I pretend to be well-behaved and obedient every day, and Xue Xinying finally relaxed a little bit by stepping on the soles of her feet. She will not meet a simple boy like me in such a complicated environment, there are many people who offend her, and there are many people who she does not like the eye, it is better to form a boat of her own complete friendship and form a family.

"Why don't you be my boyfriend?" The beauty said a heart-pounding suggestion, this heart-pounding motive is too complicated, and I can't make it clear in my mind for a while, and I vaguely feel that such a relationship seems to be a behavior that only men and women can have when they reach a certain stage, is the beauty interested in working in this direction? I shook my head and denied my own idea, I asked myself if I was not a person with a gorgeous appearance, even if there was a little inner show, it still needed to be developed.

Xue Xinying doesn't know enough about me to understand my delicate appearance and heart that can make her want to die, maybe in her eyes I may just be a friend of her who has the value of "use".

"You don't want to? Or do you have any concerns? ”

Xue Xinying looked at me who pretended to be pensive, she must not have expected her words to make my mood so turbulent.

"Okay."

Because in just a second of prolonged notes, I can't think of a bad reason.

"Then it's decided, but don't make it public."

Her tone was so meaningful that I couldn't completely give up my reverie for beautiful women.

I look forward to this change in my life, and I hope that God can take pity on me for more than 20 years and create an opportunity for me to get close to beautiful women.

I really don't want to control myself anymore in the face of her, I remind myself.

Although I only spend about a quarter of my time at home, how I wish I wanted to spend the remaining three-quarters of my time with her. I seem to be able to feel that there is still an invisible and handsome male god in the company every day, but because I haven't been in close contact with her yet, I feel a little unsure in my heart, and it's rare that I'm awake today.

I would be very anxious when I couldn't dream of her beautiful face, and when I dreamed of her face, I always felt that it was an illusion.

Xue Xinying and I held hands, walked side by side, and casually did a questionnaire survey on our relationship to passers-by, 99% of them would definitely choose the option of a couple, and the other 1% I felt that there was no need to insult his IQ again.

I fell into a happiness maze, and I thought to myself that I was still a person with a good IQ and EQ, but I think I was a hard back for the plot and characters.

Xue Xinying went to the train station to pick up her friend, let me pretend to be her boyfriend, for this kind of beauty, of course, I am a hundred promises, I also hope that more people will see us, before I always coveted the beauty of others, today can greatly satisfy my vanity.

The train has arrived with a whining sound.

"Hurry up, remember, you're my boyfriend."

Of course, I am responsible for this kind of beauty. I gestured with my eyes to my arm. "No problem, let's confirm my identity first."

Xue Xinying glared at me, then took my arm and went to the train station with me to pick her up, a friend who seemed to have a good relationship and squeezed each other behind her back.

Sure enough, as I expected, the two of them muttered in a low voice: "You are really good, you are good here, the male pot friend is very handsome, is he rich and handsome on the list." ”

"Yes, friend, ordinary friend."

Although she is telling the truth, there are many people in this world who don't believe the truth, especially when you are serious about telling the truth, they will think that you are covering it up.

"Come less, pretend to me, I don't know your two brushes, how to say that you also have the title of a love lady in college."

"I beg you not to mention this kind of shameful thing again, and I don't know which uneducated person has given me such a title that does not live up to the truth and has no literary accomplishment at all."

I beckoned Xue's friend to the hotel I had booked, because the four-star hotel was full recently, I couldn't help but book a five-star hotel for this month's income of tens of thousands to go to the mall to buy clothes, it was too expensive to go to Taobao to shoot bargains, and cheekily asked the seller if the eyelashes and eyeliner can be free shipping, the beauty rested, and a reservation is a week, presumably she will play for a week.

"Hey, wait, where are you taking me?"

Xue Xinying's friend stood at the door of the hotel and asked me.

"Go to the hotel, I've booked it for you, five-star, seven days, I'll pay in full, it's worthy of you, beauty?"

Xue Xinying glared at me fiercely, she would definitely not stare at me because I was too generous, but I had the ability to satisfy my vanity but let her be poor and happy in front of my friends. For people like Xue Xinying, she doesn't expect to be happier in things that she can reach.

"No, I don't have to stay in a hotel, just stay with you, how embarrassing."

Xue's basin seems to have been rooted in the barren soil for a long time, looking up at the material paradise.

"Huh?" I was stunned on the spot, and I didn't know what to say.

"I'm afraid I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I live with Xinxin, it may be a little inconvenient."

On this occasion, I really should have kissed, I kissed, pretended to confirm the relationship, and she didn't resist.

