Yang Bai's method of getting out is crazy and dangerous.

In order to be able to obtain the ability to think independently under the limitations of the system, he constantly splits and replicates different personalities, allowing them to live in their own thinking space.

His plan succeeded, and these personalities did not reset because of reincarnation.

He also failed, because of thousands of reincarnations, thousands of personality changes, he tried many methods, but he never got out of this cycle of death.

Fortunately, there is a second phase of the plan, which is this one.

After the split personality reaches its limit, it will begin to merge and return to itself, and if this stage is successful, then Yang Bai will permanently maintain his memory and sanity.

But as he expected, the split personality belongs to the individual and develops its own thoughts over time.

Yang Bai knew himself, so he knew that those personalities who were unwilling to return to the ontology and become a part of the ontology would definitely appear a lot, just like the situation he was facing now.

"I'm really smart...... laughed at himself, looking at the "Yang Bai" in front of him, as the ontology that has been integrated into most of the personality, Yang Bai is very helpless.

These personalities did not choose to fight on their own, because in that case, in the face of the current Yang Bai, they would only have the fate of being devoured one by one.

Their choice is to devour each other, and in the end, the lucky one will take the lead and finally complete the rebellion.

This feeling is very strange, standing in the thinking space, Yang Bai knows that the Yang Bai on the other side is himself, they have the same memory, the same thinking, but they stand on the opposite side.

Let's call him ...... The object of Yang Bai's bar.

As an ontology, because Yang Bai knows that he is the ontology, it is impossible for him to let the object be the leader, because he doesn't know if his future self is still himself.

As the object Yang Bai, although he knew that he was the object Yang Bai composed of a split rebellious personality, how could he be willing to do so.

In his opinion, he is Yang Bai, and he should devour Yang Bai's current body and become the new leader.

Without any hesitation, the two rushed towards each other at the same time, devouring each other, and temporarily merged into one.

……

According to the psychoanalytic school, the essence of multiple personalities is the separation of mental processes, in which a part of the behavior and experience is maintained separately and there is no communication between them.

The successor personality is usually aware of the existence of the subject's personality, but sees it as an object and itself as a subject, and when the separation is not yet complete, the subject's personality may also be aware of the existence of another personality, but usually sees itself as "I" and the other personality as "he", "she" or "it".

However, when the separation is in full swing, the subject personality forgets its identity and is replaced by a successor personality.

With this explanation, the game between the two sides is easy to see......

Whether it is the ontology Yang Bai or the Yang Bai object, the way to distinguish the winner between them is who will forget and who will remember.

……

"Come and play?"

"What are you doing sitting there?"

Manipulating the remote control to drive the remote control car to the back of the sloppy young man sitting on the ground, Yang Bai ran two steps and squatted beside him.

The sloppy young man's eyes were slightly dull, and he was always staring at the car driving in front of him at the gate of the yard, and he didn't know how to wipe his snot when he ran to his lips, looking very sloppy.

He is Yang Bai's cousin Yang Jun, a child with congenital IQ defects.

Yang Bai's grandfather was a half-madman, but before his grandmother died, he was normal. After my grandmother died, she didn't look like a normal person at all.

Yang Bai has no impression of her grandmother, because she left when Yang Bai's father was six years old.

Grandpa gave birth to two children, the uncle has IQ defects like grandpa, and Yang Bai's father is a normal person.

The uncle got married and gave birth to Yang Bai's cousin, and he also had IQ defects. When he grew up, Yang Bai knew that it was genetic, and when he was a child, he didn't understand what IQ deficiency was.

He only knew that his cousin was stunned, and he would often be alone in a daze, and his favorite thing to do was to look at the cars passing on the road.

"If only I had one." My cousin spoke suddenly, referring to the car on the road.

"Here you go!" Yang Bai smiled and took out the remote control in his hand.

The car was his treasure, and his grandfather was crazy all day long, his mother was guarding him at home, and his father was working outside the home.

In Yang Bai's memory, this was the first time he saw his father, and he came back from Province G and brought him this remote-controlled car with the front of the car that could rotate.

"Hey, hey, hey." took the remote-controlled car handed by Yang Bai, and his cousin played with a smile.

It's a pity that he drove the car onto the road, and he was unlucky and was crushed by a passing truck.

"Wow, ahhh......h

……

When he was six years old, it was the worst year of Yang Bai's life, but he didn't think so.

The uncle's wife ran away and was deceived by the man on the penguin chat, leaving the uncle and cousin Yang Jun.

Yang Bai knew that the uncle had a lot of problems, and it was normal for the aunt to be forced away by him, but she shouldn't have ignored her cousin, and since then there has been no news, and even her family can't contact her.

Uncle has a habit of drinking too much, and was hit by a car one night and died, and Yang Bai did not go to the scene of the accident because adults did not let children go to see it.

