- "I want to end our relationship. ”

I spoke slowly, and finally said what I didn't want to say.

At that moment, the wind suddenly blew up, wrapped in raindrops, and blew between me and Siyiyi.

Her pupils shrank, and her delicate body trembled.

"What?"

She apparently felt that she had misheard, and asked me in a beautiful voice.

"End our relationship now...... Forget everything that came before, and you will be a stranger in the future. ”

I looked up at her in the rain and said to her.

Yes, along with the memories of our past, to destroy and forget everything that happened between the two of us, and to become strangers.

It must be a simple thing for her.

No matter what she says now, she often mingles around those bad teenagers, betrayal and abandonment should be commonplace for her, Yin Leyan is like this, and she should be like this.

We forget each other, maybe it hurts me, but we don't do anything to her.

"Are you serious...... Ji Shen. ”

To my slight surprise, Siyiyi didn't act indifferent when she heard my words.

She slowly looked up at me, making sure I wasn't joking, and I saw a slight tear glint in her eyes.

......

Seeing her like this, I couldn't help but think.

The first time I saw her, I almost made her cry.

In order to maintain the dignity of Senior Sister Shiyue, and because of the momentary indignation, I said in public that she was a black fungus, and then declared war on her, which can be regarded as a strange encounter.

After that, I thought that we would no longer be related, but a month ago, Yin Leyan gave me the task of the Chamber of Commerce, and I began to re-contact her for the sake of the mission-

Send her home every night, chat with her, and hide from the pursuers behind her with her.

Two weeks of vacation, hanging out together, listening to her sing at the bar booth, and dancing with her on the bar's dance floor.

also accompanied her to buy a gift for Senior Sister Shiyue, and helped her ask Senior Sister Shiyue to come out, and they finally reconciled and established a deeper friendship.

Although she is the "bel canto bus" that goes viral in the school, she hates virgins and likes to fuck with the little hooligans from other schools, which should be my super annoying type.

And in the days I spent with her in the past month, I saw a different side of her, she will also think about others, she also has a delicate side, she also has a hard side...... And in the process of getting along with her, I felt happiness and joy...... I really don't want to forget this memory.

But even so, my answer is-

- "I'm serious, let's get it done." ”

Then she asked, and I said solemnly.

I had to forget, to end our relationship.

The reason is simple, I have my own principles -

"Senior Sister Siyi...... Actually, I'm sorry for you, but this memory of ours is false and there is no need for it to exist....... In fact, I have always hated you after the school cultural festival, but due to the social task given to me by my father's power, I was assigned to develop a relationship with you....... In other words, my help to you is actually purposeful, and my feelings for you are all fake......"

I said with my head down, clenching my fists and acknowledging.

She was silent.

"Is that really the case?"

After about ten seconds, she opened her mouth with some relief, looking at me with teary eyes.

"Sorry....."

I looked at her and could only apologize.

"I have long felt it, Ji Shen, you are from an extraordinary family, how can you casually approach someone like me who helps me, and it is really for this reason......

Si Yijiao whispered, feeling a little depressed.

"Sorry....."

I apologized again, not knowing what else to say.

There was a brief silence between us.

"That Ji Shen...... I ask you, if I forgive you for the deception you have made to me this time, and there is no task you have said, that is to say, can we be friends or lovers when we meet in a strange way? ”

After a long pause, she spoke again, her voice a little low.

She didn't get mad at me for the deception I had been making to her all this time and left..... Instead asked this strange question?

I was a little overwhelmed.

Pondered her question.

If it weren't for this mission, would I have become friends and even lovers with her?

.......

"Impossible."

I thought about it for a moment, and then finally spoke.

Yes, I'm not going to lie, determined to open up with her.

If it weren't for this mission, I asked myself if I would have been friends, let alone lovers, with Siyi.

"Why?"

Siyijiao trembled lightly in the rain and asked me with teary eyes.

Not why..... If you want to talk about the reason, Si Yijiao is also an existence that I absolutely refuse-

Black fungus.

mixed among a large number of men all day long, deceived some innocent dicks, but gave Gao Fushuai a hug.

Moreover, even now, in fact, I don't really believe that she can always not betray Senior Sister Shiyue.

It's like what Yin Leyan did to me last night.

The action of the black fungus was so sudden that I really couldn't figure it out.

For their purposes, they may befriend you one moment and betray you the next.

I don't have the confidence and security to associate with this kind of woman.

