My heart was racing, I felt like I was standing in front of a tornado, everything around me was quickly destroyed, and the next second it might be my turn. Anyway, though, I'm going to have to take a gamble.

Mei Biyu gradually despaired while waiting, and began to deliberately let herself forget. After such a long period of precipitation, I put a lot of time and energy into my work. There was a time when I woke up every morning and looked in the mirror to see if my hair was gray.

Time passed like this, and in the long wait, I found that my love and hatred for Mei Biyu had finally faded. I finally accepted the fact that she would never come back.

Just when I decided to start planning my life again, God cruelly snatched her away from me and left me tormented in the midst of mortal suffering. From that moment on, my heart was already broken. I hope that one day she will return safely. I eagerly hoped, I bent my lips at my own mirror on the glass screen, my sideburns were not white, if she could wait for her at the next intersection, no matter how great my achievements were, how famous my reputation was, I would wait for her to return, this is my goal, I have worked so hard for so long, just to wait for this day.

"What's so sad about it? I'll leave you on my shoulder to wipe your tears! ”

The flirtatious male voice disturbed Mei Biyu's crying. She raised her eyebrows slightly, and saw a delicate boy who was gentle but not scum, and he was so confident that he gritted his teeth.

"Fuck off."

After speaking, he turned around and left proudly, like a tsundere little princess. I wanted to chase after it, but a refreshing voice came from afar.

"It's really shameless and skinless!"

It seems so clear in a slightly noisy environment, even if there is a melodious nocturne in the same place, it still can't hide the coldness of this teasing!

Seeing Mei Biyu's unsteady walking, I nervously asked, "Are you okay?" ”

"It's okay~ I can't die~ You go back, go back!"

Mei Biyu waved her little hands, her voice was hoarse, there were no more tears than before, and there was no room for me to care.

Xu Jiaxin accompanied me to dinner before leaving. It was dark, and I was alone there thinking nonsense. Later, I fell asleep on the head of the bed, and when I woke up in a daze, Mei Biyu pulled out the needle that was in the way and sat quietly on the bed.

I saw my contradictions a long time ago. Those words came to me in a moment.

She jumped out of bed, ran to the window, opened the curtains and looked out stupidly. I picked up Mei Biyu from behind, she was so frightened that she screamed, the world was spinning, and I threw herself on the soft couch, the warm air was under her ears, that kind of crisp and itchy, which made her both shocked and afraid. She listened to the voice of the man who spoke at the right time, but she didn't know that I was deliberately pretending to walk away, and then unexpectedly held her down and said, "You snarky little thing, always so naughty, I have to let you know today." "I had a faint aroma of mint tobacco, mixed with the smell of a mature man, and a faint smell of nitrate choking into her nose, she struggled desperately, I suppressed her resistance with one hand, brushed away her messy hair with the other, and was about to kiss her on the lips, I could already see her face, and I couldn't help but be stunned. I could see the faint frown, staring sharply at my face, obviously a little surprised, because the situation was really embarrassing, I couldn't help flashing a trace of complex and indescribable embarrassment, but for a moment, that embarrassment had been replaced by a very calm look, still looking at her sharply, as if to see something from her face. She also struggled hard to keep me from succeeding.

She stared at me and muttered, "Beast." ”

She wasn't sure if I was the well-dressed and sanctimonious guy. My breath sprayed hotly on her face, and she realized that the posture of the two people was extremely ambiguous, and she couldn't help but blush, stretched out her hands and pushed me hard, "Hey, beast, get up quickly." ”

I also came back to my senses and quickly let go of my hand.

She jumped out of bed, licked her dry lips, and said, "Can I talk to you?" ”

I frowned and said, "Put your shoes on." ”

Her temper came up again: "I want you to take care of it." ”

I see her like this! I was heartbroken, I shuddered, and then comforted her: "Listen to you, listen to you." ”

She looked at me like a stranger, and her voice was unexpectedly weak.

"I don't understand why God would play so tricks on me and make me stupidly fall in love with you. Marriage is a matter of two people, but why is it so difficult to get married? ”

I was terrified, and I was terrified to hear her gloomy voice in the middle of the night. I was afraid that she would never see me again, her eyes were bloodshot, and she glared at me, and the gaze made my hairs stand on end.

I looked at her in horror, but she turned away in pain.

