"Big sister, what kind of contestant is your son doing?"

"Yes, but I trained hard, and I lost weight when I went home for the New Year, but I couldn't feel sorry for my father and me."

"I heard that they make tens of thousands of dollars a month when they play, right?"

"No matter what, it's just ordinary and normal work."

"Big sister, it's not interesting for you to talk like this, ha, I've heard my old sisters say, e-sports players just sit in front of the computer and play games."

"This ......"

Chen Kaiqing picked up his mother's mobile phone from his side and pressed the hang-up button.

What ignorance!

Chen Kaiqing couldn't help complaining.

Chen's mother complained about her son for a few words and then explained a few words to the other party on WeChat, such as polite words that suddenly disconnected from the Internet and had the opportunity to chat again.

Anyway, she didn't care too much about what the other party would think when she heard it.

"Your aunt is such a person, you can't get angry with her." Chen's mother looked at her puffed up son and comforted.

Chen Kaiqing rubbed his somewhat stiff fingers, he rarely had time to train as long as he did before when he went home, firstly, because he had no motivation to persevere, and secondly, there were more things at home.

"I just obey these relatives, they don't know anything, and they are always self-righteous." Chen Kaiqing is most annoyed by others saying that e-sports players are dead houses who can only sit in front of the computer and play games.

If you don't understand something, don't comment on it, because it will only show your ignorance.

"Mom knows that you are working hard, don't you see that your father and I are both supportive of you, there is no need to be angry with others." Chen's mother touched her son's head and said.

Although Chen Kaiqing is still a little uncomfortable in his heart, he thinks about why he is not a professional player anymore, why is there such a big resistance.

Probably from the bottom of his heart, he has always regarded himself as a professional player.

is like a careerist in a high position, when he fades away from all the external splendor and dignity, all that awaits him is depression.

Is this really what he wants?

Chen's mother thought she was still angry when she saw that her son didn't speak, and she didn't dare to speak, so she had to watch the boring programs on TV without a match.

After a while, Chen Kaiqing seemed to have decided something.

"Mom, is my dad still sleeping?"

Chen Kaiqing asked.

Chen's mother looked up into the room, nodded and replied:

"Your dad has always been this virtue, and you know it, you can sleep when you touch a pillow, and you can't wake up when it's big."

"What, son, do you have something to say?" Chen's mother looked at her son and asked.

Chen Kaiqing hesitated for a moment, and only then did Chen's mother realize that her son really had something to say to her.

"Say it, Mom kept it a secret for you, did you encounter any difficulties?"

Chen Kaiqing interlocked his fingers and stabilized his mood before telling what happened to him:

"I was terminated by the team."

"What? Cancelled? Didn't you play well? How could they do that. ”

Chen's mother was a little angry at the time, after all, if her son was bullied outside, it would touch his mother's bottom line.

"They said I was not at my level and my form was declining, but I knew that I would definitely be used as a substitute according to my form, but I never imagined that they would just kick me out of the club."

Chen Kaiqing said bitterly.

"Isn't this just crossing the river and tearing down the bridge?" Chen's mother said angrily.

"It's understandable, I'm not a professional anymore."

"Then the other clubs didn't take a fancy to you? Anyway, you've been playing for so long. Chen's mother asked.

Chen Kaiqing got up and poured some water for his mother, and then informed the other party of the water army and all kinds of oppression.

"It's too bullying." Chen's mother felt sorry for her son, why didn't this kid tell herself that he had suffered so much outside alone.

Seeing that his mother was about to shed tears, Chen Kaiqing also hurriedly comforted:

"It's okay, Mom, it's all over for me now, I don't have any idea about something, I want to ask you."

"Say it." Chen's mother took out a tissue and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, waiting for her son to continue.

"I want to start over." Chen Kaiqing said seriously.

"Huh? But you just said that those teams don't want you anymore. Chen's mother said suspiciously, she was about to be dizzy by her son.

"Mom, listen to me, I mean I want to join a team that isn't a professional team yet, and then we'll fight together." Old Friends Book House

Chen Kaiqing clenched his right fist to cheer him on.

Now Chen's mother understood.

