Is it a dream?

Inoue Yinghua looked at everything familiar around him in confusion.

No, it's not.

The shock was only for a moment.

"He" realized that there seemed to be some change in his current self.

Comparing recent memories with his recent memories, he can feel that the self that has experienced those deaths is not the same as his current self.

In distant and vague memories, 'he' remembers that he used to be called Inoue Hideka.

Before that, it was more distant than the memory before experiencing tens of thousands of deaths, and the self at that time was called Li Mu.

Mu Ran turned his head, and he saw the white Huawei mobile phone on the bedside table, as well as a neatly stacked resume.

Cell phone? Is that the name called?

Confused, he picked up the square object that was fast about white with a black edge and a black center.

His fingers subconsciously pressed on the unlock button, he didn't know why he was doing it, his brain was confused by some unbearable experience, and his consciousness didn't have a clear understanding of anything now.

The black area in the middle lit up, and the numeric virtual keyboard of the nine-square grid appeared on it, but 'he' didn't know what to do next.

What numbers are you going to lose? Or do you do something else? If so, what should I enter?

No clue.

Simply no longer thinking, 'he' put down his phone and picked up the stack of papers next to him.

This is a resume.

There were many words written on it, as if they were engraved in the deepest part of his memory, and 'he' recognized them without thinking.

At the very top, behind the name column, is written the word 'Li Mu'.

Oh yes. My name is indeed Li Mulai.

'He' secretly said to himself in his heart, and admitted his identity - a fresh graduate of S City Medical University, Li Mu!

In an instant, memories rushed to the brain like a tidal wave.

Li Mu thought about it.

I'm going to an interview today.

He finally passed the written examination of a second-class hospital in the city, and he is now about to go to the interview.

It took about 10 minutes to sort out the chaotic memories, Li Mu picked up the mobile phone on the bedside table and looked at the time, 6:41 in the morning.

After unlocking, Li Mu saw the alarm clock reminder displayed at the top of the mobile phone screen, opened it and saw that there were 4 minutes left before the next reminder.

The alarm is set at 6:30 a.m.

Other words...... Was you just woken up by an alarm clock?

So, those blurry pictures are really all seen in dreams?

Li Mu thought back a little to some of the pictures hidden in the depths of his consciousness, where there was a lively and cheerful girl with long hair, and there was also a ......

"It hurts!"

In an instant, Li Mu felt a splitting headache.

"Is it really a dream?" Naturally muttering to himself, Li Mu decided not to delve into those pictures that were not real.

Most dreams become extremely blurry after waking up, so Li Mu, whose consciousness is still a little confused at the moment, doesn't care too much about those pictures.

Getting up and finding a set of formal clothes that was quite suitable, Li Mu washed up, took his mobile phone and resume, and walked out of the room.

bought a breakfast on the side of the road, Li Mu finished it on the way to the hospital, and then entered the hospital and started this interview.

Unexpectedly, the interview went well.

Li Mu easily answered the doctor's questions, and then briefly explained some precautions, and decided to officially go to work tomorrow, Li Mu left the hospital.

didn't go anywhere else, Li Mu went straight back to his rental house.

As for last night's dream, he still cares a little.

I always feel that there is an inexplicable sense of familiarity with the people I see in my dreams who can't remember their appearances, and Li Mu himself is a deep house.

In my memory, it seems to be a character in a light book.

All morning, Li Mudu stayed in his hut, searching everywhere for clues about that dream.

First of all, I went to my bookshelf and looked at it.,There are a lot of books in it.,Of course, the big one is still a certain country's light.,Like "Spring Things", "Sword", "About War" and other popular light is a full set of collections.

But there is not a trace of information related to the scene seen in the dream.

Li Mu did not give up.

Then he took out his treasured figures and atlases, and looked through them one by one, trying to find images similar to the people he saw in his dreams.

But still not.

In the end, Li Mu began to look on the Internet again, he didn't eat lunch, indulged in the sea of the Internet, looking for what he was looking for.

