I'm a man

My man was born in 1936, the first three boys died, my father and mother were afraid of his death, and wanted to find a godmother with many sons. The eldest lady surnamed Xu has three sons, and people are unwilling, saying: "I can't recognize my godson, recognize my godson, and hinder my own son." ”

It was useless for my father and mother to say anything, and then people said: "My child is called Da Zhi, Second Recognition, and Third Recognition, and your child is called Fourth Recognition." ”

My man's nickname is Sizhi, and his big name is Zhang Fuchun. Lined up with other people's children, his father and mother finally brought him back to life, and later had two younger brothers.

My mother-in-law is a person who does not want to suffer, and she always suffers losses in the production team, and she scolds her with a spear when she suffers a little loss. The father-in-law listened to his mother-in-law, and after the grain was harvested in which year, both of them sold grain, and took the children to the Longqi set to listen to the drama to eat and drink, and after the New Year, they had to eat bran vegetables, which made people look down on them.

In the third year of marriage, my man was twenty years old. I went back to my mother's house for more than ten days, and when I came back, I heard my mother-in-law say: "You are gone, I want to be in charge, he said that he is in charge, and there is enough food to eat, so I scolded: 'Donkey dick day, you haven't shed your shit skin, are you in charge?' When your father and I are dead, you can be in charge again! ’”

In 1958, I ate a big pot of rice, and after a short time, my family starved, and my man came to the Northeast first. After that, he was in charge.

After he became a family, I had many friends and guests almost every day, and I seemed to have endless meals in my life.

I'm most afraid of the New Year. From the second to the sixth day of junior high school, there are three major tables at home every day, and the bicycles are placed in the yard, like a place to store bicycles.

At three o'clock in the morning, I got up to chop vegetables and meat and prepare lunch. Then I made breakfast and the whole family ate it. After cleaning up, the guests arrived early, peanuts, melon seeds, and sugar cubes had already been placed, a large pot of tea was brewed, tea was poured, cigarettes were taken, and they were accompanied by conversations, and they were received one by one.

At half past ten, I brought two cold dishes to the table and stir-fried six hot dishes. They drank the wine, and I quickly heated up the steamed buns, which were steamed in advance. There were more than 30 people on any day, and me, my mother-in-law and my children couldn't get on the table. Send the guests away and we eat the leftovers.

I am a man who drinks with guests, and I drink too much at any time. When he sobered up, I cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, and got the New Year's greetings from the old man's house. When he got to the house, he continued to drink, and most of them had to push his bicycle back, and it was almost midnight when he got home.

During the Chinese New Year, pay attention to the four gifts, two bottles of wine, two bottles of canned food, two catties of cakes, and two catties of apples. Most people take two bottles of Yinquan liquor produced by Anda and two catties of cakes.

In 1970, my son had a bad relationship with China, and when I heard that there was going to be a war, my family moved to the ravine to build a brick factory. After more than a year of purity, friends from the ravine came up again. Some people came to buy bricks, some people from the police station, and some people from the grain store, all came to my house to drink. The people in the mountains drink a lot, and they drink endlessly. My man can't speak, who knows where he got so many friends?

Once, my man went out with Accountant Gu on an errand, and walked to a small restaurant to eat. When I walked into the house, I saw Liu Shuangli and Song Chuanlin, workers in my factory, who didn't dare to go out after eating. These two people know some martial arts, and I heard that Song Chuanlin can throw the rope to an eight-meter-high pine tree, and he can go up the tree and stand up on the tree by holding the rope.

The two of them had just quarreled with four people for a while, and the four people said, "If you want to fight, let's go out and fight, don't delay other people's business." ”

Song Chuanlin said that among the four people, there are two Shandong people who can do martial arts. When arguing, a person lights the table and argues, and he clicks a few times, leaving a few pits on the table. They are no rivals.

There is a Shandong person who shouted outside: "There is a kind, you come out to fight, and only when you come out can you count it as a kind of mile!" ”

My man handed over the pocket to Accountant Gu and let him take care of it. He took off his coat, rolled up his sleeves, and went out.

He said to the Shandong man: "Listen to the accent, you are from Shandong." Fellow, do you want to fight? If you want to fight with me, let's get started! ”

The four men didn't say anything and left.

