Volume 3 Clouds of Smoke Chapter 1 Lost and overwhelmed

Without Qi Zexi to play games together, it seems that even the game has become less interesting. Many classes have ended, and there is more leisure time, and when Xiao Ziyue was bored, she found the movie "Predecessor Three", which was particularly popular some time ago. In the end, the two people who loved each other became each other's exes, and Xiao Ziyue burst into tears.

She gave a screenshot of the movie to Qi Zexi and said, "I'm so afraid that we will be separated in the future." ”

Until the evening, Qi Zexi did not reply.

Xiao Ziyue was walking in the playground with her roommates, and she walked behind her roommates while looking at the phone screen in distraction. There was no news from Qi Zexi all day, and she was a little worried.

Xiao Ziyue suddenly remembered that when the department organized a physical geography internship, she fell on a steep rock, she was afraid of heights, and she only felt weak when she looked down.

Sitting on the bus after the internship, Xiao Ziyue's eyes were a little moist, and she said to Qi Zexi: "We are interning in the mountains, I am very scared, if one day I suddenly have an accident, I don't even have a chance to talk to you, just ...... Alas, the only contact we have is on our phones. If one day I suddenly ignore you, you must remember that I don't want to ignore you, but I can't help it. ”

Qi Zexi said: "Stupid, how can you have an accident, don't talk about yourself like that." If it's like you say, it's the other way around. If one day I suddenly ignore you, it's not that I don't want to ignore you. ”

Xiao Ziyue was uneasy in her heart, she didn't want to think about the bad side. She opened her WeChat, and logged in to another QQ of her own, and even the Glory of Kings account, all the accounts that were in contact with him, she logged in to see if he had sent a message. However, when she saw the historical record of Qi Zexi playing games at noon, she only felt a bang in her head.

Xiao Ziyue's hands trembled a little, and she felt a chill on such a hot summer day. I waited so long for news from him that I even began to worry about whether something would happen to him, but he turned a blind eye and even went to play a game. If he was so busy that he didn't look at his phone all day, Xiao Ziyue could understand it.

But he wouldn't want to say that he played a game and didn't see her message, right?

He used to talk to her, but now he ignored her.

On the vast playground, Xiao Ziyue walked stiffly behind her roommate, like a skeleton of a lost soul. It was as if something was covering his ears, and the noise of the crowd seemed to be distant, only tears in his reddened and swollen eyes were beating with his breath.

Xiao Ziyue clicked on Qi Zexi's QQ information, and on the photo wall was a poem by Cangyang Gyatso that she sent to him. The tears finally couldn't help falling, Xiao Ziyue lowered her head and wiped her tears, and quickly pressed down to delete her friends.

It's just that at the moment of deletion, her heart seemed to fall sharply from a high altitude, endless loss, overwhelmed. She regretted deleting him a little, but when she recalled his perfunctory behavior during this time, she suddenly understood the reason why she was so excited.

The time to give up is a moment, but the grievances that erupt in that moment are all accumulated over many days. I was so disappointed that I was so tired that I wanted to let go.

She felt like she was acting in a one-man show, falling in love with her mobile phone all day long, and she was afraid of losing him every day. He is so far away from him, he usually carries heavy objects by himself, some boys pretend not to see her, and some couples hold hands and walk together, she envies. She endures loneliness, she doesn't care if he has money or not, she doesn't want anything, she just wants a true heart.

Now he doesn't even bother to be perfunctory.