"Oh, I see, are you really living with him?" Xue Xinying's friend asked in surprise.

"Uh-huh." Xue Xinying nodded.

In the past few days, I have entered a stage of selfless work, and my nerves have become so tense that I no longer feel tired.

It wasn't until my own client somehow ran to the right house without contacting me, and our boss talked to me, that I woke up from the evasion of not being able to prove my ability.

The honest man whose soul and body have been trampled on is the kind of person who now has almost all of his meager wages to support his family, and who rents a dilapidated bungalow in the countryside far from the hustle and bustle of the city.

Poor background and poor economic situation can't hide his extraordinary charm, after all, he used to be a sunny and handsome, brilliant and humorous teenager.

From the tone of others scolding you, I hope you can understand yourself as soon as possible, constantly improve your ability, and let yourself grow up as soon as possible to be independent.

My life is not an endless darkness, in the deepest part of my heart, there is a glimmer of light, through which I can vaguely see happiness in the distance.

I'm not a social person, and I'm not very suitable for sales, maybe it's because I haven't encountered too many setbacks along the way, which led to my failure today.

Now, people's hearts are savagely inflated and very noisy. I don't think you're going to get a tan when you go out in the current season. I desperately need some money to keep things going. Maybe my personality is too straightforward, and everyone thinks that their language format is right, so I can only pretend to go along with it.

Now I want to be hypocritical to ask others to do things, which really makes me uncomfortable. But every time our boss pats me on the shoulder and says, "Work hard, work harder", I feel that everything is worth it, after all, it is related to my own performance.

In fact, sometimes people are really easy to deal with, and a word or two of encouragement from the leader can make me die for a while, but it is difficult for me to understand the meaning of the boss's words.

Lust is indeed a very strange thing, it can change your way of thinking and deviate from a normal track.

The iron will that had filled my chest for many years was gone, and I had lived so hard and tenacious, with a clear purpose, nothing more than to fight poverty, to transcend my birth class, to complete my evolution, and to get a decent and dignified life.

The eldest aunt squeezed her nerves, drunk and flashy to the pseudo-beauty of menopause, crooked, although there were a few ill-intentioned werewolves who were so anxious that their saliva flowed straight in their hearts and wanted to take advantage of her, but they still touched and pinched it from the outside through the tight clothes, and the woman's father was paternal, and it seemed that she was making some kind of deal. As for me, I hate everything here that touches the bottom line of morality.

But I still have my habits, and I have the habit of going in the right direction when I think you're right. Actually, I'm not interested in this little with no two flesh, so in the casual chat, I still care if she has mature characteristics at this age? Do you care if there is a generation gap between her and me?

I seem to be in a state of tearing up the war at the moment, and the bloody strife will gradually begin and intensify.

I was in need of a sudden catharsis, but in reality I was like a silly child, going around in a sensitive area that touched danger, letting my little heart hang in the ice and snow. This sudden feeling is indescribable in other words, and the mood also gives birth to a sadness with their complacency, and unconsciously becomes gloomy.

I have to say that in the face of the current complex and changeable quagmire, what has changed is only the location, and what has not changed is the rules of the game. Moving the nest is not a solution, and escaping is not a way out.

Hopefully I can find positive energy in life, not everyone is born treacherous, thick black, and full of lies. The shady people see calculations and scheming, and the mediocre people see the magnificence and joy.

The task of the company during this period is very heavy, I also abandoned the previous style of late arrival and late departure, changed to early arrival and late departure, the whole project is far more cumbersome than we expected, and what is even more terrible is that no one in the company has ever had experience in doing such projects.

Needless to say, the boss said, "crossing the river by feeling the stones". Just communicating with a few collaborators already made me a little irritable.

After a long day's work, when I returned home, it was about two o'clock in the morning, but when I opened the door, I found that the lights in the house were still on, the TV was still on, Xue Xinying curled up on the sofa like a kitten, this scene is more like that kind of husband and wife life, the husband is busy outside and returns late, and the wife is waiting at home. But I'm not in the mood to continue my reverie today. I didn't bother her, after all, she and I are only in a live-in relationship now.

I couldn't sleep in this soft, wide bed. Turning over and over, I felt that those past events poured into my heart like a tide, and the silent undulating black waves burst out with silent power on the horizon. In this way, from soaking the soles of the feet to covering the instep, overflowing the calves, step by step, towards the cold and silent abyss.

In the words of a person who claimed to be the boss's henchman with a small waist: "The boss pays me a salary, and I am the boss's person." Just listening to her words and one-sided communication already made me a little irritable. Just by her tone, I had an endocrine disorder until I was incontinent.