"In my recent interactions, I do see some of the advantages of my senior sister..... But no matter how you put it, you're not the type I like, or even the type I hate. ”

I said slowly, remembering the shouts of thousands of spare tires, remembering the deliberate ignorance and teasing in elementary school, and remembering Yin Leyan's deception to me last night-I was more motivated to say to Si Yijiao like an angry young man-

"Sister Siyiyi..... No matter how you say it, it's also a girl called black fungus, I hate virgins, and I've deceived many people, and even to be honest, I don't really believe that you can get along with Senior Sister Shiyue in the future...... I can't fathom your actions...... Last night, I was purposefully seduced by a girl I had been with for a long time and whom I particularly trusted.... Let's be honest..... We can't trust each other, there's nothing to talk about-"

I gritted my teeth and slowly spoke my heartfelt words.

Her delicate body trembled slightly, tears overflowed her eyes, blurred in the rain, and I continued to speak—

"You're all too casual with yourself, too casual with morality..... It's too casual to see love and friendship......"

I said this, and then, I told her all my definitions of black fungus.

My words slashed through her chest like a blade.

- "Smack"

Then something surprising happened to me.

Siyi took a step forward, raised her hand, and slapped me in the face fiercely.

The face was hot and painful, and the cold rain hit it.

“.......”

I was stunned.

“...... What do you know......"

She lowered her hand weakly, and with a crying voice, she lowered her head and said to me coldly.

Tears continued to flow from her eyes, and they fell to the ground with the rain.

"Ji Shen.... Don't talk to yourself here, how can you, who have lived a luxurious life since childhood, understand me......"

As she continued, tears streaming down her eyes, her delicate body trembling lightly, her fingers barely gripping the handle of the umbrella.

"You know what...... How did I lose my first time....... My mother died when I was five years old..... I've been following my father...... My dad lost money gambling with the gang when I was 12 years old, and he couldn't pay off his debts..... Then, in order for his own life, he betrayed me to someone else..... Once he brought home a disgusting middle-aged man, and then the man 'molested and raped' me and defiled me......"

The heavy rain blurred her words, and her words slammed into my brain like a thunderbolt.

"I can't change this garbage society, and I can't choose to escape from humiliation...... I just want to change myself......"

She said to me in a hoarse voice, tears streaming down her beautiful face.

I was stunned.

When she was twelve years old, she was betrayed and betrayed by her family, and then lost the most precious first time of a girl?

I seemed to see such a picture -

In a dimly lit and smoke-filled home, a decadent man weeps, drinks wine, and holds a lot of money; In the next room, there was the gasp of another man, the laughter and the moans and cries of his daughter's pain, the girl's hair was caught, her clothes were spread out disheveled, her white fingertips clasped the cracks in the floor, and tears of despair kept welling up in her beautiful eyes......

So....

She will betray Senior Sister Shiyue.

So.....

Senior Sister Shiyue easily forgave her, and said to me, "Xiao Yao is actually a very poor girl. ”

So.....

She'd be around a bunch of men.

She also had the dream of meeting the prince and experiencing a romantic relationship, and this dream was torn apart and swallowed by her biological father, who was alive and swallowed by the dark reality......

All along, she has been trying to change herself, she doesn't want to sit still, and she has been working hard silently on her own, not relying on anyone.

And I'm ......

"Ji Shen...... I thought you weren't the same as those scum...... You are willing to stand up for Shi Yue to defend me, you are willing to protect me, you are willing to understand me, tolerate me, and care for me......"

Si Yiyao lowered her head and said slowly.

I clenched my fists.

"But I misjudged you, you're still like those scum......."

She said slowly, I couldn't do anything, but my brain went blank.

My heart hurts like a knife.

"Ji Shen....... As you said, let's end here, and the girl you said doesn't really like you, so she won't tempt you so suddenly..... It's just your subjective assumption....."

The important words have been said, and Siyiyao is very cold to me, almost speechless.

"If you don't want to be responsible for me, you should get out of my heart in the first place....."

She finally threw a cold word at me, then turned around, flashed a crystal tear, and walked briskly away from me with her umbrella in her hand.

I stood alone, feeling the darkness of the whole world, gloomy and gloomy pressing down on me.

Siyi-chan is gone, and she is gone because of her disappointment with me.

From the very beginning, I called them black fungus black fungus.

I also think that the black fungus theory is correct.

However, this is the way it is -

No girl is impure or depraved from the beginning.

What is really at fault is in the final analysis - it is the darkness of society, the scum who are not responsible for them.

And me.

It's just one of those scumbags.