My man came back to talk about it, and I said, "It's too dangerous, you don't know anything, if people beat you, are you wronged?" ”

He said, "I'm ready, if they fight, I'll tell them to fight." I said, 'I won't fight you, because you're my fellow countryman.' If I want to fight, the four of you can't beat me. In this way, let the people who watch the excitement know that I am a benevolent and righteous gentleman. ”

By October, it was cold in the ravine, freezing at night, and the brick factory was shut down.

One day, more than 30 Juye villagers suddenly came, saying that they were looking for Zhang Fuchun. I don't recognize any of the men, and none of these thirty or so people recognize him.

Thanks to the shutdown of the brick factory, most of the workers went home and emptied the dormitories. My man arranged them in a dormitory, or there were so many people that they didn't even have a place to live.

My man told me to fry a pot of pickles and bring it to the cafeteria. He used the cauldron in the cafeteria to cook for them, and burned the dormitory kang.

These men asked me men to find them work. The man said, "I'm sorry, I haven't worked as a factory worker yet, and I really don't have a place to find work for you." Where are you from? ”

One man said, "I came from Qiqihar, and the work there is finished." Some people say that you have the ability to find me a job in the mountains, and I will come to you. ”

The man said, "This mountain has been felled, and the workers on the mountain have no work to do." ”

The fellows all brought their bedding and stayed in the dormitory for the night.

The next day, my man made them small rice in the cafeteria, fried shredded potatoes, and they finished breakfast and left.

When I was a man, my mother-in-law and I didn't stop me. The two big fat pigs that my mother and son have raised for two years have been sold, and he went to the Public Security Bureau to get a gun license, **,**clothes,***, there is nothing left of the pig money.

After buying it back, he told me that this **** is so good and so good. I told my mother-in-law, "No matter how good a friend is, you can't lend him a gun, if something happens, it's your business." ”

He said, "Remember." ”

There was a veteran in the mountains who was a good friend of my man, and he said, "Brother Zhang, I have practiced marksmanship well in the army. Lend me your shotgun, shoot the beast back, and we'll have a drink." ”

My man said, "I don't borrow two things from my family, I don't borrow guns, and I don't borrow my daughter-in-law." You can borrow the rest as long as I have it. ”

The man was gone.

One day, when he was hunting in the mountains, he saw a big black blind man, and he was so frightened that he ran along the sheep intestine path. After running for a while, I saw that I was still so close to the black blind man, and then I ran. The soles of the feet are soft, and the gurgling (note: the sound of objects rolling) rolls down the ravine. In the ravine, the grass was as high as his waist, and he climbed up, with his gun in both hands, and rushed in the direction of the black blind man, and his heart was pounding with fright. He thought about it, as long as the black blind man came, he would release the gun.

After waiting for a while, the black blind man did not come, his heart did not beat so much, he wanted to go home, and he did not know where to go. He later told me, "I've never been lost in the mountains, and the taste is unpleasant." ”

He sat there thinking for a long time, remembering the general direction, and walked forward with one foot deep and one foot shallow. After walking for about half an hour, I came to the sheep intestine path and walked on the way home.

When I got home, my man went to the kang and lay down, I made him a pot of tea and sent it, and asked him, "Why did you come back at this time?" ”

He told what had happened, laughed so hard that my stomach hurt, and lay down on the kang to laugh.

I asked, "Why don't you shoot?" ”

He said, "I didn't let go of the gun." If I can't beat the black blind man, it catches up with me again, and eats me upside down, no one knows. Put a gun, isn't that a fire? ”

I laughed.

He said, "You're still laughing, you're going to scare me to death today." I'm a person who remembers the road, why don't I know the east, west, north and south today? ”

I asked, "Are you still going hunting?" ”

He said, "No." ”

A few days later, when I came home from work, I saw someone coming to the house, and my man said, "This is Brother Wang from the Public Security Bureau, hurry up and stir-fry." ”

I said hello and stir-fried, and they drank.