It was just a dream, and he didn't understand why he cared so much.

But his brain was subconsciously driving him to do so, and he didn't even have time to stop and think about the meaning of doing so.

But unfortunately, until sunset and the lights in the house needed to be turned on to see clearly, Li Mu still did not get any useful information.

"Maybe it's just a strange dream, right?"

Li Mu muttered to himself, finally giving up this meaningless act that had taken him all day.

ordered a takeout on the Internet, Li Mu hastily ate dinner, washed up, and fell asleep tired on the bed.

Early in the morning, a new day begins.

For Li Mu, it may just be an ordinary day.

But for the sake of his life, it was a new day.

From this day on, everything in his life suddenly moved in the direction of everything going well like a carp jumping over the dragon gate.

The work went very well, and the 23-year-old Li Mu successfully obtained the doctor's qualification certificate after working for one year, and then after working for five years, he was promoted to become an attending physician.

The journey was smooth, not only did the work go smoothly, but the interpersonal relationships around me were also handled very well.

During this period, Li Mu, who had been on a discordant relationship with the family because of the death of his mother and his father's remarriage, was moved by his father who came to apologize, and his stepmother was very good to Li Mu, so Li Mu moved back to the house.

At the age of 29, Li Mu made a little success in his career, and on the other hand, he couldn't stand his father's repeated urging, and finally, Li Mu decided to marry his girlfriend who had been with him for almost two years.

The day before the wedding.

Late at night.

Li Mu, a successful person who has now run for three years, is wearing an unusually young white casual suit and sitting alone in the bar.

Rhythmic music is heard in your ears, and the harsh glow makes the atmosphere of the bar even more perfect for a summer night.

The lights are bright and green, and the singing and dancing are floating, but they can't get into Li Mu's eyes.

He silently shook the Scotch whisky in his glass, letting the scorched smoke linger in his mouth.

Through the orange-red liquid, Li Mu's eyes looked at the enchanting singer dancing in the center of the dance floor, and his consciousness had returned to the dream six years ago.

At 29 years old, to be honest, it is past the best age for marriage.

But if he could, Li Mu didn't want to get married now.

Even his current girlfriend, Li Mu couldn't stand the pressure from his elders, and reluctantly found a classmate who was okay to try to get along.

In fact, he doesn't love his current girlfriend, at best, it's just a habit to pile up with time.

In his mind, there were still two lingering shadows.

Although it is vague, Li Mu is, and it cannot be forgotten.

6 years of proud career, not only did not bring Li Mu satisfaction in life, but made his heart more and more empty.

He always had a gut feeling that he still had something to do.

Somewhere, someone is waiting for him to go back.

The call connected to the heart has always affected Li Mu.

However, he didn't know where that was.

Li Mu once looked for it, but even if Li Mu went to the ends of the world and walked all over the world, he couldn't find the source of the call at all.

Tomorrow, he's getting married.

Li Mu is determined to bid farewell to this dream that has plagued him for 6 years with a drunken heart, and in the future, treat his wife well and face his life with a serious and responsible attitude.

Night.

Li Mu was drunk and dreamed of death.

He doesn't remember how he left the bar.

It's just that when I woke up the next day, I had already drunk sobering pills and stood at the wedding scene in a white dress.

Skipping those complicated interactions and etiquette, Li Mu led the bride in a beautiful white wedding dress to the priest.

"Lord, we come to you to witness the blessing of this man and woman who have entered the temple of holy marriage. According to the main idea, the two are one, and they will grow old together for the wedding for life, and they will follow the world for a long time; This is a common joy to walk the road of heaven, mutual love, mutual assistance, mutual teaching, mutual trust; Heavenly Father blesses Yingmen; so that both husband and wife may be blessed with grace; Spiritualization; Love the Savior; A lifetime of praise before the Lord. ”

The priest solemnly read the oath in his hand.

