Outsiders think I'm the pearl of Zeshi, but I'm not.

I didn't protect my most precious treasure, I lost him, in my eyes, this world no longer exists, I will never forget, what he asked.

"Do you love me?"

Of course, but I didn't have a chance to speak, as if he had been silenced, and he broke free from his hands and fell, and I jumped down to catch him, but I couldn't catch him.

His body turned into a little starlight, disappeared, and finally woke up from a dream.

Everything in the dream is not pretty, but for me, it is a beautiful dream! Because I saw him, but I didn't save him.

Countless times in retrospect, if I had said it honestly, would things have turned out like this?

However, those are just their own extravagant hopes after all.

There are countless forbidden books in the forbidden room, and I sneaked in, but after flipping through countless books, I couldn't find a single book that could resurrect people, and I couldn't find it.

After several days and nights of searching, I still couldn't find it, and I was discovered.

My uncle was very angry about this, and looked at me in disbelief, if you were there, he would have made fun of me!

Maybe you'll even think of taking me on the run! But why didn't you show up, I received thirty-three lashes, if you see it in the future, will you feel distressed! Yes! You are the one who cares about me the most, you always care about me so much, I can't bear you!

When I got the letter sent by Jiang Cheng, I realized that there was a reason for all this. But if you had said it well, no, if I hadn't said the things that had misled you, you wouldn't have been like that.

It's all my fault.

If I had figured all this out, how could it have become like this?

For three years, I kept thinking about you, and the children have grown up, and they don't know that you are their mother, but, in order to defend you, they still fight, you can rest assured, although they are small, they have not lost.

The protégé who said bad things about you, as well as his family, I have someone to take care of. Don't worry, how can our children be bullied by others!

The children are really curious about you, but they don't dare to ask me, if it were you, they should come to me directly with a smile on the sky!

You said that when you had no father and no mother in the past, there was a time when people were scared, so you were afraid of dogs.

I've already decided, don't let dogs be added to the family motto, when will you come back! It's safe and there are kids to keep you company.

I have taken good care of the rabbits you gave me, and they are growing very fast, more and more. Jingyi likes to pull rabbit fur very much, and I punished her.

This kid is most like you, but if it weren't for him, wouldn't your body be so bad that you wouldn't be willing to treat it, bitter tricks, why do you have to use such a trick on me.

As long as you say a word, I am willing to move forward for you.

For this child who is most like you, I don't know how to deal with it, but there are uncles and big brothers, they are growing up well, Sichai is very obedient, you don't have to worry, he forgot about you.

You don't have to be angry, because I will always remember you, I ask the Spirit every day, why, you never reply to me, are you angry, don't worry.

Children, I never take care of you, don't you be angry! If you get angry, come back and teach them yourself, and educate them one by one to be better than us, why don't you come back!

The kids are always messing around, I don't care, come back!

However, the brother said, you would be angry if you knew that the children had gone bad. I didn't say anything, but I actually thought to myself, if you can come back like this, it doesn't matter.

However, I am afraid that you will hate me, you should not like me like that, I will teach them well, and when they grow up, I will go to you, and I hope that when the time comes, you will not dislike me.

Wei Ying, I won't wait for you, I'll go find you.

As soon as I got off the mountain, I went to look for you at the bottom of the cliff, but there was nothing but resentment, and I heard that Jiang Cheng had also come, and there was nothing, except for some little elves, there was nothing.

I knew that the letter you wrote said that after you jumped, the bones would not exist, but I still had a little hope and went to look for it, and there was nothing, nothing but those grievances.

Actually, there are a lot of things that I haven't told you yet.

In fact, I have known you since I was a child, and my brother used to mention it a lot when I was a child, but at that time, I only wanted to learn, so I never cared.

If I take you to my side at that time, you will definitely like me even more, and the person who helps you drive the dog will only be mine.

At that time, my uncle asked me to go down to the mountains to hunt at night and think about the marriage. It was also at that time that I saw you for the first time, and you were sitting by the window, drinking. That's when I wondered what kind of person this was.

That was the first time I was curious about others, and I thought it was strange, because I had been out for too long and didn't write back, so my uncle actually went to Yunmeng directly to propose marriage.

When I rushed into the restaurant, I could only take a look at you upstairs, and then rushed back to Yunshen nowhere, but at that time, I didn't know that you were my fiancée.

When I knew that you were Wei Ying, I had a strange feeling in my heart, every time you got close, my heart beat faster, I don't know, what's going on.

In the end, I finally knew, but I couldn't let you suffer with me, so I deliberately stayed away from you, but you always kept getting closer.

It's said that it was a mistake to drink alcohol, but if it wasn't for people's willingness, how could such a thing happen, even if it was drugged, in fact, I could solve it, but I didn't want to.

I didn't expect that things would develop like that after that, I haven't told you yet, I believe in you, it wasn't you who did it, you have already left.

Isn't it, in fact, you don't like me, and everything you say is because you think it's funny? Because I did that kind of thing, you left when you were unhappy, and if you really liked me, you should be back!

I'll be waiting for you here, and I won't leave a single step.

My brother came to me and asked me why I didn't come down to look for you, and I said to him, "You will come back." Actually, I don't believe it in my heart, but if you really like it, you will come.

That's what I told myself, just wait here and you'll be back. It's always uncomfortable to wait, and I'm starting to regret why I want you to like me completely before I get married.

If you get married, you won't leave! If you come back, I won't let you leave me again, thought to myself.

Descended the mountain, for two whole years, without a trace of news from you, not even Yunmeng. I know, you're avoiding me, but why, is it because you hate me?

Wen's rebellion, Yun Shen being burned everywhere, my uncle being injured, my brother missing, these things overwhelmed me.

Why haven't you come yet! Finally, I saw you, and you still have the same bright smile as you did at the beginning, and you want to take care of you!

However, I must stay away from you, if the Wen people know that you are approaching me. I definitely won't let you go, why, you still have to come closer, then I'm welcome.

Yun Shen doesn't know where to go, there are still many things to do, you still have injuries on your body, I can't take you away. You need to rest well, not run after me.

I will hand you over to Jiang Cheng, you are his senior brother, he will take good care of you. Although I am reluctant, I still want to put you down, I still have a saying, the person I love is that you didn't say it to you.

But, at that time, why did I think that if I didn't destroy the Wen clan, I wouldn't be able to be with you! How can we let this be an obstacle for us.

In the end, Wen's is gone, and I don't have you, why do you want to shake off my hand, why don't you take me with you.

Going around and around, thinking about chasing them has also grown up, and they can go down the mountain to hunt at night, I didn't go to see them off, I think they are gone, and they can play and ask the spirit with peace of mind, and it doesn't matter all day.

In the end, my brother seemed to dislike me very much, and came over to talk to me that he wanted to protect them secretly, but at our age, we all went out alone to hunt at night.

Protection, is it needed?

'Dafanshan', I haven't heard this name for many years, but maybe this time I really have a reward! With this feeling again, I went down the mountain.

Seeing the signal sent by them, I hurried over, there was always a familiar feeling, could it be that you are back.

When I went to look for it, I didn't find anything, so you were hiding from me.

Author: Muzi Spirit

Source: bilibili