"Actually, being invited to the First World this time has fulfilled Lina's wish and my heart

Gaute lowered his head. His unfocused gaze fell on the snow, and the deep sadness in his words. It was as white as snow reflected in his pupils.

I looked at him suspiciously, silent, waiting for his next explanation.

Sure enough, after a moment's hesitation, Gott continued to speak. He clutched his head, barely smirking his usual smirk.

"Oops, hey, it's getting heavy before I know it, and I'm really not used to this atmosphere."

Although that's what the saying goes. But he grinned reluctantly. But it gives people more heaviness and helplessness. Then came a long sigh and looked up at the blood moon, Gott muttered.

"Wu, you know, our team. Now everyone has broken through to the pseudo-realm realm

I nodded, it had been mentioned on the first day of the Gotts' arrival at Camp Roger, a few days after a fierce clash with their former enemy, Seattle, when Gott occasionally told me about the feud between their team and Seattle.

"yes, time is really impatient. In the training camp, the joy of dying with the Khan and them is still vivid, and before I know it, I have come here, and the partners are already so strong, and the strength that I longed for in the past and thought was out of reach seemed to be trampled under my feet in the blink of an eye. Those naïve thoughts. In the cruel reality of being submerged again and again, every time I think of this, I will have a sense of unreality. It was as if he was in a dream now, and after waking up from the dream, he was still the knight student who had been practicing hard under the stern gaze of the teacher

As he spoke, a layer of crystal flickered in Gord's eyes, reflecting a faint red light against the backdrop of the blood moon, which looked like blood pupils, making people feel the deep nostalgia and sadness in it.

Light and shadow are like arrows. For Gault, although these dozens of daggers and hundreds of years have only left mature marks on his face, and a small handful of neat stubble, but many things have become a thing of the past, nostalgia, regret, sadness, joy, and happiness. Little by little, it is pulled away by something called time. No matter how you can't catch it, no matter how nostalgic you are, you can only watch these precious things be branded with the past and never returned.

Then suddenly, I realized that my heart was old and numb at some point. Gave up the struggle. To grasp those precious things that cannot be kept and cherished, and suddenly turn around, it is like a dream in my heart.

Maybe in a few years, I'll be like Gault now.

"Ha, ahhahahaha, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, why are you pulling it, it's going to the past." Gote wiped his eyes violently, and sat on the snow with a stern and depressed expression. Go on.

"Yes, we have come here unconsciously, we have gone to a place that I couldn't think of before, and we have the strength that I couldn't think of before, our team has now passed through the Arrett Heng."

Turning his head, he gave me an ugly grin. "Although it is a bit of a boastful suspicion, but with the current strength of our team, it should definitely not be a problem to defeat Baal's clone, if nothing else, it should be easy."

This would have been something to be happy about. But Gott's tone became more and more low and sad.

Because, it means that they are not far from going to the third world, the real cruel world that adventurers yearn for and fear.

"Huh? Alas! It seems to be off topic again, sorry sorry

In vain, Goult, who found himself in a state of depression again, grabbed a handful of cold snow and patted both cheeks to regain his spirits.

"Anyway, that's it, it's less than a year away, and we're about to leave for the Third World, and during this time, Lina kept crying and muttering in my ear that I want to go home, I want to go home and see this. There's really no way to take her, no wonder they say that women are made of water

Gott shrugged his shoulders in a relaxed manner, and then, his shoulders collapsed helplessly, and he sighed deeply. Cover your forehead so that your expression is not seen by others.

"I" I also want to go home to see, to see how my brothers are doing, to see if anyone has cleaned up in front of my parents' graves, to see if there have been any changes in the village, to see if my former playmates are still alive, but "But Lina and I are weak people, and we are afraid that after we go back, our determination to make up our minds will be shattered lightly, and we don't want to leave again!" ”。

Gott, who has been barely trying to get up on and off. This tall and sturdy, calm paladin who gives people the same mountain as a mountain when he doesn't speak, finally choked up at this time, and a tear flowed from his chin that could not be covered by his palm, which was different from the cheap tears he had jumped off the building every day, but was full of emotion and temperature, falling low in the snow, and even the ice and snow cried for it.

