Chapter 14: The Suicide Note in the Game (5)
Because the indoor scene of the title of the book can interact with the player, the player can open or close the doors and windows of some scenes, and now there is only one window open, which must be able to kill yesterday. And this only open window must be a hint that he jumped off the building, there must be a mystery under this window!
I snuck under the window, and sure enough, I dug up a small treasure chest. I put the treasure chest in my bag, so now the question is, the Epoch Law is most likely blocked on the sixth floor, so, how do I go down?
It seems that there is only one way to jump off the building.
What happens when you jump off a building?
will die.
However, it doesn't matter, my character can be resurrected after he dies, and he gets what he wants anyway.
Without hesitation, I jumped off the nine-story tower and experienced the unreality of a freefall.
The Guo family nursing home got up from the resurrection point and patted the dust on his body casually, as if the jump just now could not cause him any actual harm, and it was an understatement of routine operation. As for the murder in the Gongdian Pavilion, heh, Master Ji, you can investigate it slowly, and you won't be accompanied by you.
I opened the treasure chest, and unlike the regular treasure chest, there was nothing in it except a note. And this note is Lin Xun's suicide note.
Stranger:
Hello
I used to be a pro player in "Book Title", and I can kill if I can. I'm not very famous, but when you find this note, you should be able to find the news on the Internet that I committed suicide by jumping off a building. I love this game world, so I chose to leave the suicide note here instead of that real world full of regrets.
I'm not sure if you stumbled upon the note or if you came to find it after seeing the news. If it's the latter, then I appreciate your intentions, and unfortunately I don't have anything to give you. All the non-bonded items and in-game currency on my account have been converted into cash to pay the rent, and even then, I still can't afford to pay for the next month. And my education since I was a child told me that it is not right to pay my debts.
However, I think that this treasure chest will most likely not be discovered until the day the game is closed. So, my dying thoughts, and the reasons for my suicide, are to be kept as a permanent secret as a burial object for the game I once loved.
My career hasn't been easy for a lot of people, but I know it's much better than a lot of players who are struggling in the minor leagues. I know that a person's luck is always conserved, so bad luck found me from the day I took over as the starter for "Black Dreams".
Black Dream is a very good player, with advanced awareness, perfect prediction, and quick reactions and actions, which have accumulated a large number of fans for him. He is also a very hard-working player, often training from 9 a.m. to 2 a.m. However, in the eyes of those who play professionally, diligence is something that everyone has, and talent is not.
On the team, I wake up an hour earlier than Black Dreams and sleep an hour late. But I don't have the talent he has, and I can't save the team again and again in a situation like he does. Yes, I also worked hard, even harder than him, but I lost, so, who cares?
If I had to judge it now, although my performance during that period was not impressive, it was a normal performance, and I think that the problem of losing the game was not mainly due to me.
Black Dreams has to run in better with the team, and at the same time, the coach has also developed a special strategy for him, so that he can play to his strengths and cover up his shortcomings. And his teammates are naturally willing to be the green leaves of a star player, and they play around the system with him as the core.
And this kind of treatment, which I can't enjoy as a substitute, even though I have beaten more than one opponent in three matches in a ring match that doesn't involve coordination.
Controlling variables is the content of junior high school students. The stark contrast between Black Dream's three-game winning streak before his injury and my three-game losing streak since I started the game. And I, who replaced him, became the object of criticism from all the fans of the team.
Before the start of the fourth race, I received a blade sent to me by a fan. Yes, like you, I also thought that "sending blades" was just an exaggeration, and no one would be really bored enough to do such a thing. But the blade that came in me clearly told me that not only did it have, but it was for me.
As a professional player, being abused and ridiculed can be said to be commonplace, if you don't even have this bit of psychological preparation, then what kind of profession is there to play? I didn't think I was a vulnerable person, but when the team's PR asked me to apologize to the fans on behalf of the team, I didn't understand.
Why am I alone? Isn't losing a game everyone's thing? Is the slogan shouted by the team "Win to be crazy together, lose to carry together" really just a slogan?
However, the beautiful PR lady said to me earnestly: "You are part of the team, and now you need to sacrifice your ego to complete the big self, and if you apologize, you can at least keep the fans of the rest of the team, and will not make fans doubt our team's decision-making." This can also fool the sponsor a little. In the future, when the Black Dream is healed, we will be able to get through it. ”
I explained, "But Black Dream's hand was injured when he was toasting the team's top brass at a three-game winning streak, and I was against it at the time, because you shouldn't have a big drinking party like this during the season. ”
Of course, my defense is pale, because you can still see that apology video in which I can't help but admit to my fans that I am not good and promise to work hard to improve myself.
The apology video relieved the pressure on the team, but it increased the pressure on myself. The audience, who was still waiting, was even more sure that the reason why the Four Envoys lost the game was because other people couldn't bring me to this "pit goods". The overwhelming invective came even more violently.
I know that I shouldn't be influenced by off-the-field factors and try to adjust my mentality. But in all fairness, when it comes to such a thing, as long as it is human, who can not be affected? In the fourth game, I played very badly and caused the team to lose the game, which reinforced the fact that their attack was well argued.
After the match, I was hammering through the tunnel when a fan broke through the fence and came up to me. And then happened the thing that changed my life.
I have never publicly apologized for this, but there is a way that people are about to die, and their words are good. Here, I solemnly apologize to that fan and to all the viewers who love the Title League. No matter how ugly the other party scolded me, no matter how low my mood was at the time, that kind of behavior insulted the words "e-sports player".
There's really nothing to say about what happened after that, and I don't think it's any different from three days in the three years from being penalized to today. I didn't go to college, I didn't learn anything, I didn't know anything but to play games.
As of today, I've spent all the savings I've saved from playing professionally, and I've sold all the items and in-game currency in my game account, but I've still run out of money. I can't eat, and I can't afford to pay my rent.
I am a person who does not demand much from myself, which can also be seen from my ID.
For opponents, as long as you can kill, it doesn't matter if you are gorgeous or not.
For the game, as long as you can win, it doesn't matter who is the protagonist.
For life, as long as you can live, it doesn't matter if you are decent or not.
But now, I really can't live anymore, and I don't have the motivation and courage to live. I don't mind if the spotlight is still on me, I just mind if the next meal is going to go downstairs in the trash can again.
Seeing this, you may laugh at me, you should go out and find a job casually, such a big living person can still force himself to death? Oh, I'm not afraid of your jokes, I'm afraid of meeting people now, and I'm afraid of communicating with people, I don't know what society is like anymore, in that case, it's better to see you again, maybe I'll travel to the game world after death like in the novel of the starting point network?
I love this game.
It's just that this game doesn't seem to love me very much.
Lin Xun / can kill it
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