing other people's songs to get some money, he was not a poor person but he became a poor person, and the more he sang, the more inferior he became.
Ting Liang said that Shengli was slender and must look good when dancing, so Shengli followed him to learn ballroom dancing and pulled the boy around stiffly. The boy was embarrassed, but he was slowly driven, and the beautiful love in his mind was also pure and clean, he should believe her once and completely empty himself.
The rain didn't seem to stop, and the only people in the square who passed by with umbrellas were the only ones who were playing wildly there. The laughter that came out was the most depressed voice in their hearts, they each had their own bitterness, but they were all strong people, so at this moment, the two hearts began to understand, shouting desperately, running desperately, in order to move forward desperately.
Shengli's clothes were soaked, and the lines of his body came out, and the boy began to get lost, he picked up Shengli and turned in a circle, shouting loudly: "Tingting, I love you!" When Shengli heard him shout like this, she also cried and shouted: "Tingliang, I love you!" I really love you so much......" two different hearts, trying to realize the dream in their hearts, but at the same time, they have finally woken up, it's time to wake up!
"Thank you!" The boy cried and said, "I never dared to say this, today, it is you who have made me realize my wish for many years, she and her boyfriend went abroad, and it is estimated that they will never see each other again." It was you who woke me up, I was no longer depressed, I wanted to be myself, in the future, no matter how difficult it was, I would sing my own music, this is my real dream! ”
"Thank you too, the person I love has also gone far away, I don't know why I live, but seeing you today, seeing you so inferior, so embarrassed, I don't think you should be like this, I regret that I am not able to help you. In the future, you look forward to a good future, maybe it is beautiful, provided that you look up, we are all the same! Shengli found the meaning of living, Ting Liang said that the reason why his father worked so hard to make money was to help more people realize their dreams of becoming rich. She doesn't have that much ability, but at least don't drag down the second brother, don't trouble anyone anymore, and be self-reliant.
"I apologize for my previous actions!" He had also read books for so many years, but tonight he made such an outrageous move, a strange city, a strange person, and his heart was full of gratitude to her.
"It's me who is too presumptuous, and your voice is really good. Go to Beijing, there may be more opportunities, as long as you don't starve to death or freeze to death, there will always be a day to get ahead. Sheng Li saw a handsome and shy face under his covered hair, there are many encounters in life, and not every encounter has to have an ending.
"Are you from northern Shaanxi, these two songs are really well sung." He said shyly that he had forgotten how the scene had just happened.
"I'm from southern Shaanxi, and it's far from northern Shaanxi, but I really like this kind of song." Sheng Li thought of Ah Xing, he should accompany the second brother for her, and thanked the sky for letting them meet.
"My name is Jingxi, what's your name?" He was finally able to speak loudly, and the last time he expressed it like this was when he quarreled with his parents, and the firmness and righteousness that he still regretted. The outside world is the same as the lyrics, very exciting and helpless.
"The same is the end of the world, why should we have known each other!" Shengli was reluctant to contact more people, so he didn't ask any more questions.
"Thank you, I really enjoyed today and will never forget it!" She asked him to re-understand himself and the world, and it turned out that there was no hope in helplessness.
"We spend two hours to realize our dreams, pay two hours of sincerity, and then turn around to forget, this is all I have, I wish you a great future." Sheng Li gave him the only more than 500 yuan she had. Jing Xi didn't want it, she stuffed it in his pocket and left, Jing Xi ran over and hugged her tightly.
"Thank you!" Jing Xi cried and said, like saying to his relatives, such a good person can't be seen in a blink of an eye, he is very sad, "I don't have anything to give you, just send you a song, I have a name in mind, it's called "Rainy Night". It may take a year or many years before you can hear this song, but this song was written only for you, please remember me, Jingxi. I'm going to work hard to make sure you hear this song sooner rather than later, trust me! ”
"You're going to make it, goodbye!" It's time for Seung-ri to go back to the dormitory. Jing Xi kissed her deeply on the forehead, she didn't dodge it, this was Ting Liang's favorite way to say goodbye before, and she gradually disappeared from Jing Xi's sight. She was right, he should go to Beijing, where there are many seniors, you can ask them for advice, hold the money she gave, excited, and give everything to a stranger, then she will definitely be able to live well in the future.
In the wind and rain, Shengli remembered that when she was a child, the eldest mother always poured the dregs of medicine for the uncle on the road, and the legend said that if someone stepped on it, it would be transferred to him, so that the uncle's illness would be cured. Every time, Shengli will take Shengnan to step on it vigorously and sweep the medicine residue to the ground, so as not to be stepped on by others again.
When she was in elementary school, she was just grateful to her uncle for allowing her to study, and her aunt scolded her for being hard-working, thinking that she would definitely recover soon if she was transferred to her. However, the uncle's illness still did not improve, and he finally left them. Facing Jingxi today, she doesn't know if it's right to transfer her emotions like this, whether it will also be self-deception and futile effort. But they need to vent, they need to find a breakthrough to recognize themselves. On the road of confusion, no matter how hard it is, you can't give up.
Back in the dormitory, the little sister has gotten off work, seeing that she is soaked, so I quickly help her find a change of clothes, the little sister asked her what she was doing, Sheng Li said that she went fishing. The little sister said in a daze, how could it be at night, Shengli also felt crazy, but only this once. Jingxi, maybe in the near future, there will be this person's name standing on the music scene, maybe not. But at least, he carried on his promises, and he succeeded when he achieved it.
She is the same, she can't push herself to a corner, she will never be able to wake up, Ting Liang may be watching her from the sky, she can't be looked down upon by him. She should live a strong life, in case she figures it out one day, and when she returns to the barrage, she still has nothing. Now that she is penniless, she can only work hard to do a good job, bless Jingxi, and bless herself.
On this day, Boss Zou found Qiangzi and said that he had a friend who was also deducted by Party A, so he recommended him on his own initiative, hoping to help get the account back, and the commission was higher than what he gave before. Qiangzi thought about it, he promised Shengli, you have to think twice before doing things, and you must play some tricks for scoundrels, last time it was to go. Shit luck, you can't go with such luck every time. In case of an accident, he has to enter the game again, and no amount of money can be exchanged for Shengli's forgiveness.
"Boss Zou, I'm sorry! If it's our own construction site, I promise it's incumbent on us to leave everyone and everything but you aside. I promised my family not to let them worry about me anymore, please understand! After speaking, he didn't dare to look at Boss Zou, for fear of offending him.
"Well done!" Boss Zou originally thought that he would 100% agree, because when he saw the 100,000 banknotes that time, he was so excited that he was incoherent. This refusal proves that he is not greedy and has some determination. He was so young and knew how to advance and retreat, and he was a little relieved.
"Thank you for your forgiveness! Then say sorry to your friends for me, I'm really sorry! Qiangzi knew that it would displease him, but his life was not only for himself, but also for Shengli, and he didn't want to change his original intention because of this. Boss Zou asked him to go back to the office and do things in a down-to-earth manner, and there will always be a day to get ahead.