After that incident, the two were added back to being friends. However, Xiao Ziyue always felt that the relationship between the two had become very delicate. Qi Zexi was still busy as a matter of course, Xiao Ziyue attributed the fault of that quarrel to herself, and she became cautious, for fear that she would hurt Qi Zexi again.

Xiao Ziyue endured the loneliness and watched with envy as her roommate and her boyfriend held hands and went to the cafeteria to eat together. She smiled hard every day, and only she knew in her heart how bitter her relationship was. This kind of suffering cannot be told to others, it can only be hidden in the heart, and then in the silence of the night, the corners of the eyes flow out of the corners of the eyes, and the pillow is wet.

Xiao Ziyue forgot that she just wanted an apology at the time, which was not too much at all. She didn't wait for an apology from beginning to end, but it only increased the guilt in her heart. After a long time, when Xiao Ziyue thought of that quarrel again, she would sigh that Qi Zexi was really powerful, obviously it was his fault, but he could push it to others without a trace, making others feel guilty. In fact, in the final analysis, I loved him too much at that time. It is a sin to love deeply.

One day Qi Zexi told her: "I may not have time to play games with you at night, our work time has been changed, I will start working in the afternoon in the future, and I may not get off work until three or four o'clock in the morning." ”

In the next few days, Xiao Ziyue did not play another game with Qi Zexi, and the time for him to reply to her message became early in the morning. At that time, Xiao Ziyue had already fallen asleep.

It's only been a few days, and Xiao Ziyue can't bear the longing in her heart. "I go to bed early at night, and when you get off work and send me a message, I'll wake up," she said. ”

Xiao Ziyue stopped playing games during the day, and at night she turned her phone off the silent mode, but she was afraid of disturbing her roommates, so she wore headphones all night. In a daze, I heard the sound of water droplets that I was particularly concerned about, and woke up in a daze to open the game. After the two played a few games, Xiao Ziyue had already reached the time for morning reading.

Sometimes Xiao Ziyue's headphones fell off when he was sleeping, and he couldn't hear the news, and when he woke up in the morning and saw his news, he felt like he had missed something important, and he was so sad that he wanted to cry. Sometimes she would fall asleep while playing games. It's false to say that she is not sleepy, college students don't go to bed early, even if Xiao Ziyue wants to go to bed early, she can't avoid being woken up by her roommates.

Such a habit of reversing night and day has continued, and Xiao Ziyue will also feel sleepy during class, and sometimes her head hurts for a while.

Xiao Ziyue felt that he must be crazy, thinking that he couldn't even take care of his own life in order to be able to play two games or say a few words with him. Even when she goes out with her roommates, she is always in low spirits.

One day she dreamed that she was standing next to a bicycle with Qi Zexi holding hands, and asked Qi Zexi: "What if your girlfriend knows about the two of us?" ”

After waking up, Xiao Ziyue pressed her aching temples, and she only felt too strange when she recalled that dream, obviously she was Qi Zexi's girlfriend, and she said that as if she was a third party. Moreover, the two are so far away from each other that they have clearly not met.

When Xiao Ziyue told this dream to Qi Zexi, Qi Zexi also sighed: "It's so strange, you are my girlfriend." But that's okay, reality is always the opposite of dreams. ”

When Xiao Ziyue recalled this dream a long time later, she only felt that the heavens were so magical, and she had hinted at her in such a way, but she thought it was just a strange dream. She is willing to believe Qi Zexi on the other side of the mobile phone screen, rather than believing in false dreams.

It's just that sometimes, people are more false than dreams.