Section 3 Leaving home with turbid wine adds boredom to many good things and tribulations
The hot and humid breath, the temperature of the cheeks, and the condescending white skin that could be seen through the neckline of the clothes made Jiang Haitao a little dizzy, the sky was completely dark, the crickets in the yard were squeaking, and the hot wind was also mixed with a trace of coolness. The flashlight in Wang Lili's hand has fallen and gone out. Jiang Haitao could clearly feel Wang Lili's rapid heartbeat under his body, he didn't get up, but kissed Wang Lili's lips in a daze with the last trace of brightness, Wang Lili began to struggle, how could Jiang Haitao use his strength, a little rough, humming and panting.
"No... Okay, that's not going to work... Waves. Jiang Haitao didn't care about these at this time, holding Wang Lili tightly with both hands and sucking Wang Lili's white neck, Wang Lili was not repulsed in her heart, she knew that this day would always come, although there was something wrong, but after all, she was already a wife, and after personnel, she would not be very flustered. It's Jiang Haitao, the first time he looked particularly jerky. And it's a little rough, and his arm hurts faintly, so he should have been caught red. Wang Lili sighed, leaned into Jiang Haitao's ear and said, "Go to my house, the ground is not clean." Jiang Haitao's busy hands followed, and he picked up the petite Wang Lili and walked into the bedroomγγγγγ
Jiang Haitao went to the county seat on the weekend to earn some money for the children's homework, and helped Wang Lili bring some books by the way, and stayed at Wang Lili's house when he returned to the edge of the small village. Jiang Haitao mentioned marrying Wang Lili to his family, he felt that he had been called a bachelor by the villagers, and in the eyes of the villagers, he was a fool who only promised himself, and only Wang Lili could understand him, he was not stupid, he just disdained to communicate with those ignorant villagers. He wanted to go out, but he felt sorry for his elderly parents, the eldest brother was afraid of his sister-in-law, and all the farm work at home was on the shoulders of the old couple, and the two of them went out to work. Clearly and secretly, I have always disliked this little uncle who goes to school to increase the burden on the family, and the family can't help at all, not to mention, every time I come back, I have to bring some rations to school. Jiang Haitao didn't know the hard work of his parents, every sleepless night, he wanted to run away from home regardless of it, walk all over the great rivers of the motherland, and see all the magnificent scenery, but when he thought of his father who was sweating like rain on his bare back in the ground, and his cowardly mother in front of his sister-in-law, his memory of the past was entangled and fragmented. He knew he couldn't leave selfishly, and he came back. The hard days with no end in sight, his parents are uneducated, his family is too poor, and no one comes to propose to his family as a farmer who does his duty. Just as the anger in Jiang Haitao's eyes gradually dissipated, Zhang Mazi's death rekindled his passion for living.
In the past year, the village has already spread the story of him and Wang Lili, a young man was seduced by a widow, and her husband died not long after, and the two got along. For all kinds of rumors, Jiang's father and Jiang's mother felt that their faces had been lost, and they could be poor, but they couldn't be poked in the backbone by the people in the village, so how could they live in the village in the future. They talked to their son, and Jiang Haitao's answer was very resolute, he wanted to marry Wang Lili.
Jiang Haitao, who returned home the next day to discuss with his parents about marrying Wang Lili, was slapped in the face, and Jiang's father yelled at this little son who had been obedient since he was a child, "Do you know what you are doing? What kind of woman is she Wang Lili, her man has only been dead for a few days, do you know that she and other people in the village are breaking their shoes, if you dare to go to her house again, I will not have your son, discount your legs, my old man can't afford to lose this person. In the past, parents would warn Jiang Haitao a few words: "Stay away from Wang Lili, don't cause trouble, the gossip in the village is too ugly, how will you find a daughter-in-law in the future." "Can I still find a daughter-in-law" Jiang's father said angrily, "Why can't it, it's okay to be ugly, but any good girl from a serious family is willing to follow you, we don't pick, it's serious to live a good life and have a baby, you see that Wang Lili, and Zhang Mazi haven't had a child for five years, maybe it's wrong, our Jiang family doesn't want it." For Jiang Haitao's frequent visits to Wang Lili's house over the past year, Jiang's father was helpless, thinking in his heart, "I can say it all, this child is stupid on the surface, but in fact, he understands in his heart, he has his own opinions on everything, since he graduated and went home to work in the field, and the money from going to the county town to make up for the family has also been used to supplement the family, this year is the easiest year for me, except for Wang Lili." β
If you have to describe Jiang Haitao, he is a mature, thoughtful, and restrained young man. He put all the things of the people around him in his heart, stood in the position of his parents, stood in the position of Wang Lili to consider them, he forgot his position, the only thing he needed was to marry Wang Lili and his family to live this life plainly, he is a layman, if Wang Lili is not married or widowed, he has no chance to marry her, she is like a fairy on top, and he is just a clay sculpture of a stubborn person.
Coming out of the house, he knew that his parents would not agree to marry Wang Lili in a short time, he lowered his head and unconsciously came to Wang Lili's door, the red painted wooden door was a little dazzling in the sun, he raised his hand and wanted to push open the door and walk in, and the moment his hand touched the iron ring on the door, he seemed to lose his strength. Turning around and sitting in front of the door, he didn't know what to say to Lili when he walked in. He had promised him that in the morning. At this time, the door opened, and Wang Lili stood behind Jiang Haitao with a vegetable basket, wearing a water-red dress and a thin white coat, looking a little girlish. "Why do you sit here, don't go in" Jiang Haitao stood up, his eyes shook in the dark, and before Wang Lili could help, he stood still, thinking that he had been sitting for a long time. Jiang Haitao looked at the woman in front of him, as if there was a hot stone in his throat that made him speechless. Wang Lili saw the 180-year-old man in front of her, his thin face was a little old, the corners of his mouth drooped, and a pair of helpless eyes under his thick eyebrows were dodging him. Seeing this, Wang Lili probably understood. "The family doesn't agree, right? I said that this is not appropriate, you have to go back and say, I know your mind, you know my mind is enough, yesterday's incident should not have happened, don't embarrass Father Jiang. β
The days just went by like this, but Jiang Haitao still frequently went in and out of Wang Lili's residence, but since that time, Wang Lili deliberately avoided Jiang Haitao, whenever Jiang Haitao thought about it, Wang Lili would shirk the past, and sometimes even overreact, until Wang Lili shouted: "What do you think of me?" Have you ever respected me, since you can't convince your family and give me a name, why bother to provoke me again. Jiang Haitao was stunned, and from then until the day of the accident, Jiang Haitao really did not go to Wang Lili's house again. When I saw her again, she was a cold corpse.
Jiang Haitao raised his head, a cold light flashed in his eyes, he may know about Wang Lili's death, because although he no longer stepped into Wang Lili's house, he was thinking about her all the time and paying attention to herγγγγγγ