The surnamed Wang said: "Brother Zhang, is your gun straight away?" ”

My man said, "My gun is a new gun, I didn't let go of a single shot, of course it slipped straight." ”

The surnamed Wang smiled and said, "As soon as I heard that you were a layman, I asked Orion's jargon, that is, to ask, is your gun accurate?" ”

My man said, "I didn't fire a single shot, and I don't know if it's allowed or not." ”

In the past, my man looked for this surnamed Wang, and helped his fellow villagers and friends get several household registrations, but they didn't ask for anything. After drinking and eating, the **** was carried away.

As soon as they walked not far away, the mother-in-law scolded: "You bloody loser, we have raised two big fat pigs for two years, you didn't have any effort at all, and sent them out." You buy pork from half-pulled pigs in any winter, and when you buy so much meat, our family has never had a good meal of meat. I didn't finish this meal, and the next leftovers came again, and I ate other people's leftovers. ”

My man smiled and said, "Mother, mother, don't be angry, I'll give you a stir-fry tomorrow, and our family will have a good meal of meat and vegetables." ”

At noon the next day, my man made four decent meat dishes. That's it, the mother-in-law also scolded him for several days, feeling sorry for the pig money of the two pigs.

In 1973, I heard that there would be no war for a while, and that the brick factory would be withdrawn. My family returned to Anda, and my man went to work in the second brick factory and took care of logistics. The brick factory came to order large bricks, people from other units, people from other places came to visit, and leaders came from above, and he accompanied them to eat and drink. From morning to night, the salary is more than 50 yuan a month. My mother-in-law said that his son was "poor, rich, well-fed, and running away."

One day, four boys, all eighteen or nineteen years old, came to my family, and they asked me for the travel expenses.

I didn't recognize any of these four children.

A child said: "I belong to the Dragon Collection, and I belong to Lao Cai's family." "He said he was the grandson of my uncle and sister.

My man pulled me aside and said, "Look at this kid is a bit like someone from the old Cai family, let's give him thirty yuan." ”

I gave the kid thirty yuan, enough for him to go back to Shandong alone. At that time, I was a temporary worker, and I only paid 42 yuan a month.

There is a contractor named Lao San, a fellow from Juye, who built a building in Anda Bao Project. When he heard that my man could buy timber in the mountains, it was cheaper than that of the timber company, so he said to my man, "You can pull a cart for me." ”

My man took his own money and hired a car to go to the mountains. It took five or six days to pull it back, but the third child was reluctant and said, "You are not a person who does things, you tell me to come back in two days." I didn't come back until this time, which delayed my project. ”

My man said, "It's raining in the mountains, and the car can't get out." ”

My family didn't make any money at all for this car of wood, and I lost a little bit of money even if I paid for the car.

The third child looked at a cart of red pine plates, which were good and cheap, and said to my man: "I still want a car, the same as this car." ”

The third child gave 8,000 yuan to my man, and my man gave it to the driver and said to him, "You can pull another cart of the same plate as this car, and the freight of these two carts is also in it." ”

The driver was not very old, and he looked like a child, so he took the money and drove away.

When my man went home and told me about it, I asked, "Do you remember the license plate number?" ”

He said, "No." ”

"Where does the little driver live?"

"I don't know."

I don't know, my head is buzzing, I can't eat during the day, and I can't sleep at night.

On the seventh day, the little driver hadn't come back yet, and my man was also anxious, saying, "It's time to come back, why haven't you come back?" ”

Seeing that he is in a hurry, I don't squeak no matter how anxious I am.

That night, he didn't sleep well all night, and said, "What's the matter, why haven't you come back?" ”

On the eighth day, the red pine plate was pulled.

The owner of the car came with the little driver, and the owner said: "There is no hurry here, we sent two cars to others first." ”

The owner of the car also said: "The director of the forest farm said: 'The one named Zhang Fuchun will come again, ask him to come to my house, and I will make friends with him.'" There are too few such real people now. ’”

In 1980, there was a fellow villager from Longqiji in Juye County, surnamed Huang, who said that he was looking for work and lived in my house for more than two months. Later, he found a job in Daqing and left.

