Chapter Ninety-Nine: Years of Thorns
At 7 p.m. on August 4th, it was the match between Team IC and Team WN. In fact, Bai Weiyu and Xiao Nianyuan could have returned to City C that morning. But they still took the flight from City D to City C on the night of the 31st.
After Bai Weiyu and Xiao Nianyuan arrived at the airport, it was eleven o'clock in the evening when they took a taxi to the training base. Bai Weiyu helped Xiao Nianyuan and put the gifts he bought in the ancient street of D City in front of their computers one by one, and then the two said goodbye to each other and went back to their respective rooms.
Returning to the training base, Bai Weiyu and Xiao Nianyuan tacitly resumed their close teammate relationship, less tenderness and ambiguity when they traveled together in D City.
For Bai Weiyu, he likes Xiao Nianyuan, and he can't help but confide in his heart. Next, he waited patiently, he was unwilling to give Xiao Nianyuan any psychological pressure.
He didn't want the feelings he got to be forced by himself, he wanted to wait for Xiao Nianyuan to completely put down Qian Feng, and then express his heart to him.
What he needs is his sincerity in exchange for Xiao Nianyuan's sincerity, not because he moved Xiao Nianyuan with his deep affection, in exchange for her retreating.
For Xiao Nianyuan, she was so happy to hear Bai Weiyu confide in herself. What could be more happier than someone you like and just like yourself?
She really wanted to tell Bai Weiyu and tell him how much she liked him. But this is not the time, since Bai Weiyu knows Qian Feng, it means that he more or less knows the relationship between Xiao Nianyuan and Qian Feng before.
Moreover, listening to what he meant, Xiao Nianyuan could feel that Bai Weiyu had always thought that he loved Qian Feng very much, and he couldn't get out.
If she confessed to Bai Weiyu in such a situation, saying how much she liked him, Bai Weiyu would be incredulous and feel that she was insincere.
The important thing is that she can't let Bai Weiyu feel that she likes Bai Weiyu because she is out of love. In this way, I always feel that Bai Weiyu is like a spare tire, like her general. This is unfair to Bai Weiyu.
Obviously, the person she likes is only Bai Weiyu. Xiao Nianyuan felt that since she wanted to confess and be with Bai Weiyu, then she should let Bai Weiyu know that he was the only one in her heart, and he was the only one she loved.
Only in this way can she feel worthy of all the tenderness and affection that Bai Weiyu has for her.
When Bai Weiyu was returning to the room, he passed by Zhao Wuya's door, and he found that the door was just hidden, and Zhao Wuya should have returned to the training base before he and Xiao Nianyuan.
Bai Weiyu knew Zhao Wuya's past and knew that his return home this time was a very harsh psychological test for him.
After Bai Weiyu returned to the room and put her luggage, she came to Zhao Wuya's door and knocked on the door. After a few times, there was no response.
Bai Weiyu pushed the door directly with some worry, but the room was empty, only the suitcase that Zhao Wuya brought home that day was quietly waiting in the corner, proving that he was really back.
Bai Weiyu took out her mobile phone and dialed Zhao Wuya's number, and then heard the mobile phone ringing from the tidy bed. Zhao Wuya's phone lit up and rang patiently while lying on the bed.
Bai Weiyu was relieved, and after hanging up the unanswered call, he put away his mobile phone and went to the roof of the building.
The lights on the roof of the building were on, and Bai Weiyu saw that Zhao Wuya was squatting next to those bonsai, holding a watering can and carefully watering those flowers and plants.
Seeing Zhao Wuya's move, coupled with the relaxed expression on his face, Bai Weiyu threw the worry just now out of the clouds.
"Crows, so leisurely, night tour to enjoy the flowers." Bai Weiyu joked as she walked towards Zhao Wuya.
"Why did you come back so early, didn't you say that you should come back on time before noon on the 4th?" Zhao Wuya was a little surprised when he heard Bai Weiyu's voice, and when he looked up, he had already walked to his side.
"Well, come back early, and get a little more rest tomorrow morning." Bai Weiyu also picked up another watering can and filled it with water to water the flowers that Zhao Wuya hadn't had time to water yet.
Bai Weiyu's words spoke, and the two of them fell into silence, and the roof of the building was quiet, only the sound of the two watering the flowers and plants was heard.
The two have known each other for many years, and they already have a very tacit understanding, many times, one doesn't say it, and the other doesn't ask. If he wants to speak, then he listens quietly, and if he doesn't want to speak, he accompanies him silently.
After the two of them had watered all the flowers and plants on the roof, Zao Wouya and Bai Weiyu put the watering can back in its original position, and then stood side by side by the guardrail on the roof.
"I hated him for so many years, but I finally forgave him, let him go, and let myself go." After being silent for a long time, Zhao Wuya sighed lightly and spoke.
His voice was soft, and soon drifted away in the summer night breeze. He seemed to be talking to Bai Weiyu, and he seemed to be talking to himself.
Since the death of Zhao Wuya's mother, a thorn has been planted in his heart, and that is his resentment and hatred for his father. This thorn crossed his heart domineeringly, so that his father could not contact him all these years.
In fact, Zhao Wuya didn't want his father to contact him, he could have changed his mobile phone number. But he didn't, he kept using the original number, he just wanted his father to experience the helplessness and despair that no matter how he called, no one would answer.
Just like when he was in the hospital, he called over and over again, helpless, helpless, disappointed, and finally despaired.
In such a way, he tortured his father and himself. He couldn't forgive his father, but this resentment also made him uncomfortable.
He originally thought that he would never forgive his father in his life, and he would not even look at him until he was dying.
But in the end, he couldn't help but go back, and when he saw the man who was in high spirits in the past, haggard and thin at this time, his heart still hurt slightly.
It turned out that time was really merciless, and his father, who was originally majestic, had begun to have wrinkles on his face.
It turned out that cancer was really ruthless, and his father, who was originally in good spirits, was now emaciated.
Zao had fantasized more than once that even if his majestic and majestic father knelt in front of his mother's grave and repented, he would not forgive him.
But when his father was in the hospital room, he took him by the hand with his thin and bulging hands, and said the words "I'm sorry" to him over and over again with tears in his eyes, the solid ice wall in his heart collapsed with tears.
He couldn't imagine that maybe in a few years, his father would be gone forever.
If, after the death of his father, in his long life, one day he finally broke the knot in his heart and was finally able to let go, but he never had time to tell his father again, it would probably be a regret for his life.
Rather than that, he should forgive his father while he was still alive.
He had no way of knowing whether his mother had forgiven and let go before she died. However, he resented it for so long, he was really tired.
He forgave his father, endured the pain and pulled out the thorn that had been lying in his heart for many years, and let him go and let himself go.