Chapter 226: Sadness
"This is history, this is history." Huang Xiaowei read these five words over and over again, but now he is like a fool, a fool who doesn't understand anything.
Huang Xiaowei knelt in front of Cao Cao, who had been shot through the lungs by an armor-piercing cone and nailed to the ground. The sudden bad news made him completely unsure of how to deal with it, and he didn't even know what kind of expression to show.
He stretched out his hand tremblingly, his expression was very bleak and wooden, "Old, old Cao, you, what's wrong with you." ”
"King Wei!" Pang Dexu Huang and they arrived, and thousands of shield players used the big shields in their hands to firmly protect Cao Cao, who was seriously injured and his life was hanging by a thread.
"Doctor, doctor!" Xu Huang hugged Cao Cao, whose body was getting colder and colder, and his mind was becoming more and more unclear, and shouted with teary eyes, shouting for the marching physician to come to Cao Cao, to save their King Wei.
Huang Xiaowei sat in front of Cao Cao, didn't know anything, couldn't say anything, and at this time, Cao Cao, who was shot through the lungs by Li Longji's arrow, suddenly grabbed Huang Xiaowei's hand, the old man's mouth continued to overflow with dark red blood, and the old eyes were full of tears, but those wise eyes were full of helplessness about fate at the moment.
He opened his mouth full of blood foam, stared at Huang Xiaowei who was wooden, and his big white hand clutched Huang Xiaowei's cold palm, "Go, send us away, this can't be changed, and you can never escape!" ”
Cao Cao understood, he understood all this thoroughly, and the reason why he was able to see the layer of fog that shrouded him and everyone was thanks to Li Longji's arrow.
It was Li Longji's arrow that told Cao Cao everything, and it was Li Longji's arrow that woke up the old man.
All along, he, like everyone else, has had another unrealistic dream, in fact, Cao Cao is not a person who loves to daydream, but modern life is too good, and it is too obsessive for him.
Invisibly, the old man's eyes were covered with a white veil, which made him unable to see everything in front of him clearly, and made him reluctant to think about other problems.
He just wants to stay in modern times with peace of mind, and spend his old age in modern times with peace of mind.
But today, Li Longji's arrow shattered his dream, and the moment Cao Cao was hit by the arrow, he understood the problem he had just discussed with Liu Bei, and he understood the problem that he had never figured out.
This arrow is the answer.
........
Listening to Cao Cao's words, Huang Xiaowei still had that blank expression, and now he only seems to show this expression.
Wan'er died, Lao Cao was also seriously injured, Huang Xiaowei's facial nerves seemed to have been necrotic, unable to show any other expressions, and his brain was also blank, but even so, the brain continued to work.
Go, send us away? This can't be changed, and you can never escape!
What does that mean, what does it mean? What is Lao Cao talking about? What to send them away, what can't be changed, what can't escape? ...... the hell What the hell is he talking about......
In fact, Huang Xiaowei already knows the answer in his heart, but his head doesn't know it yet.
But someone will let him know, because this is the day he was waiting for.
Without any pause, the voice sounded in Huang Xiaowei's heart again, knocking on Huang Xiaowei's heart like Huang Zhongdalu.
"That's history! This is their fate! What you can't change, you can't change anything, every single one of them will die, your friends will die, and those people you cherish will die one after another, in history, in their original ending. ”
"See? Have you seen it all? You think that if you help him heal him, he will not die, and he will be able to live by your side unharmed, but you are wrong, real history can have small mistakes, but it will never change its original trajectory. ”
"You can't save them, not even ....... It will make them die even worse. ”
Huang Zhong's loud voice knocked on Huang Xiaowei's heart, and it also completely shook him out of his state of distraction.
The hazy expression was gone, replaced by fear, a fear that was difficult to grasp.
Huang Xiaowei's kneeling body began to tremble, he grabbed his head with trembling hands, his body trembled very much, and it was also very scary, his eyes seemed to jump out of his sockets, and his face was even more pale.
A great fear weighed down on him, and the overwhelming cold enveloped his whole body.
At this moment, Huang Xiaowei returned to normal, but this was normal....... Don't.
The hazy pupils turned into pain and fear, and the cold hairs on his body stood upside down. Huang Xiaowei is normal, which also means that he finally understands what happened, he was abnormal before, and it is not an exaggeration to call him living in a dream.
"Ahh——!h Huang Xiaowei hugged his head and let out a wail, sounding like a wounded beast.
His eyes stared at the blood-stained earth, the land that was red by Cao Cao's blood, looking at all this, Huang Xiaowei's eyes rolled in fear in his sockets, and his heart let out a sad roar.
"That's history! That's history! I can't change it, I can't change anything, he's right, that person is right! That's history....... I thought that he wouldn't die if I cured Lao Cao's headwind, but it's useless, history will not change, when the time comes, Lao Cao will still die, whether I save him or not, he will follow his own historical trajectory, life trajectory step by step! I can't hold it, I can't change it, I can't do anything, and I might even let them die......."