Gott's choked voice, on this windless silent snowy night. It was particularly poignant, echoing in the distance one by one, just like the low wail of the arrogant blue wolf against the blood moon in the night sky, which made people feel it

I did not speak, nor did I speak comfortingly, and at such times any language is pale. This world, as we have said, is the only word cruel that is best suited to prefix it, whether it is a beggar, or a commoner, or a nobleman, or a king, or an adventurer like Gott, or me, a savior with all kinds of imperial crowns, or even an old fox like Akara, this one. In the cruel world, there are not many paths left for us to choose, and often not what we want, we can only be forced to choose one of the roads that cannot see the future from one or two, and the road is paved with corpses, and we cannot abstain. There wasn't even time to hesitate to think.

If given the choice, how many individuals would like to live in this never-ending combat killing?

After a long while, Gott's choking finally stopped, and in these days, he also suffered a lot of pressure, whether it was his own heart's longing for his family back home, or his wife Karina's crying and muttering in his ear, it was like a thousand pounds of weight on his heart.

Karina also knows this, but at this time women are the most vulnerable, even if she knows that it will put pressure on her husband, she still can't help but confide in her coquettish and rely on each other.

The sky was above the man's head, and at this moment, carrying Karina secretly choked out of Goult on his back surprisingly gave me such a feeling.

"I'm sorry, don't laugh at me, and don't tell Sù Lina. ”

Wiped his red eyes. The suppressed heart was released, and Gott's mood was obviously much better than just now, he laughed embarrassedly, stretched out his palm, and in mid-air, our two small hands hit each other, making a crisp sound, and it was an agreement, and he would not sue anyone.

"So, we were still hesitating to come back, and we were worried about it every day. I can't even eat my favorite banana. At this time, a letter from Grand Elder Akara helped us make our choice, so it should be our husband and wife who thank you. ”

Gott finally said this, always feeling that this sentence has elements to complain about, but forget it.

"So" how? Did you go back and watch it? I asked cautiously.

"Well, I looked, I took a sneak peek during the few days I stayed in the camp."

Gott nodded vigorously, his expression not as sad as I expected, but full of fearlessness and determination.

"I was afraid that after I came back, I would be shaken, and we ourselves thought it was very strange, but it seems that the most difficult thing for people to understand is really themselves."

With such a self-deprecating laugh, Gott said slowly.

"We went to Karina's house first. Her father. That is, my father-in-law, who died twelve years ago, my mother is still alive, and she is the oldest in her village, and Lina's brothers and sisters, all of whom are gray-haired old men, and have a lot of nephews and nephews. ”

Make a gesture of holding the pig's nest. We both laughed at the same time.

"So, did Sister Lina show up?" I asked.

"Nope." Gott shook his head and smiled wryly.

"Don't look at my family's Lina, who is usually fierce like a tigress, but in fact, she is very emotionally rich and fragile. She didn't dare to show up, she was afraid"

After a pause, Gault's voice was slightly low and became bitter.

She hadn't seen each other for decades, and she was afraid to see each other's tears, and she was afraid that she would cry. Of course, the most fearful thing is that "the most feared thing is that after appearing, the other party will no longer be able to recognize it." ”

"yes."

I muttered. Think about it immersively. Indeed, there will be such fears.

"But in the end, under my persuasion, she still met with her old mother-in-law, and the two villains were crying so much that I couldn't help but wipe my eyes."

Gott said with a smile, although he said it in a very relaxed tone, but that kind of scene, if you have to imagine it a little, it can't be easy anyway.

When she came back, she burst into tears at me again. And then I saw it like that. ”

"I didn't expect so much to happen to you in those days, sorry, I didn't even notice." I smiled sheepishly.

"Forget it. We'll be embarrassed if you notice, it's not something worth talking about. ”

Gott stopped and whispered suddenly. Cautiously looked at me with pitiful eyes.

"Wu, don't tell Lina that I told you about this, if she knows that I told her these troubles, she will have to peel off my skin."

"No problem."

I gave a hearty thumbs up.

"As long as you fulfill your agreement and shout a hundred times on the roof of Mara*** that Got is the stupid orangutan king, it's fine."

"Nope! There has never been such an agreement, bastard!! Gott yelled.

"No, don't you see that we just snapped like this, high-fived and made an agreement?"

"Huh? The high-five just now turned out to be that kind of agreement?!! I don't know, I don't know, bastard! I would never do that if I knew. So it doesn't count!! ”

Gott was shocked, and then revealed the face of the stupid orangutan again.