"Why did you come into my world, rob me of my love, cheat on my love, and try to occupy the rest of my life."

I think she hated me so much, so she just took revenge on me by disappearing from play......

I knew full well that she hated me, and her tone was utterly desperate. My heart was crumbling.

Mei Biyu, who used to be majestic and resolute, became a mother-in-law and mother-in-law, looking a little pitiful, she was really afraid! It's really desperate......

I wanted to cry, but I didn't. I want to get her to bed. I don't want to hear Mei Biyu's sorrow to the extreme, nothing more than the death of the heart. She was obedient and I carried her to the bed. I sat there alone, not moving. The lamp in the room was on, and I reached out to wipe her face, only to realize that she was crying.

On the way back from a business trip, I received a call from the doctor and I was depressed.

In the first week after Mei Biyu entered the hospital, I called her twice a day, but no one answered. Later, the head nurse called me, but I didn't know anything about it.

Mei Biyu has been living in the ICU for rescue, and she solved everything in such a tragic way. When the head nurse hurriedly called to tell me all this, I had just returned from a trip.

I went to visit Mei Biyu in the hospital, I stood outside the big glass of the ICU and burst into tears, I was in the mood for love, so beautiful, I always remember the last smile she gave me.

In the hospital, I saw Mei Biyu's parents again. Mei's mother cried so much, she cried and fainted several times, and she was also admitted to the hospital, Mei's father's hair on both temples was gray, his eyes were bloodshot, and he looked at me a little blankly.

All parents in this world, in the face of their daughter's misfortune, will be so painful, and they will all collapse all at once. I was the only one who traveled between the hospital and the company, dealing with various chores such as medical expenses, and dealing with unnecessary people.

According to the head nurse, Mei Biyu was sent to the hospital by a young man when she was injured.

She didn't even have time to change her clothes, so she sloppily took Mei Biyu to the operating room to clean her wounds.

The head nurse said that the young man had handed Mei Biyu into her hands and left in a hurry, leaving no words.

The broken porcelain pieces are not terrible, but the terrible thing is the bloody piercing in the skin.

The head nurse said she took Mei Biyu from the man's back and carried her upstairs. Mei Biyu kept shouting in pain, tearing her heart all the way, I don't know how deep the broken porcelain pieces pierced in, until she was cold to me, I didn't know that she was hurt by a man, especially when a man broke her face with a beer bottle, she was even more desperate for a man!

I look calm, but this series of aggressive questions inside? Those with a little life experience will find that the precursor to this period of calm is the dullness, depression and anger that comes when a storm hits.

I remembered that I felt bad when I was hurt by others, and I paid attention to her face when I came to the hospital, and I asked her, but she didn't say whether she was alive or dead, she just kept crying, and I didn't ask more.

That day, she thought I was too verbose and pushed me out of the ward, and I said, "Don't be angry if your wound is not healed." "I persuaded her to take a painkiller. Unexpectedly, she has been dependent on drugs since then, and although I have heard that she has a bad habit of relying on drugs, this ordinary painkiller does not work at all.

I can't refute her words, my relationship with her is a bad debt that can be tore up and thrown away, before I thought I owed her, entangled, and I didn't know how to calculate it.

The doctor came to check on him, and he was in critical condition and needed to be hospitalized immediately. What's more, she is already three months pregnant.

After settling her into the ward, I didn't have time to go home to get her things, and the doctor asked me to stay and take care of her while she was in the room.

I was worried about the work at hand, so I sat in the hospital room and couldn't help but look at my watch every once in a while. Then I called my colleague and told him to write a summary of his work tonight, and then send me an electronic version to my email, so that I could take care of Mei Biyu wholeheartedly in the future.

"Let's go." The low hoarse voice sounded again, and I looked up, only to realize that Mei Biyu had woken up.

She slept on a hospital bed, with a drip hanging on it, and her other face was wrapped in gauze, which was heart-wrenching to watch. When I looked at it under the light of the ward, I was almost thin, which made people feel a little abrupt and strange.

"I guess I can't go back to this point, so I'll just stay with you."

She ignored me and just repeated one more sentence.

"Let's go."

"I know you don't want to see me, and to be honest, I don't want to see you either. Don't worry, I'll leave in a while. "I was almost half by this stupid girl.