One day, someone from the Public Security Bureau came and asked, "Does your family live with the surname Huang?" ”

The man said, "He's gone, he's not here." ”

They asked, "Where have you been?" ”

The man said, "I don't know." ”

When the people from the Public Security Bureau left, my man went to Daqing to find the man surnamed Huang and asked him, "What did you do?" The Public Security Bureau came to my house to arrest you. ”

The surnamed Huang said: "It's not a big deal, I'll go out and hide for a few days." ”

A few days later, someone from the second brick factory asked, "Has Uncle Zhang not come home these days?" ”

I said, "Yes." ”

"Uncle Zhang asked the Public Security Bureau to arrest him."

"Why?"

"I don't know."

My head buzzed and I asked, "Where are you holding it?" ”

"Tianquan Police Station."

The people are gone, and I can't talk anymore on the fire. I didn't sleep all night, and I couldn't figure out what he did after thinking about it all night.

The next day, before dawn, I cooked him a meal and sent it to the police station.

I asked him, "Why did people arrest you?" ”

He said, "I let the man surnamed Huang go, and they told me to find the man surnamed Huang." If you can't find someone surnamed Huang, don't let me go. ”

I bring him food twice a day, go back and forth for seven miles, and when I come back to work, I have to laugh as if it's nothing, just afraid that people will know about it, laughing at me.

One day, the police escorted him home. That year, my little girl was seven years old, my grandson was five years old, and the two children were playing in the yard.

The grandson cried and shouted, "Grandpa! Grandfather! ”

The little girl cried and shouted, "Daddy! Father! You don't want to go! ”

My parents-in-law also cried.

The person from the Public Security Bureau burst into tears, took out a handkerchief to wipe his tears and said, "Lao Zhang, look at you, one person breaks the law, and the family is uncomfortable. ”

My man said to my father, "Don't cry, I will be back in a few days." ”

The mother asked, "Son, what law have you broken?" ”

"I didn't break any law, so I blamed me for letting the surnamed Huang go."

"What did the surnamed Huang do?"

"I don't know." My man smiled and said, "Dad, mother, don't worry about me, I'll be back soon." If the surname Huang is a letter, send it to me. After speaking, he left with the police.

A few days later, a letter came from the surname Huang, and I sent the letter to the police station. After a few days, they caught the man surnamed Huang, and the man went home.

Later, I learned that the surnamed Huang had been in charge of the Hegang Coal Mine, and the accounts were not clear.

This person can talk, can do things, let the family take Hegang to stay for a year, and came out.

After coming out, the man surnamed Huang came to my house again and asked my man to help him contract the project. At that time, Anda was building two factories, one was Heilongjiang Woolen Factory and the other was Heilongjiang Dairy Factory, both of which were two-year projects. My man helped him with a lot of work, and they did a good job.

In the spring of 1982, I don't know why, the man surnamed Huang and I were arrested again. This time, the man surnamed Huang was escorted to the public security bureau, and the man was in the detention center.

I heard that this case is in the hands of someone surnamed Dong from the Industrial and Commercial Bureau, and I went to the Industrial and Commercial Bureau again and again, but I couldn't find anyone surnamed Dong. I also heard that this case is the second largest case in the province, and I can't sleep much one night.

On this day, I went to find someone surnamed Dong again, and someone said to me, "He has a meeting in that room." ”

I waited outside the house for a long time, and a man came out of the house and said to me, "Let you in." ”

I got up, patted the dirt on my body, and went into the house. There were a lot of people in the room, and I now know that it's called a conference room, and there's a podium in the conference room, and someone asks me to go up to the podium, and I just have something to say.

I said: "I am an uneducated person, I can't say it well, please correct the leaders." I want to ask, why did I arrest my man if he didn't break the law? I have been with Zhang Fuchun for more than 30 years, and he has never hidden anything from me. If Zhang Fuchun commits a capital crime, you can tell me clearly, when I shot him, I went with a smile, I broke the law, it should be like this. I don't know if it's raining on a cloudy day, I'm not a weather station, and I don't know if I've committed a crime. My man has high blood pressure and heart disease, why do you put a person who has not broken the law in a detention center to suffer? I am also sick, and now I am sick like this, if my family is ruined, the leaders here, can you bear it? ”

A person asked: "Did Zhang Fuchun help the contracted project surnamed Huang?" ”

I said: "Yes, my man helped him contract the project, and the surnamed Huang worked hard to make money, is this called a crime?" ”

No one squeaked.

