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Tasha is also very capable, and after coming over, she immediately got started and took care of the housekeeping, but there was no way to hand over the intelligence work and other things that Yali was responsible for before.
I still don't have enough people in my hands, most of them are not capable enough, and I am afraid that those who are capable are not loyal enough. The latter one is more lethal than the former.
I can't rush this matter, so I have to slowly explore them one by one.
It's just that Immorton looks like he's really stuck and won't leave easily. Last night I had a cold face, and he didn't care, and walked out of the window as he did when he came.
His black coat swirled like a bat that haunted the night.
I stood in front of the window and watched his black clothes melt into the night, the wind rose, and the desert was cold at night, sometimes even blowing cold to the bones.
I put my hand on the windowsill and clenched it slowly.
Even if he returns, so what? Even if he and I can continue our relationship, so what?
I am good to him, and he is good to me, like the wind in this night, which makes people's hearts cold.
Moreover, it only haunts at night.
I turned my head and threw myself on the bed.
Day by day, court life is like a grinding stone, sharpening people's bodies and making them invulnerable.
It's very tiring and fascinating.
There is no need to sleep anymore, the sky is already about to dawn, and the eastern horizon is a touch of morning light, reflecting half of the sky is misty and bright white, which is a bleak white that the night is about to pass.
I've never liked watching the sunrise.
Since coming to this place, I have found myself more fond of sunsets.
The Nile, the sunset over the Great Desert.
Red as blood, bright as gold.
So brilliant, so decisive.
I lay there by myself, thinking about something messy that wasn't easy to sort out.
Why can't I take Immorton? It is said that if a sword is stabbed, and if you grit your teeth, it will not be difficult for people to kill him now.
But I can't be ruthless.
I always remember the first time I saw him in the temple, he came out of the dark hall, silent and elegant, calm and deep, I don't know why, even when he smiled, it made me feel a kind of melancholy that I couldn't dissolve. Even if he taught me swordsmanship, it made me feel that he was calm and gentle.
I can't forget the first time I saw his eyes.
The palace maid came in cautiously, first to see if I was awake, I opened my eyes and said, "You and they clean up, I'll get up." ”
"But the king has confessed, and he won't let you get up to get up and get busy, so you have to rest."
I sat up: "Ignore him. ”
Tasha also came in and said, "Your Majesty, you can't do this, nothing matters to your body." I'll have the doctor give you the medicine for your hand. ”
"No, I didn't go on last night, what else is going on today?" I turned over my hand and said, "It doesn't matter, it's all closed." ”
She knelt at my feet and served me to dress and change my shoes, and her patience seemed better than that of Arlie.
Ah, I think of her again. It seems that I can't forget her in a day or two.
Sometimes, it's harder to forget your friends than your lover.
Because she permeates your whole life, leaving traces of her everywhere and all the time, her breath is on the side of the door, behind you, in any small place you don't notice.
As I stood still, Tasha glanced at my expression, tied my necklace for me, and whispered, "Does Your Majesty remember Yali?" Don't be sad, Yali is happy for her to choose such a path. To die for the king is to die a well-deserved death. ”
I nodded.
Yari died for her choice.
I killed it.
I should have forgotten about her sooner, it's not my habit to always look at the past.
I looked at myself in the mirror, how young I was, so tossed for a night, and my face was still like a budding pink rose. Anything can be denied, but I'll admit Elsie's beauty.
Last night, I suddenly saw an identical face, and my momentary sluggishness and horror were not as casual as I had appeared.
It's just that I've long been used to not putting my thoughts on my face. And the horror only stayed in that moment, and I didn't show any mercy when I killed her.
If she exists, I will definitely disappear, whether it will be physical death or soul death, it is impossible to say. This risk cannot be risked alive or dead.
If, just if I had been killed by those two men yesterday, would Imorton feel it? Who would feel that this Queen Isis has changed someone?
Maybe Memphis will feel a little different, but he won't doubt that I'm still his good sister.
Immorton ...... will find......
I'm sure he'll find out that this Essis is not Other's Essis.
It's really ironic. My existence is still under the name of Isis, and I really don't look at me through the word Queen, I'm afraid there is only one Imorton who I can't fathom.
As for what it means...... He Yuyi's previous life did not go through the baptism of love, although people are not stupid, but feelings have little to do with whether people are smart or not. Smart people may not be able to get perfect love, and people with mediocre qualifications may find enviable true love.
I took two sips of soup and ate something. I don't know why, after something like that at night, I shouldn't be able to eat and drink, right? The main owner of this position has come out, and Yali, who is like a sister and daughter, has betrayed...... But what I eat is fragrant, and my appetite is not affected at all, and sometimes people have to be heartless and heartless. Thinking too much about the days will get harder and harder.
Under my *, now the small kitchen is getting more and more shelves, and it is very authentic to make sashimi porridge, I drank it, and asked people to serve a bowl for Tasha to taste, and she knelt down to thank her.
"You don't have to be busy thanking, I'm a person, you know, I won't give people benefits for nothing. If you eat my porridge, I'm afraid you'll have to stay with me for a long time and give me your life. Will you be reluctant to give up Memphis? ”
Tasha said seriously: "It is also a blessing for the slave maid to share the worries of His Majesty Isis. ”
"Well, since you said so, I'll go and ask Memphis for someone."
Memphis is a good talker, and as soon as I mentioned him, I said, "Yes, if my sister doesn't have someone around her, that's not good." By the way, I'll give you Unas too, he's my closest guard, and his backhand sword is particularly powerful, and the last time I met an assassin, he took down three assassins by himself, which is very good. ”
"Then you don't have to, it's too much for me to ask for a tasha. Besides, there is no less danger around you than I do, and you should keep the capable guards for yourself. ”
"I'll be enough for myself." He played with the muscles in his arm at me, and I smiled.
"Sister, don't be sad, Yali will want you to be happy, too."
Is it?
Who knows what was going on in her mind when I killed her?
I wanted to forget about her, but people around me kept reminding me.
It's laughable.
"By the way, has Princess Midavon returned?"
"Let's go," said Memphis, "I thought she would come back again, and last time she said she would stay a little longer, but today she left in a hurry, and she didn't stay for three days." ”
Not surprising at all.
It will be interesting when she returns, if she provokes King Beatado to fight us. But I'm not afraid at all, it's slightly stronger than Taido's navy, but what can they take advantage of when they cross the ocean to fight? I don't need to be beaten, but I can trap them to death by sending people to intercept the sea route and then depriving them of drinking water.
Well, poisoning water seems like a good idea.
"Sister, what are you thinking?"
I turned my head and he said, "Laugh so badly." ”
I said, "I'm just a bad person, don't you know?" By the way, the Bitados seem to have bad intentions, let's be on guard in advance, first, to guard against spies, and second, to prevent assassination. Three...... Just tell Sinuye to watch out on the sea. ”
"Yes, I know." He said: "Sister, don't work too hard, it's good to rest and recuperate." ”
I nodded.
Can you rest? One day, I was accidentally killed, and then I had a good rest.
I still can't be idle......
I tried my best to recall the episode in the Nile Daughter, but I couldn't remember if there was such a person as Immorton. Egypt and Bitado were at war, but they didn't come to fight, but Egypt fought over for the sake of the super troublesome Kairol.
Will Memphis ever like her again?
I don't know.
Feelings are the most uncertain thing in this world.