"The reason why you think so now, the reason why you deceive yourself so much, I'm afraid it's nothing more than that you think you love her, and she loves you, so you don't want to use the woman you love as a stepping stone, you think that the reason why she married at that time was just because of the persecution of power, but it's ......."

Li Longji's out-of-control roar interrupted him, "Isn't it! Isn't that the case, if it wasn't for Li Xian's waste at that time to use her identity as an emperor to force her, would she marry the person she didn't love! ”

"What do you think?" He doesn't give him any chance to quibble, he wants to use facts to completely destroy the illusions in his heart, and he wants to ...... him Push into an abyss with your own hands.

"You're a smart man, you should have figured it out a long time ago, it's just that you don't know everything, you don't know everything, and your love is so strong that it's outrageous, so you ridiculously think that you love her and she loves you. Hehe, don't be in a hurry to refute my words, you can think about it slowly, slowly think about what kind of attitude she has towards you all these years, and then ask yourself, does she really love you? ”

"Does she, really, love me?" Li Longji, whose eyes were empty, murmured in a low voice, does she really love me? Does she really love me? It seems like....... No.

As he said, Li Longji is a smart person, in fact, he noticed early on that Wan'er actually had another person in his heart, and he had secretly investigated, but he didn't find anything, which is why Li Longji believed that Wan'er was not the kind of person who let go.

Because according to his investigation, although Wan'er has been wandering among different men, except for Li Xian, including Wu Sansi, many people are just acting on the spot, and they don't even have any skin kiss between them, but this leads to another problem.

Why did she play with those men? Why did she ruin her reputation so much?

Li Longji can't think of these, and he can't find out, because even if he has reached a point where his hands and eyes are in the sky, he still can't figure everything out.

So, for a while, Li Longji even stupidly thought that Wan'er did this for him, and Wan'er did her best to ruin her reputation so that she could abandon her, so that he could successfully embark on that road.

This is also the reason why he is unwilling to sacrifice Wan'er, she has done so much for herself, she has sacrificed so much for herself, and the reward he gave her should not be a butcher's knife, but the position of queen.

Alas, this belongs to Li Longji's self-deception, it is undeniable that Wan'er has really helped him a lot in private in disguise over the years, and this is also the reason why Li Longji deceives himself, but ....... Long before they met, Wan'er had already begun to ruin her reputation.

Li Longji also thought about this problem, and thought about the wrong time, but even if he could think of it, what could he do? He had no way of knowing the answer.

Therefore, at that time, Li Longji forgot that Wan'er might have other people he liked, and it can be said that he forced himself not to think about this problem, he thought that he loved Wan'er, and Wan'er must love him, all he needed to do was to work hard to accumulate strength, and then wait for the day when he became a blockbuster, give her what she deserved, and make her his queen.

But now, as this person spoke, Li Longji's long-forgotten question finally surfaced in his heart again.

She has people she likes, and she's always had them, yes, it seems like that, because that's the only way to explain everything, but ...... But that's not right, how could she have other men she liked? Over the years, she has not had any contact with men from the outside world at all.

This was Li Longji's last question, and this question was also answered by him.

"Would you like to take a look? Would you like to see what the truth is? The vicissitudes of life and the bewildering voice sounded in Li Longji's heart just now.

Without any hesitation, Li Longji nodded, "Look, I want to see it!" ”

"Good!" With this good word, the face of a young man was the first to break into Li Longji's mind, and seeing this man's appearance, Li Longji's eyes widened for a moment.

He's seen him!

When he was seven years old, he appeared once.

At the age of twenty-one, he also appeared once.

At the age of seven, he stood behind her, and at the age of twenty-one, he ....... Li Longji's body trembled, and his deep eyes opened to the maximum! Remembered, he remembered everything.

On the day of the girl's wedding, this mysterious man appeared in the Daming Palace like him, and when he left, he also left, they left the Daming Palace almost at the same time, and the eyes of the two met briefly.

But at that time, I didn't pay attention to him and didn't care about him, but now....... He remembered the way he looked at him, his demeanor, his every move.

For some reason, Li Longji suddenly felt that the girl seemed to be willingly married to Li Xian, and that person seemed to be ...... is the so-called protagonist. is nothing more than a ridiculous supporting role, and can even be called a clown.

In a trance, Li Longji remembered one more thing, that is, on the day of the girl's wedding, she had taken off her head in front of the civil and military officials and Li Xian, in order to look at a person, but she was not looking at herself, so what did she look at....... It must be him.

"Boom!" Li Longji didn't have time to think about it, because countless fragments and countless pasts poured into his mind like a tide.

