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Wu was almost the first to walk into the luggage hall. He saw Zhou You's tall man through the glass at a glance, but he didn't see Ah Ni. Zhou You immediately lifted Ah Ni from the waiting crowd, and Ah Ni waved to his father again and again. Lao Wu's hanging heart finally fell to the ground. But then he felt even more worried, and he found that Ah Ni seemed to have completely changed in these two short days. When he walked out of the security checkpoint, she did not rush to him affectionately as he usually did when he came home from work, but greeted him politely like a reserved big girl, and apologized for leaving home without permission to go to his father. What made him feel most uneasy was that Ah Ni obviously showed a shy and happy look in front of Zhou You, just like leading his boyfriend to meet his parents for the first time. Lao Wu is full of suspicion, his daughter has always been innocent, lively, generous and cheerful, as if she never knew what shyness was. Her sudden change clearly drew the distance between her heart and her father, which made Lao Wu a little overwhelmed. Looking at Ah Ni's tired demeanor, he couldn't bear to blame and couldn't ask, so he had to shake Zhou You's hand, greet him politely, and thank Zhou You for picking up Ah Ni at the station and returning her to him safely.

They called a taxi into town. When getting into the car, Ah Ni insisted on sitting in the back of the car with Zhou You, and let Lao Wu sit in the front row alone. Lao Wu's mood became worse and worse, and it was inconvenient to have a seizure, so he had to keep his face tight. Along the way, he saw from the mirror that Ah Ni was very close to Zhou You, and he stuck to Zhou You at every turn. Zhou You showed embarrassment from time to time, and was on the passive defensive to block Ah Ni's overly affectionate attack. Lao Wu secretly complained in his heart, he thought that this matter had reached such a point, although he was going to take Ah Ni back, but how could it be ended in the future? This time, he must have seen Shui Hong, and the three of them will "consult" with Ah Ni.

Zhou You took their father and daughter to live in a hotel near the western suburbs, which was closer to his residence and easier to contact. After entering the room, Lao Wu gave Ah Ni a bath with water, wanting her to rest early. It's better to discuss the schedule with you first. He didn't want to talk to Ah Ni about anything now, and it was in vain to talk to her about anything when she was faint from the heat. After he returned to Suzhou, he would completely settle the "escape incident" with Ah Ni. He just wanted to take her out of Beijing as soon as possible, without even a day of delay.

When Ah Ni hugged the change of clothes and walked to the bathtub in the bathroom, she suddenly leaned against the door, turned around and said to Lao Wu, "Dad, I don't want to go back tomorrow." No! Let me stay for a few more days, please......" She raised her head, her face was already full of tears, and she turned her face to Zhou You and said, "Otherwise...... Big brother, will you send me back to Suzhou? You said you were going to Suzhou......"

Zhou You replied embarrassedly: "But Ah Ni, your father has already made a special trip to pick you up, and your father has a job, so he can't wait for you." Again...... Besides, the big brother has to go on a business trip in a day or two, and I've been delayed for a few days and can't delay it any longer. If you go to Suzhou, the itinerary is too big, and the ticket is not easy to buy......"

Lao Wu said: "You alone occupy the time of two adults, and we don't have a winter vacation." ”

Zhou You said: "Ah Ni, you still have one semester to apply for the high school attached to the Academy of Fine Arts, this winter vacation, you have to hurry up and paint, the competition for the art academy is too fierce, the slightest negligence, you will be eliminated, if you lose this opportunity, it will be a pity......

"But I'm really afraid I won't pass the exam......" Ah Ni said with a crying voice. If I can't pass the exam, I won't be able to come to Beijing, so what should I do? Big brother, you promise me, if I can't pass the exam, I won't take the ordinary high school exam, I want to move to Beijing, live with you, let you teach me to draw every day, I will definitely work hard, and then take the exam again the next afternoon, I will definitely pass the exam...... Big brother, just promise me......"

"A-Ni!" Lao Wu stopped her sharply, he felt that her ideas were getting more and more outrageous.

Zhou Youwan said: "Ani, you are a smart girl, you have to have confidence in yourself, your creative works are very good, but the sketch sketch is not solid enough, and if you work hard for a winter vacation and a semester, you are completely hopeful." Just don't be distracted, in the future, you should draw less of your dreams, don't think about your big brother all the time, think more about drawing, practice more basic skills of painting, and cultural classes. Okay, listen to the big brother, let's go back with my father first, didn't the big brother tell you, the big brother will always be your big brother......"

