With everything like this, is it possible that you still hope that the other side will help you in turn?

Lin Chaofeng has never regarded himself as the protagonist of this world, and he will not swell like that.

He has always been very clear about his positioning, in the field of League of Legends, he may be a master who has completed some achievements, but after leaving this game, he is nothing more than an ordinary person.

Even when he was fully involved in the dream in his heart, he never lost this self-awareness.

After determining his current identity, he came to Zhang Yawen just to understand the concerns in his heart.

To put it bluntly, he wants to see what kind of attitude Zhang Yawen has towards himself after learning about this matter.

The reason why people are human beings is because people talk about feelings.

If you don't show any sincerity in this matter, you will always have a problem in your heart.

But Zhang Yawen's attitude was not what Lin Chaofeng expected at all, which made Lin Chaofeng a little entangled in his heart, and for a while he couldn't guess what Zhang Yawen was thinking, and he couldn't even grasp Zhang Yawen's attitude.

Regarding his inquiry, Lin Chaofeng looked a little embarrassed and worried, Zhang Yawen also smiled indifferently and said: "To be honest, I am indeed very happy that you can come to me today, which shows that we have gotten along well over the years." ”

"But you don't have to think too much, my question is what I mean, if you really need any help, and I can help, I will not hesitate."

Zhang Yawen glanced at Lin Chaofeng again as he spoke, and said, "Chaofeng, I know what you are thinking, and I am sincerely happy that you are ready to return to the arena." ”

"To be honest, after so many years in this circle, there is no one in my mind who will make me feel more suitable for this arena than you, and it is a good thing that you can come back, no matter what team you are in."

"At the same time, this actually made me let go of a knot in my heart, there were no outsiders present, Xueqing should also know that Chaofeng retired that year, and I also had a large part of the responsibility for the final result."

"If I hadn't been so selfish and simply dealt with things according to my own ideas, maybe everything would have been different, maybe everything would have been the same now."

"But no matter what the timing and outcome are, it's different for me personally."

Lin Chaofeng said: "The past has passed, and you actually have your position on the original matter, and you haven't done anything wrong." ”

"It's just like you now, you don't need to feel that you're ready to return to the field now, but you're not in the HR team, and you feel a little sorry for me." Zhang Yawen said.

She doesn't know when she started to like Lin Chaofeng a little, maybe it was when it was very difficult in the early days of HR, this person single-handedly lifted the HR team.

This hand is also of great significance to her.

Or maybe it was a foregone conclusion that his retirement was a foregone conclusion, and he thought that he was a person who was ashamed of him, and he didn't have any resentment towards himself.

Even, he even expressed his understanding of himself and rationally expressed his respect for himself.

Zhang Yawen said: "What was different for me at the beginning was that I always felt sorry for you, but in fact I was really sorry for you, I was a little selfish at that time. ”

"After that, I was also prepared to face many accusations, but these expected accusations did not come, but you, the victim, did not blame me, and even preserved my reputation."

"To this day, except for those who knew at the time, no one knows what happened at the beginning."

"If this thing spreads, it will be a nightmare for me, I think everyone knows the domestic e-sports atmosphere, and if this behind-the-scenes thing is worn out, I can't imagine the impact."

Lin Chaofeng also smiled after hearing this, and this smile also relieved all the hesitation in his heart, and said with a smile: "It seems that I am still hypocritical, I originally thought that I chose to return to the identity of a professional player, and you will be a little unhappy because I did not go to HR." ”

"That's a bit of a thing." Zhang Yawen also made a joke.

The two people have different views on each other, and they have different angles about this matter, and after saying that, they are also relieved.

Zhang Yawen said: "Actually, although there is a little hope in my heart that you will choose to come back to HR, it is still not big. ”

"Why? Because you are a victim no matter what happened at the beginning, and if you don't blame me, it doesn't mean that you don't have an opinion on HR. ”

"I've been trying to improve some things on the team over the years, but I know you're not coming back."

Zhang Yawen smiled again as she spoke, and said, "I don't have any bad thoughts about you because you chose to return to your professional identity and no longer start HR, I have seen this result a long time ago." ”

"You've had a close relationship with some of the teams over the years, and you haven't personally mentioned some things about this circle to me, which can only mean two things."

"One is that you're not going to go back to the professional arena, and I feel sorry for the result, and I even feel guilty; The second is that you go back to the professional arena, you and I can't get along like we used to, and you definitely don't go back to HR. ”

"At first, I thought you might go to HY, after all, when you retired, their team was also a pot from the sky above public opinion, but they didn't make any strong response to this matter, and they gladly accepted this black cauldron."

"Afterwards, I also knew that you had a good relationship with their boss, which was completely subversive compared to your original HR, if you went to HY, the original thing would definitely not repeat itself to you."

"Then I thought you might go to FC because I found out that you are not only familiar with their management, but also have a very good relationship with their players, and I thought you would have some kind of tacit understanding."

Lin Chaofeng smiled when he heard this: "But no, isn't it unexpected?" ”

Zhang Yawen also laughed and said, "Yes, it's very unexpected. ”

Lin Chaofeng said: "Actually, I was also surprised, to be honest, what happened to me recently was something I didn't expect at all, but this is also the only time I made a decision that was not supported by experience and enough reasons, it can be regarded as a self-breakthrough." ”

(End of chapter)