Mei Biyu must be angry again, I know how angry she looks, I found that her eyes are moist, she looks at the ceiling and no longer looks at me, in fact, I don't want to stay here, I know that she doesn't think I'm an eyesore but doesn't want me to see her now.

Her unprecedented weakness makes me feel cold, everyone has their own weak and sad side, unlike before, she will always be that invincible.

She ignored me. I was amuseful to keep my mouth shut, I knew that her emotions were not something I could control, so I chose to compromise.

Why do I, a person who has nothing to do with her, want to brazenly occupy her and choose to accompany her? I'm sure I must have been mistaken.

The room was quiet, so quiet that I could almost hear the watch on my wrist moving, and I knew it wasn't a hallucination. This high-replica Patek Philippe is just like her people, every part is frighteningly accurate, and it never seems to make an error. I think it's like a watch that suddenly breaks down, and even the watch will break, it's really unbelievable.

"I'm thirsty." She finally spoke, her voice cold as if there was no emotion.

"I'll fall right away." I immediately got up and poured her a glass of boiling water, put my hands in front of her, she wanted to get up and felt a little soft, I put down the cup and helped her sit up against the pillow!

No one in this world knows what loss is better than I do. I lost the life I deserved.

I endured all the pain that was painful. I didn't expect to lose her at the last moment.

I'm going to have red circles under my eyes, this person, I hate this person so much. She always tried to make me forget when I wanted to remember, and she always made me see despair again and again when I saw hope. I really hate her. I almost tried to forget her, but I could always pull out bursts of pain when I couldn't explain it.

Her voice was like a sharp husk. "Don't stay with me anymore, you can go quickly."

There was a faint sadness between my eyebrows: "You are a cancer of the new era." ”

She pounced on me and pinched me, the dropper wrapped around her, she almost tried to strangle me with all her might, I hated this person so much, I don't know why she was so cruel.

I grabbed one of her hands with both hands, the needle on the back of her other hand was already crooked, and blood was coming back from the dripper, but she just stared into my eyes with a vague pain. She wanted to strangle me, but I always wanted to love her, I don't know how much pain she has now, and when it hurts once, the other pain doesn't matter.

I used all my strength to help her remove the needle that was in the way, and then grabbed both of her hands firmly. Unexpectedly, her hand was pushed my chest, and her lips were still smiling cruelly and painfully. The real discomfort of people is when the person you love doesn't love you at all, and when you hate you, you finally know how painful it is.

Sometimes I can be by Mei Biyu, she always can't help but say inexplicably nervous.

The expression on my face was so distorted, the painful expression on my face seemed to be exactly what she wanted to see, she looked at me like a bird's-eye overlook, I really wanted to push myself into a corner, I really wanted to crush that feeling completely.

One of her words broke my heart, and I finally exploded: "What more do you want from me?" ”

Even if I owed her Mei Biyu before, it should be cleared now, and I have had enough this year. She can do whatever she loves, I am completely desperate for her, I am not interested, and she has also said not to see me again.

She just sneered: "You think I don't like you? You think you're great, don't you? Do you think I really don't like you?"

Her words were like bullets on the battlefield, dense and urgent, and they swept towards me one by one, sweeping my already scarred body into a thousand holes again. I forgot about the struggle, I just stared at her blankly. I'm a fucking bastard, I don't deserve to walk into your world with a dead face.

I didn't expect that there is a kind of thing in this world that is really immeasurable by money, and it is also irretrievable and unbuyable by money. For example, like Mei Biyu's wrong love, the overflowing sadistic love has evaporated over the years.

My bones were trembling, everything was spinning in my eyes, I didn't believe that she could be so ruthless, so desperate that she would have nothing to do with me in the future.

I was often so angry that I couldn't help but shiver, and my voice became hoarse. You deserve to die 10,000 times, and you blame me for being too naïve and stupid, greedy for your beauty, willing to be deceived by you, used by you, and ruthlessly abandoned by you after being used.

I found out that I had been deceived by someone else, so I spat out the most vicious curse.

"If there is retribution, I hope you will not be happy in this life! Ten thousand times of death is also deserved. ”

She stared at me, and for a moment, I thought, maybe she didn't want to talk to me anymore. She didn't move, just stared blankly at the ceiling. I didn't hesitate to walk in front of me, but she didn't move, just closed her eyes gently.