Ah Ni threw herself on Zhou You, hugged his shoulder, and tears burst out of her eyes: "No...... Big brother, I'm not leaving, I just saw you so easily, just two days, are we going to be separated again? ”

Lao Wu walked over, gently hugged Ah Ni by his side, stroked her hair and said, "Ah Ni, the eldest brother is right, early love will affect learning, and if you don't do it well, it will ruin people's future." Go back with Dad, ah, good daughter, grit your teeth and suffer for half a year, and you will be able to breathe a sigh of relief...... You're so tired, go to bed early, your big brother and I still have to pick up tickets...... When we get the tickets, we'll decide on the arrangements for the two days......"

Faced with her father's accommodating face and Zhou You's helpless persuasion, Ah Ni felt the despair of returning soon. She suddenly broke free of Lao Wu's arm, threw away the clothes in her hand, rushed to the bedside, pulled down the bedspread indiscriminately, covered her face, and cried sadly. Her heart was filled with the extreme pain of a broken love and the fear of a bright future. She risked her danger and went through all the hardships to come to Beijing to meet her eldest brother, but she was ruthlessly taken back to Suzhou by her father, and her small resistance this time would end in a fruitless failure, and she was powerless and had no way to struggle......

Ah Ni cried, crying so darkly, no matter how Lao Wu and Zhou You comforted and persuaded her, they just covered their heads and ignored them. However, she was finally tired of crying, and she no longer had the strength. The tears gave vent to the sorrow that had accumulated in her heart, and she fell into a groggy sleep with the melancholy and dazed feeling that she could not save herself......

After Lao Wu confirmed that Ah Ni was asleep, Zhou You said to Lao Wu that Shui Hong meant that no matter how late it was today, she wanted to meet Lao Wu, and she was eager to discuss Ah Ni's affairs with Lao Wu. And tomorrow morning, once Ah Ni wakes up, it will be difficult to have a chance.

Lao Wu said that he was thinking the same way, so he locked the door, explained to the service desk, and called a taxi with Zhou You, and went straight to the western suburbs. The first time the two were alone, both felt a little awkward. I have to say a little about the situation after Ani left. Lao Wu told Zhou You that Ah Ni did not go home that day, and he and Ah Xiu were so anxious that he and Ah Xiu looked for her everywhere, which alarmed many relatives and friends in Suzhou City. Later, when he found that there was a suitcase missing from his home, he immediately thought that Ah Ni must have gone to Beijing to find Zhou You. However, Zhou You's residence did not have a telephone, so he could not be contacted. He immediately went to buy a plane ticket for the next day, and the female classmate of Ah Ni didn't remember to tell him that Ah Ni had gone to Beijing until the next morning. Therefore, he had no choice but to "kill" directly to Beijing.

Zhou You smiled bitterly and said: "Ah Ni is quite clever, and he found two soldiers as bodyguards for himself along the way, and he was safe and sound, but he scared the adults half to death." Today's children rarely think about others. ”

Shui Hong heard the sound of the key turning, and had already run to the door to open the door. There was still a layer of security doors, so he hurriedly asked: "Did Ah Ni receive it?" ”

"Got it, and now that we're asleep, we're out of it." Zhou You said, turning sideways to let Lao Wu go. "Shui Hong, look who's coming."

Shui Hong was relieved, and only then did she find that Lao Wu behind Zhou You was busy stretching out his hand to him. She was somewhat uncomfortable standing in front of her ex-husband and her lover who was not officially married. The person who let the seat pour the tea was very busy for a while. Lao Wu, who never smoked, took out a box of cigarettes out of nowhere and asked: Is it okay? Without waiting for an answer, he lit a stick and pumped himself. Zhou You also asked Lao Wu for a cigarette, and the room was very quiet, and the two men were silent. Shui Hong quietly looked at Lao Wu, he hadn't seen him for a few months, there were a few more strands of gray hair on his sideburns, his eyes were full of bloodshots, and his face not only did not have the joy of being newly married, but also seemed to be much older all of a sudden. Shui Hong's heart ached, and she was speechless for a while.