"Do you have a suitable team? Mom doesn't know what's good, but you have to at least find someone who can accompany you up. ”

"There are such teams, but I haven't decided whether to go or not." Chen Kaiqing said.

"Got a call?"

"Hit!"

"Promised?"

"Promised!"

"Then what are you still struggling with, do you want to talk like your dad doesn't count? You can't make friends like that. Chen's mother persuaded bitterly.

"Since you promised someone, you should die of other ideas, and don't contact your family until you have decided. If I say no, won't you go? ”

Chen's mother scolded harshly.

Chen Kaiqing didn't dare to speak, but answered.

"Son, you remember, you shouldn't let your previous identity become a rope to bind you now."

"Now that you've said it, all professional teams don't want you, and there are very few teams that can want you, so what do you look like here at this time."

"If you still want to fight, and you still want to fulfill the dream you told me, don't be a dishonest person here, you have to correct your attitude, mom said something unpleasant, you are now an idler who has no job and can only play games."

It may be that Chen's mother is too loud, or it may be that Chen's father has just woken up, in short, the man unknowingly appeared at the door and listened to the conversation between the two.

Didn't work! Only play games! Idlers!

Chen Kaiqing was a little stunned when he was scolded, although his mother would talk about himself and scold himself before, but there were really few like today.

Seeing her somewhat trance-like look, Mother Chen couldn't bear it, but she knew that in the face of this kind of thing, she had to change the pride in his heart.

A professional player is like a gorgeous tight jacket, outsiders will only see their gorgeous and glamorous appearance, and maybe there will be some sour why they don't have such a dress.

Chen's mother knows how long her son trains a day and how much mental pressure he is under every day, and all kinds of factors make it difficult for Chen Kaiqing to breathe.

But this thing is thought to be an addictive cigarette, and I don't care about it when I put it on, and I feel uncomfortable when I take it off one day.

The previous tension can be relieved, but the admiring gaze of many people in the mind cannot be forgotten.

These gazes will unconsciously build a small room called "conceit" in Chen Kaiqing's heart, in which humility is imprisoned.

Pride is as young as Chen Kaiqing, and he is still addicted to the gorgeous world outside the house after all.

Perhaps this seed has been planted from the beginning, and unconsciously it has become an endless abyss that buries people's hearts.

Chen Kaiqing seemed to be awakened by his mother's scolding, and he didn't know if the structure of "conceit" was too complex and solid, and he didn't unlock the cage inside.

"Mom, you drink this drink first, I'll find a room to get back to inspiration."

At this moment, Chen Kaiqing didn't know what he said or done, his head was muddy, he seemed to know, and he seemed to be confused.

On the way back to the room, I saw Chen's father at the door and didn't speak, and lay on his bed in a daze.

"Is it okay to stimulate my son like this?" Dad Chen said with some distress, and he could probably summarize the entire outline from the conversation between the two.

Chen's mother gave Chen's father a blank look:

"It's not up to you."

"Whatever I am?" Dad Chen pointed at himself innocently, what does this have to do with him.

"It's not that your genes are good, isn't it the excellent genes that your old Chen family has inherited for many years."

Chen's father was a little embarrassed, and wanted to refute but found that Chen's mother was right, when he was young, he also quarreled with Chen's mother because of this kind of thing.

"Let's not talk about this for now, do you know which team your son is going to?" Dad Chen asked.

"Hmm...... What was my son's name when I heard it call yesterday. Chen's mother thought for a while and replied.

"I'll ask my son in the evening if he can't let him go to the club he used to go to, and this time I'll have to take care of it." Dad Chen said resolutely.

"What do you know, you don't even know heroes." Chen's mother couldn't help complaining.

"Whoever said that, I think Sana is very good." Dad Chen replied triumphantly.

"Huh?" Chen's mother originally thought that Chen's father was an old antique, but she didn't expect to know about her son's game today, but she suddenly realized that something was wrong.

"Okay, you old Chen, you're still not serious at such an old age!"

"Don't pull your ears, don't ...... Yes! ”

Chen Kaiqing rolled over with this wail, and seemed to have figured it out a little.