Earth time: May 14

I don't know what kind of mentality to write this diary in, after all, I was really scared when I saw Yaoguang tied up in a gray crystal, even though I had watched many anime, read many novels, and fantasized about many scenes of warriors saving the princess.

But when I faced it, I found that my hands were trembling and my heart was inexplicably afraid.

Yes, the first time I saw Yaoguang who was so tortured and had empty eyes, what rose in my heart was not anger, but disappointment in myself and guilt for her.

However, many things cannot be repeated, and when I recall this scene in the future, my hands will still tremble subconsciously.

Otherworld time: Steel City on the evening of May 17

'Slap, slap, slap' There was a clapping of applause behind me, and then a man's voice was heard: "She has entered a state of nothingness, no matter what you do, she can't hear it, she can't see it" I immediately clenched the hilt of my sword and turned to look, only to realize that there was a pair of blood-red eyes in the darkness, and the red light and the glimmer of light in this space illuminated the outline of his body and the clown mask on his face.

He tilted his neck and looked at me, and slapped me again: "Yes, yes, you are worthy of being favored by the organization, I can understand why you have expectations."

It turned out to be a man, and I stared at those blood-red eyes, and no matter how I looked at them, it made me feel creepy: "What the hell are you talking about?" Hurry up and let Yaoguang go! ”

"I can refuse this, the organization needs her to do something for us, if she can survive after doing it, maybe the organization will consider it, of course, if you are willing to join us, it is the best, and will not hesitate to let her go."

"Then I will reject you with your words, and I will not be with you!"

"Then there is no way, since the negotiation has failed, in order not to add trouble to the organization, then I can only ask you to disappear" He snapped his fingers, and then a pair of blood-red eyes emerged from the darkness behind him, and slowly walked towards me with heavy steps.

When I saw the black-robed and indifferent face coming towards me, my eyes widened in surprise, and I said unconsciously, "Learn, senior sister?!" ”。

I saw the masked man turn to his senior sister and say, "You can have fun with him, kill him if necessary, don't forget, if you want to resurrect that boy, you have to listen to us"

"Resurrection? What resurrection? What the hell is going on! I immediately asked.

"Hehe, let's see if she tells you, let her have a good time with you for now, son of heaven"

Son of Heaven? What the hell is he talking about? Why can't I understand at all? But before I could ask any more questions, he disappeared into the darkness along with those eyes.

I looked at Senior Sister, my heart was complicated, I didn't know what to say, but I immediately asked, "Senior Sister, what's wrong with you?!" Why join them? What's going on with the resurrection?! ”

"That's right, it's to resurrect him," the senior sister replied indifferently.

"He? Say?! I know who that man is: "But isn't he already?!"

"Yes, he is dead, he was killed by you!"

"Nope! That's not true! Listen to me! ”

Before I could explain, my senior sister suddenly stabbed at me with her green sword.

I dodged to avoid the edge, but the senior sister continued to slash horizontally, straight to my neck, I didn't have time to bend over, I could only jump back with my feet, but the tip of the sword still cut a shallow blood mark on my neck.

I clutched my stinging neck, my heart was like a knife, and the person I didn't want to face the most now was my senior sister.

"Senior sister, calm down! I don't want to fight you with a sword! "I tried to talk to my sister while dodging her constant onslaught.

"Less nonsense!"

"Senior sister, listen to my explanation!! It's all a phantom poison set by the poisoner!! Let me mistake him for him!! ”

"Don't make excuses for your weakness!! If you're strong enough, how can you not see through his tricks! You can't get away with the fact that he killed him!! As she spoke, she withdrew her sword and kicked it in the air.

I immediately crossed my arms to block it, but the dark energy and qi blended, and I could feel the power of my senior sister's kick from the shock of my arms to my chest.

The iron ground made it impossible for me to hold myself on the soles of my feet, and the heavy kick caused me to be kicked straight into the wall.

I knocked out the steel wall and dented, but my back hurt even more.

I stood up as I fell to the ground, and suddenly I heard the sound of 'knock, knock, knock' in my ears.

I followed the sound in amazement as I looked at the crystal, and the faint gray-white light suddenly changed, releasing an intense light.

"Have you started?" said the senior sister in a deep voice.

