[46] Born of mistrust and panic in childhood

——[Xia Youke's Memories] Time: Ten years ago

["The Tower of London is falling, the Tower of London is falling......."

Spring rain had just fallen, the soil was slightly damp, and the city was shrouded in a haze.

A little girl of five or six years old, sitting under a plane tree, waiting for her mother.

Spread a small piece of blue flower cloth, sit on it, and keep piling sandcastles with slender jade white fingers.

Humming nursery rhymes, the sandcastle kept taking shape in the little girl's hands.

"Mommy hasn't come yet......"

The girl said slowly, looking at the gloomy and dark sky with some uneasiness.

At this time, she waited at this place for her mother to pick her up, perhaps because of the inconvenience caused by the rain, and her mother did not arrive for a long time.

"Anyway, it's a rejection of you, let's break up, disgusting fat house....."

At this moment, the girl heard a woman's shrill voice, which sounded not far from the plane tree.

About ten meters away from this, on the lawn, stood a man and a woman, the woman seemed to be arguing with a man, who listened with his head down.

Women are middle-to-high in appearance, while men are fat and short, wearing square-rimmed glasses, and have a cowardly and dark appearance, which looks very incompatible.

"Don't ...... I can't leave you...... Give me another chance. "

Even though he was bluntly abandoned by the woman, the man still put down his dignity and pleaded bitterly.

"Smack----

The woman slapped the fat man in the face hard.

"Cowardly, disgusting, and without any money, expect me to take a fancy to you!? "

After slapping him, she turned around and walked away.

The glasses, along with the fat man's self-esteem, were slammed to the ground.

When the girl saw this, she stood up and helped the fat man pick up the cracked glasses.

"Uncle...... Are you okay. "

She innocently raised her head, blushed, and asked with concern.

The fat man still seemed to be in a deep blow, not reacting to reality, just crying in the same place.....

"Uncle..... "

The little girl called him softly again, tugging at his sleeve.

"Little sister, are you willing to marry me? "

Suddenly, the fat man asked in a trembling and frantic voice.

"Hey..... "

The little girl didn't react.

"Say! "

The fat man turned around sharply, grabbed the little girl's slender shoulders with his two huge palms, and roared at her.

"Woo.... No.... "

The little girl was frightened, and her eyes instantly filled with tears, and she trembled with fear like a small animal.

"Haha... Sure enough, women are like this... On the surface, I pity me, but in fact I use it as a tool, right, right!? "

Stimulated by the loss of love, the fat man's temperament changed drastically, he became crazy, his eyes were red, and he grabbed the little girl's slender arm and asked.

"I don't know.... Uncle, let me go..... "

The little girl cried and tried to break free, but the fat man's hands were like pliers that held her tight.

"No, poor poor boy of pretense.... To be punished. "

The fat man's eyes were completely red with the negative emotions of hatred and desire.

The skin of cowardice has fallen off with his dignity, and he has become a beast blinded by lust and violence.

He forcibly pressed the little girl under him, and then forcibly ripped off the buttons of the little girl's blouse.

"Don't.... Uncle, don't ..... "

The strong smell of sweat hit her nose, the fat man's disgusting sweat and saliva dripped on the little girl's face, gravity made her waist almost bend, and what made her even more uneasy was that the fat man's hand was tearing her clothes very violently.

The clothes that my mother bought were torn.

"Mom... Save me.. No... "

"Haha, men are like this, and the world is like this! "

The fat man's eyes were bloodshot red and he began to reach for his belt.

"Woo..... "

The girl cried in despair, and the fat man had already unbuckled his belt.

"Okay, let the little baby turn into a woman in advance.... "

The fat man said frantically, clamping the little girl's arm with one hand and trying to take off the girl's skirt with the other.

"Don't.... "

The little girl's voice grew quieter.

That's when ----

A stone flew towards the fat man's face and struck him hard in the fat face.

The fat man screamed and covered his face in pain, and a shadow rushed here quickly, flew up a leg, and kicked the fat man aside.

"I was allowed to encounter this kind of thing, and the security here is really getting worse and worse. "

A majestic and beautiful voice like an empress sounded, it was an extremely beautiful woman, tall and tall, dressed in black, with long dark hair draped to her waist, looking like she was in her twenties, although she was a woman, she exuded a trace of man's heroic spirit.

"Damn..... "

The fat man who was knocked to the ground by the woman unwillingly got up and frantically threw himself at the woman who was in the way of his good deeds.

"Dregs. "

The woman was beautiful and slightly wrinkled, and after saying something dissatisfied, she raised her leg again and slashed diagonally, knocking the fat man to the ground.

"Damn.... .... "

After the fat man finally scolded twice, he fled in a huff.

The woman glanced at his fleeing figure with disdain, then turned her attention back to the little girl.

The little girl's blouse was torn in many places, leaking white skin, her little face was stained with the disgusting body fluids of the fat man, she still looked frightened, curled up, trembling, tears kept falling, and her little face was as pale as paper.

"Alright, the bad guys are gone, don't be afraid. "

The beautiful woman looked at the little girl with some pity, slowly squatting down beside her, stroking her hair.

"Don't be afraid.... The bad guys are gone..... "

"Woooooooo "

The little girl sobbed quietly.

"It's okay.... "

The woman said, leaning closer to the little girl.

"Mom.... Mom.... "

The little girl said uneasily, and the fear still did not dissipate.

"My two children are as old as you... If you don't mind, before your mother comes, treat me as a mother and cry with peace of mind. "

The woman slowly hugged the little girl, whispered softly in her ear, and slowly stroked her trembling back.

"Uh..... Mom.... "

The little girl threw herself into the woman's arms, leaned into her arms, and cried loudly.....

From that day on, the girl will always remember the tenderness and warmth of women in her heart, because this woman is like a mother....

From that day on, men imprinted a bad image of hypocrisy, violence, and filth in the young minds of girls.

Since that day, the girl's --- Xia Yuke's distrust and fear of men have been deeply ingrained.