"Shui Hong, you and Zhou You...... Still not planning to get married? But...... Even if it's for the sake of Ani...... I think it's not a way for you to go on like this for a long time......" Lao Wu opened his mouth first. When he came to Zhou You's residence this time, in addition to thinking about Shui Hong in his heart, he really wanted to see with his own eyes how Shui Hong and Zhou You lived; In addition to discussing Ani's matter with Shui Hong, there is also a purpose, that is, to persuade Shui Hong and Zhou You to officially get married, and then find an appropriate opportunity to tell Ani the news euphemistically, although this is cruel, but the matter is over.

Zhou You hesitated and said: "Actually, whether you get married or not is not necessarily that important, but I also agree with Lao Wu's idea, sooner or later you have to tell her the truth, it's better to say it later than later, otherwise she will fall deeper and deeper, and once she can't extricate herself, the consequences will be unimaginable." But I've talked to Shui Hong a few times, and she always disagrees......"

"No, no......" Shui Hong shook her head repeatedly. I know Ah Ni too well, she can't stand such stimulation. Just like a small seedling, a hail hurts a leaf bud, and a seedling is destroyed. I wanted to wait until she was a little older, when she had the strength to bear it, and then tell her. Therefore, if I invite Lao Wu to come tonight, I want to trouble Lao Wu to help, and everyone will play a trick together. ”

Lao Wu choked on the cigarette and coughed violently, coughing so red that his face was red.

"Shui Hong, don't you know, Ah Ni, this kid, is getting more and more difficult to manage. People are in Suzhou, and their hearts have already run to Beijing. This time, she simply came to Beijing, so scared that Ah Xiu and I almost called the police. Now probably the whole alley knows that Ah Ni went to find her eldest brother, and it's really embarrassing to have such a young and precocious love that makes me, a parent, a parent. Lao Wu accentuated his tone, and his face became more and more gloomy. In my opinion, a small seedling jumps up like crazy, and if it doesn't get it right, it will destroy both big trees. ”

Seeing that Shui Hong and Zhou You were silent, Lao Wu turned his face to Zhou You and said:

"Last time I wrote you two long letters, I thought, either let Zhou You find out to her first, he already has a girlfriend. Zhou You, you can find a photo of a beautiful girl to show her, let her believe it, and let her weigh it in her heart, maybe it will automatically cool down......"

Zhou You snuffed out the cigarette butt and said with a wry smile: "I went to pick her up today, the photo is by my side, and I want to take it out several times, but I can't make up my mind." I can't bear to deceive her, and if she finds out in the future that I lied to her, her pain will be even more irreparable, and I may lose her trust and friendship forever......"

All three sat sullenly. The night is deep and the tea is cold. The dark night sky outside the window is like a dead end without lights, although it is wide and boundless, there is still no way out to the end.

After a long time, Shui Hong sighed and said gloomily: "Old Wu, as Ah Ni's mother, I handed her over to you, and I can't raise her personally, I'm sorry for her." But what I am more sorry for her is that I have love, but she has nothing, because love cannot be transferred or given. So all I can do for her is to treasure her love like a piece of plastic wrap and let her continue to dream of her. Puppy love is generally very short-lived and hazy, like dew in the morning, as soon as the sun comes out, it will disappear naturally. None of us should stop her, the most precious emotion in this life, let it be kept a little longer, and when she is sensible, let her deal with it herself, in the long run, this may be more useful for her whole life. ”

Old Wu muttered and said, "I think you can dream better than her." Don't eat, don't eat......"

Shui Hong went to the kitchen to make three cups of coffee, took a plate of snacks, and said with a smile: "Doctor Wu, I am on night duty again today, I owe you a favor, and I will return it one day." Shui Hong asked Lao Wu about Ah Xiu's situation again, and Lao Wu was slightly better after drinking coffee. The topic returned to Ah Ni, and Shui Hong said thoughtfully: "Lao Wu, can you and Ah Xiu let Ah Ni accept some modern women's concepts in the future." Every time I call her, I always have food, clothing, housing and transportation, and I can't talk to her about more in-depth content. I have a copy of "Duncan's Biography" here, you can take it to her, and she will slowly understand that infatuation is a traditional Chinese woman's dependent emotion. It is incompatible with the spirit of independence and freedom of modern man, and a woman cannot live without another man who does not love her, and this infatuation is too old and too backward. In fact, when Ah Ni grows up a little more, she will definitely be more independent than our generation, and she will not rely on Zhou You at that time. Zhou You, did you say? ”

Zhou You said: "If Ah Ni calls me dad one day, I will be happy." ”

"Oh, if one day she falls in love with her father in front of her mother, you will be embarrassed." Lao Wu jokingly mocked. "A good life is to make a mess of them as modern women, and in the future, if your daughter is too modern, I think it will be enough for you to ......"