I immediately looked at my senior sister: "What started?" What the hell do you know?! Just as I was asking, the ground under my feet suddenly shook, and then it shook violently, and I supported my body, trying to stabilize my feet, so that it was not affected. But the shaking has no intention of stopping.

"Senior sister, what the hell is going on?!"

Senior sister waved her green sword, and looked at me with a cold look in her eyes, the same as what she was going to say next: "Only if you kill me, you will know"

"What are you talking about, senior sister?!! This joke can't be made!! You know, I can't do it at all!! I shouted.

But the senior sister didn't listen to me and stabbed at me again.

I met it alone, but I didn't fight back, because our weapons were all condensed by our own qi, so each spark from the collision would fly up like dust and slowly disappear.

I could clearly see those eyes fluttering in the darkness with her every movement.

"I said that you will only get an answer if you kill me, and I don't want to repeat it again!"

"Senior sister!" I dodge while paying attention to the shaking of my feet.

"Why? Why don't you dare to fight me?! Why do you have to do this all of them? You too, he's good, why are you so stupid!! ”

"Senior sister?" I endured the scars that kept adding to my body, and swung my sword to bounce off her every attack.

"Why? Why do you have to fight Huang Tianhao? Why do you want to leave me alone? Why couldn't I have found the antidote sooner? Why can't I stay with him a little longer? Why!?! Her tone was almost broken, but her attacks on me intensified.

I can hear that the senior sister's series of questions, in fact, are asking her herself, and at the same time, I know better that the senior sister's sword seems to have left me with scars, but they are all moves that I can dodge, and even many places are only slight abrasions, I know that the senior sister still has a face, and at this time, she actually needs to untie the shackles of being entangled by sadness and resentment.

With a wave of my hand, I dispersed the sword in my hand, stretched out my arms, and faced my senior sister firmly in my heart: "Senior sister, they are just using you, they are just deceiving you!" You shouldn't join them!! But I knew better what I was going to say. I'm sorry!! It's my fault, if killing me can bring him back to life, killing me can bring the resentment in your heart, then come on, I have no regrets! With that, I closed my eyes.

"Ahh!!!hh My ears were filled with the angry cry of my senior sister, yes, I was already ready to seek death, how could I not know this reason, more importantly, I was going to do this, in the ancient times of the Chinese Kingdom on the earth, there was a saying called killing to pay for life, this sentence is not too much to use on strangers, let alone me who killed my friend with my own hands.

My sin should be judged and punished by the senior sister.

Suddenly, I only felt that my chest was hit by my senior sister, but there was no stinging sensation on my body, and I subconsciously opened my eyes, only to find that the sobbing senior sister who buried her head in my chest and the sword that passed by my waist were slowly becoming transparent and disappearing at this time.

"Senior sister" I don't know whether to hug her or not, not to mention that Yaoguang is on the side, even if she can't see it, I still don't want her to see this scene from the bottom of my heart, but I still gently put a hand on her shoulder.

But I know in my heart that this hug of the senior sister is not affection. What's more, she is crumbling, but all she needs is relief.

"I don't want to do this, but for his resurrection, I have to do it, but I can't do it, the moment you face me, like the one who stood in front of me before, I know, I know, I shouldn't resent you, but I should hate myself, but I really can't do it, whenever I think of the day he was killed, my chest will always be accompanied by intense pain, in order for him to be resurrected, I decided to do anything, I joined the organization, and even kidnapped Yaoguang, I followed their plan every step of the way, I knew I was being used, I knew it was all wrong, but I didn't have a choice, I liked him, I wanted to be with him all the time, I had to try anything I could, even if it cost me! Obviously the opportunity is just around the corner! But why, I can't do it!! ”

My heart is sore, for so many years, the only thing that can move me is the feelings of the world, and anyone who has not given up the identity of a person is not hard-hearted.

I tried to keep my voice as low as possible, trying not to show the pain in my chest, I admitted, I should have answered my sister's question more gently: "I'm sorry sister, maybe he doesn't want you to do this, if time can really go back, I'd rather be the one who was killed, but I can't, so I can only live with my sin, or someone to end my life with this sin"

"But alas, that person, it's not me, you are all my friends, I can't avenge him, and he won't allow me to do it, I understand for the first time how disgusting this anxious and muddy heart must be, but I really don't know what to do!"

