Chapter 10: Jingshi Nanyang (7)

Xie Liuying: "It seems that he also regards the college entrance examination champion as an honor, otherwise he wouldn't keep this book, so why didn't he go to college?" ”

Me: "Looking at his family, it doesn't look like he is poor." And with his grades, even the best colleges and universities in the country will definitely give him a lot of scholarships and grants if they know that his family is in difficulty. ”

Xie Liuying: "That's what else we haven't dug up, let's take a look." ”

We looked at the study for a long time, but found no more valuable clues, so we went to other rooms to check. Zhou Zhenyu's home is a three-bedroom apartment, and I first looked for a north-facing second bedroom, while Xie Liuying went to the south-facing master bedroom to check.

Entering this bedroom, I can be sure that although there are three bedrooms, Zhou Zhenyu usually lives in this one, with his clothes and work suits hanging in the wardrobe, and a half-used pack of toilet paper on the table.

In the corner of the table in the bedroom was a diary, which looked a little old and seemed to have been turned over many times. Is it Zhou Zhenyu's? I'm a little skeptical. Although it's not good to peek at other people's diaries, Zhou Zhenyu himself asked us to "dig casually", so I didn't politely look at it.

The handwriting on the diary is beautiful, and it looks like it was written by a girl. And this diary revealed all the secrets of Zhou Zhenyu.

"Today is the seventh day after returning home from the hospital, after taking care of my parents' funeral, my brother decided not to go to college, he said that people with ability can not starve to death anywhere, and it doesn't matter if they don't go to college. But I know that he gave up school to take care of me, and he must have been the saddest one when it happened so suddenly. However, he was always reluctant to show it in front of me, and I was afraid that he would not be able to stand it if he was silent. ”

……

"Today, many relatives came to the house, saying that they came to see if our brother and sister needed help. But I know that the purpose of these people is to test how much money we have, to test whether my brother, a 'genius' in the eyes of his elders since childhood, has really given up on going to college. If so, then there is no need for the family to continue to socialize, the poor are in the downtown and no one asks, and the rich have distant relatives in the mountains, and the situation has always been like this. ”

……

"It's a nice day, and I haven't seen a blue sky for a long time since the accident. There was no elevator in the corridor, and my brother sweated a lot to carry me and the wheelchair. We stayed in the yard from afternoon to evening and talked a lot, and we hadn't spoken for so long since the car accident. I can see that my brother is trying to avoid talking about his parents who have passed away, and he is also avoiding talking about my legs that I can never grow again, he is talking about life and ideals. Yes, my brother, Zhou Zhenyu has always been so good. Even if he doesn't go to college, he will become an amazing person one day. ”

……

"The results of the examination are not optimistic, my brother did not hide it from me, and he knows that there is no point in hiding it. I know that I have been a burden to my brother for so long, but even so, I still don't want to die, because if I die, my brother will be the only one left in the world. In that case, it's too lonely, too lonely. ”

……

"It hurts more and more, but I can't say. The only time I had was that I didn't want to let myself and my brother suffer any more mentally. My brother has been reading all kinds of medical books like crazy recently, but how can it be so easy to treat a terminal illness recognized by the medical profession and given up by doctors? ”

……

"Brother, I recently saw a very popular game, it seems to be very fun, called "Book Title". After I'm gone, you'll definitely find this diary, so please don't be sad, when you really want someone to accompany you, just go play games, and you won't be so lonely and sad when you're immersed in another world. ”

……

"There's not much time, I can feel it myself, it's a complication of the disability. I really don't want to die, I want to live happily and then see my brother live happily too. I was useless, and at this time I could only pray that after I died, God would let my brother make some friends who were serious about him, and give him the opportunity to display his talents. I have always believed that my brother, Zhou Zhenyu, is a genius, so the world should be kind to him, please, God.

Zhou Xue, the sister of the best brother in the world"

The diary is gone here, and I want to come to Zhou Zhenyu's sister, this kind girl named Zhou Xue has gone to heaven. The matter is clear here, after Zhou Zhenyu's college entrance examination, his parents and sister seem to have had a car accident.

Both parents died, and his sister was also disabled, so Zhou Zhenyu gave up the opportunity to study in college in order to take care of his sister. However, what is even more tragic is that within a few years, her sister seems to have become seriously ill and died soon after. Since then, Zhou Zhenyu has lived alone in this house that was once full of family flavor, but now he is the only one left.

And the old wheelchair on the balcony was obviously a relic of his sister.

It is conceivable that Zhou Zhenyu does not have a college diploma, and his sister, who is a spiritual sustenance, has also died, and he has lost his enthusiasm for life, so he casually found a job to fool himself. Otherwise, with his strength, it should be easy to retake the college entrance examination.

Many people who don't have talent or get opportunities don't believe that there is such a thing as "talent is not met" in the world. They stubbornly believe that the rules of the world are flawless, and the "invisible hand" in the market economy is also omnipotent, and as long as you have the ability, you will definitely come out in this era. In today's information age, who can stop you from succeeding?

Perhaps, according to the division of labor in society, people like Zhou Zhenyu, even if they have the art of slaying dragons, are destined to become an ordinary screw in obscurity. It's no wonder that everything is in line with efficiency and capital, but what about the leakage of the house? It's okay to get the intermediary fee, in broad daylight, Lang Lang Qiankun, where did the evil dragon come from? What is the use of dragon slaying?

Misfortune suddenly befell this ordinary family, crushing the originally happy life to pieces, and also reducing a person who should have achieved extraordinary achievements to a mortal. Although he has been fighting for a summer vacation, today is a thorough understanding of him.

I silently handed the diary to Xie Liuying, and after she read it, she couldn't help but shed tears, and at the end, she asked me: "Chen Liao, are we the kind of 'friends who are serious about him' as his sister said?" ”

I nodded heavily.

We all know that some tragedies are too heavy for a person, and he is absolutely unwilling to repeat them from beginning to end. And as a friend and future coach, he felt the need to talk to us about his past. That's why I indirectly show my past through the way of "let's discover for ourselves".

Xie Liuying and I sat on the sofa without saying a word, waiting for Zhou Zhenyu to come back after completing the formalities.

After waiting for about half an hour, Zhou Zhenyu opened the door and said excitedly: "It's done, let's go." At this time, he saw the expressions of me and Xie Liuying, so he sat quietly on the sofa on the side. I also understand that we know everything.

After a long time, he spoke first: "Actually, I don't want to live in this house anymore for so long, there are too many memories, but I feel that leaving here is some kind of 'forgetting' or 'betrayal'." So I think you can be regarded as providing me with a good opportunity, or rather, an 'excuse' to convince myself. ”

I understood what he meant: "It's not an excuse, we really need your talent, maybe it's a bit overkill for Mr. Wolong to be the coach of an esports team, but ......"

Zhou Zhenyu's eyelids jumped when he heard the words "Mr. Wolong", but he still interrupted me: "No, this job pays well, and I can calculate others without any worries, I like it very much." ”