"And also, is it my delusion? There seems to be a little difference from the unreasonable request last time, and it seems to have become more excessive!! ”

"Okay

I patted my ass and struggled to get up from the snow, and finally it was with Gault's help that I could barely stand up.

"There's no such thing

Gott was still babbling and complaining.

"By the way, after walking a few steps, I suddenly turned my head and looked at Gott, who had stayed and planned to continue looking at the moon for a while, and asked.

"I said that I was perfunctory by you, and I haven't asked you how your situation is

"My situation, my situation?"

The orangutan asked, looking stupid.

"It's when you go home, then again. Your home is in the forest

"It's in the village! It's normal to be in the village without orangutans!! Didn't grow bananas!! It's a very normal village where the name doesn't match the scarlet character!! ”

Brother Gao Tesan angrily opened his teeth and claws, I guess if it weren't for my weakness now, his pitiful self-esteem was at work, and he didn't want to bully the patient, he would have to pounce on me and fight to the death.

"So" how?.

Looking at Gott, who was roaring angrily and eager to snowball me from here to Harlogas, I smiled calmly and continued to ask.

That's it

With a stunned expression, Goult put down his posture of opening his teeth and claws, turned his head, and looked up at the figure with a sideways face, like the blood moon hanging alone in the night sky, exuding a lonely aura.

"My parents are dead, and I have several brothers in the family. Like Lina, they are already gray-haired. I have nephews and nephews

A somewhat lonely smile appeared, and then, he wiped his nose proudly.

"I, I'm a man, not as bold as Lina, so I went back to the village, and I met them directly, at the entrance of the village, and one of my younger brothers who came up to me

"And then, did you enjoy the happiness of a family reunion?"

As soon as I asked, I wanted to give myself a slap in the face. If that's the case, why should this orangutan show a lonely expression?

"Yes, the whole family is reunited."

Goult looked up at the night sky and muttered quietly.

"I thought so. I thought he had received the news and came to greet me. ”

He looked back and smiled at me with a complicated expression.

"That's when I said yes. Garth, he bowed respectfully to me. Said the respected lord, do you have any instructions, such words, ahhahahaha, it's strange, it's strange, it's obvious that he is a brother but shows such a gaze, and says something like that, I remember when he was a child, but he is not afraid of heaven and earth, and even the rotting corpse dares to provoke

After speaking. Goult slowly lowered his head, lost in utterness.

"It's okay, that's fine

Before I could think of comforting words, he looked up again. On the contrary, it comforted me with a thoughtful face.

"It's okay if you don't know each other. In this case, even if they leave at the last minute, they won't feel too sad, as long as they are alive and well, it will be fine for me. ”

"Maybe"

Gott suddenly smirked at me.

"Actually, if you think about it, there's no need to be so inseparable, maybe it's still now, maybe Lina and I. It's impossible to say that she will be one step ahead of her mother-in-law. ”

"No, it won't

Enduring the muscular and skeletal screams of my arms, I tapped Gott's shoulder.

"Live well, at least give me life until I go to see you, then you will die, and you will live as you like

"Hey, you're too unkind. Too cold, bastard!! ”

Gott slapped my hand away dissatisfied.

"I'm going to live, I'm going to live a good life for you guy

With that, we both laughed at the same time.

"Still, in your current status. Is it really possible to go to the Third World? ”

"Yes, I don't know when it will be, but there will be a day. And it won't be long

"Why are you so sure? I think Grand Elder Akara won't let you take the risk lightly, you know. Even in the realm realm, it may not be safe in the third world. ”

"There's really no reason, but it's probably the so-called sixth sense of men."

Pointing to my head, I turned around and stopped at Gott.

"Sleep, sleep, I have to go through tomorrow, I'm really tired."

"Wu, remember my words and don't try too hard. small

Behind him, Gort's words came over.

"I know, I know, you want me to say it a few times.

"That's not what I mean, I mean. Don't worry those girls

After a pause, I looked back in surprise. "You think, your suffocating acting skills. Even I can see that I can hide from those smart and attentive girls who get along with you day and night? ”

Gott yelled at me a "Are you a fool?" sneered, and then gave me a straight thumbs up.

"Man, there is a sky above your head, work hard."

An inexplicable sense of crisis forced over"