When I finished taking a shower and opened the bathroom door, Xue Xinying blocked the position of the door. During this time, the company had a large-scale marketing campaign held in the city center, so I basically ended the days of running around. But as soon as the event planning plan was passed, I heard the news that I don't know if it was good or bad, and I would be in charge of this event.

Theoretically, this is good news because you can see that the boss of the company has trust in me and has a nurturing heart, but the bad side is that I don't have enough confidence in myself. The reason why I was able to mix in a middle management position is frankly, luck is more important than strength. Occasionally, a whim comes up with something quite creative, and the most coincidental thing is that I and the boss have the same idea, and the plan is quite successful. Since then, I have been a mid-level manager in the department.

In the days that followed, I worked more on project marketing planning, that is, waving my chicken paws to conceive some boundless strange ideas in my head, the professional term is the so-called "creative thinking", and I don't have to worry too much about the actual operation. The boss likes to often ask for my opinion on other people's plans, so I borrow my own little cleverness to add some icing on the cake on the basis of others, and the boss is full of praise every time. In fact, it is much easier to make suggestions based on others than to complete the entire project from scratch.

Since I took over this project, I have been suffering from insomnia with excellent sleep quality, and I can fall asleep within three minutes of sleeping at any time and on any occasion. I don't know why I have so much pressure, I have always had an indifferent attitude towards things, but this time I don't know where to get more responsibility, I hope that I can be worthy of the boss's recognition, but also worthy of my own ability. Maybe it's because I feel the crisis myself, and the feeling of gain and loss must be so obvious when you sometimes feel that my own ability doesn't seem to be proportional to my salary.

At 6:00 a.m., I had been lying in bed for more than two hours without a trace of sleepiness. Since I can't sleep, why force myself, anyway, I don't need to go to work on time, this is also my boss's right to grant me.

Sitting alone on the sofa in the living room with a cup of coffee, I don't have any taste, because I only like to drink instant coffee, especially when the boss occasionally chats with me about this kind of "upper-class" society likes to talk about things, that's when I'm most miserable. I admit from the bottom of my heart that I am a layman, and I don't expect me to have any personality, and to comfort myself that vulgarity may be elegant, and the most important thing is to be comfortable.

Xue Xinying also seemed to think that something was wrong with me, so she stepped forward and touched my forehead and said, "What's wrong with you?" Under the weather? ”

"No, there's nothing wrong with me, it's just mentally stressed."

"What's the problem?"

"The company asked me to take full responsibility for a project."

"Very well, you have a chance to show what you can do."

"If you have the ability is naturally a beautiful thing, but I have never been in charge of such a large-scale marketing activity independently, I have no experience, I used to just stay in the pre-planning that is the stage of fantasy, let my thinking run wild, whether there is the possibility of actual operation, I have not cared, when the activity is implemented, I have not participated."

I'm struggling right now.

Xue Xinying looked me up and down and gave me an encouraging smile: "Don't worry too much, do your best to the best of your ability, understand your shortcomings, and you will get better and better in the future." ”

"Do it better? There has to be a chance, and if I mess up this time, I don't know if I can keep my title as a mid-level manager. ”

"Let it go, I support you, although I can't help you at work, but at least I am fully responsible for the housework during this time, and your daily life is also taken care of by Miss Ben, you see that I am good enough for you."

Am I stupid enough to refuse such generous terms? I finally felt a little leaning on the pressure, and said gratefully, "Is it true?" Then I'm counting on you, I'm hungry now, get something to eat, my clothes haven't been washed, please help wash them, and bring your socks by the way, in addition, the snacks in the refrigerator are almost gone, and it's time to pay the water, electricity and gas bills at home, so it's best to ......settle them in a few days."

I was also surprised at the way I was grateful. Xue Xinying crossed her waist and looked at me, her eyes widened wider and wider, and the final picture was naturally fixed on a beautiful woman hitting a handsome guy who thought she was quite handsome with a sofa pillow.

As soon as I entered the company's gate, the beautiful MM at the front desk told me that I didn't need to call urgently, it must be for the project, I gave up the habit of chatting with the beautiful MM at the front desk, and hurried to the office that was out of tune.

From the moment I walked through the door, I could feel the dull smell in the air.

"Luxi, how is the plan planned."

"It's quite smooth, the plan has been discussed and approved last time, and now the project team members have been determined, the division of labor is clear, and it has entered the actual operation stage."