"I don't know, but I know better, he wants you to live, this is in exchange for his life, and I don't want my sins to be one more person, I know that this kind of excuse can't let you go, but if there is really a day when I need to pay for it, I am willing to pay for his life!"

"Heh" Senior Sister smiled bitterly, and then left in front of me, wiping the tears in the corners of her eyes that had returned to normal, although her sad face was not completely relieved, but at least she didn't have the indifference before, she just kept her head down and was silent.

"We shouldn't have been fighting, and I also know that Senior Sister didn't hurt the killer, although it was a little offensive at this time, but now we have to face a more important thing, Senior Sister, what should we do to rescue Yaoguang?!!" I asked immediately.

"Hehe, for the resurrection of the person you like, people who don't even want to kill their friends, what kind of love do you talk about" The room sounded the gloomy sneer of the masked man just now.

"Don't get in the way of stirring up trouble!! Have the ability to come out!! I rushed around and shouted.

"Hehe, it's not time yet, but one thing I want all of you to know is the fate of going against the organization!"

"Ahh As soon as his words fell, the senior sister suddenly screamed.

I immediately looked at her and found that the senior sister was looking up and scratching her head: "Get out!" Get out!!! ”

"Senior sister, what's wrong with you?!!" I immediately ran up and grabbed her shoulder.

"Hehehe, the person who was injected with the poison Gu is not worthy of having reason, I didn't want to do this, but Suzune, you disappointed me too much, and the person who disappointed me also means that you are no longer worthy of serving the organization, but in the last time, you better do what you have to do!"

"What the hell did you do to her?!!" I yelled around, but the masked man didn't answer.

"Ahh!!!hh The senior sister scratched her head and face, and this scene really scared me. But suddenly, I was pushed out by her, and when I was stunned, the senior sister said in a trembling voice: "While I still have my senses, hurry, kill, kill me!" ”

I shook my head: "No! There must be a way! There must be a way!! "I don't want to lose anyone, I don't want to put my hands on the lives of my companions!

"Quick!! Otherwise, I will lose my mind forever like Huang Tianhao! Become a walking meat! I don't want that! Fast! ”

"Me, me!" I hesitated in my heart that I couldn't make such a decision on more important things.

But the senior sister smiled, the pale face and blood-red eyes should have been a terrifying countenance, but it was the most bleak wry smile: "Please, now I just want to go to him"

My heart was dripping blood, and I held back the tears that were about to flow from the corners of my eyes, and with trembling hands, I condensed a sword.

When she saw that I finally condensed the sword, Senpai's smile became more natural and relieved.

I don't have any words, I don't have any other choice. I kept extricating myself in my heart, and kept looking for excuses for myself to start, just like my classmate said, if I don't kill her, she will also lose her mind and Huang Tianhao, sooner or later someone will end her life, rather than being killed by others, it is better to let me end everything about her at this moment.

I raised my sword, and the moment she pounced on me, I used all my strength, and the qi of my whole body poured into my sword, and I was like a bullet that was fired, and at the same time I stabbed the sword, straight into her heart.

In the next second, my hand was dyed red, and the sword turned into a white speck of fluorescence that gradually disappeared.

I hugged the fallen senior sister, squatted on the ground, and watched her lie on her arm, but she smiled: "Don't cry, I made you do this, thank you" She stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears I had left, but I didn't dare to make a sound, I was afraid, I was afraid that as soon as I spoke, I couldn't help myself, I didn't dare to look at her, my head was buried very low, because I could observe that the qi in her body was gradually collapsing, and her breath gradually returned to dead silence after the disorder: "I have been reincarnated for several lifetimes, and the results are all fateless, I thought there was finally hope in this life, but the result was still so undesirable, do you know the flower language of the pot of agave in his room? It was given to him by me, how much in line with his character, but I think it seems to be talking about me, maybe it's like the flower language, so it has today's result."

She looked at the roof and chuckled: "Wang Hao, you wait for me, maybe we will enter the reincarnation together, and in the next life, we will really be together" At the end of the sentence, her arm also fell, and I couldn't detect any of her breath anymore.

I endured everything, I told myself not to cry, I told myself that I shouldn't cry, I told myself that I didn't deserve to cry, I told myself, now, it's not the time, I wiped the corner of my eye hard, and gently put her on the ground. I could only use my deepest and calmest voice and three words to express my deep remorse to the senior sister who had left: "I'm sorry."