"Then it depends on fate. The invisible hand is always more powerful than the visible hand. Shui Hong said as she quietly put away Lao Wu's box of cigarettes.

Lao Wu looked at his watch and asked Zhou You: "So, you tell the truth, according to Ah Ni's current painting level, can she be admitted to the High School Affiliated to the Central Academy of Fine Arts?" ”

"Hanging." Zhou You replied frankly. "She has a higher creative ability than any other child of her age, and she has good colors, which is her strength. But her basic skills in sketching and sketching are still a little poor, and after practicing for another half a year, she can't be attacked in a day or two. If I had tutored her every day in Beijing, she might have improved quickly, but in Suzhou, she still seems to lack a really good teacher. The High School Affiliated to the Academy of Fine Arts has always had strict requirements for basic skills, but now there are so many people who want to learn painting, and the competition is too fierce, I really dare not say ......"

"What if you do get in?"

Zhou You replied without thinking: "Then Shui Hong and I will get married immediately, let her have a new home in Beijing, and we can take care of her." ”

"Since...... Since she has little hope of being admitted, I think it is better to let her be admitted to an ordinary high school, not necessarily an art school. Lao Wu hesitated and said.

"How's that going to work?" Zhou You shouted in a lost voice. "Painting is her life!"

"Let her try, that's her only hope." Shui Hong nodded and said. "Otherwise, we might have buried a future genius. Lao Wu, you won't forget, in fact, we used to let her learn to paint since she was a child, because she showed a strong interest in painting since she was three years old, it was her other world, and all her emotions and talents were shown from the picture, as if she was born. I always wanted her to do what she loved, not to make her a painter. When she really grows up, even if she is not a painter, I believe she will be a creative woman......"

"Alright." Old Wu got up from the couch. "Then according to your advice, go all out to let her take the high school exam, and everything will wait until she finishes the exam. Now I've become one of your conspirators, but it's a pity that Ah Xiu is also in the dark like Ah Ni, and I don't even have anyone to consult with at home. ”

Lao Wu walked to the door, held Zhou You's hand and said, "Xiao Zhou, I'm still very happy to see you this time." It's all Shui Hong's fault for this matter, if she doesn't go with you, I may have gotten a painter's son-in-law like you in a few years, I really like you and hate you. But I hate Rainbow even more, she ruined a happy plan for me. It's too late to say anything now, and I'm relieved to see that you're doing well......"

Shui Hong handed a flashlight to Zhou You and said, "You can send Lao Wu on my behalf......

Zhou You sent Lao Wu to the road, stopped a taxi for him, and agreed to wait for his phone tomorrow morning to see the status of the ticket. Lao Wu returned to the hotel, and Ah Ni slept soundly. Although it was nearly twelve o'clock, he still went to the service desk and hung up the phone at home in Suzhou. Ah Xiu hadn't slept yet, and said that he was waiting for his call, so he made an appointment with a few relatives of his mother's family to play mahjong at home. Lao Wu told her that Ah Ni had received it, everything was going well in Beijing, and she would leave for Suzhou in a day or two, so that she must pay attention to safety at home, watch her body, and let her mother's family accompany her more and not be tired. After saying this, he added another sentence, saying that as soon as he left Suzhou, he began to feel homesick. Ah Xiu angrily asked him to call her twice a day, asking him to take Ah Ni back quickly, and relatives in the countryside sent a two-pound live mandarin fish, which she kept in the water tank and kept the big soup mandarin fish for them to eat.

The next morning, Zhou You got two sleeper tickets to Suzhou at noon the next day. After delivering the ticket to the hotel, he and Lao Wu took Ah Ni to visit the National Art Museum of China and several other galleries. In the afternoon, I went to the Summer Palace. Zhou You did not take Ah Ni to the causeway, but took her to climb Wanshou Mountain and Foxiang Pavilion. Halfway up the mountain, Ah Ni Fei let her big brother carry her on his back, Zhou You asked her to hook her neck from behind, and supported her to run dozens of steps, Ah Ni shouted happily, broke into laughter, and the clouds on her face were swept away.