"I command you to confess before the Lord any reason that hinders your union."

After that, the priest faced the bride and said:

"Qin Ran, do you want this man to become your husband and sign a marriage contract with him? Love Him, care for Him, respect Him, accept Him, and remain faithful to Him to the end of your life, whether it is sickness or health, or any other reason? ”

Qin Ran is the name of Li Mu's girlfriend.

After the priest finished speaking, the bride, dressed in a white wedding dress, immediately replied: "I do." ”

Then the priest turned to Li Mu and said:

"Li Mu, do you want this woman to be your wife and enter into a marriage contract with her? Love her, care for her, respect her, accept her, be faithful to her until the end of her life, whether she is sick or healthy, or for any other reason? ”

Li Mu hesitated slightly.

It wasn't until he noticed that the bride beside him was looking at him with burning eyes, and her hands were trembling involuntarily, that Li Mu replied:

"I, willing."

The priest then asked the guests: "Are you all willing to testify to their vows?" ”

"Yes." Here is a unanimous answer, they look at the couple in front of them, and sincerely wish them to be married.

Then, after Li Mu and his bride came face to face and took her hand, the priest continued to read the oath in his hand:

"In the name of God, I solemnly swear."

In accordance with the etiquette, Li Mu repeated the priest's words: "I take God as ...... In the name of the solemn oath. ”

For some reason, when the word God was spoken, Li Mu, who was facing the solemn church, felt that a certain nerve in his brain was touched.

The priest did not pay attention to the abnormal sentence in Li Mu's words, and continued:

"Accept you as my wife."

"Accept your ......"

God, the block of energy, God and the block of energy, God is the block of energy.

Li Mu, who was repeating the priest's words, suddenly had his brain occupied by information like this.

"Be My ......"

But he didn't listen, and slowly, he continued to speak the same words as the priest.

In his mind, more information was overwhelming towards Li Mu.

God is not a god, just a block of energy.

The only true gods are demon gods.

Demon God, Demon God, Demon God...... Demon God Demon God Demon God Demon God Demon God Demon God !!!!! Eutinus !!!!

When these four big words appeared in his mind, Li Mu suddenly let go of the bride's hand, he turned around, and looked around the wedding scene urgently.

No, that person is not here.

The one-eyed girl with blond hair and blue eyes is not here.

However, Li Mu raised his head, looked at the sky and shouted loudly:

"Eutinus! Get me out of here! Let me go...... Did you hear that!! I'm leaving this world! ”

Next to him, the bride in a white wedding dress ran to Li Mu in a panic, grabbed his sleeve, and whispered as if pleading:

"Li Mu, what's wrong with you? Today is our wedding day, can you ...... Don't make a fuss?? ”

The guests were also in an instant uproar, and they pointed at Li Mu, who suddenly went crazy in front of them.

Li Mu's father, a man with gray hair, walked up to Li Mu's side, held down Li Mu's waving hands, and said softly:

"Son, don't scare Dad. What the hell is wrong with you? If you don't want to get married, we won't get married, as long as you are good, Dad will definitely stop forcing you. ”

In this regard, Li Mu was unmoved.

He broke away from the hands of the bride and the man, still looking at the sky, tearing his voice, and shouted hysterically at the highest volume:

"I'm not Li Mu! I'm Inoue Hideka! Otinus, I'm awake now! At my own wedding, this crazy and criticized behavior is proof that I have woken up! The world is fake, and I don't need to care what these dummies think! ”

Inoue Hideka's consciousness, after 6 years, has finally completely returned to the initial state before going through the death cycle.

His eyes were as firm as a rock, and he looked at the sky above the church, as if he saw the girl with one hand covering the sky through the reinforced concrete.

"Even if you don't do anything, even if you don't care about me silently, I won't waver for half a minute!"

"This world doesn't belong to me, Tears and Mai Trin are still waiting for me over there, bastard! You...... Hurry up and let me out!! ”