In that picture, which seemed to be a marquee, Li Longji clearly saw everything, and clearly saw everything that happened to the girl and the mysterious man.

He watched, he watched the images flash through his mind, and the intense memories, memories that didn't belong to him, almost burst his head.

And an unprecedented anger and jealousy also quietly filled Li Longji's heart at this moment.

Soon, the memories disappeared, the marquee was gone, he finished watching the fragments, watching the memories, and then there was a muffled sound.

"Bang." Suddenly, Li Longji fell to the ground like duckweed, his body was twitching, and blood and tears welled up in his eyes.

"Hahaha, hahahaha!" A miserable and helpless laugh sounded, and Li Longji lay on the ground, wriggling like a worm, "I see! I see! Everything is like this, everything is like this! Blood mixed with tears flowed from his eyes, and his handsome face was twisted into a ball at this moment.

"It turns out that I have always been self-inflicted, it turns out that I have always been a fool, and I have always been the monkey who has been toyed with between applause! I didn't hesitate to give my life for you, and I didn't hesitate to ruin my years of hard work for you, but it turned out that it was always me who was making love for myself! Hahaha, ahahaha! What is this? What the hell is this! I've never had a place in your heart, and you've never left me that much of a place. ”

"Everything you do is for him, you are willing to give everything you have for him, and you are willing to let yourself be infamous for eternity, but what about me, what am I? A monkey who has been pretending to be amorous again? Yes? Yes! ”

Li Longji's sinister and desolate laughter never stopped, he kept laughing like that, he kept laughing so tirelessly, laughing until finally he began to cough, the sound of coughing seemed to break his lungs, but he didn't seem to feel anything, he laughed, coughed, laughed, coughed, until the end....... The convulsions of the body stopped, and the laughter and coughing disappeared.

He lay on the floor of the study, as if he had lost his breath, and had become a cold corpse.

Mourning is greater than heart death, Li Longji's current mood is probably like this, he has always thought that the girl is the last tenderness in his heart, but it was not until he finished reading everything just now that he suddenly realized that the girl was not the last tenderness in his heart, but a soft knife that cut the warmth of his heart all the time.

He thought he loved her and she loved him. But in fact, as he said, he was just a self-inflicted monkey, constantly playing acrobatics in front of her, constantly showing his ridiculous side.

Infatuation, unbearable? Jokes, this is the biggest joke!

I once swore that I would not be treated as a puppet that could be manipulated at will, and over the years, I relied on my own strength to cut off the silk threads on my body, I thought I was in control of myself, but in the end, the biggest thread was actually in your hands.

"Hahaha, ahahaha!"

What a mockery, what a mockery! I, Li Longji, have been a monkey and a puppet for more than ten years, but I don't know, but I don't know anything!

He did it, he succeeded in doing it, he succeeded in pushing him into the darkness.

Now, Li Longji has nothing in his heart, and his heart has been fully captured by desire just now, just as he said.

I am your desire, and I will only show up when you need me most.

"Now, let me ask you one last time, what is your choice between the throne and her?" At this moment, his voice suddenly became majestic, like a king on high, giving an irresistible command to his subjects.

"Click." The bones were intertwined, the ten fingers were clenched, Li Longji stood up from the ground little by little, little by little, slowly, he slowly raised his head, revealing the pale handsome face, but the handsome face was full of hideousness.

The corners of his mouth crossed a chilling arc, and his deep eyes were crazy like never before.

He opened his blood-stained lips and dug his fingers deep into his palms.

"I—want—the emperor—throne!"

"Hahaha, ahahaha!"

Li Longji, who was laughing in the sky, a trace of tears floated from the corner of his eyes, he strode towards the door, he wanted to tell Feng Wen what their choice was, he wanted to tell Feng Wen that the Thousand Autumn Heroes you wanted had arrived, and he had come to this world.

Li Longji's hand held the door of the study, and the next moment, he could push the door open and do what he wanted to do, to do what he wanted to do.

But at this time, the voice sounded in his heart again.

"I want to remind you once that once you take this road, you can never turn back, don't regret it."

"No, I won't regret it, that's my choice." Li Longji said firmly, and at the same time, he breathed a sigh of relief softly and without a trace.

He was keenly aware of this, and although he was a little surprised in his heart, he was not too surprised.

"It seems that you are really an unusual person, in fact, the ending is the same whether I come or not, your desire is great, and it can also be described as endless, if I guess correctly, do you want to thank me now? Would you like to thank me for giving you a reason to make your choice? ”

Li Longji slowly turned his head and looked at the empty study behind him, with a cold smile on the corner of his mouth, "That's right." ”

"You know what? I really...... I really want to be an emperor. ”