It was the weekend, and in the evening, Zhou You invited Lao Wu and A Ni to listen to a chamber music recital.

For the whole day, Ah Ni almost held Zhou You's hand tightly. It was as if as soon as she let go, the big brother would disappear like a shadow. Zhou You always consciously avoided her gaze, and as time passed, the color in the pupils gradually deepened and precipitated, from transparent to chaotic, from cheerful to melancholy; And in the middle of the night, when you sent Ah Ni's father and daughter to the door of the hotel to break up, Ah Ni's eyes were already a hopeless darkness, and there was irreparable gloom and sorrow.

She knew she had to go. Zhou You couldn't bear to look at her.

The time of parting has finally arrived. On the platform, Ah Ni desperately turned around and pounced on Zhou You, hugging his neck tightly and kissing him on the cheek. It took a lot of effort for Zhou You to untie Ah Ni, who was crying into tears, from himself. When the car finally started slowly, Ah Ni jumped out, waved his hand and said, "Big brother, you must come to Suzhou to see me...... Big brother, you must wait for me...... Wait for me ......"

She whimpered, tears streaming down the carriage and landing on the slowly moving sleepers.

Zhou You looked at the train in the distance, and waited until he couldn't see the rear of the train before he left the platform. He couldn't combine the joyful Ah Ni on the platform two days ago with the sad Ah Ni in front of him, and suddenly there was a feeling of emptiness in his heart, and for a moment he could barely figure out whether he was separated from his daughter or the same little lover. He thought back to the two days he spent with Ah Ni, and the small spots of light flashed in his heart, like fireflies flying across the sky on a summer night. He couldn't understand why the little girl was so penetrating to himself that he seemed to have taken her pain as his own. No matter what kind of emotion it was, Ah Ni had already occupied an important place in his heart. On the way home, he was groggy and tried in vain to clear his chaotic thoughts. He sat on a stone staircase at the intersection for a while before going listlessly upstairs.

Zhou You gently hugged Shui Hong, kissed and kissed, and his eyes were moist. He muttered, "Shui Hong, what's wrong with me, Ah Ni is gone, and my heart seems to have been taken away by her." I feel like I've become a father in advance, but I really don't look like a father, this kind of love is stronger and more complicated than father's love, and more innocent than teenage love, even I can't figure it out, I feel like I'm about to be torn in half......"

Shui Hong opened her hand, inserted her fingers into Zhou You's thick hair, and gently combed it. She has not yet shaken off the sense of loss that Ah Ni has come and gone in a hurry, and she may miss and love her daughter more than Zhou You. For two days, Ah Ni was close at hand, but she could not meet Ah Ni, even if she listened to her voice. She just asked Zhou You to replace her to do her mother's duties, which filled her heart with more and more guilt that was difficult to resolve. She was deeply moved by Zhou You's frankness and sincerity, and because of this, she also understood Zhou You's mood at the moment.

The two embraced each other silently and did not speak for a long time.

Shui Hong didn't know how to comfort Zhou You for a while. She thought that maybe she should say something, maybe discuss a topic that Zhou You was interested in, and she could worry about the boredom of Zhou You. She chatted eloquently, and said to Zhou You that people's feelings are often in a state of splitting, looking back, there are also some father-loving factors in her previous love for Lao Wu......

"So I've always thought that maybe the 21st century will say goodbye to extremism." She said.

"Extremism?" Zhou You asked stupidly.

"For example, you and I are free, but that freedom is likely to lead to extremes. The totalitarianism of the East and the extreme individualism of the West have begun to disintegrate, and in the future, all the extreme factions will turn around and return, not to mention the world of human feelings, how can there be absolute boundaries? ”

"You seem to have said before that there is a new school of thought that believes in balance, just like walking on a single-plank bridge, you must maintain the balance of your body so as not to plant an abyss...... Zhou You seemed to be a little interested.

"Actually, it's an ancient philosophy, the golden mean in Chinese culture. For example, monogamy and group marriage are two extremes, and in reality, neither system can be practiced. In fact, no matter which country has any kind of law, what is really common among the people is pluralism: monogamy, husband and wife plus lovers, cohabitation, trial marriage, ...... As long as the problems of blood and disease are avoided, there will never be an absolute principle in the choice of love......"

