Chapter Two Hundred and Seven: Start Again
"Even if my sister doesn't live long, you'll still like her, right?" Gu Nanxi, who said this, exuded a sad atmosphere throughout his body.
"Not long to live? What's going on. ”
Mu Dong had never heard of this kind of thing, and originally thought that Gu Nanxi didn't like him and made up a lie, but after thinking about it, she didn't seem to have to do it, was this a test?
"Even if she leaves this world tomorrow, I will love her until the last moment." If this is a test, then Mu Dong thinks that he will definitely be able to pass, his liking has nothing to do with other factors, he just likes Gu Yaqiu.
"I hope you keep your promise, I will help you, but let me warn you first, my sister may not live long." Saying that, Gu Nanxi turned around and walked towards the door, leaving Mu Dong, who was stunned, standing in place.
After thinking about it for a long time, Mu Dong finally made up his mind to confess again, no matter what Gu Nanxi said was true or not, he just liked Gu Yaqiu.
Back to Gu Yaqiu's rented apartment, when she returned home, she had already prepared the dishes, and for Mu Dong, it had now become a real home.
Looking at Gu Yaqiu, who had a gentle face, Mu Dong plucked up the courage to hand over the flowers, and Gu Yaqiu, who received the flowers, was stunned for a moment, but then took the flowers with a smile.
"I... Like you, stay with me! ”
At this moment, Mu Dong had forgotten the scene, and only after Gu Nanxi's mouth did he know that his face was as red as a monkey's buttocks, and his ears had already caught up with the red-hot iron.
After hearing his words, Gu Yaqiu's face obviously showed embarrassment, but as Gu Nanxi said something in her ear, she finally smiled and nodded.
"If you can do it, then I do."
The next moment when Gu Yaqiu agreed, Mu Dong's whole person was stunned, and the joy of success was suddenly overwhelmed, making him "hehe" smirk, as for the meaning of Gu Yaqiu's words, he didn't have time to think about it for the time being, and only saw the message sent by Gu Nanxi at night, and when he saw this message, his heart suddenly sank to the bottom.
The content of the message is what Gu Nanxi said to Gu Yaqiu, "He said that after you die, you can forget everything and start over, sister, just try it and try to fall in love, don't you like him very much." ”
I have to say that Gu Nanxi helped him a lot this time, but this also proves that Gu Nanxi did not lie to him, and Gu Yaqiu's terminal illness is not a test.
After that, Mu Dong treated Gu Nanxi better, and at the same time, Gu Yaqiu's physical condition became worse and worse, and after seven months, she was admitted to the hospital, that year Mu Dong was twenty-two years old and resolutely took her out of the hospital despite her parents' opposition, and the two spent the last February, and in February, Mu Dong took her to get a certificate and got married, so that she had no regrets.
In the end, Mu Dong fulfilled Gu Yaqiu's last wish, let her die without pain and still maintain a certain appearance, and in mid-February 2018, he took Gu Yaqiu on a final trip abroad, and after saying goodbye, Gu Yaqiu slowly fell asleep in his arms.
She was still smiling at the moment before she fell asleep, even if she closed her eyes, the smile on the corner of her mouth still did not fade, Gu Yaqiu apologized to him countless times before her death, saying that she couldn't accompany him through this life.
Mu Dong didn't cry that day, this was what he promised Gu Yaqiu, and in the countless late nights that followed, he finally couldn't bear the pain, the feeling of losing his beloved was more painful than he imagined, and it was at that time that he changed from a relatively sunny guy to an otaku who used alcohol and cigarettes to anesthetize himself.
He quit his current job and fled to Shenzhen, where he now lives, where he got rid of everything, and did not do what he promised Gu Yaqiu, live a good life after her death, forget about her, and start a new life.
At that time, his family did not bother him, only he lived alone, Gu Nanxi came to take care of him from time to time, but it was a pity that he was always anesthetized in alcohol, and he forgot most of the things in those days, those days were gloomy, and the gloomy days lasted for two years before he began to come out.
Life always has to start again, and the sadness was deeply hidden by him after two years, just like he promised Gu Yaqiu, one day two years later, he had an epiphany and began to fulfill his promise to start a new life...
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After watching the movie, Mu Dong took Gu Nanxi to walk on the street after ten o'clock, he took Gu Nanxi's hand and took her to walk along the white dotted line, seven years ago he also took her hand for a walk, but then it was as a brother-in-law, and now it is as a lover.
"I didn't see you as a substitute for your sister." I don't know why Mu Dong wants to explain such a sentence, obviously Gu Nanxi didn't ask this question, this is where she is sensible, she never asks unpleasant questions for the two of them.
After Gu Yaqiu left him, the identities of the two were reversed, she was much more mature than him at that time, Gu Nanxi brought him a lot of warmth in those two years, so he couldn't figure out whether his liking for Gu Nanxi now was gratitude, family affection or love...
But no matter which one it is, he hopes to bring laughter and happiness to Gu Nanxi, it's not because Gu Yaqiu just wants to pay for Gu Nanxi.
"What are you doing now, my sister is me, you can also treat me as my sister, I don't care." Gu Nanxi, who lowered her head, said insincerely, who doesn't want a boyfriend in love to be for herself, even if she is such a sensible girl.
"I've never been good to you because of your sister, in fact, even if I don't have your sister, I'll still be good to you, you are you, what I like is just that you're not someone else."
Mu Dong is very clear, it's not that he doesn't love Gu Yaqiu, it's more like a dream for Gu Yaqiu, a dream that ends his youth, just like his first love is ignorant and bitter but exudes a charming fragrance.
For Gu Nanxi, it is like a warm porridge for breakfast, not ostentatious or special, but it is irreplaceable to last, and he is willing to use all his tenderness on Gu Nanxi for the rest of his life, not because of Gu Yaqiu.
"I want to tell you that you and your sister are different, both of them are people I like, and at the same time, thank you for your willingness to like me, a half-hearted old man." As he spoke, Mu Dong hugged Gu Nanxi's waist and left a warm kiss on her forehead.
When he said this, Gu Nanxi's eyes suddenly turned red, if it was because of her sister Gu Yaqiu's entrustment to take care of Mu Dong at the beginning, after knowing her mind ignorantly, she has always taken care of Mu Dong from the bottom of her heart, so how could she not be moved.