Chapter 115: Watch Me? The real me?

"I know that you work under that little girl in the Ninomiya family, have you ever thought about changing jobs?"

Because Shota was still holding his breath in his heart, he didn't plan to speak, and Sunset took the initiative to find a topic when he saw this.

"Ninomiya? What is that. ”

It was the first time he had heard this name, and although he was still a little dissatisfied with what had just happened, curiosity had overcome everything.

"What?"

Sunset was also a little surprised by Shota's curious look, and he looked at Shota in surprise.

"Don't you know until now, the owner of the coffee shop where you work is a member of the Ninomiya family, and her name is Yui Ninomiya, didn't she tell you?"

"Huh? She told me what she was doing, what did her surname do to me, I just worked under her and got paid, and I wasn't interested in anything else. ”

When I thought of going to where she lived that day, Shota had a toothache, and sure enough, it was a big family that could live so well even if it was a temper and ran away from home, look at yourself again.

is also a person who comes out to live and compares with her...... Bah! What do I compare to her.

Thinking of this, Shota continued to look out the window. And Sunset saw that he seemed to be deliberately avoiding it, so he didn't mean to go any deeper.

"Last time, I thought you already knew her identity, but I didn't think she would tell you."

"Boring! I'm not in the mood for secrets, especially as a woman.

If possible, I would rather live alone in the mountains, as a wild man who has never read a book or seen the world, and I think I will live a very happy life. ”

It was the first time Shota had revealed his heart to others, but he didn't mind.

Because no one will believe these words, he has experienced this kind of thing in his previous life, and all he gets is ridicule and ridicule, and he is used to it.

"What do you say! You want to be a wild man. ”

Sure enough! Sunset looked at him in shock, too, and Shota just glanced at him out of the corner of his eye and kept his attention out the window.

"Then I'm curious, my Savage Sir, how would you live in the forest if you didn't have the life you have now."

"I don't want to talk about it, just think I'm a maverick monster."

Not even having the idea of arguing with him, Shota has learned to shut up as quickly as possible in this gaze.

He knew that he had to fence his thoughts and words so that pigs and wanderers would not break into the garden of thoughts, and although that would make him seem lonely, over time he would gradually like the feeling until he began to have symptoms of hating people.

"Well, since you don't want to talk about it. Then I think you must be very interested in the recent case. ”

It seems that Sunset must find something to talk about before he is willing, and Shota who turns his head to look at him does not want him to get his wish.

"To be honest, I'm not as interested as you say, can I not listen if I can?"

Sunset suddenly stopped the car on the side of the road, and he looked at Shota with burning eyes, and his expression gradually became serious.

"I feel some changes in you, what caused you to change."

"Changed? Have it? ”

Shota didn't pay any attention to the eyes that could almost be said to be interrogation, and instead looked at Sunset with a smile on his face.

"The reason why you say that I have changed now is because you didn't know me before, maybe the so-called changed me in your mouth now is the real me.

The real me doesn't look as good as you think, he has low self-esteem, depression, and even a little weird. Maybe I wanted to pretend to be a normal person too much, so I gave you the illusion that I wore a gentle mask, and now I don't want to pretend anymore. ”

"Why! It's good to look like you're wearing a mask, why do you want to show your true self. ”

Sunset stared at him for a long time and seemed to have accepted Shota's words, but continued to question him.

"How do you look in a mask?"

Shota asked rhetorically, then leaned back in the chair with a long sigh of relief.

"It's as if the pain is happening to you, and no one can say that you can empathize with it if you haven't experienced it yourself.

You think I'm good like that, but I'm suffering all the time. Even every one of your approving glances and expectant glances weighs on me.

If I wore that mask again, I had a hunch that I would never be able to hold on and go crazy. I knew how horrible it was to go crazy, so I had to stop it before that day came, even if it was to reveal the real me. ”

Xiang Tai is really not used to discussing life with others, and he is still a person who is about the same age as himself, and everyone has gone the same way in life, and no one can tell anyone, so make do with life as long as you don't die.

Seeing that Shota seemed to spit out the last breath in his body, Sunset withdrew his gaze. The car was restarted, and the two continued on their way.

"What do you think about that incident about the Sword Demon?"

It seems that the topic just now is more depressing, and Sunset has changed it again.

"How else can you look at it, of course, just sit at home and watch it."

This time he turned sideways out the window again. It's not that he doesn't feel Sunset's intentions, it's just an excuse to test himself, and Shota has no interest in playing a cat-and-mouse game with him.

Maybe it's really the recent events that make him feel tired, and Shota has the idea of wanting to relax.

"It was decided to list the sword demon as a wanted person in the Metropolitan Police Department, and the reward amount was 300,000 yuan. I think it's high, what do you think? ”

Seeing that Shota was not interested, Sunset was a little reluctant to continue to seduce him with topics.

This time, Shota finally turned his head and looked directly at Sunset, but his eyes were full of deep decadence.

"I think we can raise the price a little higher, maybe some unemployed people will take this as a job, and something more interesting will happen.

I've always felt that you shouldn't actively activate a crisis before it happens, you know. Sometimes the difference between active and passive is often huge, and the sword demon I met is not a madman who is sitting idly by.

Rather than worrying about the dangerous person who doesn't know where he is at the moment, I think the topic of your new job may be a little more interesting to me.

You know, I'm not a person with any resistance to money. ”

Shota suddenly laughed as he looked at Sunset, who had already straightened his face, and then turned his head again.

Rather than let him continue to talk about these boring things, Shota should take the topic over, because he is a little more interested in the new job Shota in his mouth than those messy things.

He was always kind and friendly about his salary.

People may be good and bad, but money does not distinguish between good and evil, he will not look at the world with that boring view of good and evil, you must know that the economy determines the superstructure is a theory that was put forward a long time ago and has not been broken, and Shota is taking it as the vane of life.