Chapter 57: Whose Fault?

After they left, He Han sat down next to Yu Yingrong and peeled the apple, "Your personality is too good, so that the people around you should have a good relationship with you." ”

"You hear me." Yu Yingrong said, "That's not it, being good to others may not be rewarded, but at least you live in your heart." If there was a reward, I wouldn't pull the kids on my own. ”

……

Before Gu Zhi and You Shang could get out of the hospital, they ran into Fang Yan.

"Uncle Fang, I want to ask, where is Tao Li now?"

"It's useless to tell you, she's recovering, so don't bother her."

"That," Gu Zhi raised his left hand with some hesitation, "It's okay for me to experiment with my ability alone, don't you want Tao Li to do this?" ”

Gu Zhi was obviously suspicious that the Institute would take Tao Li to test her abilities.

"What do you think, I also helped you go to the capital to find a nationally renowned psychiatrist."

Gu Zhi smiled awkwardly, he couldn't help but guess wrong, and was discovered by others, "Okay, okay, thank you." Let's go first. ”

Thirty-six plans, go for the top plan! Escape Dafa!

……

"You say, will it be like this, you won't see Tao Li in the future? I always feel that way. Gu Zhi lowered his head slightly and said.

"Wait a minute, you don't have to answer." Gu Zhi suddenly stretched out his hand again to stop You Shang from answering.

If he answers in the negative, according to the principle of poisoned milk, it is the other way around, then it will be cool.

If the answer is yes, even though I know that it is poisoned milk, it is still uncomfortable to listen to.

You Shang had a black line on his face, watching Gu Zhi sing a one-man show.

"I'm too lazy to pay attention to you." You Shang thought to himself, and silently recited "64 Compulsory Essays for the Chinese College Entrance Examination" to dispel other thoughts.

"Why don't you run back? I feel like I need to do some more endurance training. Gu Zhi thought of the experience of being tired like a dog yesterday, and felt that he needed to work hard.

You Shang stared at him with some confusion, after all, he had never seen Gu Zhihui take the initiative to do such a boring exercise.

"I can do whatever I want." You Shang said casually.

Why is this sentence so familiar? Gu Zhi felt a slight bad feeling.

……

"Wait for me, tell you to run back, it's a long-distance run! Don't sprint at a fast pace! Gu Zhi watched the distance between the two of them get farther and farther apart, and shouted.

However, You Shang seemed to have heard it at all, immersed in his own world.

"Chang Tai breathed to cover up his tears, mourning the ......hardships of the people's livelihood," You Shang muttered as he ran.

"Hey! Listen to me! ”

"Forget it, don't care, use your ability." Gu Zhi thought about it, and then immediately used the ability, there seemed to be a six-pointed star beating in his eyes, and the next moment he appeared next to You Shang.

And then...... was pulled away for a distance, Gu Zhi wanted to pat him on the shoulder to stop him, but he had to adjust his breathing when he was running, and coupled with the ability to use it for a long distance, he was tired and held his knees all of a sudden, panting.

"I'm going to go! Ran so far again. While You Shang was resting on the spot, he ran some distance again.

"Go on!" Gu Zhi used his ability again and teleported to You Shang's side, he raised his hand in advance, as long as he teleported over, he could touch his left shoulder at once.

"Don't wave your hand too much!" It is a flexible shoulder with its own ideas.

Gu Zhi was forced to rest for a while.

"I don't believe it, this time to the right."

"I'll go! Shake me again! ”

"Go ahead this time, I don't believe you ran with your eyes closed!"

"Damn! What a turn you have turned! ”

"I'll go. Why did I get to the red light! ”

"Hehe, finally let me catch you."

"I'm sorry, big brother, I recognized the wrong person!"

"Whew-whew-stop!" Gu Zhi bent over and panted tiredly, and pressed his right hand on You Shang's shoulder.

"Oh, it's here! Thanks, I didn't pay attention just now, and I almost ran over. You Shang said.

Gu Zhi raised his head and found that he had arrived at the east gate of the school, and was stunned.

"By the way, why do you look so tired?" You Shang gently wiped the sweat from his forehead and asked.

Do you see you're talking about people?

"It's okay, it's all pretended." Gu Zhi reluctantly straightened his waist, "Deliberately, don't you see it?" ”

"I don't see it." You Shang said indifferently.

This broken brother can't be a brother!

……

"Why are you so stupid!"

"Okay, okay, I can't do anything at all."

"Look at the people!"

"I'm doing this for your own good!"

"It's useless!"

"Why did she suddenly stop talking? It's not my fault. I didn't say anything, did I? ”

"What kind of clothes are these? Waste of money! ”

"It's a hanfu I made myself, and it didn't cost much. I've earned it myself. ”

"All you take is the money that Lao Tzu earns!"

"But, I'm going to ask others to do handicrafts to earn money."

Tao Li sat on the riverside and thought of these again.

When my parents first heard that they might be depressed, they thought it was a bit hypocritical and thought too much.

When she couldn't concentrate at all because of the symptoms of depression, she suddenly felt sad from time to time, and finally when the monthly exam was poor, her father's first reaction was to be furious, "For you to eat, for you to wear, take you to the doctor when you are sick, you repay me like this?" ”

She felt even more uncomfortable, but she held back, and did not react to her father's reprimand. Because she thinks it's really her fault.

But her inaction angered him even more, and he was already a little drunk, and he directly took the empty beer bottle and planned to knock it on her head, but his mother who came back from shopping for vegetables saw it and took away his murder weapon to stop him.

She also can't remember when her father became a heavy drinker, and in her memory, her father and mother were as kind as the winter sun. will smile warmly, lift her to a high place, and hold her in her hand as if she is holding a lifetime treasure.

However, after he started drinking, the feeling changed.

He will scold people, vent his emotions when he is drunk, and beat and scold the people in his family.

She thinks that it is all related to her, it is all her fault, and if she can do a little better, her father will not be angry, if she is not angry, she will not drink, and if she does not drink, she will not hit people.

Everything is her fault.

After learning more about the information, she was sure that she was suffering from depression.

She quietly went to the pharmacy and bought the first bottle of medicine for depression: doxepin.

She sometimes feels like she is dying, but she tries to hide it in her heart.

At school, she is still the center of the crowd, and she tries to respond to greetings and compliments from others.

No one would have thought that she was a depressed person, and even his parents didn't believe it.