Me: "And then. ”

Kim Yeon: "I was very happy after winning the championship, but I wasn't as happy as I imagined, because it was too easy for me, and in the documentary that describes our championship process, there are some clips of Zhang Guangyue as an opponent, which contains material for him to train hard. At that time, I wondered, is this man more deserving of the championship than me? ”

Me: "So, after the first win, you weren't very happy, you were confused, right? ”

Jin Yan: "The feeling of opening the plug-in was really cool at first, but I also often felt panicked. Am I the only one in the world who has a system? So how did this system come about? This supernatural phenomenon has brought me great benefits, but will it also cost me? Did I take advantage of the system, or did the system want to take advantage of me? These things have always been unsettling to me, and in the real world I can't accept them as comfortably as I depict them. ”

There is a sentence called "The life that has been opened does not need to be explained." However, when I really faced a person who opened the couch for the first time, he actually gave this impression of using the crank: confused and afraid, but unable to resist the temptation brought by his ability.

Me: "And then?" ”

Kim Yeon: "After winning the championship, my personality fell into confusion and emptiness, but the myth of 'the lights are not shining', and the team, sponsors and fans are all looking forward to me continuing to play highly. At this point, I can't turn back. ”

Me: "Maybe at that time, you should think about whether you want to be coerced by the outside world. ”

Jin Yan: "I didn't dare to tell the second person about the existence of the system, but the unprecedented loneliness has been invading me. The following year, I went to the bathroom during a break in the regular season. It's a shame to say that although the game has been played by the main personality, due to the restlessness at the time, he suddenly switched to the sub-personality during the break. My sub-personality is a woman, and I don't want to accept the men's restroom, but luckily it's a toilet for the players and staff in the stadium, and there are almost no people. ”

"So you went to the women's bathroom?" I noticed that he used the word "almost", so it looked like he must have stumbled into someone in the women's bathroom.

Jin Yan: "I met Yang Ruiqi in the bathroom, she was shocked to see me appear in the women's bathroom, although she was just putting on makeup in the mirror, but she was almost shouting 'perverted'. Her panic scared me back into my main personality, and I quickly apologized, saying that I had accidentally made a mistake, and then retreated. ”

Jin Yan: "But her appearance suddenly made me find a lifesaver, Yang Ruiqi is a senior in the e-sports industry, has always been quite famous, and she is not a "book title" project, there is no stake between us. I think if I tell her about the system, maybe she can give me a little comfort and even show me a clear path. ”

Me: "So you just said, 'My reaction is the same as Yang Ruiqi', and that's what you meant. ”

Jin Yan: "Yes, she didn't believe it at first, until I took out the 'Coke' and gave her a sip. ”

"But you're ignoring the fact that if she really has nothing to do with the title of the book, then why was she, as a regular audience member and not an invited guest, able to enter the backstage restroom where only contestants and staff could enter?" I know her relationship with Wang Jinglue, and it is too easy for her to get a work permit or something from Wang Jinglue. The bathroom in the audience must be full, and if she wants to touch up her makeup leisurely, it must be best to go backstage.

Jin Yan: "Your observation skills are really strong, but unfortunately I didn't think about it that much at the time. ”

Me: "Did she believe it?" ”

Jin Yan sighed: "I should have believed it, but she didn't give me any feasible suggestions at that time, nor did she talk to me a lot." After listening to my general explanation, he walked away with a grimace. ”

As soon as he said that, all the information I got suddenly became clear. Wang Jingluo once said that Yang Ruiqi's temperament changed greatly after returning from watching the "Book Title" competition. It seems that the game she watched at the time was not the key, and meeting Kim Yeon and being told about the "system" was the real fatal blow to her.

She didn't catch up with the best of esports, and despite putting in a lot of hard work and winning championships in several events, her income was mediocre and her fame was limited to the esports circle. Such a person suddenly met Jin Yan, who took advantage of the development of the industry to gain fame and fortune, and learned that the other party could win the championship not because of hard work and talent, but simply because of good luck and became the host of a system.

A person who does not work hard can also succeed, and can even be a hundred times richer than her, a person who has put in a lot of effort! It is conceivable that the explosion of her mentality is the inevitable result, so she resolutely accepted the invitation of the mastermind behind the scenes and walked towards a mercenary road of no return.

Jin Yan: "Actually, I also know a little bit about the things she did later, but I always feel that I am partly responsible for her becoming like that, and I feel guilty about this, so I haven't reported it." However, after this incident, I learned one thing, people are jealous, and other people simply can't accept that my life can be so unrewarding. As a result, I never told anyone else about the system again. ”

Me: "So what did you tell me?" You're not afraid of my mentality exploding? ”

Jin Yan: "Since you have defeated me, telling you that there is such a thing as a system can increase your sense of achievement, and it is the happiest time to win the championship just now, there is no need to be jealous of me." If I had won this game today, I wouldn't have told you that. ”

I have to admit that he has a point. If I heard that there was such a thing as a system after I was defeated, I would definitely have an explosion of mentality. Even if you don't fall into a crooked path like Yang Ruiqi, it is very likely that you will be disheartened from now on and will no longer be motivated by competition.

Jin Yan: "Anyway, I haven't been interested in the tasks released by the system since then, because I've already defeated the strongest people, and no matter what, even if I don't continue to let the system grow, no one else can beat me." More importantly, I don't think I got all of this by myself, and if I owe it, it may be the feeling of emptiness after success. But that's just my personality, not my sub-personality at all. ”

Me: "What do you say?" ”

Jin Yan: "This system gives me a system of the main personality and the sub-personality, which can be added and grown respectively. But the para-personality system has a natural 'shackle'. This is set up by the system to prevent the exposure of our dual personality, that is, the secondary personality is not allowed to use the system in the match until the main personality is defeated head-on. ”

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