Volume 3 Clouds of Smoke Chapter 6 Special Care for Who
In June and July, the whole world was immersed in the fiery atmosphere of the World Cup. Qi Zexi sent Xiao Ziyue an unprecedented short video that he sent to her in the rest area when he bought a lottery ticket and waited for the draw.
Xiao Ziyue frowned, feeling very uncomfortable. She doesn't like the lottery as a gambling practice. But she just reminded Qi Zexi: "That's just a game, don't continue to buy it, we can't win it back, we are not rich, we can't afford to play this, you can save money to buy yourself something delicious." ”
Qi Zexi agreed and said, "Okay, listen to you." ”
Just two days later, Qi Zexi sent Xiao Ziyue a photo of the lottery again, saying: "I won five yuan." ”
Xiao Ziyue didn't say anything, just sent a smiling emoji on the phone screen, and there was not the slightest smile on her face. Not only because he was disappointed because he didn't listen to his persuasion, but also because she felt so clearly for the first time that she was different from Qi Zexi.
It's like two people from different worlds, without any medium in between, two people talking face to face, they can't hear each other's voices, they can only look at each other's mouths and guess what each other is saying. Sometimes, however, what he thinks he means is not necessarily what he wants to express in his heart.
Xiao Ziyue thought that the distance between different places was nothing, and they could cross this long distance by car or plane. She thought that the gap in academic qualifications was nothing, and the two had so many things to talk about together, which had nothing to do with academic qualifications. She thought that the family conditions were nothing, and those who worked hard would certainly be rewarded. There's nothing you can't cross.
But that day, Xiao Ziyue suddenly understood that the difference between the three views could never be crossed. It's really too difficult to change a person and change his three views.
I say the sea is beautiful, but you say that the sea has drowned many people. The only thing that makes me feel like we're in tune is when you loved me and tried to match me the way I was. But those are fragile bubbles, and after a long time, they fall apart in the sun.
One day, when Xiao Ziyue was talking to Qi Zexi, he suddenly heard a message of special concern from Qi Zexi.
Xiao Ziyue asked, "Particularly concerned?" Who is it? ”
Qi Zexi was silent for two seconds and said, "What? I do not know. ”
"Do you dare to show me a screenshot of your list of special concerns?"
Qi Zexi took a screenshot and sent it to Xiao Ziyue, but he only took a screenshot of the number of people in the list (1/2), and did not screenshot the specific people in the list.
"I'm going to see who's on the list." Xiao Ziyue faintly felt that something was wrong.
"Needless to say, it's definitely your tuba and tuba." Qi Zexi said, "Let's go back to the game, we're still playing ranked, I'm going to lose my strength again, I don't want to lose." ”
Xiao Ziyue listened to his impatient tone, and her heart sank little by little. She still cooperated with him to finish the round. After playing, she didn't always want to play with Qi Zexi for a while or say a few more words like before, but opened her QQ large and small accounts and looked at the settings.
Since he deleted Qi Zexi once, Qi Zexi has set his QQ to be invisible in the login state. Of course Xiao Ziyue found out, because she was always used to looking at Qi Zexi's status of 4G or WiFi, guessing what he was doing when he wasn't talking to herself.
Just like when Qi Zexi wanted to use the same mobile phone wallpaper with her, Xiao Ziyue also set all his QQ status to invisible. So if it's really her in the list, it will definitely show up (0/2). Coupled with his secretive attitude at the time, Xiao Ziyue knew that it was over between them, and there was not even honesty.