I asked: "Leaders here, is Zhang Fuchun called a crime?" ”

No one spoke.

I said, "If this is a crime, I have nothing to say, so you can watch and do it." ”

I'm gone, and there's a bunch of kids waiting for me to cook.

I went home, my man was at home, and he came back on someone else's bike.

I asked, "Are you alright?" ”

He said, "It's all right. ”

I asked, "It's all out?" ”

He said, "I came out alone." Why are you so bold, do you know who is in today's meeting? ”

"I don't know."

"The Anda Public Security Bureau, the procuratorate, the municipal party committee, the Suihua Public Security Bureau, and the Provincial Public Security Department are all big leaders."

After staying at home for five or six days, my man was taken away again. At the detention center of the Industrial and Commercial Bureau, surnamed Dong, my man asked him: "What crime did I commit, and you put me here to suffer?" ”

The surnamed Dong said, "You are morally corrupt. ”

This made me angry, and he asked, "Did I rape your sister, or did I rape your mother?" ”

The surnamed Dong said, "Why are you scolding? ”

My man said, "You scolded people first." He stood up and wanted to hit the person surnamed Dong, but asked the people inside to stop him.

My man stayed in the detention center for three months before he was released and acquitted.

In 1984, my family sold all the cows and bought a Dongfeng car for transportation. After a few years of working and losing money, I put the car on the top.

I used to have a car at home, and I paid attention to the car as a man.

One day, my man came back from outside, followed by two people. As soon as he entered the yard, he shouted: "The fellow is here, hurry up and stir-fry!" ”

He often goes to his home to lead his fellow villagers and asks me to stir-fry, and I just stir-fry, and I have long been used to it.

When they sat down to drink, I heard that the car driven by these two people was broken down in the middle of the road, and they were standing on the side of the road and were worried. My man said: "Fellow, don't worry, go home with me for dinner first, and I'll get you money to repair the car after eating." ”

The owner of the car said: "I can't eat, you can lend me money to repair the car, thank you so much!" ”

My man asked, "How much does it cost?" ”

The owner of the car said, "A hundred dollars is about the same." ”

My man said, "It's on me." ”

After eating and drinking, my man took out a hundred and twenty dollars, and they repaired the car and drove away.

The family finally saved some money and took it out all at once.

After more than ten days, the owner passed by here and returned the money.

The man asked, "Do you have a lot of money in your hands now?" ”

The owner of the car said, "I went home and borrowed the money." Thanks to you that day, I wouldn't have been able to go home. ”

My man said, "If you don't have enough money, you will take the flowers." When you have plenty of money, you can give it to me again. ”

Maybe this person didn't have a lot of money, and he never came to my house again.

My man likes to talk big, outsiders don't know how capable he is, in the words of my mother-in-law, he is "full of promises, slammed (note: ma, read a sound, erase, words don't count)".

I said to him, "Just do what you want, let's be honest." ”

He said, "You cry poor, so that people look down on you." ”

After saying that, he suffered a lot, and I also suffered.

One day, my eldest daughter-in-law's father came. When the two in-laws were eating, the in-laws said: "This year, my Shanzi will get married, and you will have to help me with some money at that time." ”

The man said, "Okay, okay, it's on me." ”

My eldest daughter-in-law and I are both temporary workers, and he and his eldest son usually go to work, opening more than 100 yuan a month and eating for 12 people. From the eleventh day of the first year to the fifth day of the second year, my family's money was very tight, and there was no money left at all.

Shanzi's wedding day is approaching, and when I come to my family to get money, my family will have 400 yuan. I gave Shanzi all the 400 yuan, and Shanzi was angry and said, "I knew that I wouldn't take this little money." ”

I said: "My family can take out so much, you can take it if you can, and if you don't want to take it, you won't take it." ”

Shanzi got angry and took the money away.

My man also knew that this was not a good thing, and he didn't dare to see Shanzi for several years.

Turn around, and he blows the same.

I don't usually drink alcohol, but when I drink too much, he says that if I don't drink too much, I don't drink well, and if I drink too much, I will go crazy.