"But is China's golden mean too conservative, and the golden mean has stagnated China for thousands of years."

"Because China did not strictly enforce the mean, the rulers used extreme authoritarian totalitarianism to enforce the mean, and of course it stagnated. The seemingly conservative approach is actually very revolutionary, it opposes all extremes, and modern economics, environmental science, biology, and medicine have proved it correct. If you lose your balance in any area, there will be a big problem. Shui Hong said.

Zhou You hugged Shui Hong, put her on his lap, kissed her again and again, and said: "No, I don't care what doctrine you approve of, I just want to be with you, with you, I would rather give up my freedom...... I will love Ah Ni with the purest love in the world, this will be the only extreme ......" The heavy and oppressive air in the room gradually dissipated, and he suddenly had an illusion that the rainbow in his arms was a grown Ah Ni, richer and more charming than Ah Ni.

This night, both of them were unusually lingering.

After a few days, the small studio gradually returned to its former tranquility and serenity. Zhou Youzhong began to paint the human body of the rainbow wholeheartedly again. He felt that Shui Hong was more beautiful, he seemed to have loved Shui Hong for more than ten years, and he had fallen in love with her since she was a fifteen-year-old girl, and he had been loving, and the more he loved, the deeper he became. The wine he and Shui Hong brewed together is no longer a fresh, crazy, brilliant draft beer, but has entered a long-lasting cellaring period, the constant temperature of the cellar is not quiet, the yeast of love has always been subtly responding, endlessly increasing in value, and finally become a century-old wine stored in the cellar of the seabed, the longer the love is stronger and more mellow. Zhou You's love is still foaming and fermenting, even if he is occasionally attracted by the pure and fresh grape juice, but once he returns to his studio, he becomes a loving drunkard again.

The studio is filled with tenderness and wine all day long. Shui Hong found that when Zhou You was painting, he spent much more time on the inner charm of beauty than on finding shapes and colors. During a break in the middle of the afternoon, she proposed to drink a glass of Zhou You's earlier treasured "Remy Martin", and only after taking a small sip, a layer of blush appeared on her face. She held up her glass, stared at the easel, and said with drunken eyes:

“…… Zhou You, what do you think, why did you draw me into the wine cellar? These large pale yellow barrels have a real flavor as a backdrop. It feels so good for you to love...... Don't paint me as drunk, it's better to be slightly drunk, and a slightly drunk woman is the most charming and the best to drink...... Honey, stop drawing, there is tomorrow...... This painting is even more intoxicating than the previous one, and this time it's really drunk...... My head is a little dizzy, and we have a cellar full of wine that we can't drink in the rest of my life...... One more drink, I'd like to drink ......."

As she spoke, Shui Hong's face was already like red wine, and the skin of her whole body was slightly red and crisp, revealing an agate-like luster. Zhou You put down the paintbrush and poured two small cups of "Remy Martin". The two of them really entered a slightly drunk state, and the wine full of wine suddenly accelerated its reaction, exuding a mellow aroma. The two of them were fascinated, Shui Hong wrapped her hands around Zhou You's neck and muttered, "You're right, I don't want to give you freedom anymore......"

In the afternoon of the next day, Zhou You went to the company to accompany the boss to choose paintings, and by the way, he went to his home to retrieve some newspapers and letters. Shui Hong used scissors to help him cut open the envelopes one by one, and there was a plain letter from the city, and there was no payment on the envelope. Shui Hong opened the letter curiously, the letter was very short, she only glanced at it, and the word "Lili" at the end of the letter flashed into her eyes. She smiled and handed the letter to Zhou You and said, "Look for yourself, I don't want to violate your privacy." ”

Zhou You took the letter, glanced at it hastily, and knew that it was written by Shu Li.

Zhou You, I know you're in Beijing. Although I didn't find you this time, your family wouldn't tell me where you lived, and they said you didn't have a phone there. But I'll definitely find you next time. After seeing the letter, please call me in Shenzhen, and discuss important matters. I will fly back to Shenzhen tomorrow, and when I sell the house over there and recover a debt, I can go back to Beijing to live for a long time. You can misunderstand me as much as you want, just don't ignore me. I'm in a good situation, and I'll talk about it in detail when we meet, and what I want to tell you is: you'll have a big studio of your own.

Your Lili

Zhou You took the letter and was stunned for a long time.