When I walked out of the ward, I wanted to go back to work.

I used to be a little unhappy with others, and the first person I thought of was Mei Biyu, and I wanted to meet her, my only girlfriend. I don't think she will betray me, she will not deceive me, she will not leave me, only she knows me best. I need a lot of love, and when I have enough of it, I can be coquettish as much as I want. It seems like I'm a bit of a self-deluded person right now.

I couldn't help but tremble when I thought of what Mei Biyu said, and when I thought of everything about her, I felt an indescribable pain slowly pouring into my heart!

I think the only person I should hate now is her, just her.

When Xue Xinying mentioned Mei Biyu, I was almost crazy in pain, I didn't allow it, especially I didn't want to be mentioned again. When Xue Xinying mentioned Mei Biyu, I stood up and clenched my fists.

"Don't put her in front of me, what do you want?"

"What, did it hit your sore spot or what?" Xue Xinying's eyes squinted over mine and then looked at the ceiling, but there was a vicious smile on her lips.

"Your true love doesn't want you anymore?"

I guess that's how it turned out.

On the other hand, Mei Biyu's eyes and expression, it is estimated that there is no love at all, and the extreme sadness is death, and the indescribable heartbreak is to announce that this relationship is basically over.

Mei Biyu took care of her very much during her critical illness, and I think, and I, as Mei Biyu's friend, should thank her, this so-called reward is very vulgar, but we all don't like this vulgarity.

The waiter began to serve the food, and the head nurse said a lot of things, most of them about Mei Biyu, but I didn't want to hear a word, I just wanted to stay away from Mei Biyu as a person, as far away from danger and disaster. She brought me nothing but loss and pain.

Finally, the head nurse sighed and asked, "What is your relationship?"

I said, "Ordinary friends." ”

Really, in my lifetime, I wish my life would never have anything to do with her again. I only hope that she can wake up safely, and when she wakes up, she can quickly forget everything that happened before, so that she will not have too many regrets in her heart, at least she can choose to live well in the next few days.

The head nurse looked at me as if she was very embarrassed, and finally she just sighed: "Fate is really unfair, why are good people always in trouble." ”

After coming out of Biyuan Pavilion, I walked slowly along the lakeside path, a little uneasy along the way, there was an old man fishing there by the lakeside, I walked along the lake for most of the circle, I felt that my legs were very weak, so I chose a sunny bench to sit down.

The noon sun is very poisonous and shining on people's bodies, the plum blossoms on the road are in full bloom, the fragrant snow is ten miles, the voices of people are boiling, and there are people who enjoy the flowers and couples who take pictures everywhere.

Now it is naturally sparsely populated, who would brave such a poisonous sun to look for plum blossoms?

I don't want to move, the sun is so comfortable that I really want to sleep, and then forget everything that has happened in recent years, whether it is Wang Shiyi or Mei Biyu. I want to forget.

The phone was set to vibrate by me, and it kept shaking in its pocket, and it took a long time to find out. The call was a very familiar landline number, I didn't want to answer it, so I pressed it off directly.

After a while, the latest Apple phone also rang, this number is rarely known, but now it rings earth-shatteringly, I looked at the caller ID, it is still the familiar landline number, so I connected.

At half past three, I returned to the hospital, standing at the door of the ward, I saw her lying on the bed alone looking at the ceiling in a daze, the silhouette revealed a little desolate, lonely, now she is a little different from the previous vigorous Mei Biyu, it is a world of difference, like two people. Mei Biyu looked at me, but she didn't seem to want to talk to me, and she kept arguing with me.

So what, I escaped through her fingers, yes, even if I owed her, but I have paid it off now.

I sighed lightly, if she didn't often go out to socialize and socialize, how could she fall into other people's traps, fall into other people's traps, and how could she encounter such a disaster that shocked me.

"Why are you looking at me like this, is it necessary to ignore even the feelings of the past, is it necessary to kill me completely?" I looked at her dumbfoundedly.

She was still staring at the ceiling in a daze, not saying anything.

The valve of memory is opened, and the turbulent past comes to life.

I finally spoke.

"I don't know if you would have notified me if the doctor hadn't called me."

Her expression didn't change at all, she still looked cold, then turned her back to me and said, "You go, I don't have to worry about my business anymore."