And for him at the time, it was just the sudden loss of someone he didn't like very much.

His mother always cried and beat him, and later she also cheated and brought a man to Yang Bai to call her aunt, Yang Bai didn't understand, but did so, because her mother laughed happily at that time.

Not long after, Yang Bai's parents divorced, but it was his father who proposed it, and he made a lot of money outside, but he also changed.

When the court decided, both parties unexpectedly did not fight for custody, and finally the court awarded Yang Bai to a woman who was more suitable to raise the child.

Mother's new husband is the man Yang Bai often calls his uncle, and he seems to have some means.

Recalling, Yang Bai didn't really understand anything at the time, he just knew that some people around him had disappeared, and he was arranged to a new place - the welfare home.

Family affection is just a relatively unfamiliar word for Yang Bai, so he has always treated himself as just an orphan.

There are some things that some people didn't have in the first place.

The mother in my memory had a happy married life, gave birth to a son, and lived happily.

The father in his memory married a woman ten years younger than him and gave birth to a pair of dragon and phoenix fetuses. He had approached Yang Bai when he was a teenager and wanted to take him to a big city, but Yang Bai refused.

The grandfather in my memory is crazy and can't even communicate normally.

There are no grandfathers and grandmothers in his memory, and Yang Bai has not even seen them. When he grew up, he learned that his parents were strongly opposed by his grandmother from the time they fell in love, and finally even broke off the mother-daughter relationship with his mother, because his father was too poor and there were a bunch of mentally retarded people in the family.

"At least she's right......" Yang Bai occasionally laughs at himself.

Yang Bai didn't think how miserable he was, at least the stepfather would occasionally send him money, he was better than the children in other welfare homes, at least he was in good health.

Compared with the indifference of family affection, what he remembered the most was the teacher in the welfare home who died of cancer, she was actually the "mother" in Yang Bai's heart.

(In chapter 14, Yang Bai's life experience was mentioned.) ）

When he grew up, Yang Bai liked to think very much, and he also defended some people in his heart.

For example, her mother, who almost cut ties with her family and married a man who disappeared for a few years as soon as she left the house, her behavior seems understandable.

For example, his father, who was able to make a lot of money in a big city, must have suffered a lot, and when he matured, he felt that everything was ridiculous, and it seemed that he could also understand it.

Fortunately, they have little contact with Yang Bai when they grow up.

……

"It's me, your way is to re-enact this to make me understand...... I'm a person without 'roots', am I? Standing on the top floor of a certain building, Yang Bai only needed to take one step forward to end everything, but he stopped.

In this world, almost all people have their own roots, maybe it is family affection, maybe love, maybe belief, there will always be something that can drive them to continue to live.

But Yang Bai seems to ...... It's nothingness.

The separation of his relatives made him stay away from his family.

Witnessing the wrong love again and again made him shy away from love.

A chaotic life, wrong choices, made him live in confusion.

He lived and died, because he lived, just alive, simply gasping, eating, working, sleeping.

In the division of personality, there will always be uneven distribution, and Yang Bai's main body, as a previous life, he will distribute more.

The meaning that the object wants to express is very clear, only after crossing can Yang Bai really live. Therefore, the "he", who occupies the vast majority of the lives in Arad, is more suitable as the subject.

"Tripping" and his companions are his roots.

And Yang Bai, who lives in the past, is nothingness.

"Do you think so?" Standing on the edge of the balcony, Yang Bai seems to be talking to the air.

"If only I had one...... Yang Bai muttered to himself.

"Here you go!" suddenly appeared next to Yang Bai, and Yang Jun, who was snotty, handed the toy car remote control to Yang Bai.

Flipping the joystick of the remote control forward, a suspended car appeared in front of Yang Bai, making a smile appear on the corner of his mouth.

It is always difficult for people to understand the world of fools, but maybe their world is more pure.

In his previous life, his cousin lived a happy life and married a down-to-earth rural girl, although he still looked silly, but his profession was a driver.

He did what he loved most, he lived the best life in his heart, and he always had a smile on his not-so-intelligent face.

"The reason for your failure is that you tried to deny who you used to be, because you didn't think much about you in the past and couldn't understand my thoughts."

"I have never been nothing, I have my own roots, which is to live as myself. Because even if there is too much bitterness as a condiment, as long as you eat it, you can always taste a hint of sweetness. ”

"The Yang Bai in the previous life was me, and the Yang Bai in the Arad Continent was also me, I have always been the same me, never changed, never forgotten."

"What you want to escape is also one of my most cherished things, you are not a complete 'me' after all, so ...... It's you who lose! ”

All the scenery was shattered like glass, and in the dark thinking space, Yang Bai, who was left alone, slowly opened his eyes, and there was an indifferent smile on the corner of his mouth, illuminating the surrounding darkness.

"I'm Yang Bai......"