Extra-seven: Leng Shu's diary
Wen Shu continued to look through it, and there were some Leng Shu's diaries in the brown paper bag. Beginning at the age of twelve and ending at the age of twenty-five. Wen Shu glanced at it a few times, some just one or two sentences, and some even wrote two or three. The last few pages of the diary are copied with a few lines of Haizi's classic poems.
"When I stand in front of you in agony, you can't say I'm nothing, you can't say I'm empty-handed."
"May you have a bright future, may you have a lover and eventually become married, and may you get tonight on earth."
"I don't care about humans, I only think about you."
- Haizi "Sister, I'm in Delingha tonight"
"Why the sky is nothing, why it gives me comfort"
——Hai Zi, "Poems in the Night"
"You are half of my poem, and no one else is allowed to change a word."
——Haizi "Half Poem"
"I just want to face the sea and bloom in spring"
——Hai Zi "Facing the Sea, Spring Blossoms"
"You're a place I've wandered."
- Haizi
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Leng Shu copied a lot of Haizi's poems, and some of them also indicated the source. Some don't even have punctuation marked.
The eye-protecting diary looked very clean, and slowly looking through it, Wen Shu found that Leng Shu actually knew a variety of fonts, block letters, cursive, line script, and some thin gold fonts. Even copied some English sentences, Leng Shu also wrote flowers and conjoined bodies.
"Today in the capital, I met Leng Muyang, the current head of the Leng family. His eyes look like mine. His wife also has albinism. Like me, unfortunately. Leng Muyang turned out to be the second son of the Leng family, and I heard that he hid in Beicheng for a while. His son is arrogant, but Leng Jin is a good name, 'Qingqing Zijin, leisurely my heart.' It was also translated out of the Book of Songs. ”
"Today's negotiation and reconciliation, the president of country M is really like him, just like him. Although he wears a mask, his appearance will definitely not be bad. ”
"I heard that the head of the Leng family and his closest relatives have passed away. What do they have to do with me? ”
"Grandma died."
"It turns out that my father is that Leng Muyang. That arrogant boy is my own brother, and I met my parents once......"
"Today I am engaged to Wen Shu, he swore a poisonous oath to me, and I promised him to wear a black wedding dress for him. But he probably doesn't love me. I don't love him either. Just like it. I don't have to do it. His father was my father's father's father's killer, and I killed his father ......"
"After the college entrance examination, we went to country M, and Aunt Jun was also left in Beicheng by Wen Shu. Who is he? What the hell is he going to do? ”
"I was pregnant with a gentle child, and I asked Chu Chu for medicine, but Chu Chu said that I would only live for a year and a half at most if I took that medicine. Chu Chu also said that Wen Shu stopped my medicine, saying that I had a 90% chance of dying on the operating table when I gave birth. What should I do, I want to watch ......them both grow up."
"Today I told Wen Shu something about what happened after I left, and he agreed......"
"Two babies have come into this world, I'm sorry, my child...... I shouldn't have ...... like this."
"I gave my daughter to Chu Chu, and Chu Chu said that he would help me raise her, and I also got married. The first child must be very well-behaved, and he will be very good to my Xiaojin......"
"I went back to the capital to take back the Leng family, and I have been casting the net since I was eighteen or nineteen years old, Dad, Mom, and younger brother, can you wait for me, I can't hold it anymore......"
Wen Shu flipped through the pages one by one, and after opening it, he had already burst into tears, and the sky had darkened, gradually blending with Wen Shu's eyes.
He finally understood why Leng Shu felt guilty about him.
But Leng Shu didn't do anything wrong.