I don't have anything to do with her anymore, I don't want to see her again, it's probably a momentary anger, sometimes I'm tired of it, why is she still trying to pull me into the past that I desperately want to forget. Even if she's sick to death, what's the matter with me? What do I have to feel guilty about? Even if there were, it was a thing of the past. Besides, I have already repaid it, and I don't owe it to her.

"Then I'll go back first, you can rest well." When I go back, how can I rest assured? But I still desperately want to leave.

Mei Biyu didn't speak, she didn't know that I was leaving, and the doctor seemed a little gloomy, it was me who made my own opinion, it was me who was not sunny enough, love or not. Just don't want to, if not, can I sit in the hospital with her pet in my arms all night?

She finally opened her mouth to speak: "Take the pet back and raise it!" ”

She said this not because she wanted to give up Samoyed, but because she never wanted to see it again, or because she didn't have the courage to take care of Samoyed anymore. She was never like this, and no one dared to take Samoyed away in front of her, just as no one dared to make her fat in front of her, and it was a war of lightning at all.

She didn't seem to want to continue living with me as before, her face was so pale that it seemed that she had a layer of frost on her face, and said weakly: "I'm going to rest, you go back." ”

If we were to end up this way, I'd rather we never met. I looked back at her, and her face was pale, and there seemed to be some kind of forbearance, or some kind of hatred in her eyes.

I looked at her and said very flatly, "I'll come to see you again." ”

Next time I just wish I could go and see her, and I don't have to do anything, just look at it. She seemed indifferent, brushing her messy hair and turning her head to ignore me.

Well, even if I am a stranger, I have to bow my head, because that complicated and long relationship will make me feel hopeless in the end.

I was forced to take two steps into the hospital bed.

As I got closer, I saw that she was not sleeping, sitting alone on the edge of the bed, with her face facing the window, and for a moment I felt as if she had autism, motionless, like a sculpture. But the curtains were drawn, so what could she do when she sat on the bed?

I looked at her, then stretched out my right hand and shook it in front of her eyes, and she was indifferent. Still didn't move or speak.

My tone was almost tactful.

"Just let me stay with you for once, okay?"

Anyway, I've been trampled enough by her, and it doesn't matter if it's more or less. As long as she's satisfied.

How could things have become so stiff now, what is going on, even if I am bitter, she is silent. On the other hand, my temper has long been flattened by her.

Still, I'm glad she's recovered. But she sat alone on the edge of the bed, like the two of them I had ever known.

In my heart, Mei Biyu is a perfect woman who is full of hope for life and passion for life, never in a trance like now, and looks a little pitiful.

The room was dimly lit, but I could see that her cheeks were slightly red, as if she had been wearing light makeup.

The head nurse said that she was having a fever, and her face might be red if she had a fever, not to mention that her lips had slight cracks and white crumbling skin, which really looked like a fever, but she covered everything up with lipstick!

I had been staring at her for so long that her eyes were slowly gaining focus, and she looked at me and muttered to herself.

"What is a friend, what is love, is it really a drink to quench thirst? The revival of old feelings is nothing more than repeating the mistakes of the past. ”

"Like me, I'm really afraid of you dying, I'm worried about killing me, why did you become the way you are now."

She looked calm and calm.

"I'm okay now, you can go."

Very good, this is the person I know who is resolute, has a style of doing things, and is a bolt from the blue to me.

I breathed a sigh of relief, but this stupid girl's capricious appearance can infuriate people, but fortunately I didn't leave.

When I looked back, Mei Biyu's eyes were slightly closed, and her whole face was flushed. I reached out and tried her forehead, but she didn't open her eyes. I just think that she must have suffered a lot and endured a lot.

I wanted to kiss her on the forehead, but I kept my thoughts back. I don't understand why I had to look at her face, if we didn't have anything to do with each other or if she didn't want to see me again. I was struggling and depressed.

I thanked the head nurse and thanked her, and the moment I stepped out of the door, I felt the urge to turn around and run away. I managed to escape, and the illusion that the next time I came back would inevitably give me the illusion of emotional entanglement.

I remember someone saying that.

"You can't dwell on failure all the time. It doesn't matter if you can't find the right man, you can't despair until the moment you die! ”

"But I'm afraid you're already menopausal before you despair."