"Yes." Nodding his head in tune, he pondered for a while and then asked, "Do you think you can complete this project well with your current ability?" ”

Out of tune, a question suddenly throws at me, my brain is racing, people always have to learn to face themselves, and now admit it, it's better than messing up. I stubbornly said, "I think I'm still a little lacking, after all, I don't have practical experience with this kind of large-scale project, and although I've been involved in it a few times, I'm not fully qualified at the moment." ”

It's a bit of a gentleman who doesn't pay attention to it, and after a long silence, he nodded: "Very good, I know myself very well." "I didn't expect that this time it gave me an affirmation and calmed my heart a little.

I didn't care too much about the inconsequential words, wondering if it was a trap. The next sentence dispels my concerns.

"Luxi, in fact, your current ability is not completely commensurate with your position and income, but I still agree to put you in your current position, do you know why? Because you are like me, you are like me when I was younger, I think you have a lot of potential, very good qualifications, and if you work hard, you can even surpass my achievements. ”

With the support of his father, Zhang Mobai started his business at the age of 25 and completed the accumulation of the first million, and is currently 31 years old with a net worth of nearly 100 million. At such a critical juncture, I still couldn't control my mind that was so active.

Zhang Mobai stared into my eyes and said, "I hope you can understand the company's operation as soon as possible, constantly improve your ability, and let yourself grow up as soon as possible to be independent." ”

I don't know what to say, I can only feign gratitude.

He then told me that in fact, the company's major shareholder is from Shandong, and he is only a shareholding employee, and the headquarters sent him over mainly to be responsible for the company's planning and marketing, I know that he is modest, because I have investigated his background earlier, he has always been a little dissatisfied with me, this is what I have known for a long time, but in terms of the current situation, it is difficult for me to guess what kind of medicine he sells in this gourd.

Either way, this time I had to prove what I could do. When I knew that I couldn't control the situation, I naturally had a feeling of irritability and even wanting to escape, and running away would not change the situation at all, so I had to rush up.

Can I give up this time? Even if I want to give up on myself, I can't give up on my boss's cultivation of me, the trust of my colleagues in me, and the admiration of others.

I asked myself. It wasn't until Mr. Yang, the marketing director, approached me that I felt like I was back in the original world.

Promotional activities and event shows need some girls, most of them are some young and invincible hot girls, at this point, we don't need to do anything creative, because there is no creativity at all, you don't have to expect some artistic performances to be more eye-catching, because in the language format that we often like to use in life, beauty is king.

If you really want to be creative, it's only on the beauties. There is also a huge reserve of resources for beautiful women. So by the way, I would like to encourage all single friends that we don't have to be sad because we are full of hope.

Mr. Yang came to me for these youthful and invincible babes. The biggest advantage of the surname Yang is that you can get to know and get acquainted with people he doesn't know at all in a short period of time, although sometimes we use the relationship between us, but this is at best a lonely period for us in the workplace.

"Mr. Yang, this is a fat difference, I'm starting to choose people, take me to have a look." My smile seemed a little lewd at this point.

"Don't you have a goal? Someone else is responsible for this matter, and they can't take you with them. ”

Although he is telling the truth, I think this kind of thing can only be regarded as a sesame mung bean in the whole project. There is no need to use a figure of senior management in this matter.

"Mr. Yang, it doesn't matter if you don't go, you can just leave it to me." I'm so shameless to appreciate the ability level of beautiful women, and sometimes even unscrupulous.

Mr. Yang knew that he could not convince me of this difficult fellow, and for the sake of the fact that I had helped him in the company, he promised to help me with this little favor.

"Okay, you can go with me." He admired my courage.

"Mr. Yang, thank you. That's great. ”

"I tell you, tomorrow there will be a cloud of beautiful women. I had a crush on a girl, so pretty, I had already asked her phone number and made an appointment to have dinner with us tomorrow night. ”

I didn't speak, but I seemed to have a sense of foreboding. I motioned with my eyes and body language for him to continue.

People who usually seem to be serious are sometimes very lewd. He smiled evilly: "Now there is a little problem that you need to help me solve." ”

"Say it."

"That girl has a twin sister, and she has to come with both sisters."

"You want me to take another girl away and give you a chance? I'm clear about this. ”

"Oh, by the way, Luxi, there's a little bit more."

I nodded like garlic and said yes without hesitation.

"Okay, Mr. Yang, wrap it up on me."

"You help you choose a location, and then you take care of the cost of the meal."

"What, why should I pay for you chasing girls?"

One second I said yes, and the next I tried to go back.

"Good brother, help to the end, I'll borrow you."

"Hey, I still have to borrow money for a long time, I'm really out of shape, and I'm out of luck."

"Good brother, I didn't treat you as an outsider."

What else can I say, the surname Yang really doesn't treat me as an outsider.