The sad roar in Huang Xiaowei's heart ended, because when he roared here, he remembered one thing and remembered someone.
"Wan'er....... Wan'er is dead, Wan'er is dead, because this is history, and no one can change it! In history, she died in the Shenlong Coup, and she really died in the Shenlong Coup, but, but....... But she's not * in history, and she's ....... too."
The voice sounded again, only this time indifferently.
"Because you want to change her history, you want to change her fate."
Holding his head and crying, Huang Xiaowei, who was screaming in his heart, suddenly paused, his eyes looked at the bloodstains on the ground in a daze, Cao Cao had been carried away to treat his injuries, so he was the only one left here.
He looked at the blood on the ground, and his hands clenched around his head fell to his sides.
"I couldn't save them, and I made them die even worse........ Wan'er is an example, a living example! In history, she was just cut off by Li Longji, but now, but now she is *......*, burned alive....... Burned alive by the fire! ”
"It's all me, it's all my fault, I let her die and can't even find her bones, I made her ......."
Wait, suddenly, Huang Xiaowei seemed to remember something, he slowly stood up, turned his head to look behind him.
He saw Meng Tian and Qin Shi Huang running towards him, he saw Liu Bei lying in Zhang Fei's arms with blood bleeding from the corner of his mouth, and he even saw Cao Cao who had an armor-piercing cone stuck in his lungs and had little life.
What that person said not long ago finally slowly appeared in Huang Xiaowei's heart again.
"This is history, this is their fate! What you can't change, you can't change anything, every single one of them will die, your friends will die, and those people you cherish will die one after another, in history, in their original ending. ”
"They're going to die, they're going to die, they're all going to be like they are today...... Die in front of me. Huang Xiaowei's body was trembling, his eyes looked at Qin Shi Huang, and he said two words tremblingly, "Dune." ”
His eyes looked at Meng Tian, and he said two words tremblingly, "Kill yourself!" ”
His eyes looked at Liu Bei, and he said two words tremblingly, "Yiling!" ”
The last and biggest fear exploded in Huang Xiaowei's heart.
He hugged his head as if he was crazy, and he rushed to Qin Shi Huang and Meng Tian who ran over and cried and shouted, "Don't come, don't come over!" ”
"Don't, don't do this, don't ....... They're all mine....... Relatives," Huang Xiaowei hugged his head and cried in a broken heart, "Don't ...... Don't ...... like that"
At this moment, Qin Shi Huang who was lying on the dunes sick bed and dying in his mind had already emerged, Meng Tian who drew his sword and killed himself in the northern Xinjiang military camp, as well as Liu Bei, who was burned half of his life by the fire, and Cao Cao, who was about to die.
They were all his friends, the people he held most dear, and now he was told that all of them would die, that all his friends would die according to the historical records, but he could do nothing, and even if he did anything, it might make them die even worse.
"Don't ...... Don't, please, don't come, don't come! Huang Xiaowei went crazy and collapsed, in the face of this sudden, successive blows, he had collapsed, standing in place, he was crazy and waved his hands, as if driving away some demon, but there were only Meng Tian and Qin Shi Huang in front of him.
Huang Xiaowei twisted his body, waved his arms, and the expression on his face was nothing but fear or fear, he was afraid, he was afraid!
"Don't come, don't come, don't, you let them go, I beg you to let them go!"
"Xiaowei, what's wrong with you! Look at me, I'm Lao Meng! Meng Tian was frightened by Huang Xiaowei's appearance, he grabbed Huang Xiaowei's hand and shouted with his big hand.
The frantic Huang Xiaowei quieted down, blinking his teardrop eyes, Huang Xiaowei gently moved his gaze to Meng Tian and to Qin Shi Huang beside him.
But.......
"Ah——!h An even sharper exclamation came from Huang Xiaowei's mouth, he hugged his head, turned around and fled as fast as he could, escaping from Chang'an City.
He didn't dare to look at Meng Tian and them again, because as soon as he saw them, Huang Xiaowei would think of their end.
They are his friends, his relatives! But in the end, they will still die, or they will die! He could only watch, he could only watch his relatives, his brothers, go to that end.
What can't be changed, can't be escaped.
Huang Xiaowei opened his arms, let out a sharp scream from his mouth, crying like a madman, shouting, screaming, fleeing, he fled to the Xiwei Bridge, he ran all the way, screamed all the way, and kept shouting in his mouth, "Don't, don't do this!" Ah——!h ”
collapsed, Huang Xiaowei has ..... Completely devastated.
At sunset, in the twilight, the figure who waved his arms and fled like the wind, the one who let out endless cries of sorrow, the man whose face was full of tears, crushed by fear and fate, stepped on the setting sun, fled, far, far, far.
The reality is so cruel.
This is the greatest sorrow.
........
Have you ever laughed? Have you ever been happy about their relationship?
It should be, but now, the smile should be put away, and the happiness should be gone.
Great joy and sorrow, comedy is often the beginning of tragedy.
How happy you have been means how painful you will be in the future.
This is the biggest ...... Sadness.