One night, when he didn't come home, I went out to relieve myself and saw a pile of black things in the courtyard. I was a little scared and called my two sons to come and see them, and they said, "That's a dog, it's lying there." ”

My man stood up with a snort and said drunkly, "You're the dog!" ”

We helped him into the house, and he scolded him for being a dog, and slept until midnight.

Another time, he drank too much and went home, vomiting on the kang, on the quilt, and on the pillow.

I had colitis at that time, and I didn't have any energy in my body. I said, "You catch the urine and drink it to death, and when you finish drinking, you go home and drink it (note: in Juye, people spit things out with "��", and animals spit things with "吐")! ”

He jumped up from the kang and wanted to kill me, but he scolded him. The second son couldn't hold him, so his neighbor Yanling came over to help. The two children were covered in sweat, and he had no end to it, so he had to kill me.

I said, "Everyone in the house is going out." ”

When everyone in the house went out, I plugged the door, went to the cutting board, took the fastest knife, handed it to him, and said, "Zhang Fuchun, if you don't kill me today, you won't be beaten by your father." I put my head over and said, "Cut it off, kill it!" ”

He was motionless and honest.

I was mentally prepared, the first time I scolded him like this, I knew that he had to cut me, he wanted to cut me to death, and I would cut myself twice.

I said, "Zhang Fuchun, what do you think?" You think I'm afraid of death, right? You're wrong, I've already lived enough with you. I see that the child is small, and he can't live without his mother, so I'll just live with you. You've been drinking and going crazy for three days, who can stand it, have you thought about it? ”

He didn't say anything and went to sleep.

The neighbor wanted to take over the house, but he didn't say anything to my family, so he ripped off the courtyard wall of my house and occupied more than one meter in my yard.

I went to my neighbor: "Why did you build the house in my yard?" ”

He said, "I have given this land. ”

The neighbor took over the house, and the man was angry. He doesn't drink and doesn't look for people, and when he gets drunk, he has to find people to reason.

One day, when he came home at nine o'clock, he was so drunk that he took a shovel and went to the neighbor's house to fight. I was bored, I couldn't hold him, and I fell one heel after another. Later, I hugged him on one foot and hugged him tightly, so that I could persuade him to go home.

In 1994, my man suddenly stopped drinking, and I was a little scared. In my experience, this person has been very good all his life, and suddenly he is not good, and he will not live long. The two of them have been fighting all their lives, and suddenly they get better, and then someone will have a birthday.

I said: "Fuchun, you are so good now, are you also going to be old?" ”

He said, "You have only reached your birthday, and I can't die if you die, and my health is good." ”

In the summer of 1991, the little girl Zhang Aiyu got married, and Zhang Fuchun, Jiang Shumei and Zhang Aiyu took a group photo. Courtesy of Zhang Aiyu.

I said: "How good life is now, there is no war, and there is no worry about food and clothing." Once upon a time, a rich man said, "If you have dry wood and rice, and if you have a house that does not leak, then you will be happy." We are now more blessed than the landlords and capitalists in the past, and we live well. ”

On the third day of the first lunar month in 1996, I had a dream that the main house of my house was about to collapse, and there was an eight-inch crack in the front and an eight-inch crack in the back. One man said, "This house is going to fall!" ”

I also had a dream, my eating tooth fell out, and it hurt so much that I hugged my cheeks with both hands. When I woke up, I said to my wife: "I dreamed that the main house was down, the old man died, and we don't have an old man." If you dream of losing your teeth, you are also a dead old man. None of us can die, how can we die without illness or disaster? ”

My wife said, "You have two old sisters-in-law, and I also have two old sisters-in-law, and maybe one of them is going to be long." ”

Unexpectedly, on the thirteenth day of the eighth month of the lunar calendar this year, my very healthy wife has reached her birthday. He hadn't been drunk for a year and ten months and died in a car accident.

It would be nice if my man were alive now. Needless to say, there are blows. The sons and daughters, the poor and the rich, are all united, and when they come together, they are all laughing and laughing. The grandson opened a small restaurant in his own house, and the business was very good. There are two graduate students and two project managers. Not only has a writer's daughter, but even I, an uneducated person, have become writers. He wanted to blow it.